InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Monster In My Skin ❯ Pain ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha
 
The Monster In My Skin
 
Chapter 1:
 
Pain
 
.Gasping in fear.
 
It filled the room. It filled his ears. Though he showed neither pain nor regret, no sorrow. He felt all of those things, but he couldn't bring himself to stop. She stared up at him, eyes widened in fear. But he couldn't stop.
 
“What are you doing? Please! Stop!!” She screamed as he..........
 
She cried and yelped at every... Blood dripping down her leg. It pained him to see her like this. Inside, his heart was torn. His eyes narrowed and stung. His ears pressed back flat against his skull. He screamed and finally was able to stop himself. Pushing himself off her, he fell back, trembling. Breathing hard, he tried to open his eyes. Innocent tears of blood running down his hot red cheeks.
 
.Gasping in fear.
 
Inuyasha woke up, screaming. His throat burned, so he figured that he had been screaming throughout his nightmare. He shot up when he heard the loud thunder, the echo still roaring in his sensitive ears. The rain was pouring down outside, his open window allowing the rain soak his fuzzy fur carpet. He got out of bed and walked over to the window across the room and tried to close it. But the window was too slippery and his weak quivering arms didn't help him at all.
 
“Sesshomaru!” Inuyasha shouted to his brother down the hall. He waited a couple of seconds later until he tied again. “Sesshomaru!!” Still no answer. Inuyasha growled and went to his closed door and stuck his head out. “Sesshy?” He called. His sensitive ears could pick up the sounds of Sesshomaru growling the words `Stupid Bitch' and snatched the door open.
 
“What?” He hissed. Inuyasha frowned,
 
“Help me with my window, now!” Inuyasha yelled. A distant `Shhhh!' was heard downstairs by their father. Sesshomaru sighed and stormed into his brother's room to close the window.
 
“It's 4:00 in the fucking morning!” Sesshomaru whispered angrily at Inuyasha, “If you wake me up one more time this week---”
 
`Shhhhh!' was heard again, but more aggravated. Sesshomaru kicked all the junk (Clean clothes, dirty clothes, clothes-clothes ect.)
 
“You filthy dog, when will you ever clean this junk off the floor?” Sesshomaru asked approaching the window.
 
“Would you shut up?” Inuyasha spat. Sesshomaru slammed the window down and started off toward his room. Inuyasha stared. Sesshomaru turned around and glanced at him,
 
You carry the scent of Kagome. And the scent of her blood. Sickening.” And left, slamming the door to his brother's room shut.
 
Inuyasha suddenly went into shock. “B-blood?” his breathing grew short, “K-kagome?”
 
.Her Gasps, Cries, and Yelps.
 
Inuyasha stumbled into his bed and tried to calm himself down. He couldn't get the sound of her out of his mind. Everything he tried to make it stop didn't work. He smashed a pillow on his head (Ouch), didn't work. He tried to drown the sound out by listening to the rain pounding on his window, it didn't work. He yanked, pulled, and pinned his ears down, it didn't work. He started to smell the scent of her blood. Between his legs.
 
`No...' he cried out in his mind.
 
“Make it stop...” he whispered. He managed to open one eye. As the lightening struck, it lit up his bathroom. “...alright.” he said weakly. He rushed into the bathroom and opened the cabinet door. He pulled out a blade and held it up to his wrist. “I-I don't want to do this...” He said through gritted teeth. “...but...it might make it stop!”
 
His hand started to tremble and the blade in his hand pressed against his pale skin. He closed his eyes and his ears pressed back. He pressed the blade harder into his skin and her gasps, cries, and yelps only seemed to grow louder. He whimpered and finally did it. He cut across his wrist deeply and then lifted the blade and cut down his arm until his arm turned numb. He took out the blade and whines of pain tore of his throat he clutched his wrist and slowly rocked himself until he was calmed down. Tears had escaped his eyes and fell into his wounds.
 
.Her Gasps, Cries, and Yelps.
 
Left...
 
Echoing as they disappeared.
 
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I don't know, people. Should I continue ?? Please Review !!