InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Matchmaker ❯ A Hate Stronger Than Love (Ending 2, Part 1) ( Chapter 4 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

nd Ending

InuYasha sneered down at her, the fear that was radiating off of her only fueling his demonic blood. He chuckled deep in his throat, the sound sending shivers down Kagome's spine.
timidly peeked up at him where he stood poised over her.
flexed his claws as he drew his tongue over his protruding fangs, his eyes shining with evil.
gasped, then quickly scampered out from under him. His eyes followed her, his breathing becoming labored as he hotly studied her body once again.
of a sudden, something snapped in Kagome. Maybe it was the way InuYasha was staring at her like she was some slut, or maybe the fact that Sesshomaru stood in the corner, watching them like it was his own personal porno, but whatever it was, it was too much.
slowly stood up, knowing that both men were watching her every move, and glared up at InuYasha. He glared back, a grin spreading across his face, as well as one could in his demonic form.
then snarled. "You dare defy me, woman?" He growled, his voice even more gravely than usual from the transformation and his deep lust.
raised her nose into the air defiantly and balled her tiny hands into fists at her sides.

"InuYasha." She stated.
rose an eyebrow at her, then reached out to grab her, sick of waisting precious time where he could be breaking her in.
he heard her utter his most despised word and felt the hard ground come up to meet his face.
huffed indignantly, looking down at the now mashed hanyou. "That'll show you..." She grumbled.
growled in pain, twitching softly. Finally, he slowly pulled himself from the ground, grumbling. Kagome expected to see him back to normal, so she knelt before him to help him up.
to her surprise, when he flung his head up to glare at her, he was still fully demon. She gasped in disbelief and backed up from him. He grinned, a murderous anger flashing across his face.
scrambled away from him, her back hitting the wall. She trembled in confusion as much as she did in fear.

"Why didn't it work??" She gasped breathlessly, watching him slowly advance on her. She gulped, looking up at him. 'It worked all the other times he transformed!' She screamed inside herself.
of no where, Sesshomaru's voice filled the air, answering her silent plea.

"This transformation was caused by lust, instead of his desire to live. It will take more than a hard thud with granite to change him back." Laughter was in his voice.
had observed Kagome's desperate strive to return his brother's demon blood to dormancy, then relished in the look of utter disbelief that captured her face.
whimpered as InuYasha finally reached her through his measured steps. She gazed up at him, not sure what he was about to do, and if she would live through it. The battle behind his eyes was her only clue to his inner turmoil.
glared down at his beloved with anger stronger than he had ever felt before. This anger was matched only by that that he felt towards Naraku, for taking his first love from him. Not even the fury he felt towards the demons he destroyed held a match to this fire. At this moment, he was livid with rage. This girl was the culprit and she would pay.
struggled to keep control and figure out why he harbored such feelings towards this girl. Then, he understood.
he hated the demons immensely because they threatened to take away the thing most dear to him, but they were easily disposed of. This one, however, was a different matter. The one that he held so dear held from him the one thing he desired the most, and he knew that he could not hurt her, or force it from her. He would have to wait until she chose to surrender it to him.
had to wait for her love.
he didn't have to wait for her willingness to take her body. He growled deviously at this thought, then continued his assault upon her.
watched him snap from what seemed to be deep thought, and turn his gaze back to her. His eyes were full of so much anger and rage and hatred, she nearly cried out with fear. She opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out.
InuYasha sprang at her, picking her up and pulling her against his rigid body. His mouth came down on hers with such force it hurt, and Kagome couldn't blink back the tears. 'This isn't how it's supposed to be!' She cried inside. 'Our first time was supposed to be gentle, filled with love... the love I feel so badly for him.'
whimpered as he sank his fangs into her neck, marking her as his before he had even claimed her body.

"You're mine now, Kagome. You understand?! You're mine forever, even if you don't return my love!" He flung her to the ground again, but this time he followed her, pinning her body to the hard, cold ground.
shivered, but she wasn't sure if it was more from the cold rock underneath her, or the words that rang through her mind. '"You're mine forever, even if you don't return my love!" He loves me?! He loves me!'
happy thoughts were rudely interrupted, though, as she felt the man she loved roughly force her legs open, then settle in between her thighs.

"InuYasha, no! Please!" She cried, meekly pushing against him. She had to let him know that she truly did love him, that his feelings were returned. She had to stop him and she did the only thing she thought might stop him momentarily. She slapped him hard across the face.
seemed to only anger him more, and her words fell upon deaf ears as he rammed his large manhood into her, breaking through the weak defense of her maidenhood.
breath caught in her throat, then as the pain rushed through her, she screamed and dung her nails into InuYasha's back.
growled, relishing in the scream of pain that burst forth from the girl beneath him. 'Serves her right.' He thought as he started to thrust harder into her body.
whimpered and writhed underneath him at first, begging and pleading for him to stop, but finally she stopped, as if a switch were shut off in her, extinguishing her light.
looked up at him with eyes that were full of tears and pain. She softly whispered something to him, then lost consciousness. As the words registered in his mind, InuYasha froze mid-stroke.
did she say?!' He screamed at himself, looking down at the unconscious girl beneath him. Her words raced through his head, and he screamed out loud, pulling away from her. "NO!!" He cried. "GOD NO!!!"
watched with slight amusement, and some regret, as his brother slammed himself into the walls over his stupidity.

"Did you not know?" He asked the self-beaten hanyou.
raised his eyes to him, having forgotten his brother was there.

"Know what?" He asked softly, his demonic blood returned dormant long ago.
came up to him. "This this human girl held such feelings for you. Didn't you know that she loved you?"
eyes widened, then he shook his head. "No. I never let myself dream that she returned my feelings..." Suddenly, he burst into tears and knelt beside the girl, taking her in his arms.
slipped away, having enough of his brother's pathetic show. He never would admit that he felt that it was his fault that the girl's spirit had been crushed, and her love betrayed.
finally sat up and tenderly cleaned Kagome and himself. He dressed them, then sat with her limp, frail figure in his arms, not knowing what else to do.

"I hurt her, it's my fault..." He muttered to himself, petting her soft, black locks. He buried his face into her shoulder, crying again, his sobs racking his body. He held her close to him and cried himself to sleep.