InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Gates of Heaven and Hell ❯ The Unknown Road ( Chapter 8 )

The Gates of Heaven and Hell

 

ChapterEight

The UnknownRoad

 

Yuki-hime

 

AN: This is an alternate reality fanfiction to where I, Yuki-hime, am in complete control of this story. ^^ power trip alert! Warning: this fanfic is a KagomexSesshoumaru pairing. I'm going to do a short introduction that will lead into the first chapter. I don't want you completely confused. As I stated before, the only similarity to the series is that I am using the characters and likeness as well as certain plots, twists or etc from the series to push this little story along. To be sure that there is no confusion, I am listing the following characters the will appear. I hope this helps.

 

 

* I will not be listing my own original characters with the guide below.

 

 

romance: the romantic development between characters.

angst/drama: emotional developments.

action/adventure: adventurous content {battles, quests, journeys}

 

 

RATING: R

 

 

Character Guide:

Kagome

Sesshoumaru

Jaken

Rin

Inuyasha

Myouga

Kikyou

Kaede

Miroku

Sango

Kohaku

Kirara

Shippou

Kouga

Toutousai

Naraku

Kanna

Kagura

Hakudoushi

 

 

Guide:

“ ” the spoken words.

Any thoughts are in italics.

* for definitions or notes at the end of the story.

 

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

The dawn's warmth reached the sleeping miko a couple of hours after sunrise. Her eyes groggily opened. She felt the child's heat at her side and carefully untangled her limbs from the blanket, climbing out so as to not disturb her. There were no signs of anyone else and though she was sure that she was safe, she did not know where she was. Kagome noted her tattered clothing and quietly stepped to the small fire, finding a bundle of miko robes and a waiting breakfast. Quickly, the woman changed. Though there was little time for her to waste, her stomach seemed to demand her current attention and she heartily ate a bowl of the steamy soup.

 

Sparing a glance back, a small smile crossed her features. The child was sleeping soundly and a peace washed over her before she pushed it away. Kikyou was waiting and she did not think it wise to anger her mentor any more than she might have already.

 

The young woman crossed the bridge. She could smell the river that was a few yards away and she picked up her pace. When Kagome reached the top of the hill, which overlooked the small valley that the water-way has settled in, she saw the priestess' form. Kikyou turned and motioned her down.

 

“I see you are well, Kagome-chan.” Her words held an unknown meaning to Kagome, and one that she did not catch as she bowed.

 

“I'm sorry, Miko Kikyou-san.”

 

Her formal tone surprised the elder of the two. Sesshoumaru had taught her some formalities, yet it was wasted. “You need not address me with such a formal greeting. I am to be your mentor, your master from now on. Sesshoumaru may say different young priestess, but he has requested my assistance in training your powers and you will do as I say.” Her tone was demanding and hard. The woman had to know that she was in charge.

 

Kagome winced a little, but nodded. “I understand.”

 

“You may address me as Kikyou-sama.” She turned walking to the flat stone near the edge. “We must bathe, Kagome-chan. Come undress. I assure you that this area is safe from any prying eyes. I would be able to sense them before they were able to get close to do any harm.”

 

The girl nodded and followed Kikyou's movements as she disrobed and entered the water. Kagome laid her clothing beside the elder's and waded into the cool liquid. Out of instinct, Kagome pushed herself deeper into its depths as she began the motions of purifying herself. The experienced miko hid her shock. `How does she know this?' Stunned, Kikyou decided to wait until the right time and ask. She had to remember that this girl was not even conscious of it herself. The woman adverted her eyes before the younger could notice. `Who is she and where did she come from?' Questions flooded her mind. `Why does she look like me?'

 

The ceremony took about an hour. The two retreated to the shore, gathering their clothes. Kagome had not paid Kikyou much attention as she drowned herself in the strange but soothing ritual. It had brought a peace out in her that she did not know existed, so it had been a surprise and shock when her eyes saw the horrible scaring. Kagome quickened her pace, wanting to erase the images and questions that filled her head.

 

The female's voice broke her out of her daze. “Come, we will meditate before lunch. I must see how well you can calm yourself.”

 

She nodded in silent agreement as the two began a short walk into the forest. Kagome started to wonder where they were going until a small shrine appeared in a hazy fog of magic. “Kikyou-sama, what is this?” She heard her voice but had not known she had spoken.

 

“We are on holy ground Kagome, and this is a holy shrine. Only those with pure intentions may even lay eyes on this place.” The two ascended the wooden steps and entered the double doors. Kagome's eyes had to adjust to the dim setting. The young woman sat where Kikyou motioned as the miko went to light a few candles. It was apparent to the young woman that this was a very special place surrounded by incredible waves of spiritual energy. “The first task is to clear your mind in order to achieve a balance in yourself. You must not let emotions overcome you and cloud your judgment. It will be your downfall Kagome-chan.”

 

The elder female sat down across from her. Their eyes connected. Kikyou's chocolate pupils pierced her soul. “Clear your mind.”

 

Kagome nodded slightly as her lids closed. She could feel the youkai energies of nearby demons pushing on her, making it hard for her to breathe. `Is this what it feels like? I can barely breathe!'

 

“Steady your breathing Kagome. You must not let them physically effect you.” Kikyou's command calmed her soul. “Deep slow breathes. Inhale. Exhale.” Her voice was rhythmical and her coaching eased the pain on her chest. The shadows did not disappear but she could easily restrain them.

 

Kikyou's voice faded into a hum. Kagome found herself floating, surrounded by various shades of grays and blacks. On occasion, she could catch glimpses of deep blues, greens, and reds. She felt sure that these were the evil energies from before, but she could not feel the darkness or malice hidden within. Her thoughts went to Sesshoumaru; his touch and warmth. She did not feel any malice in his heart, nor could she see any of the darkness that Kikyou spoke of.

 

A searing pain caught the girl unguarded. Kikyou's words rushed to the surface; `clear your mind.' Her eyes managed to catch a shimmer of purple ­before she involuntarily screamed. Her hands went to her chest; she could feel the jewel burning with hatred. Quickly, she stood and darted out of the small room, not waiting for Kikyou's questions. It was hard to breathe and the youkai spiritual energy of that monster had made her claustrophobic. She needed air. And Sesshoumaru. Her mind screamed for him. `Sesshoumaru, where are you?!'

 

`Dammit!' she cursed. `Why do I think of him? I was doing so good too.' Tears sprang up. The pain had been horrible. Her breaths were heavy as she slowly calmed the turmoil of emotions raging in her chest. The image of Kikyou's nude torso flashed in her mind. `The pain had been in the same area as her scar.'

 

“Kagome.” The sound of her name startled the woman. She turned to see Kikyou's eyes trained on her; the emotions masked underneath her exterior. “We shall take a break. Let's walk to the village and eat lunch.” Her voice took a lighter tone, trying to whisk away some of the horrors that she knew the girl must have felt.

 

She was a little shaken and had expected the woman to question her, especially after her outburst inside. The walk to the center of the hub was quiet as they were both lost in the events of that morning. The screams of the children greeted the two mikos as they entered the square. Several girls and boys ran to Kikyou, jumping up and down. Kagome noted that some had weeds and such in their hands; `Those must be herbs.' A small body crashing into her lower form caught her off-guard. She smiled warmly, “Rin.”

 

“Nee-chan! Rin missed you! Rin picked these pretty flowers for you!” The child's bubbly nature lifted her spirits. How could she keep her cloudy demeanor with her around? Kagome desperately wanted to ask her where her master was. She needed to see Sesshoumaru.

 

“They are beautiful Rin!” She knelt to the girl's eyes. “Thank you, I love them.” Before Kagome knew it, the child wrapped her arms around her in a hug. The miko returned the affectionate hug and held her tears. Kikyou had to be wrong. `Not every demon was like that.' Sesshoumaru could not be. The proof was this little girl in her arms.

 

“Will you eat with Rin?” Kagome nodded and stood. The child took her hand and lead her to the stones around a circular pit. She noticed that Kikyou was staring at her, watching her intently as the miko was still surrounded by children.

 

Rin's chattering voice brought her back. She heard Kikyou's gentle command. “Come, let's follow Kagome-chan, shall we? I am very hungry.”

 

Kagome noted that there were only humans around. Although she felt comfortable, there was an uneasy pulse underneath the calm. `Where is Sesshoumaru? What about the other toad-demon that Rin speaks of? And Inuyasha? What is going on?' Her head began to hurt a little. She knew there was something wrong. `What happened to me last night?'

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

It aggravated him to no end and he kept the growling to the minimum so his younger brother would not guess too much at his agony. The ground was sparkling as the light hit the dewy grass. The events from last night hung in his mind, but Inuyasha would have to wait to be taught a lesson. Sesshoumaru however, was more interested in what Kagome had done the night before. The morning light had not only brought the false sense of security but the pungent smell of Naraku. `Was Naraku involved again?' With a last glance at the sleeping figures, he followed.

 

Inuyasha had darted off before he had even made a move. Though he did not want to leave the maiden behind, the demon did not have a choice. There were more important and dangerous things within reach and Kikyou would not stray from her. He could be at ease, at least for the moment. The danger was not close to Kagome yet.

 

The questions were, `was this the real Naraku?' And if so, `why is he south?' The territories were known to be hostile to any outsiders, whether they were demons or humans. And hanyous were slaughtered on site. Though he did not completely agree to the way the southern lord was handling his lands or people; they lived in peace with no civil wars. Sesshoumaru knew it was not his place to argue about such matters. He understood that Toshiaki wanted to know who was within his borders at all times. The peace that the demon had established was well known throughout the lands and envied by all.

 

The noxious scent of miasma brought the brothers to a halt. Sesshoumaru heard his name whispered on the winds. The prince turned to face the village they had left a several hours ago.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

“Nee-chan?” The small voice pulled her back. Her expression was filled with worry. Other men and women had gathered for the village lunch, taking up the empty seats and spots on the ground.

 

“I'm sorry, Rin. What did you say?” The woman cleared her throat. Her eyes looked about; she noted Kikyou's heated gaze on her. `Where is Sesshoumaru?'

 

“Kikyou-chan said to eat this,” she shoved the bowl and plate in her lap as she planted herself on the ground.

 

She smiled, “Here Rin, please sit beside me. You should not always sit in the dirt.” The girl's smile beamed. Kagome could only guess that the child did not really have any one that actually talked to her. A strong urge to protect the adolescent came over her. It was as if it was the most natural thing in the world.

 

Kagome ate in silence as Rin chatted on about her morning. She had attended to the chores like the other children. Then she told her that she secretly picked some flowers in a field nearby. Kagome knew why Rin spoke in hushed tones. One, the children were not allowed outside of the village alone and two, she had felt her master had been watching over her. Though she did not know why he remained hidden, Rin knew he was there. She nodded.

 

After about an hour, the villagers and children dispersed. Kagome and Rin had wondered off to a hill overlooking the next valley. Their raven silhouettes sat side by side. Kikyou approached the duo who sat in silence. She stood for a few moments, patiently waiting on her apprentice. All eyes were trained on the horizon. Kikyou had not noticed the evil energy until Kagome refused to acknowledge her. “What the hell…?!” Kikyou's voice broke the silence.

 

Kagome cut her short, “Shhhh! You must be quiet. They will not hear nor see us if you remain still.” The woman returned to her trance state. Her voice, the look in her eyes; she was not Kagome. Rin looked at the older miko. She mouthed something that the woman could not make out.

 

The energy quickly disappeared. Coming out of her daze, Kagome stood suddenly and turned bowing. “I am sorry, Kikyou-sama. What did you say?”

 

The woman narrowed her eyes. She looked to the child again, who was clinging to her side, trying to support her. “What is going on Kagome-chan?”

 

The girl looked uncomfortable. There was a pause before she spoke. “I can't tell you because I don't really know. I can't remember. I have these blackouts.” Hands rubbed her temples, her head really hurt. “It's foggy.” She paused. “Like someone else is controlling me. I'm in a daze, lost and then I end up here.”

 

“Is this what you have been keeping from me?” The girl nodded. “Is there anything else, Kagome-chan?” Her stern voice brought the younger to meet her eyes. She shook her head no. “Let's get back to work then.” The trio descended the hill. Kikyou would have to investigate what was going on south. `Is that where Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru has disappeared to?' The youkai auras were going crazy, wild in reaction to whatever she had just seen. Until then, she could do nothing with but keep a close eye on Kagome.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

The demon was careful. There were too many eyes watching for her to slip up now. Kagura sighed as she leaned against the cave's rocky wall. Saimyosho were everywhere, so flying was completely out of the question. She was surprised when his aura filled the forest. No one had thought that he would attack so quickly, not after the last encounter. `There has to be a reason.'

 

The wind goddess winced in pain. `What is he searching for?' Her wounds were slow closing and this had begun to worry her. The minor damage she had received should have healed by now. The thoughts that something had seriously happened to Naraku had crossed her mind several times. `Is he still alive? Will I survive through this?'

 

The human in Sesshoumaru's arms had been the source of this fiasco. But the burning question was, `why did she not purify me?'

 

The insects slowly passed. `What are they looking for?' The pain stabbed her body again. The woman moved deeper into the cave. She needed time to heal. Kagura was not in a state to properly defend herself against Inuyasha or Naraku.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

The two barely spoke as they returned to the sacred shrine. Kagome settled into her meditation. Her head began to hurt. She was in a daze when Kikyou had found her. `What was I doing?' The look on her mentor's face had spoken volumes, but she had remained silent. There was a chill on her spine when she stood, and Rin's support had been a grateful welcome. The young woman did not know how the child had known. Yet the uneasy aura from earlier was prevalent, surrounding, enclosing in on her form. Kagome's thoughts strayed to Sesshoumaru. `Why do I feel I need him beside me?'

 

Kikyou's voice startled the female. “Kagome-chan you must put Sesshoumaru out of your head. He will be your downfall. If that same distraction came while you were on the field of battle, then you would be dead.” Her harsh words were true.

 

`What would happen if Sesshoumaru or Kikyou were not with me?' Kagome understood what she spoke of. Thoughts flooded back to her scar. There was a pain that continued to grow in the woman. Was it too inappropriate for her to ask what had happened? “Kikyou-sama,” she took a breathe, “there has been something that I have wanted to ask you.” She needed her mind off of the dark prince. And the ache that was gripping her heart.

 

There was a long silence. It was as if Kikyou knew what she was going to ask, and had wanted to prolong the inevitable. “What happened to you?” Both knew to what she was referring. Kagome thought she was not going to answer her question. The violet aura had crept upon her as the agony flowed and pain tripled. `Sesshoumaru…' she cried inwardly.

 

Her voice was full of bitterness when she spoke. “I was foolish, just like you are. I let my emotions get the better of me Kagome. This is the price I paid and it is a constant reminder of what my duty is; to protect the innocent from the conniving ways of demons. There is no one else but us. We are some of the last remaining.” The woman looked at her. “I do not know where you came from but it does not matter. Sesshoumaru is a very dangerous youkai. He is the Lord of the Western Lands. Do you understand what I am saying?” A hard tone entered her voice. “Kagome, are you listening?” Kikyou inched forward, closing the distance and putting her hand out to shake the younger miko. The female had erected a barrier and the woman winced as her hand hit the energy, but she drove forward. When her fingers touched her body, the pain that had filled Kagome seeped into the elder. The women cried out as their bodies were tortured.

 

The pain of her scar seared forward. The sound of footsteps caught Kikyou's ears. The miko could not break the contact with the younger woman but kept her eyes trained on the entrance. She heard muffled yelling. The door flew open revealing a blur of black, pink, and purple. She heard her name and then felt the warmth of hands pulling her free.

 

Sango screamed as the anguish bore into her core before vanishing. The female glanced over at Miroku to see the other miko out cold. She spoke again, her voice full of worry as she gently shook her. “Kikyou?! Kikyou?!”

 

Her eyes fluttered open. “Sango-chan, is Kagome okay?” Her words were anxious. The woman nodded. “Naraku… Sango, you must find Inuyasha…” the pain cut her words off. “Sesshoumaru… he will come for her. Please, do not let him take her away.” With her energy drained, Kikyou fell unconscious, limp in the slayer's arms.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

Inuyasha stared at Sesshoumaru's back. They had both smelled Naraku but the demon was definitely not acting his usual self. `Is he actually worried about that unusual priestess?' He could not believe it even as he saw it with his own eyes; Sesshoumaru's compassion and obvious distress at the current situation. The hanyou had to hold his tongue out of simple wonderment. Never in all his years of knowing the quiet and stoic youkai had he seen him like this. Never had he seen Sesshoumaru express true emotion. He did not move. `What is he waiting for?' Seconds later, impatience got the better of him and he moved several paces past the demon before his ice cold voice froze him.

 

“Do not touch what is mine. I will only warn you once.” His mask was in place as golden eyes promised a bloody death. In a flash, he jetted past Inuyasha.

 

`What the hell is going on?' Sesshoumaru was acting weird. `A human, huh?'

 

Miasma suddenly poured out around the brothers, halting the dark prince in his tracks. Inuyasha went for his sword, “Naraku!”

 

A hideous laugh filled the sky. “Ku ku ku…” A bamboo clothed puppet appeared out of the dense fog. Saimyosho surrounded the paper illusion as a familiar voice echoed in the darkness. “It seems you will not win this battle. You will never be able to keep her from me. Have Kikyou train her, it will do you no good. She will be mine. I will have the Shikon no Tama and her soul.”

 

Sesshoumaru stepped around the hollow form. “Do not make promises you can not keep.” His cold voice whispered in passing. The words reached Inuyasha's delicate ears. “Come, Brother, let's not waste time on a shell.”

 

He nodded unsure of the current situation. Naraku had only wanted to rub Sesshoumaru the wrong way. When he did not bite the half demon did not push it and simply disappeared. Things were definitely getting weird. Inuyasha realized that they were now heading back to the village. `Did Naraku's threat unsettle him that much?' The tone of his voice when he spoke to him broke something in the hanyou. `He called me `brother'.'

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

The demon slayer and monk took the two women to Kikyou's hut on the outskirts of town. The miko's words echoed through the duo's minds. “Sango,” Miroku's voice broke their silence as they stared at them. “Do you think that Kikyou meant to keep Kagome away from Naraku or Sesshoumaru?”

 

“It seems obvious to me that she meant Sesshoumaru, but I wonder what she saw and what happened at the shrine?”

 

“Yes but what she asks is impossible, Sesshoumaru us a much more formable opponent than Naraku. Plus I think it is better to have him as an ally in this fight.”

 

“Yes, I agree. Very well then,” she stood, “I shall go find Inuyasha.”

 

He nodded, watching her go. `What role does this girl play?' The monk could not understand the twisting knots of lies and deception that began weaving itself before their eyes. A few hours later, noises from outside caught Miroku's attention. He left the two sleeping maidens to investigate. Inuyasha met him just outside of the shack. “Inuyasha, please wait.” He grabbed the hanyou stalling him as Sango landed with Kirara.

 

“Inuyasha, please!” Her voice carried over.

 

“Where is Sesshoumaru?” Miroku asked.

 

“I found them on their way back from the southern region. He has not said why they were heading that way,” Sango spoke as she stood behind Inuyasha.

 

“Let me go.” He growled at his friend in an attempt to enforce his statement.

 

“Move.” Everyone turned to see the dark prince standing behind them.

 

Inuyasha did not back down, he faced his brother. “You are not…”

 

“Do not tell me what I will and will not do. You are not in any position to be giving me order. Move now or I shall move you.” His golden eyes burned holes in Inuyasha. The trio that blocked his entrance moved slowly. He kept his pupils trained on the rash hanyou until it was clear. In a swift move, he entered the dim interior to find them unconscious. He stood frozen, it was not until now that the striking resemblance of the women caught him off-guard. A brief flash of green material darted through his mind. Though the distinction between the females was lost in the dark, Kagome's smell was overpowering Kikyou's. Her spirit was untamed and he could feel the bridal energy held within.

 

He stepped around the first body and knelt to the second one. The dark prince touched her sleeping face, brushing away raven hair. `What happened? What did Naraku do?' Sesshoumaru dropped his fingers from her delicate skin. There was not much of a choice left.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

Inuyasha growled as the youkai entered the hut. The monk's calming voice echoed in his ears. “What happened Inuyasha? Why were you with Sesshoumaru? Where were you two going?”

 

“I don't know what game Sesshoumaru us playing with Naraku, but I'm sure that that girl is in the middle.”

 

“Inuyasha, do you really believe that he is capable of hurting Kagome?” Sango asked him surprised. “Regardless of what you may believe,” she glanced around, “I think he may hold more compassion for others than you know.”

 

“I believe she has a point. It seemed that the Lord has stuck his neck out for Kagome.” The monk backed her statement.

 

He growled. “So then what do you propose we do?” Inuyasha did not like where this was heading, but at this point there was little for them to do.

 

“Let's not be hasty,” he replied. “Come let's talk elsewhere.”

 

The trio departed for the town square. The only prying ear that needed to be avoided would not enter into the human village.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

The elder miko woke hours later. Hazy images from the events earlier slipped through her fingers. Kagome was a few feet away. She stirred and Kikyou watched her eyes open. “You are awake.” The girl sat up, mimicking the female, and nodded. “What happened?”

 

She began to speak but the sound of approaching people cut her short. She stood quickly and moved to the entry. Kagome's mind was filled with so much clutter and with the recent brush she had, the feeling and need to protect her mentor washed over her. Kikyou stared at her, stunned by her actions.

 

The monk and taijiya filled the doorway. “You're awake,” surprise filled the woman's voice. She moved in, leaving Miroku to stand alone.

 

He kept Kagome's gaze. What Kikyou had spoken before she fell into oblivion had bothered him. “Kagome, would you care to join us.” Kikyou's words were a command and the woman obeyed.

 

`Something feels wrong.' Her thoughts floated to the demon prince. `Sesshoumaru, where are you?' Her eyes met Kikyou's.

 

“Kikyou, do you feel okay?” Sango's voice broke the silence. She nodded though her eyes never left its subject. “What happened?” The woman looked from Kikyou to Kagome and then back.

 

“Yes, please tell us Kagome. What happened?”

 

She flushed at her statement. “I'm sorry, but I don't exactly know what happened.” How could she ease the pain and worry on their faces? “Please, tell me, is Rin okay?” Her question threw the trio off.

 

“Of course,” the monk's voice was full of his surprise. “Kagome, we would not hurt Rin.”

 

Shame filled her face. “I did not mean it that way…”

 

“Then what way did you mean it?” Kikyou asked, bringing the attention back to the subject at hand. The woman did not answer. “Where is Naraku Kagome?” The other two people stiffened as tension rose.

 

`Naraku…? I do not understand. I had asked Sesshoumaru who that was but he only seemed to want to know what he spoke of. Do they know him as well?' She momentarily tossed around the idea of asking her question. Sesshoumaru had avoided her query but Kikyou might solve this puzzle for her. “Kikyou-sama, could you tell me who this Naraku is?”

 

Even though Kikyou, Sango and Miroku had given her a brief history of this Naraku, Kagome still felt that they were not telling her everything. She felt that there was still something wrong. And it bothered her that Kikyou had been earnest in returning to the shrine to finish her first day of training. The woman did not argue as they set out to purify themselves again.

 

It had been easier to keep the prince from her thoughts, especially since the ominous aura did not appear during her meditation. As night fell, Kikyou broke the silence as she moved to light more candles.

 

The woman settled back in her seat before speaking. “Kagome, if you want to survive this you must understand that it will not be easy. Naraku is a very dangerous opponent and not someone to underestimate. You will have to learn a life's education, work, and training in only a few months.” The miko paused. Fire flickered off of the women's faces.

 

“I understand Kikyou. I have no other choice but to move forward until I have regained my memories. This is the only path for me.” Kagome's words held an air of knowledge. She completely understood what her decision meant, her life or death. The lives of innocents. It was all in her hands. She held her own future, her own destiny.

 

The female nodded. “You must complete seven difficult tasks.” Kikyou turned to her side, reaching for a hidden bundle and placing it between them. “The first task is learning to tap into and control the spiritual powers you possess. There are three types of spells you can use and,” she paused, revealing three arrows, “attach to arrows in order to destroy or seal a strong demon, or even several if you have enough power or amplifiers.” Kagome watched as her delicate and milky white fingers reached for the arrow closest to her, placing it in front of her. “The first is the Hama no Ya.” She reached for the second arrow, setting it below the previous arrow. “The second is the Joka suru no Ya.” The woman repeated the prior movement, reaching slowly for the third arrow. The apprentice seemed to note her hesitation and felt an unwelcoming flood of despair and anger; her voice was above a whisper. “The third is the Fuin no Ya.” The shaft was then laid with the others. There was a long silence that seemed to stretch on into oblivion. “We will begin before day-break. Every morning, we must cleanse ourselves so we will meet at the river's edge outside of town. Do not forget.”

 

Kagome nodded and bowed. “Thank you Kikyou-sama. I am forever grateful for your help.” The woman bowed graciously and turned to leave.

 

“Kagome, what is the nature of your relationship with Lord Sesshoumaru-sama?”

 

“Relationship…?” The girl's voice echoed the word. `Do we have a relationship?' Images flashed in her mind's eye. She saw herself and Sesshoumaru sitting under a tree as Rin played in the field below. He seemed to be smiling. But it faded as quickly as it came.

 

“You must ask yourself, Kagome, what are his true intentions?” Her voice held a warning that sent chills down the female's spine.

 

She nodded as she walked out the doors. The cool night sky was sparkling like diamonds. The wide heavenly view kept her silent, lost in her thoughts as she waited on her companion a little farther down the path. He had promised to pick her up last night and he had told her to wait for him. Kikyou's warnings rippled to the surface. What was she to do? It seemed like everyone was against her, `Kikyou and…even Sesshoumaru.' What had she done to incur his absence? She had to remember that she was alone and without any memories or the knowledge of who she was. The taiyoukai had been kind and willingly to help her but how far would that take her? Kikyou's words tugged at her mind and heart. `You must ask yourself, Kagome, what are his true intentions?'

 

Thinking back to the night before, she sighed heavily. She had not wanted to move from the Goshin Boku's side, in fact, the woman had first wanted to refuse, yet Sesshoumaru's eyes told her otherwise. It was strange how the tree had brought her a sense of security, and familiarity. What was it she really saw when she first touched its holy bark? Flashes of brilliant color and figures were jumbled in a whirling combination. “The images were so confusing.”

 

Kikyou's question surged to the front of her mind. `But his actions spoke differently. If he was cold and heartless then I do not believe I would even have my life much less this jewel.' Her hand covered the spot on her chest.

 

She remembered the gentle tone of his voice when he spoke to her. `What did you see?' Sesshoumaru's question overrode her senses. Her voice seemed not her own when she spoke the words that he had wanted to hear, words that held a deeper meaning; the words of another language. Words that she could not bring herself to speak. “Death and destruction as far as the eye could see.” That is what she had wanted to tell him.

 

Kagome desperately wanted Sesshoumaru to know what Naraku had shown her. `Was it true?' Would she be that destruction he spoke of? `And who is this Naraku anyway?' Sesshoumaru did not seem to want to tell her the truth. And she was not entirely sure Kikyou's words could be trusted. Everything felt like a dream; any moment she would wake and find herself in her bed… soft sheets. Her head began to hurt again.

 

Flashes of a young girl's room; a bed with a table and window… She grimaced at the sharp pain. The images continued to flow, scattered in the wind. There was an old shrine, and a well. `Yes, I remember a well.' A surge of mixed emotions filled her, bringing water to her eyes. Love, grief, betrayal. Then she saw Sesshoumaru, Inuyasha, Kikyou, and Naraku. Her power flickered, and then died.

 

The images that filled Kagome's head clouded her thoughts. Was she too hopeful that these might be her lost memories? And if so, had she known Sesshoumaru and the others? Or were those scenes a possible future? Could she trust this woman that only appeared to her when she was lost in her mind? She thought of her time with Sesshoumaru; the night they reached the camp after Naraku had attacked the village. At first, she thought that he had been uncaring, but that had not been the case at all. After he had told her that she would be training with Kikyou, she had felt a wave of guilt wash over her. Why had she been so rude and harsh with her words?

 

* FLASHBACK *

 

She was lost. Lost in the words he had spoken and the images he had shown her. What was she going to do? Everything had been blurry. She was not sure if she was dreaming as a warmth engulfed her body and mind. The mists around Kagome began to clear. Her eyes suddenly focused on the face in front of her, on the golden eyes that seemed to see through to her soul and heart. She heard him whisper her name. The woman could only blink, still dumbfounded from her trance. “Sesshoumaru?” her tiny voice broke the quiet barrier around her, full of an unknown fear.

 

The warmth of his hands calmed her as he spoke, demanding an answer this time. “Kagome, what happened?”

 

She nodded, her thoughts numbly trying to piece together the reality around her. `Is he talking about…'

 

“Tell me what happened back there. What did Naraku do to you?”

 

How could she tell him? Despair and sadness overwhelmed her and Kagome knew that she would have to do something other than just sit around and wait for something to happen. “Sesshoumaru, I want to go back to the village. I want to learn about myself, about this power that is hidden within me.”

 

“We have to wait until the chaos has passed. The inhabitants are unfriendly.”

 

She stared at him dumbfounded and hurt. Images of the desecrated villages flashed into her memory. The screams of the people in the small colonies echoed in her ears as Naraku's laugh continued. She could still hear his words. “Look at what you have done.”

 

“No. That's not good enough. I have to see the village.” Fear and desperation were laced in her words as she tried to rise. He was not going to stop her. He may not have been welcomed, but she was still human.

 

His hold kept her still. “Kagome, listen to me. It is too dangerous for you to go back. Even if Naraku is gone, you still have to worry about Inuyasha and the villagers.”

 

“You don't understand,” she pleaded as tears sprang to her eyes.

 

His voice became hard as he spoke her name. “Kagome…”

 

She pulled from his grasp, towering above him before running into the thicket of trees. `He had been completely unreasonable and unwilling to understand!' The woman brushed the tears away from her eyes. How could she explain to the demon that she had to know? It was eating her inside out. The same feeling that possessed her when she laid eyes on the village took hold again. The need for that knowledge was burning her. Memories of the charred homes echoed in her conscious. “I couldn't have done that, right?” she whispered to the trees. “I'm not like that am I?” Tears began to flow down her cheeks unchecked as she slowed to a stop.

 

A hand startled the woman as she turned to see Sesshoumaru staring at her. “You will train with Kikyou, a priestess in that village.”

 

She shook her head. “I don't understand.” Was she hearing things?

 

“If you want to control that power, it is the only way.” He held her gaze. Anticipating her next words, he spoke. “I have arranged everything, but until then you are to obey my orders.”

 

Kagome smiled guiltily. “Thank you.” Had she been wrong in judging him?

 

* END FLASHBACK *

 

Her eyes focused on the limbs above her. Kagome could not be sure if these images were her memories or not but she knew that the feelings that had overcome her in that short time were not false. There was some truth held there; somewhere within its branches. `Where are you Sesshoumaru?'

 

The woman stood, shaking the cloth at her legs. Her mind was made up; she would apologize to Sesshoumaru for last night. After her training with Kikyou and her time spent mediating, Kagome understood what Kikyou was telling her. She could not turn back now. She had chosen to walk down the unknown road.

 

Maybe he was after the Shikon, that was a good possibility, but Kagome felt that there was something else. She couldn't explain it and the woman did not even know if the lord felt what she did, but it was there and she could not deny the tug at her heart. In the chaos of her life, he had become her rock in the raging waters.

 

She sighed. “It doesn't look like he's coming.” Her voice floated on the gentle winds. Kagome glanced at the wooden shack hidden between the tree's trunks. “I suppose I should begin the walk home.”

 

Shadows caught her eyes. A flash of red. Kagome's pulse quickened like her pace. Her breathing became heavy as she descended the hidden stone stairs. A sudden noise behind her made the woman quickly pivot on her heels, throwing her off balance as she came face to face with Inuyasha. She gasped as she lost her footing and landed in his arms.

 

“Are you okay?” His question held a tender tone.

 

A faint heated breeze hit her skin as she tried to pull away from his hands. “Y…Yes,” she muttered as she blushed unable to free herself. She did not feel any malicious intentions, yet she knew she could not let her guard down. “Excuse me, Inuyasha.”

 

He tightened his grip until she ceased her struggling. Unexpectedly the hanyou buried his face in her hair and took a deep breath. “You look like her, yet you do not smell like her.”

 

Her eyes widened, `Is he talking about Kikyou?'

 

“Where is the jewel, Kagome?” his voice hung on her name.

 

“The jewel? But Inuyasha, Sesshoumaru will…”

 

He growled cutting her off. “Fuck him! Why won't you answer me? I am going to be the one who destroys Naraku, not Sessho…” Inuyasha was interrupted by a sharp pain in his side. He felt hands on him as he was thrown, hitting a tree and slumping down in a red heap of limbs. He picked himself up to see his brother standing in front of the woman who had been in his arms.

 

“Do not touch her again Inuyasha. The miko is under my protection and you will not harm her.” The demon's voice dripped with the bloodshed he promised. “I have already warned you once.”

 

Kagome moved to his side, reaching for the silky kimono sleeve. Her voice was full of emotion. “Where have you been?” Tears pooled in her eyes. He turned to see her expression. “Why did you leave me alone?”

 

He scooped her up, “Come, let's go.” They began to head west, away from the tiny village. He would speak to her later about what happened. `Why did Kikyou take her back to the shrine, especially after what had transpired?'

 

“Huh? What do you mean? Are we not going to stay in the village?” Confusion set in.

 

“What the hell are you talking about?” Inuyasha's angry voice caught the couple's ears. “Since when have you ever cared about a human woman?!” He screamed at the youkai, drawing his sword. “Naraku is my problem and you have no business butting in! Hand her over, she's the key that we need!” He growled as his brother stood there staring at him. “I won't hurt her and I won't let anyone else hurt her either, I'm not a fucking monster ya know!”

 

His hand moved from her waist to the swords at his side. “A half-breed like you could not possibly protect a woman of such status and power.” Golden eyes narrowed as he waited for the creature in front of him to move. He could smell the fear that had crept up in the female behind him and reached out to calm her again. He would not kill his younger sibling but he would make sure that Inuyasha knew who he was dealing with. If he thinks Naraku is tough, Sesshoumaru would prove him wrong.

 

Kagome grabbed a fistful of the white cloth before he had a chance to move. “Please, don't. Can't we just go home now?” He could hear the exhaustion in her voice and see the pain of the day's training on her face. He nodded and then glanced at Inuyasha, growling. The two disappeared into the dark, leaving the hanyou to himself and his suspicions.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

He had not spoken a word since they left Inuyasha. She was beginning to worry that he could be angry with her. Though Kagome could see the demonic aura around Sesshoumaru, she felt no evil intentions like Kikyou had mentioned. Instead, he seemed to be distancing himself. She instinctively reached out, catching the sleeve of his kimono. “Sesshoumaru…” she whispered his name.

 

“Kagome,” he began, not turning to see her face. He needed to know what had happened with Naraku, and today with Kikyou. `What did the miko tell you?' He was silent. “Tell me.” He felt her tense before leaning against him for support.

 

She was not sure of how to answer his question. Half truths were all she could give him now. “Kikyou asked me the same question… I suppose… the images of death filled my mind.” Her voice faded as the wind rustled through the branches. Her fingers slipped from the fabric. The woman walked past him into the clearing and froze. A cold wind chilled her to the bone. The scene before her eyes brought fading memories to the surface. In a daze, Kagome glided to the banks. Sesshoumaru watched slightly confused by her actions, he slowly approached her.

 

It was as if time had stopped. Or she was merely an outsider watching with little interest. Laughter filled the atmosphere as several figures appeared across the river. It was two women and men with a small child. Shock consumed her. She had seen them before, but their faces remained hidden. They vanished into the fog. Footsteps along the shore echoed as a woman dressed in strange clothes emerged. Her face disguised by the mists, but Kagome heard her voice calling out. She turned to see the fading image of the dark prince. “Sesshoumaru?”

 

He closed the gap, catching the female as she stumbled out of her dazed stare. “Are you okay?” Her eyes were clouded. The strong scent of purifying energy rolled off of her skin. Though she did not burn him, he could feel the heat from her. “Kagome?” His name was whispered on her lips as the woman leaned in.

 

The demon was unsure of her condition. His blood was boiling and his skin was on fire yet he was not burning. The kiss had surprised him and had brought forth emotions that the stoic male had suppressed in the past.

 

He turned quickly sensing the inu-hanyou. The girl was still paralyzed from her trance in his arms. “I have to say that I was wrong about you.” He grinned. “I thought that you would be the last one to sympathize with humans…but it seems I was wrong.”

 

The prince growled. “You do not know what you saw.” Kagome's actions were questionable but there was something else she was experiencing and Sesshoumaru could not write off the possibility of Naraku's influence.

 

“My eyes do not lie to me.” He spit back. “Do not lie to me. What the hell is going on? Are you seducing her?”

 

“I do not need to seduce anyone.”

 

“Are you going to answer my question?” He stared hard at the demon, not backing down. He needed answers.

 

“Meet me in an hour near the God Tree.” The prince turned with the woman in his arms as he headed for the cave. Inuyasha knew where they were staying. Sesshoumaru assumed that the hanyou had followed Jaken when he had picked Rin up at the human village. `Dammit.' With his brother breathing down his back, Sesshoumaru would be distracted if Naraku were to attempt to get the jewel. `I will deal with Inuyasha.'

 

When the duo neared the hollow cavern, they were greeted by a young girl. Rin bounced into the clearing. “Sesshoumaru-sama! Nee-chan!” She jumped into his path. “What's wrong with Nee-chan?” Her eyes held a fear that he had not seen in a long time.

 

“She's just sleeping.” The child had the stench of other human children on her, he would have to make sure she had a bath before they retired tonight.

 

“Lord Sesshoumaru-sama, Lord Sesshoumaru-sama!” Jaken shouted as he came running out. “What happened?”

 

“Jaken, have you finished all of the preparations?”

 

“Yes, Lord Sesshoumaru-sama, just as you requested.”

 

He nodded and walked inside. The palette was on the far side of the burning fire. Cooking food wafted over the heat and to his nose. He rounded the pit, laying Kagome gently on the pile of hay and furs. He stared at her for a moment. `What had happened? Was Kikyou involved in this?' It was no coincidence that Inuyasha was there. He sighed inwardly. He stood. There was other business to attend to now. Turning the dark lord met Rin and Jaken's eyes. “Stay here. Jaken, do not let Kagome or Rin out of your sight. I will be back shortly.”

 

“Yes milord, but where are you going?” The toad stuttered as he hobbled after the taller demon. His silent response flustered the youkai as Sesshoumaru disappeared.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

Kagome had woken shortly after the prince's departure. Her head still hurt, but Rin's cheery disposition and the warm food waiting for her eased the last traces of pain away. When she asked about Sesshoumaru, Jaken had told her that he left in a hurry, saying that he'd be back and to stay put. She huffed but understood his reasons.

 

Several hours passed, Kagome began to get anxious. She quickly rose. Sesshoumaru had left in such a hurry earlier that she was unsure of where he could have disappeared to but her feet carried her away and Kagome followed. The faint cries of Jaken and Rin died as her steady breathing overtook her senses. After a few moments, the woman recognized that she was on her way to the Goshin Boku. There was a rustling and loud banging as she closed the gap to the open field. Faint memories rose to the surface… `This seems so familiar… like I have been here before.' She held her breathe when she topped the hill.

 

Sesshoumaru rushed the hanyou who used Tetsusaiga to block the blow. He growled in frustration. “What the fuck where you doing?” He had let his anger get the better of him, his youkai blood boiling with built up rage. “I warned you to not touch what was mine.”

 

Inuyasha grunted. “Keh, I was under the impression that a human mate was below you, Sesshoumaru.” The name dripped from his tongue like venom.

 

A flash crossed the prince's eyes before he brutally assaulted him again. Kagome's descending scent caught his nose, yet he did not relinquish the upper hand. She would not distract him this time. Her blue orbs caught silver hair in the moonlight as the brothers fought. “Sesshoumaru!” her voice full of fear and anguish. `What is he doing?' She ran down the hill, slipping on the wet grass. The woman picked herself up and continued toward the duo. “Please stop this!” The two continued to fight as she fell again. “Inuyasha, please! Stop this!” Kagome looked helplessly from one to the other.

 

He put his weight into the swing and managed to slide his brother a few feet away. “He won't listen to anything you or I say,” he spoke as he landed next to her. He gently pushed her away from him. “Get back to the village where it is safe.”

 

Sesshoumaru growled. “Are you deaf half-breed?” His eyes flashed blood red at the contact he had witnessed. “I told you to keep your filthy hands off of her. Is it not bad enough that you have already tainted one miko?”

 

The statement sent Inuyasha off the deep end. “What fucking right do you have to judge me? You don't know anything!” he screamed as he blindly charged the figure.

 

The demon grinned, humans were so easy to manipulate. He was simply able to dodge the swing. Kagome's cry caught both of their attention. “Please!” Tears flowed down her flushed skin. Images of the God tree filled her mind. Desires, fears, destruction and determination filled her soul. She did not want to see any one hurt anymore.

 

The taiyoukai laughed again. “Were you too blind to see that you were both being manipulated by Naraku?”

 

The half demon growled. “Fuck you.” Anger filled his blood as he readied Tessaiga, “Kongosoha!”

 

A tremendous fear filled Kagome. Her whispered cry was deaf as the sound of the energies echoed throughout the atmosphere. Her feet carried her to Sesshoumaru's side, crying his name. The woman's face was stained with tears as light engulfed them.

 

He could do nothing as he watched the stupid woman run into the path of his attack. He screamed her name with a few obscenities as he ran down the torn path. Suddenly a brilliant violet aura flooded to him.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

 

God, finally done! Took me f-o-r-e-v-e-r! Lol. I had a lot of problems with this chapter. There are probably still typos but I did not feel like waiting for the beta to read it so I posted it now. Expect a revised version a little later…..within a week. Promise! If you have any comments on the storyline, please let me know. That was one of my problems. ^^

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++