InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Girl Next Door ❯ I'd do it all again ( Chapter 12 )

A/N: THIS IS SERIOSLY IMPORTANT! IF U READ THE LAST CHAPTER AND IT CUT OFF AT A REALLY STUPID PART (it was the part that was explaining what Kagome was teaching InuYasha on the guitar. The last sentence was `Kagome taught him the basics. Like about 4/4 and-) AND THEN IT CUT OFF, GO BACK AND READ THAT CHAPTER. I HAD TO REPOST IT BECAUSE MY COMPUTER IS STUPID. I REPEAT IF THE LAST CHAPTER U READ ENDED MID-SENTENCE GO BACK AND READ IT AGAIN. I FIXED IT AND THE ENTIRE CHAPTER IS NOW UP. IF U DON'T THIS CHAPTER MIGHT BE A LITTLE HARD TO FOLLOW. Sorry for any sort of inconvenience my computer did to you.

 

Disclaimer: I don't own InuYasha. I do own the song that is in this chapter. It sucks, but its mine.

 

Chapter 12: I'd do it all again

 

Kagome paid Rin the fifty dollars. The Rin called Kagome's friends and told them what was going on, so they wouldn't be mad, anymore. She also told Kikyo that she needed to pay up. Rin lied to Kikyo and said that Kagome had accidentally let it slip to InuYasha. God only knew how Kikyo would react if she found out InuYasha had kissed Kagome on purpose.

 

Of course, Kikyo still over reacted when she found out InuYasha was spending time with Kagome. She threw a huge temper tantrum. Then called InuYasha and gave him an ear full on the subject.

 

On Monday, Kagome wore a black T-shirt that said `I do whatever my guitar tells me to do', a pair of jeans and black Chuck Hightops. Ahh. Life was good.

 

“So that was actually Kikyo for the past two weeks? Why didn't you tell us?” Sango wanted to know. They were sitting in homeroom.

 

“Because, it was part of the bet. I wasn't allowed to tell. It was against the rules.” Kagome explained.

 

“Well. It's good to have you back.” Ayame smiled. She forgave Kagome for being mean while she was pretending to be Kikyo. As far as she was concerned, that had been Kikyo.

 

“It's good to be back, believe me. I have learnt my lesson for wishing I was Kikyo. Now way in Hell could I dress so sluty and wear heels, everyday.” Kagome said. She would miss one thing. InuYasha.

 

Kagome developed feeling for him in those two weeks. She knew it would never work out. He was Kikyo's. He would never be hers.

 

She had gotten what she wanted. She had finally fallen in love. But, he didn't love her back. He never would. Love was stupid, and it hurt. Now she understood Nazareth's song `Love Hurts'.

 

Love sucked. Kagome wished she had never fell in love. She knew she that was what that strange feeling was as soon as he kissed her in her bedroom. Well, at least, she thought that was love. She would ask Rin how you know if your in love, as soon as she got home from school. Rin definitely knew what love was. She was getting married after all.

 

The day drug on and on. Every time Kagome saw InuYasha, she looked at her shoes. She couldn't meet his eyes. It was to embarrassing.

 

Finally, after school, Kagome hurried home. She sprinted in the house and found Rin, their mom, and Rin's fiancée sitting at the kitchen table discussing wedding plans.

 

“Umm. Can I borrow Rin for a sec?” Kagome asked.

 

“Kagome why don't you help us out? We could use another persons input.” He mother suggested.

 

“I'd love to mom, but I REALLY need to talk to Rin.”

 

“Why can't you tell me?” Mrs. Higurashi asked.

 

“Mrs. Higurashi, it is obvious that your younger daughter is feeling things she never felt before and wants to know what it is.” Sesshomaru stated carelessly and bored.

 

“How…?” Kagome asked. What was with this guy?

 

“I'm a dog demon. I can smell your nervousness.” He explained. Rin stood and came over to Kagome.

 

“Let's go up to my room.” Kagome led the way. Once they got up there, Rin sat on Kagome's bed and Kagome leaned against her dresser.

 

“So, what do you want to talk about?” Rin asked after a moment of silence.

 

“How do you know if…you're….in love?” Kagome looked at the floor. After a moment, she glanced up at her big sister. Rin was grinning from ear to ear.

 

It was so cute! Her little sister, who swore she was never going to fall in love, was asking about it. Was she in love?

 

“Well, you miss them like crazy when your not with them. You could would do anything for the other person. Every time he looks at you, it feels like your heart stops, and you get this weird sick feeling in your gut. And when you kiss, it feels so…right.” Rin explained, smiling the entire time.

 

“Great. Just great. Now what do I do?” Kagome sunk to the floor and pulled her knees to her chest. She wrapped her arms around her legs, and rested her forehead on her knees.

 

Rin just stared at the downtrodden girl. Could it be possible that Kagome finally fell in love? But, why did she seem so sad about it?

 

“Kagome, are you….are you in love?” Rin asked.

 

“A little.” Kagome mumbled.

 

“With who? Hojo?” Rin had to know who stole Kagome's heart.

 

“No.”

 

“Then who?”

 

Kagome glanced up with tears in her eye and Rin immediately knew. Her sister was in love with her fiancée's brother. Their cousins boyfriend.

 

“How?”

 

“I don't know! It…it sucks! I can't have him!” A few tears fell, and she angrily wiped them away. Rin hugged Kagome and tried to make her feel better, even though she knew it wouldn't help.

 

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`What I did was wrong,

I never should have went along,

With something so stupid, just to make my point,

To show them I could do it,

 

Didn't mean to hurt you,

I toke your heart and turned it upside down,

Shook it all around,

I didn't think about the consequences,

Didn't think about your heart,

Only thought of me from the start,

But I'd do it all again,

 

Now it's too late,

Can't fix my mistakes,

Can't take away the pain,

Or make you trust me again,

Because I messed with your head,

But I'd do it all again,

 

For the first time in my life,

I felt something I didn't think was true,

I found love in you,

You make my heart speed up,

And stop,

I think about you round the clock,

 

By the time I realized what was happening,

I realized I had fallen,

I realized I was fallin for you,

When I finally realized that was in love with you,

 

It was too late,

You discovered my dirty secret,

You found out what I was in to,

And that was the end,

You never spoke to me again,

 

Now it's to late,

Can't fix my mistakes,

Can't take away the pain,

Or make you trust me again,

Still, I'd do it all again,

 

If I could do it over,

I'd do it all the same,

Just to get to know you,

Just to get to love you,

Just to fall for you,

Even if it has to end,

I'd do it all again,

Just so I could love you,

I'd do it all again,'

 

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Kagome reread her lyrics. It was her newest song. After Rin left, she began to write. She poured her shook up heart onto the piece of notebook paper.

 

Her friends were coming over soon to practice, and she was going to show them her two latest songs. Kagome went downstairs to get a snack while she waited.

 

“Kagome, you and the girls are going to play at my wedding, right?” Rin asked, when she saw Kagome. They were still working on wedding plans.

 

“Sure.”

 

“What is your bands name?” Sesshomaru asked.

 

“Sacred Arrow.” Kagome answered grabbing a pack of crackers. “Are there any certain songs you want us to play?”

 

“Nope. You choose. I want all of them to be originals that you wrote.” Rin explained.

 

“Ok. Were still going to play a few classics. At least for your first dance as a married couple.” Kagome shoved her crackers into her mouth.

 

“So what did you need to talk to Rin about?” Kagome's mom asked her.

 

“Mom, I told you, it's personal.” Kagome said for like the thirty forth time.

 

“What's personal?” Ayame asked, walking into the kitchen with Sango.

 

“Nothin.” Kagome answered quickly. “Let's go up to my room.” She led her friends upstairs.

 

Sango immediately spotted a notebook lying on Kagome's bed. She ran over and began flipping through it. It was Kagome's lyric notebook. Normally, Kagome would be spazzing out and taking the notebook from her, but she was surprisingly docile.

 

Ayame sat down and read over Sango's shoulder. Kagome still wasn't freaking out.

 

“Wow, Kag, these are good,” Sango said, referring to the two newest songs.

 

“Yeah, and they're both about love.” Ayame teased her.

 

“I know.” Kagome answered softly.

 

“I thought you didn't believe in love,” Ayame taunted, trying to get a rise out of Kagome. She was acting weird.

 

“I didn't.” Kagome said, “But it seems to believe in me.”

 

“What?! Your in love?” Sango and Ayame asked simultaneously, looking up from the notebook.

 

“Sorta.”

 

“With who?” Sango asked.

 

That's when they realized why Kagome had let them read the lyrics. She hadn't been paying attention. She had been gazing out her window with a sad, soft, smile of her face. She was staring into the window next door. It was InuYasha's room. Lk

 

“Kagome, please don't tell me its him.” Sango begged, knowing falling for InuYasha would only lead in Kagome's heartbreak.

 

“Well……” Kagome let her sentence hang. She could see InuYasha laying on his bed with earphones in his ears, listening to music.

 

“Oh, God, Kagome. He's dating your cousin. It can't happen.” Ayame said, softly. She didn't want to hurt her friend, but Kagome needed to know. Ayame couldn't let her go on thinking it was possible, that would only hurt her more.

 

“I know.” Kagome answered, turning away from the window. The more she watched InuYasha, the more wished she was still pretending to be Kikyo. Then she would still get to talk to him. L

 

“Doesn't that bother you?” Sango asked, she knew if she was in Kagome's place, she would be contemplating murder.

 

“Of course, but what can I do?” Kagome flopped down on her bed.

 

“That's the spirit! What can you do!? I say, you break them up!” Ayame decided for Kagome. “It could be great. You would be having fun, getting InuYasha and stealing him from your cousin. You could make her cry!”

 

“No guys, I couldn't. I can't break them up. Their happy. It would be wrong. I can't destroy someone's happiness for my own. Plus, he would rather have Kikyo.” Kagome explained.

 

Sango and Ayame nodded. They had known Kagome for a long time. She would rather see the people around her happy, then have her own happiness. Even if it meant she was miserable.

 

“But how do you know he would rather be have Kikyo?” Sango wanted to know. Kikyo really wasn't great looking. Kagome was prettier.

 

The only thing Kikyo had going for her was being a slut and her body, which was a little to thin. The girl was like a stick. No curves. Who wanted that? She wore too much makeup and had squinty, ugly, eyes. Plus, Kikyo had absolutely no personality.

 

“Because, ever since we were little everyone liked Kikyo better. It's just the way it is.” Kagome shrugged.

 

“But your so much better.” Ayame argued. Kagome didn't answer. She just laid back on her bed and stared into space.

 

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Yesterday I realized that you couldn't see the zigzag line I could. It disappears when I post. Here I am going on a bout a line that you guys can't see. You probably thought I was high or something. Anyway. I'm not sure if I will be able to post next Sunday. My dad is going hunting up at the cabin, so I have to go to my cousin's house. I might be able to. In case I can't, I am going to update as often as possible since I'm off for like six days. I wont be able to update every day because I will be busy for Thanksgiving, a party or two, and of course Christmas shopping.

 

Thinking of Christmas, I got a new idea for a Christmas fanfiction, so look for it. I think I'm going to call it either Santa Can You Hear me, or My Only Wish This Year. Catch ya later!