InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Ghost of You ❯ I’m Not Okay (I Promise) ( Chapter 4 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Chapter 4-I’m Not Okay (I Promise)

It has only been a week since Kagome died. I don’t know how much longer I can go on. I am going crazy. I see her everywhere. I am withering away in this tree. I haven’t been down since we buried her. She is below my feet, buried next to the God tree.

We are so far from you, you left us, and you left me. Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate.
The lives of everyone you know are slowly disintegrating. We are nothing with out you. We need you. I can’t live with out you. And what's the worst you take from every heart you broke when you went away. And like the blade I stain, well I've been holding on tonight but I don’t know for how much longer.

So long and goodnight my sweet Kagome. When every star falls brought you to tears. So long and goodnight, So long and goodnight.

From the corner of his eye Inuyasha swore he saw Kagome walk into the trees. He jumped after her. When He lost sight of her he noticed he was in the clearing where he and Kagome first became mates. He looked everywhere for Kagome. He twisted his head from side to side looking for her. He spun in circles desperate to find his lost lover.

"KAGOME! Can you hear me? Are you near me?" Inuyasha screamed out still frantically searching for Kagome. Fuck, I’m going crazy, I know I saw her but where is she? I need to see her, I need her near me, I can’t go on much longer. I can’t keep living like this! Inuyasha mentally screamed before screaming out loud in frustration.

Heading back to the tree Inuyasha let one tear fall. On the way back he walked slowly, he didn’t have enough energy to go any faster. On his way he found the most perfect of roses. Picking it he walked the rest of the way to the god tree. Before jumping up he kissed the rose and placed it on Kagome’s grave.

Inuyasha jumped into the tree and after a while fell asleep leaning against the branch.

*Dream*

"Inuyasha" Kagome cooed seductively into Inuyasha ear. They were sitting in the god tree with Kagome in Inuyasha’s lap. It was nighttime and Kagome was getting frisky. She stuck her tongue in his ear and began to wiggle it around.

"OHHHHH! Kagome, Gods, You are going to be the death of me!" Inuyasha moaned out.

Giggling Kagome stopped and bent to kiss her hanyou. As the kiss grew more passionate and deeper Kagome slipped out her tongue and licked Inuyasha lower lip begging for entrance. When he opened his mouth Kagome plunged in. The fight for dominance began. After a couple of minutes Inuyasha won and Pulled away for some much needed air for both of them.

Panting Kagome leaned into Inuyasha’s chest. Snuggling up to him she sighed in content. "I love you Inuyasha; my little puppy" Smiling they both fell asleep together, wrapped up in each others arms.

As the scene dissolved a new scene popped up.

They were in a meadow. It was the time Inuyasha created a picnic for them.

"Inuyasha?!You made a picnic for us? That is SO sweet!" Smiling Kagome Jumped into Inuyasha’s arms. Smiling Inuyasha kissed the top of her head.

"If I knew you would react this way I would have done this a long time ago" he chuckled. Setting her feet back on the ground Kagome blushed and looked away. Inuyasha lightly grabbed her chin and turned her face towards him and gave her a soft kiss. This soon progressed to a more passionate kiss. Soon Kagome was on her back on the blanket and topless.

Inuyasha was leaving a fiery trail with his tongue down her neck and in between her breast. He made his way up to the nipple and started to suck. While playing with her other breast.

Kagome rubbed his ears with one hand and the other one expertly untied his haori. Before long they were both naked. With a "Hiss" Through his teeth Inuyasha entered a very tight Kagome.

Moaning at the sensation of him finally filling her Kagome wiggled under him. Smiling Inuyasha brought his mouth down to hers. He started to trust into her at the same time. Moaning his name Kagome wrapped her legs round his back. Loving the sensation Inuyasha stopped and brought her legs up to rest on his shoulders.

Thrusting into her with all his might Inuyasha and Kagome moaned Each other’s names. Glaring into each other’s eyes they found the same lust, the same love, the same passion, they knew they were made for each other.

Just as they were about to climax a voice broke through their moans and screams of the other ones name. "I guess I’ll just come back later then," Miroku chuckled scratching the back of his neck.

Inuyasha and Kagome stopped and just stared at him in shock. Growling Inuyasha threatened the monk "you fucking idiot, why couldn’t you just go away peacefully? I am going to kill you!" Pulling out of Kagome and Jumping up Inuyasha quickly pulled on his hakama and ran after the monk, leaving Kagome shaking her head sitting with her knees in her chest on the blanket Inuyasha had set up.

*Dream end*

Inuyasha was pulled out of his dream by a voice calling to him.

"Inuyasha, Inuyasha, I love you, I have always loved you, I always will love you, " It was Kagome’s voice. Jumping Down Inuyasha began to frantically shake his head from side to side looking for her again. "Inuyasha" The voice called again, It voice floated over him like the wind, "You have to stop, move on, I know you love me but you are destroying yourself, Inuyasha, I love you too much to see you like this"

"Kagome, where are you, I have to see you! Where are you?!" Inuyasha screamed hysterically.

The voice was gone. Nothing answered. Inuyasha ran all over the field scream Kagome’s name, calling for her. He checked by the well, in the clearing where they first mated, where they had their picnic, no one was even outside, it as the middle of the night and Inuyasha couldn’t even smell Kagome's sweet scent.

Hearing a rucus outside Miroku and Sango grabbed their weapons and ran towards the noise. When they reached it they noticed it was Inuyasha. A very crazy hanyou was running around the field calling out the name of his lost lover.

"Miroku! Sango! Have you seen her? I can’t find her, I just heard her but I can’t find her! Do you know where Kagome is?" A frantic looking Inuyasha shouted while jumping over to them.

"Inuyasha, are you okay," Miroku began "Lady Kagome has past on, don’t you remember, it was only a week or so ago." Miroku looked worried for his friend. Inuyasha looked to weak; he had red puffy eyes from the tears he had shamelessly shed and lack of sleep.

Inuyasha fell to his knees; once again the tears came "No! No! I just heard her, don’t tell me your lies Miroku don’t....." Inuyasha was unable to finish because he fell face forward into the dirt; he passed out at Miroku and Sango’s feet.





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This is chapter 4. There is only one more chapter after this, YAY!
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