InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Overlooked Embrace ❯ The unimportant battle ( Chapter 1 )

well, i knoe i have 3 story already in the process, but this story is one ive had in my head ever scince i saw this episod, and believe me that was along time ago.

 

this means words said in the episode

 

these are her thoughts

 

well, on with the stroy, oh and i dont own inuyasha

 

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I found myself wondering back to that day, so so many years ago. Before Naraku, Miroku, Sango, and even before Shippo. Before I found myslef continually thinking about my love for Inuyasha, and before the woman as in love with Inuyasha as I was, Kikyou. We had barely known eachother back then, yet I felt as though I could read him like a book. On that single day I found out so many new things about the man I loved, not only from himself, but also from his brother. The first encounter we had with him, while he was still our worst enemy. Before all of his feeling changed, and beofre I realized who I was. I found myself repeating the words said, and replaying the scenes like a movie.

 

' Half breed, Mother whats a half breed?'

 

' My mother she was crying, she knew, what my life would be like'

 

'When you inslut my mother, thats when I get angry'

 

'That one's for mother, and this, this one's for kagome!'

 

'..to make you fight, I would have killed her sooner'

 

' Dont let me down inuyasha, I believe in you'

 

' The sword, thats what protected you, or else you wouldnt be alive'

 

That day, ohh so many years ago, why does it still haunt me? We won on that day, and I found out that inuyasha really DID care for my well being, but then why do the words keep coming back?

 

' Ye continue to surprise me child'

 

I looked over to inuyasha, who was currently engaged in a conversation with Myoga, his face stitched with a alook of worry, and anticipation. The eyes of molten amber that gazed at me so deeply, looking into my very soul. I sighed, and his puppy ears swiveled in my direction. He glanced my way, concern writen on his face. I gave him a small reasuring smile, and after a few waves of my hand, he turned back to Myoga.

 

I knew he would want to talk to me later on tonight, as we had been doing a lot lately. He had noticed my odd behavior and saw through my fake smile, that everyone took for real.

 

' Maybe im not so worthless then am I!?'

 

Your not worthless Inuyasha, but, maybe I am?

 

I could feel the tatered cloth in my hands, feel the burning sensation creeping up my nerves and entering my vains, slicing through my body in waves of pain. As soon as the pain entered, a stronger feeling of power entered my system. It coursed through me, and I felt as though I could defeat Sesshomaru on my own. That feeling stayed with me as Sesshomaru shot his venom at me bare skinned. But, there was one thing that everyone missed, I had let go of the Tetsuiga. My grip weakened on it, yet the power stayed. The adrenile pumping through me immoblized my body, yet my mind was runnig at a thousand miles a minute.

 

I copmletely let go of the blade, its burning hot handle leaving my hands. It hurt to hold the sword, but I knew I could not show that weakness in front of sesshomaru. Breaking throught the melted carnage, I walked over to Inuyasha, handing him the sword. The burning once again left me, yet the power continue to swin through my body. Back then, I had no idea what the feeling was, so I blocked it out the best I could, and focused on Inuyasha. He was the one who was supposed to handle the sword, was he not? If it were ment for anyone else, it would not be hiden within his eye.

 

And then, a voice, so soft and comanding, spoke to me like a little girl. I was complelled to follow her orders, telling Inuyasha exactly what he needed to hear, to activate the power of the Tetsuiga. Once it transformed, it felt as though it was draining the power away from my being, taking what was needed to defeat the enemy. I never did feel that power return. ( I lied )

 

' Babysitting a helpless little human like you!'

 

His words stung, to this day, I could hear them ringing in my head. Once we entered keade hut, it was decided that the sword was what had protected me. The only reason I could release the sword was becuase I was human, and becuase Inutaisho made the sword to protect Inuyahsa's human mother, Izayoi. It made scence, but for some reason the explaination seemed to simple, to easy to conferm. I felt more connected to the sword, like I had know it beofre. The thoughts swirling though my head gave me a major head ache, so I never thought of them again. ( I lied )

 

.......But now, everyhting is changing, Isnt it, Kagome?

 

It was. I hadnt though of that incident in a long time, but lately, in the night, that soft voice would return, haunting my dreams, forcing me to relive the memories that confused me so greatly. The power was returning, and I did not know how to deal with the extreme emotions it put me through. It was hard for me to be around anyone except Inuyasha, and I knew he was starting to suspect it, along with the rest of the gang. But, how could I explain to them, the crazy though running through my head? They made no scence to me, and I was the one who created them. Everyone was getting worried, but I just needed a little more time to convince mysef everything was alright, because once I did, I knew that everyone else would believe it too.

 

I saw a shadow move around my my area, and tunred to look at sango. It really wasnt fair how she didnt have anyone to talk to, and I knew she was the one who was getting worried the most out of the rest of our group.

 

" Kagome, would you like to join me for a bath?" There was a hopeful glint in her eyes, and I could almost see the smile forming on her lips if I said yes. Such a strong person was trying to help me, someone so weak a little thing like a sword and a voice were starting to worry her. A smile formed on my lips, small and barely noticable.

 

" Im sorry Sango, im not feeling well, im going to have to pass" The light in her eyes died, and I could no longer lookinto at her forlorn face. I turned and looked toward the ground, not wanting to face anyone with the guilt I was feeling at this moment. I saw as the shadow dissapear, and after a few whispered words, a new one took its place. This one was larger, and most definetly male. I could tell who it was by the smell of him, the sent I had memorized. He walked around to face me, bending down to my level, sitting on his haunches. I couldnt reach his eyes, for I was afraid that he would see right throught me, right down to my hidden fears, right donw to my soul. A soul filled with insiqurities, and love.

 

He lifted his hand to my face, cupping my chin and lifting my head to face his own. I still kept my eyes down cast.

 

" Kagome, look at me" His voice was commanding, and left no room for argument, yet I still didnt look. I could feel the growl rumbling through his chest. I hated when he was upset with me. It tore at my soul that he didnt feel like I would give up my world to be with him, which I often thought he did.

 

" Kagome, look at me" His voice, as commanding as it was, was soo soft and comforting, I realized how muich I loved him.

 

I looked up.......

 

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