InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Secret Club ❯ Falling Deeper ( Chapter 10 )
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By: NinjaGamer 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Hentai / Romance | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 04.18.2011 | Pages: 4 | Words: 6.4K | Visits: 2.0K | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Hentai / Romance | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 04.18.2011 | Pages: 4 | Words: 6.4K | Visits: 2.0K | Status: Work In Progress
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or any characters associated with it. This story is rated for a mature audience.
Lemon warning.
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Sango was waiting in ambush. She barely had the door closed when Sango shot up from her seat on the couch. “Where have you been?” she asked with a knowing grin.
“About,” Kagome answered vaguely. She tried to slide past her friend, but she blocked her path.
“Okay, I’ve been patient with you. I know you’ve been seeing someone.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Kagome said, trying once more. Sango was determined to find out, stepping in front of her once more.
“Please, we’re roommates. Both Miroku and I have noticed your wandering attention in bed. Not to mention you spacing out, the long sighs, mysterious late-night phone calls, and otherwise obvious lovesick signals you’ve been putting out.”
She frowned. “Lovesick?”
“Come on, spill it. Who’s the guy?”
Kagome sighed, trailing backward to sit on the couch. Sango’s not going to like this, but I can’t hide it from her forever. “Promise you won’t freak out?”
Sango had her hands on her hips. “Why do I have a feeling I know who this is already?”
There was a brief pause as Kagome braced herself. “It’s Inuyasha.”
Sighing, her friend put her hand against her forehead, shaking her head. “Kagome…”
“I know, I know, but this is different!”
“Kagome, that man is not compatible with you.”
“How would you know? All you've ever done is sleep with him!”
“I know his type and I know you.” Her voice was soft. “What you want isn’t what he’s looking for.”
Kagome was furious. Sango knew nothing about Inuyasha beyond how great in bed he was. Inuyasha was showing her a side he had never shown anyone before. She doubted he would change his ways if she asked, but maybe in the future. We have time. Things are only just now beginning. If she made subtle pushes eventually she might be able to have him see her side of things. Besides, it was not like she was pushing him to marry her now or even close their relationship. She was enjoying things as they were just as much as he was. In time it would change, but not now.
Sango sighed, knowing she was fighting a losing battle. “I know I’m not going to stop you, but I’m worried. You’ve… changed… over the months.”
“You were the one who introduced me to this life, now you want me to stop?”
“No! I just think you should slow down. You’re making big changes in a short period of time. I don’t want you to lose sight of yourself.”
“Thank you mother,” she said, shooting to her feet. “I’m old enough to make my own decisions thank you.” Sango remained still as Kagome stormed past her, making no effort to block her path. Once everything comes around, I’ll show her I was right. She knew Inuyasha was falling for her. It would only be a matter of time before she made him realize that she was all he needed to love.
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Inuyasha had to be extremely careful. He knew he had to avoid Kagome getting too comfortable with sleeping with just him. That was why he was working so hard to avoid having sex with her. That was a challenge all to itself. Not only was she dropping subtle and not-so-subtle hints over the past week, but he had to fight his own desires. Yes, their first time together had been mediocre, but it was still enjoyable – and god was she beautiful. It was weird because she was not the normal type of woman he went for. She was petite. Her small frame squeezed him like a vice when he was inside her; not to mention the breasts were on the smaller side of the scale. But love had a habit of not caring about those things. He was beyond lying to himself. He was in love – or at least he thought this was what love felt like. Unfortunately, he was in love with her true self, the one hidden away. He needed to pull her out, to make her dominant.
Inuyasha had a plan. The next time they would have sex, another person would be joining them; maybe after he would indulge her with another night alone. At the same time, he would continue to enjoy himself at the club. It would be subtle, but he would definitely ensure she found out about his visits. She needed to know she was not the only one. Things would go a lot smoother if she continued to visit the club on her own, but it was not necessary for his plan to succeed. With his delicate guidance, they would be having more threesomes than spending time alone. If all went well, eventually she would wake herself up to what she actually desired. When that happened, he would gladly spend night after night alone, but by then, she would be requesting others join them. Hell, when she comes around, I might be the one asking for time alone. He chuckled at the thought, imagining him returning home after work to find his lovely wife with another man. Or two…
The prospect excited him, but also terrified him. Nothing in his life had ever stirred this much enjoyment. Here he was, thinking about his future – and thinking about sharing it with a woman! Even if their marriage would be open, he would still be married. All this for a man who once lived day-to-day was a huge step. It was all due to Kagome. When she finally grew to the woman she was destined to be, his life would be perfect. I just need to get her there. Grr, it can’t happen soon enough!
The sounds and smells of sex drifted from room after room as he passed. The floor above, Kagome was probably working. He had tried to catch sight of her but failed. That was probably for the best. She would probably use him as an excuse to skip out on work, and he knew Kagome was right about Kouga being a hard ass on his employees. Besides, even if this was a part of his plan, he still wanted to enjoy himself.
The bouncer guarding the VIP area did not bother checking his ID and just waved him through. Smiling, he moved through the door and began surveying the rooms. He was just about finished with the second one when he recognized a familiar face. I’m in luck! Smile widening, he moved inside. He found his way of letting Kagome know he was here. If things continued working in his favor like this, Kagome would be herself sooner than he thought.
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Sango was equally furious with Kagome as the woman was with her. It had been a tense week, neither of them speaking more than a few words at a time. As difficult as it was, she had to restrain her anger and bury it. If she had met Inuyasha before Miroku, chances were she would be trying to do exactly what Kagome was. In her mind, she was a better match for Inuyasha for the same reasons why she matched so well with Miroku – being with just one person seemed foreign. While Kagome was certainly enjoying herself, this life was not what she wanted. Sango had heard enough about her dreams to know none of this fit. She had fallen for Inuyasha and was desperately trying to mold herself to fit the life he wanted. What made it so terrible was that the poor girl did not even see herself doing it.
I should have never gotten her involved in this. The girl’s slain innocence was on her hands. If she had not strong-armed her into coming… if she had not allowed Miroku to sleep with her… If, if, if. What’s done is done. All I can do now is try to correct it. But that was easier said than done. It was alarming to see how Kagome was changing to embrace her wanton behavior. She was actually enjoying herself, not just because Inuyasha wanted her to enjoy it, but because she herself loved it. At this point, Sango doubted Kagome would stop even if Inuyasha was taken out of the picture.
But that’s enough about that. She had come to the club to get away from thinking and relax and she was not giving this poor man the attention he rightly deserved. Moaning, she tilted her head back slightly. She could feel her ponytail whip her back as she drove herself down on the grunting man. As an apology for her lack of focus, she wanted to say the man’s name, but she could not remember it. It turned out that it was unnecessary because he came a few minutes after she started paying attention again. Disappointed that she had missed out on what could have been a great time, she rested atop him for several seconds before lifting herself off his softening manhood. Thanking him, she left him in the post-bliss to find another partner. This time I won’t let my mind wander. She was surprised when a man stepped in her path, blocking her. At first, she thought it might be Miroku asking her to join him and another woman but the pair of gold eyes boring into her quickly dashed that.
Her heart leapt. Inuyasha? What is he doing here? That was a dumb question. As far as she knew, he might as well live here. But Kagome said they were dating… “Sango,” he said with a smile.
“Inuyasha,” she said with a cold nod.
“What’s with the cold treatment?” he said, feigning a hurt expression.
“I think you know what.”
He slowly nodded. “Kagome told you then?”
“She’s not like us. You keep dragging her down like this, you’ll only hurt her. If you really loved her, you would stop before it’s too late.”
“I think she’s more like us than you realize.”
That’s what I’m afraid of. She wanted Kagome to enjoy herself, but not like her. She has a better future for herself. “That doesn’t mean she belongs here.”
Inuyasha smiled. “You’ll see.” He paused, his eyes slipping to her bare chest. “In the meantime… perhaps I could help you take your mind off things?” His smile widened. “That is why you’re here, right?”
This was why Sango was so frightened for Kagome. Inuyasha was a powerful force with a rapturous charisma. Demons were all like that. In the right mood, they were all but impossible to resist. She should be furious with Inuyasha for what he was doing. She should have declined because, like it or not, he was Kagome’s boyfriend and she had not asked permission. She had the excuse of not knowing for the past three months. Today, she knew – and still allowed it.
She hated that smug grin on his face, his hands cradling the back of his head. He knew she was loving every minute of it and she hated herself for loving it. Back arched, she pressed her hands against his chest. He remained unmoving below her. It was her punishment for disagreeing with him. If she wanted to cum, it was going to be through her effort. He wanted her to know that every second of pleasure she felt came from her own exertion. Nothing was preventing her from stopping but her own desire; And dear god did she want it.
“Inuyasha!” she cried, picking up her pace. Her breasts flopped freely before her. Ragged gasps filled her lungs, the exhaled air exited as moans. She closed her eyes, feeling her body inch closer. I’m sorry Kagome. I’m so sorry. In the end, she was just as terrible as Inuyasha. A sharp cry left her moist lips. She clamped tightly on his erect manhood within her, her body quivering as waves of pleasure pulsed through her. Her chest heaved as she fought for air, head spinning. Below her, Inuyasha only smiled.
A tingle ran through her body as his hands grabbed her. In a rush of movement, she was suddenly on her back, Inuyasha towering above her. “Now it’s my turn.” Excitement flooded her. Inuyasha was doing just as he promised to. All her thoughts were on one thing: milking every drop of pleasure from him.
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Exhausted, Kagome flopped down on the couch, draping an arm over her eyes as she sat back. The drinks were ruining her sweet tooth. If not for her strict jogging regimen, she would have been grossly overweight. The work itself was exhausting. She had no idea how difficult lying was or just acting interested. Man after man tried their hand at her, not even knowing they were doomed before they began – sucked into Kouga’s honey trap.
Without realizing it, she had dozed off, snapping awake when the door opened. Dazed, Kagome turned to find Sango entering. A quick look at the cable box showed it was just after four. “What have you been up to?” she said with a smile, trying to mimic Sango’s tone. It had been a week since they had their argument and things between them had been tense. Things had gone on far too long. Disagreements aside, Kagome wanted her friend back.
Sango’s eyes did not meet hers. She was purposefully avoiding her gaze. “What’s wrong?” she asked, not liking the look of guilt in her friend’s posture.
“I’m sorry Kagome,” she said, voice quivering. This Sango was not the Sango she knew. “I’m so sorry.”
“It’s fine,” she said soothingly. “I understand. You were just looking out for me.” She smiled. “That’s why I love you. You’re never afraid to stand up to me and set me in line.”
Sango flinched, like Kagome had physically hit her. “No, that’s… That’s not it.” Kagome tilted her head, confused. “I… tonight… I slept with Inuyasha.” This time, it was Kagome’s turn to be thunderstruck. “I mean, I was furious at him. I tried to tell him to back off.” She was fighting tears. “But in the end…”
Kagome took a deep breath, closing her eyes for a few seconds. “It’s fine,” she said, her voice collected.
“What?”
“I said it’s fine,” Kagome said, trying to keep her voice light. I knew this was going to happen. It’s still early. She smiled. “It’s not like Inuyasha and I are in a closed relationship. Besides, I sleep with your boyfriend; it’s only fair that you can with mine.”
“You really mean that?” Sango was doubtful of Kagome’s sincerity.
“Yeah,” she said with a nod. She was telling the truth too. The news came as a surprise, but not the gut-punching blow she had thought it would be. She actually was okay with it. For now, she reminded herself.
Sango was nodding, but she still looked on the verge of tears. “Kagome, I’m afraid.”
“Afraid?”
“I’m afraid that I made a terrible mistake bringing you to the club and bringing you into all this mess.”
“Hey!” she said, getting to her feet. She wrapped an arm around her, bringing her into a hug. “If anything, I should be thanking you. If not for that, I would have never met Inuyasha.” She gave her friend a warm smile. “Or got to share all those wonderful moments with you and Miroku. Come on, cheer up.” Slowly, Sango was strengthening, returning to her old self. “In the end, this is something I chose for myself, okay?”
“Okay.”
Kagome pulled her into another tight hug. “But thank you for worrying,” she whispered.
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What was really pissing Kagome off about the entire situation was that Inuyasha had happily screwed Sango yet had been steadfastly declining her advances. She could tell there was a reason for it and not from him being bored with her. There were times she could see the temptation in his eyes when she all but threw herself at him. To her dismay, he never gave in. What is he up to? She needed to find out what it was.
Leaning against the cold brick wall, she glanced down at her watch. There were a few minutes left. A figure fast approaching caught her attention. Straightening, she smiled as Aya closed the distance.
“Sorry,” she said, slightly winded. “Have you been waiting long?”
“Not at all,” Kagome said with a smile. “Ready?”
Aya straightened; a wide smile on her face. “Of course!”
The two wandered the streets, eyeing shop windows as they passed. It was comforting to have the older woman with her. Kagome wanted to liken her to a mother figure, but felt that would be really weird considering how she had slept with her on several occasions. Regardless, Aya was becoming a solid foundation she could fall back on. No matter what it was, or what time it was, she could call her and the woman would gladly listen to her problems. There was no judgment on what she did, only patient listening. She was heartbroken that she had to hide all this from her mother, but if she ever caught wind of what she was doing, she would flip. It had happened once before and that caused a rift in the family that never healed.
“Something wrong?” Aya asked, concern in her voice as she rested a hand on Kagome’s shoulder.
She smiled. “Sorry, I’m not being a very good conversationalist, am I?” They had been talking while they walked, but her mind was elsewhere.
Aya shook her head. “No, we’ve just been avoiding the heavy stuff.” She gestured towards a café. “Let’s go inside and talk there.”
After taking their seats and ordering, they both sat in silence. Kagome knew she was waiting on her and would wait patiently until she was ready to talk. Taking a deep breath, she prepared herself for the coming conversation. “I slept with Inuyasha,” she started. Immediately after, she regretted being so blunt. Why did I start with that?
“‘That’s wonderful!’” Aya said, leaning forward. “Is what I would like to say, but by your sullen expression, I take it there were problems?”
“It was a great night. We talked about so many things…” She sighed. “He was so attentive at first… so gentle. Then…” Aya waited patiently for her to continue. “I don’t really know how to explain it. It was like there was no connection.” She looked up to meet the older woman’s eyes. “It felt like it was just another man; like some random man I would choose at the club. I don’t want that – not with him.”
“And what do you want?”
“I want…” She paused for a moment, trying to formulate words for what she felt. “I want something like you and Shinji have. Your love is… overwhelming. Even I can sense it.”
Smiling, Aya rested her hand on Kagome’s. “It’s not just between us. Over these past months, you have grown to be an important part of our life too.” She reddened slightly. It was surprising to see the woman blush. “It might sound weird, but I think of you as a daughter.”
Kagome laughed lightly. “I was just thinking the same thing earlier. Weird, isn’t it?”
Clearing her throat, Aya regained her composure. Kagome could see the joy in the woman’s eyes. “Back to your problem… Have you talked to him about this?”
“No! I could never – At the beginning, there were a few rules, one being not to get possessive.”
“You don’t have to be possessive to love him. Just talk to him about your bed activities. Tell him what you want.” There was a long pause, Kagome looking down at the table. Aya nodded sagely, coming to a sudden realization. “I see. You want him all to yourself.”
“Yes… no! I don’t know!” she said, leaning forward to run her hands through her hair. “Why did I fall for a man who doesn’t have the capacity to be faithful?”
“You can’t completely write him off.”
“He told me at the beginning he didn’t want anything like a monogamous relationship. At the time, I didn’t either. I never expected this to bring so much confusion.”
“Maybe that’s changed.”
“He’s only slept with me once, despite my best efforts to do otherwise.” She stopped as the waitress returned with their drinks. Thanking her, she waited until she was out of earshot to continue, scooting her drink closer as she spoke. “In that time, he slept with my friend Sango.”
“Dear! I’m so sorry!”
“No, it’s fine. I told her it was okay.” She gave a weary smile. “It’s fair, right? I sleep with her boyfriend.” She stirred her drink idly, watching the hundreds of bubbles shoot to the surface and disappear. “I only wish she had asked first.”
Aya was nodding again. “You are torn between your desire for a closed relationship with Inuyasha and the freedom of the open one.”
“Yes!” Kagome said, relieved someone understood.
She was smiling. “You mentioned that you wanted what Shinji and I have. Technically, we aren’t faithful to each other. We are married and yet we invite you into our bed.”
“Yes but—”
“But?”
“But you both agreed.”
“Yes, but we are still married. One man, one woman.”
“You were faithful before, right?”
“Of course! Before you, both of us were completely faithful.” Suddenly, Kagome felt terrible. She ended the very thing she had envied about them – their closed relationship. Aya quickly waved her hands in front of her. “We don’t regret our decision one bit!”
Kagome ran her tongue over her lips anxiously. “When I’m… with him… what do you feel?”
Sighing, Aya sat back into hear seat. “Love, happiness, joy, anger, sorrow, jealousy…”
“So you do feel anger?”
“Of course – but it is insignificant compared to the other things. I know you aren’t going to try and steal him away from me.” There was a teasing glint in her eye. “Or should I be worried?”
Kagome laughed. “I don’t think he could keep up with me.”
Aya joined in. “No, he definitely couldn’t.” A few minutes of silence passed before she spoke again. “May I suggest something?”
“Of course! That is partially the reason why I called you out tonight.”
She smiled warmly. It faded as she spoke. “I was thinking… maybe you should have a threesome with him.”
It took Kagome by surprise. “What?”
“Preferably with another woman.”
“How will that help?”
“It will help you decide. It’s one thing to hear about Inuyasha with another woman, but it’s completely different actually seeing him with one. The experience will show you how you really feel and test if you can really handle an open relationship with him.”
“I—” Stopping to thing, it did make sense in a twisted way. Up until now, she had always heard about his other women, never seeing any of them personally. Forcing herself into the situation of watching him with another woman was a quick way of seeing where her feelings lay. There was a reason it still did not set well with her: she was afraid what she would find. “I’ll think about it.”
“Remember, it was only a suggestion.”
Kagome only nodded, her mind wandering. Taking a deep breath, she buried the thoughts on Inuyasha for a future date. There was no clear path ahead, but at least she had a general direction now. So let’s wave all this heavy stuff away and change the conversation. With a smile, Kagome pulled the straw up to her mouth. “After we finish, I know a great lingerie store…” Aya had never looked so happy.
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It had been two days since her conversation with Aya. Two days and she had yet to make a decision. It was frustrating. It should have been an easy decision to make. All I need to do is go up and ask, ‘hey Inuyasha, want to have a threesome?’ Knowing him, he would jump at the chance. Which is probably why I worry so much.
Her thoughts were interrupted as the door opened. Glancing over her shoulder, she saw Miroku enter. “Hey,” she said, watching him.
“Hey,” he said, moving towards her. “Where’s Sango?” he asked, looking around like she would suddenly materialize.
“Out,” she answered. She was on a ‘date’ with Toshi. Her original intentions to keep it a one-time thing were gone. She called him, ‘a discovery that should not be cast aside so quickly.’ He had mentioned her a few times, but Kagome doubted there would be another threesome in his future – or at least one with her.
Miroku frowned. “She’s been out a lot lately, hasn’t she?”
Kagome tapped her chin thoughtfully. “No more than usual.”
“Really?” She nodded. “Huh.” He stood on the other side of the table. “She’s with another man, isn’t she?” The dead tone was almost humorous if not for the sullen topic.
“Is that a problem?”
“No.” He sighed, shoulder sagging. His eyes lit up with an idea, lifting his shoulders. “You know what I just realized? We haven’t had time alone in a long time.” Kagome thought back, trying to remember when the last time she had been alone with Miroku. Nothing came to mind quickly. God, it has been a long time. Recently, Sango had always been joining them.
“Wow, you’re right.” She grinned. “Want to make the best of it?”
Kagome knew this was part of her problem. How could she demand Inuyasha stop sleeping with other people when she was doing it? She knew and she could do nothing about it. Yes, she could stop, but that would get her nowhere closer to her goal of getting Inuyasha to do the same. Besides, as much as she loathed admitting it, she enjoyed it too much to stop now. Once I get Inuyasha to start settling down…
Breathing heavily, her skin tingled as his hand ran up under her shirt, pushing it up. Raising her arms, the shirt came of effortlessly. He was already shirtless, pressed up against her, heat radiating against her exposed skin. She let out as small moan as he pressed his lips against her neck. Her head tilted, giving him easier access. Her bra was gone next, tossed aside to join her shirt on the floor. They worked at each other’s pants, Kagome moaning while Miroku’s lips gently trailed down her neck to her collarbone, inching down. Her pants and panties followed his descent. With some effort, he managed to shrug off his own pants and underwear while keeping contact with her. Running her hands through his hair, she tossed her head back in a drawn out groan, his tongue playfully flicking her nipple while a hand gave the other a gentle twist.
She was gently pushed back onto her bed, Miroku pouncing atop her. She writhed under him, wet moans escaping her lips as he worked his fingers inside her. Every moment reminded her of Inuyasha. The thought sobered her. Her jaw quivered as she bit down on her index finger. She was breathing in labored gasps, trying to keep herself together. I shouldn’t be doing this. Miroku was at her neck again, his rough tongue sliding across her skin. It sent a shiver down her back. Farther down, her legs spread slightly to allow him better access. Why? Why do I want this so much?
“Miroku,” she moan, voice quivering.
“Hmm?” he asked, barely stopping his work.
“Fuck me,” she whispered. Pulling away, he grinned, his fingers sliding from her.
“Sure, you want top or me?”
“I will,” she said, already getting up. They shifted positions, Miroku getting comfortable on the bed as her hands worked to make sure he was fully erect.
She could see his eyes flick towards the table next to the bed. Sitting atop it was a box of condoms. His eyes were asking a silent question. Straddling him, she gave her answer in action. Hand firmly on the base of his erect manhood; she impaled herself on his hard shaft. Both were gasping for breath as she slowly rose and fell. Head back slightly, she closed her eyes, enjoying the fulfilling sensation of him inside her. With her on top, she controlled the speed and she was in no desire to rush. She made deliberate movements, lifting herself from him until all that remained inside her was the tip before gradually corkscrewing herself down. This pace was nowhere near the mega-orgasm inducing speed she was used to, even less so for Miroku. Kagome had some experience with Aya and her husband.
“This is… different,” Miroku grunted, hands gripping her ass. She could tell by the way he was holding onto her that he was doing his best to resist trying to change the pacing.
“Want me to speed up?” she asked. Her breaths were deep, but nowhere near the desperate gasps for air that this activity usually required.
“Nah, this will be an interesting experience.”
Kagome smiled before closing her eyes, concentrating on her movement. Her hands wandered the front of her body. The light tingle of her fingertips against the flesh of her stomach, she drew her arms upward, letting her hands flow over her breasts. She slid her erect nipples between two fingers, giving them a slight pinch as she rolled the mounds of flesh in small circles, kneading them in and out. Opening her eyes, she found Miroku giving her a curious look.
“What?” she asked, suddenly embarrassed.
He shook his head. “I was just watching the show,” he said with a grin. “I was worried when Sango told me you found a boyfriend. I thought for sure you would be in a closed relationship. When she told me it was Inuyasha, I held hope that things would continue like they had been – even for just a little while longer.”
With a downward motion, his stiff manhood disappeared inside her. She ground against him, her hips rolling in small circles. She smiled. “Ha! It almost sounds like you would miss me.”
“I would,” he said. “And now that you have a boyfriend, we can have foursomes.”
“Aren’t you and Inuyasha rivals or something?” She let out a small gasp as his hips moved against her. He was starting to get impatient. Her pace had already picked up since they started, her breathing coming slightly faster.
“All the more reason to do it. It would settle things between us once and for all.” Kagome could tell he was getting excited by his little fantasy. His thrusts were getting faster, urging her to pick up the pace as well. “How about it? You interested?”
“I…” Things were getting more intense. She was panting, flopping down onto him. Faint thumps were noticeable as the bed tapped the wall. She tried to clear her mind, to just focus on the pleasure. No matter how much she desired to loose herself, her mind continued to churn. What would Inuyasha do if I asked him? Knowing him, he would probably agree if it was anyone but Miroku. Even then… She groaned in frustration. Misunderstanding, Miroku reached up to fondle her breasts. The added attention was welcome, but did little to disrupt the thoughts spinning in her head.
Am I ready to share Inuyasha? Technically, she already was. Who knew how many women he had been with since they started going out together? Sango was just the one she knew about. But everything was behind a veil. She knew the truth behind it, but so long as it was unseen, she could pretend it away. Aya had given her unorthodox advice, but it did seem like it would solve a lot of the uncertainty. And at least this way, it wouldn’t be with strangers. Maybe that would make things worse. She closed her eyes. Inside her mind, she pictured Sango with Inuyasha. She was smiling that large smile Kagome had seen so many times when she was enjoying herself. Her breasts flopped freely as she drove herself down again and again. But she was ignored by Inuyasha. His head was turned, staring at her. The intensity of his eyes was overwhelming. Like Sango, she was smiling, thoroughly enjoying herself with a man she did not love. His gaze touched something inside her, exciting her. She was crying out, begging Miroku to make her cum. She was pleading with a man to push her to the edge while the one she loved watched. Inuyasha’s eyes were unmoving… his grin forever burned into her memory. She was so close… Just a little more and…
Reality crashed around her. She gasped in surprise, eyes snapping open. Within her, she could feel Miroku twitching as he emptied his seed within her. Her muscles contracted around him, trying to suck every drop from him as she fought to catch her breath. As the shock of her orgasm faded, regret soaked through her. I’m such a horrid person… She had been so caught up in the fantasy that she briefly forgot reality. She felt dirty. The idea that Miroku planted had quickly taken over. The worst of it was how excited it made her. Her breaths were ragged and her body was slick with sweat. Still straddling Miroku, she did not bother lifting herself off his softening cock. He had already spent himself, reacting now would be pointless.
“S-sorry,” he muttered, trying to collect his breath. “I tried to warn you but you were—”
“It’s fine,” she gasped, running the back of her hand across her forehead. This is why I started taking birth control.
“You okay?”
“Huh? Yeah, I’m fine.” She paused. “Why?”
“Well…” He was hesitant, almost embarrassed. His eyes refused to meet hers. “You were pretty… intense… towards the end.”
“Sorry,” she said, face reddening.
“No! It was amazing!” he said, his burst of enthusiasm surprising her. “God, you were so hot, I can’t even describe it!” Flabbergasted, she just sat there, speechless. He wore a sly grin. “Were you thinking about what I suggested?”
“I… was,” she answered reluctantly, unable to meet his eager gaze.
“And?”
To hell with it! It was time to put everything out there. She was tired of always fighting herself, of wrestling with her feelings. The time had come to put everything out there. Good or bad, it was time to finally settle where she stood with things. Once she knew where things were, she could start nudging Inuyasha to where she wanted him. If this doesn’t complete destroy what we have…
She forced a smile, trying to ignore her building anxiety. “I’ll ask him.”
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The hardest part about writing this story is balancing how fast it goes. I keep getting the feeling that things are moving in a see-saw, one chapter will move things too slow while the next moves it too fast.
Sadly, I cannot give the original ending I had planned, as it will ruin some things in later chapters. Once I start the stuff after where I planned to end the story, I will outline it if I remember.
Thanks everyone for the reviews! Hope to hear from you all and see you next chapter!
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Sango was waiting in ambush. She barely had the door closed when Sango shot up from her seat on the couch. “Where have you been?” she asked with a knowing grin.
“About,” Kagome answered vaguely. She tried to slide past her friend, but she blocked her path.
“Okay, I’ve been patient with you. I know you’ve been seeing someone.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Kagome said, trying once more. Sango was determined to find out, stepping in front of her once more.
“Please, we’re roommates. Both Miroku and I have noticed your wandering attention in bed. Not to mention you spacing out, the long sighs, mysterious late-night phone calls, and otherwise obvious lovesick signals you’ve been putting out.”
She frowned. “Lovesick?”
“Come on, spill it. Who’s the guy?”
Kagome sighed, trailing backward to sit on the couch. Sango’s not going to like this, but I can’t hide it from her forever. “Promise you won’t freak out?”
Sango had her hands on her hips. “Why do I have a feeling I know who this is already?”
There was a brief pause as Kagome braced herself. “It’s Inuyasha.”
Sighing, her friend put her hand against her forehead, shaking her head. “Kagome…”
“I know, I know, but this is different!”
“Kagome, that man is not compatible with you.”
“How would you know? All you've ever done is sleep with him!”
“I know his type and I know you.” Her voice was soft. “What you want isn’t what he’s looking for.”
Kagome was furious. Sango knew nothing about Inuyasha beyond how great in bed he was. Inuyasha was showing her a side he had never shown anyone before. She doubted he would change his ways if she asked, but maybe in the future. We have time. Things are only just now beginning. If she made subtle pushes eventually she might be able to have him see her side of things. Besides, it was not like she was pushing him to marry her now or even close their relationship. She was enjoying things as they were just as much as he was. In time it would change, but not now.
Sango sighed, knowing she was fighting a losing battle. “I know I’m not going to stop you, but I’m worried. You’ve… changed… over the months.”
“You were the one who introduced me to this life, now you want me to stop?”
“No! I just think you should slow down. You’re making big changes in a short period of time. I don’t want you to lose sight of yourself.”
“Thank you mother,” she said, shooting to her feet. “I’m old enough to make my own decisions thank you.” Sango remained still as Kagome stormed past her, making no effort to block her path. Once everything comes around, I’ll show her I was right. She knew Inuyasha was falling for her. It would only be a matter of time before she made him realize that she was all he needed to love.
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Inuyasha had to be extremely careful. He knew he had to avoid Kagome getting too comfortable with sleeping with just him. That was why he was working so hard to avoid having sex with her. That was a challenge all to itself. Not only was she dropping subtle and not-so-subtle hints over the past week, but he had to fight his own desires. Yes, their first time together had been mediocre, but it was still enjoyable – and god was she beautiful. It was weird because she was not the normal type of woman he went for. She was petite. Her small frame squeezed him like a vice when he was inside her; not to mention the breasts were on the smaller side of the scale. But love had a habit of not caring about those things. He was beyond lying to himself. He was in love – or at least he thought this was what love felt like. Unfortunately, he was in love with her true self, the one hidden away. He needed to pull her out, to make her dominant.
Inuyasha had a plan. The next time they would have sex, another person would be joining them; maybe after he would indulge her with another night alone. At the same time, he would continue to enjoy himself at the club. It would be subtle, but he would definitely ensure she found out about his visits. She needed to know she was not the only one. Things would go a lot smoother if she continued to visit the club on her own, but it was not necessary for his plan to succeed. With his delicate guidance, they would be having more threesomes than spending time alone. If all went well, eventually she would wake herself up to what she actually desired. When that happened, he would gladly spend night after night alone, but by then, she would be requesting others join them. Hell, when she comes around, I might be the one asking for time alone. He chuckled at the thought, imagining him returning home after work to find his lovely wife with another man. Or two…
The prospect excited him, but also terrified him. Nothing in his life had ever stirred this much enjoyment. Here he was, thinking about his future – and thinking about sharing it with a woman! Even if their marriage would be open, he would still be married. All this for a man who once lived day-to-day was a huge step. It was all due to Kagome. When she finally grew to the woman she was destined to be, his life would be perfect. I just need to get her there. Grr, it can’t happen soon enough!
The sounds and smells of sex drifted from room after room as he passed. The floor above, Kagome was probably working. He had tried to catch sight of her but failed. That was probably for the best. She would probably use him as an excuse to skip out on work, and he knew Kagome was right about Kouga being a hard ass on his employees. Besides, even if this was a part of his plan, he still wanted to enjoy himself.
The bouncer guarding the VIP area did not bother checking his ID and just waved him through. Smiling, he moved through the door and began surveying the rooms. He was just about finished with the second one when he recognized a familiar face. I’m in luck! Smile widening, he moved inside. He found his way of letting Kagome know he was here. If things continued working in his favor like this, Kagome would be herself sooner than he thought.
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Sango was equally furious with Kagome as the woman was with her. It had been a tense week, neither of them speaking more than a few words at a time. As difficult as it was, she had to restrain her anger and bury it. If she had met Inuyasha before Miroku, chances were she would be trying to do exactly what Kagome was. In her mind, she was a better match for Inuyasha for the same reasons why she matched so well with Miroku – being with just one person seemed foreign. While Kagome was certainly enjoying herself, this life was not what she wanted. Sango had heard enough about her dreams to know none of this fit. She had fallen for Inuyasha and was desperately trying to mold herself to fit the life he wanted. What made it so terrible was that the poor girl did not even see herself doing it.
I should have never gotten her involved in this. The girl’s slain innocence was on her hands. If she had not strong-armed her into coming… if she had not allowed Miroku to sleep with her… If, if, if. What’s done is done. All I can do now is try to correct it. But that was easier said than done. It was alarming to see how Kagome was changing to embrace her wanton behavior. She was actually enjoying herself, not just because Inuyasha wanted her to enjoy it, but because she herself loved it. At this point, Sango doubted Kagome would stop even if Inuyasha was taken out of the picture.
But that’s enough about that. She had come to the club to get away from thinking and relax and she was not giving this poor man the attention he rightly deserved. Moaning, she tilted her head back slightly. She could feel her ponytail whip her back as she drove herself down on the grunting man. As an apology for her lack of focus, she wanted to say the man’s name, but she could not remember it. It turned out that it was unnecessary because he came a few minutes after she started paying attention again. Disappointed that she had missed out on what could have been a great time, she rested atop him for several seconds before lifting herself off his softening manhood. Thanking him, she left him in the post-bliss to find another partner. This time I won’t let my mind wander. She was surprised when a man stepped in her path, blocking her. At first, she thought it might be Miroku asking her to join him and another woman but the pair of gold eyes boring into her quickly dashed that.
Her heart leapt. Inuyasha? What is he doing here? That was a dumb question. As far as she knew, he might as well live here. But Kagome said they were dating… “Sango,” he said with a smile.
“Inuyasha,” she said with a cold nod.
“What’s with the cold treatment?” he said, feigning a hurt expression.
“I think you know what.”
He slowly nodded. “Kagome told you then?”
“She’s not like us. You keep dragging her down like this, you’ll only hurt her. If you really loved her, you would stop before it’s too late.”
“I think she’s more like us than you realize.”
That’s what I’m afraid of. She wanted Kagome to enjoy herself, but not like her. She has a better future for herself. “That doesn’t mean she belongs here.”
Inuyasha smiled. “You’ll see.” He paused, his eyes slipping to her bare chest. “In the meantime… perhaps I could help you take your mind off things?” His smile widened. “That is why you’re here, right?”
This was why Sango was so frightened for Kagome. Inuyasha was a powerful force with a rapturous charisma. Demons were all like that. In the right mood, they were all but impossible to resist. She should be furious with Inuyasha for what he was doing. She should have declined because, like it or not, he was Kagome’s boyfriend and she had not asked permission. She had the excuse of not knowing for the past three months. Today, she knew – and still allowed it.
She hated that smug grin on his face, his hands cradling the back of his head. He knew she was loving every minute of it and she hated herself for loving it. Back arched, she pressed her hands against his chest. He remained unmoving below her. It was her punishment for disagreeing with him. If she wanted to cum, it was going to be through her effort. He wanted her to know that every second of pleasure she felt came from her own exertion. Nothing was preventing her from stopping but her own desire; And dear god did she want it.
“Inuyasha!” she cried, picking up her pace. Her breasts flopped freely before her. Ragged gasps filled her lungs, the exhaled air exited as moans. She closed her eyes, feeling her body inch closer. I’m sorry Kagome. I’m so sorry. In the end, she was just as terrible as Inuyasha. A sharp cry left her moist lips. She clamped tightly on his erect manhood within her, her body quivering as waves of pleasure pulsed through her. Her chest heaved as she fought for air, head spinning. Below her, Inuyasha only smiled.
A tingle ran through her body as his hands grabbed her. In a rush of movement, she was suddenly on her back, Inuyasha towering above her. “Now it’s my turn.” Excitement flooded her. Inuyasha was doing just as he promised to. All her thoughts were on one thing: milking every drop of pleasure from him.
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Exhausted, Kagome flopped down on the couch, draping an arm over her eyes as she sat back. The drinks were ruining her sweet tooth. If not for her strict jogging regimen, she would have been grossly overweight. The work itself was exhausting. She had no idea how difficult lying was or just acting interested. Man after man tried their hand at her, not even knowing they were doomed before they began – sucked into Kouga’s honey trap.
Without realizing it, she had dozed off, snapping awake when the door opened. Dazed, Kagome turned to find Sango entering. A quick look at the cable box showed it was just after four. “What have you been up to?” she said with a smile, trying to mimic Sango’s tone. It had been a week since they had their argument and things between them had been tense. Things had gone on far too long. Disagreements aside, Kagome wanted her friend back.
Sango’s eyes did not meet hers. She was purposefully avoiding her gaze. “What’s wrong?” she asked, not liking the look of guilt in her friend’s posture.
“I’m sorry Kagome,” she said, voice quivering. This Sango was not the Sango she knew. “I’m so sorry.”
“It’s fine,” she said soothingly. “I understand. You were just looking out for me.” She smiled. “That’s why I love you. You’re never afraid to stand up to me and set me in line.”
Sango flinched, like Kagome had physically hit her. “No, that’s… That’s not it.” Kagome tilted her head, confused. “I… tonight… I slept with Inuyasha.” This time, it was Kagome’s turn to be thunderstruck. “I mean, I was furious at him. I tried to tell him to back off.” She was fighting tears. “But in the end…”
Kagome took a deep breath, closing her eyes for a few seconds. “It’s fine,” she said, her voice collected.
“What?”
“I said it’s fine,” Kagome said, trying to keep her voice light. I knew this was going to happen. It’s still early. She smiled. “It’s not like Inuyasha and I are in a closed relationship. Besides, I sleep with your boyfriend; it’s only fair that you can with mine.”
“You really mean that?” Sango was doubtful of Kagome’s sincerity.
“Yeah,” she said with a nod. She was telling the truth too. The news came as a surprise, but not the gut-punching blow she had thought it would be. She actually was okay with it. For now, she reminded herself.
Sango was nodding, but she still looked on the verge of tears. “Kagome, I’m afraid.”
“Afraid?”
“I’m afraid that I made a terrible mistake bringing you to the club and bringing you into all this mess.”
“Hey!” she said, getting to her feet. She wrapped an arm around her, bringing her into a hug. “If anything, I should be thanking you. If not for that, I would have never met Inuyasha.” She gave her friend a warm smile. “Or got to share all those wonderful moments with you and Miroku. Come on, cheer up.” Slowly, Sango was strengthening, returning to her old self. “In the end, this is something I chose for myself, okay?”
“Okay.”
Kagome pulled her into another tight hug. “But thank you for worrying,” she whispered.
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What was really pissing Kagome off about the entire situation was that Inuyasha had happily screwed Sango yet had been steadfastly declining her advances. She could tell there was a reason for it and not from him being bored with her. There were times she could see the temptation in his eyes when she all but threw herself at him. To her dismay, he never gave in. What is he up to? She needed to find out what it was.
Leaning against the cold brick wall, she glanced down at her watch. There were a few minutes left. A figure fast approaching caught her attention. Straightening, she smiled as Aya closed the distance.
“Sorry,” she said, slightly winded. “Have you been waiting long?”
“Not at all,” Kagome said with a smile. “Ready?”
Aya straightened; a wide smile on her face. “Of course!”
The two wandered the streets, eyeing shop windows as they passed. It was comforting to have the older woman with her. Kagome wanted to liken her to a mother figure, but felt that would be really weird considering how she had slept with her on several occasions. Regardless, Aya was becoming a solid foundation she could fall back on. No matter what it was, or what time it was, she could call her and the woman would gladly listen to her problems. There was no judgment on what she did, only patient listening. She was heartbroken that she had to hide all this from her mother, but if she ever caught wind of what she was doing, she would flip. It had happened once before and that caused a rift in the family that never healed.
“Something wrong?” Aya asked, concern in her voice as she rested a hand on Kagome’s shoulder.
She smiled. “Sorry, I’m not being a very good conversationalist, am I?” They had been talking while they walked, but her mind was elsewhere.
Aya shook her head. “No, we’ve just been avoiding the heavy stuff.” She gestured towards a café. “Let’s go inside and talk there.”
After taking their seats and ordering, they both sat in silence. Kagome knew she was waiting on her and would wait patiently until she was ready to talk. Taking a deep breath, she prepared herself for the coming conversation. “I slept with Inuyasha,” she started. Immediately after, she regretted being so blunt. Why did I start with that?
“‘That’s wonderful!’” Aya said, leaning forward. “Is what I would like to say, but by your sullen expression, I take it there were problems?”
“It was a great night. We talked about so many things…” She sighed. “He was so attentive at first… so gentle. Then…” Aya waited patiently for her to continue. “I don’t really know how to explain it. It was like there was no connection.” She looked up to meet the older woman’s eyes. “It felt like it was just another man; like some random man I would choose at the club. I don’t want that – not with him.”
“And what do you want?”
“I want…” She paused for a moment, trying to formulate words for what she felt. “I want something like you and Shinji have. Your love is… overwhelming. Even I can sense it.”
Smiling, Aya rested her hand on Kagome’s. “It’s not just between us. Over these past months, you have grown to be an important part of our life too.” She reddened slightly. It was surprising to see the woman blush. “It might sound weird, but I think of you as a daughter.”
Kagome laughed lightly. “I was just thinking the same thing earlier. Weird, isn’t it?”
Clearing her throat, Aya regained her composure. Kagome could see the joy in the woman’s eyes. “Back to your problem… Have you talked to him about this?”
“No! I could never – At the beginning, there were a few rules, one being not to get possessive.”
“You don’t have to be possessive to love him. Just talk to him about your bed activities. Tell him what you want.” There was a long pause, Kagome looking down at the table. Aya nodded sagely, coming to a sudden realization. “I see. You want him all to yourself.”
“Yes… no! I don’t know!” she said, leaning forward to run her hands through her hair. “Why did I fall for a man who doesn’t have the capacity to be faithful?”
“You can’t completely write him off.”
“He told me at the beginning he didn’t want anything like a monogamous relationship. At the time, I didn’t either. I never expected this to bring so much confusion.”
“Maybe that’s changed.”
“He’s only slept with me once, despite my best efforts to do otherwise.” She stopped as the waitress returned with their drinks. Thanking her, she waited until she was out of earshot to continue, scooting her drink closer as she spoke. “In that time, he slept with my friend Sango.”
“Dear! I’m so sorry!”
“No, it’s fine. I told her it was okay.” She gave a weary smile. “It’s fair, right? I sleep with her boyfriend.” She stirred her drink idly, watching the hundreds of bubbles shoot to the surface and disappear. “I only wish she had asked first.”
Aya was nodding again. “You are torn between your desire for a closed relationship with Inuyasha and the freedom of the open one.”
“Yes!” Kagome said, relieved someone understood.
She was smiling. “You mentioned that you wanted what Shinji and I have. Technically, we aren’t faithful to each other. We are married and yet we invite you into our bed.”
“Yes but—”
“But?”
“But you both agreed.”
“Yes, but we are still married. One man, one woman.”
“You were faithful before, right?”
“Of course! Before you, both of us were completely faithful.” Suddenly, Kagome felt terrible. She ended the very thing she had envied about them – their closed relationship. Aya quickly waved her hands in front of her. “We don’t regret our decision one bit!”
Kagome ran her tongue over her lips anxiously. “When I’m… with him… what do you feel?”
Sighing, Aya sat back into hear seat. “Love, happiness, joy, anger, sorrow, jealousy…”
“So you do feel anger?”
“Of course – but it is insignificant compared to the other things. I know you aren’t going to try and steal him away from me.” There was a teasing glint in her eye. “Or should I be worried?”
Kagome laughed. “I don’t think he could keep up with me.”
Aya joined in. “No, he definitely couldn’t.” A few minutes of silence passed before she spoke again. “May I suggest something?”
“Of course! That is partially the reason why I called you out tonight.”
She smiled warmly. It faded as she spoke. “I was thinking… maybe you should have a threesome with him.”
It took Kagome by surprise. “What?”
“Preferably with another woman.”
“How will that help?”
“It will help you decide. It’s one thing to hear about Inuyasha with another woman, but it’s completely different actually seeing him with one. The experience will show you how you really feel and test if you can really handle an open relationship with him.”
“I—” Stopping to thing, it did make sense in a twisted way. Up until now, she had always heard about his other women, never seeing any of them personally. Forcing herself into the situation of watching him with another woman was a quick way of seeing where her feelings lay. There was a reason it still did not set well with her: she was afraid what she would find. “I’ll think about it.”
“Remember, it was only a suggestion.”
Kagome only nodded, her mind wandering. Taking a deep breath, she buried the thoughts on Inuyasha for a future date. There was no clear path ahead, but at least she had a general direction now. So let’s wave all this heavy stuff away and change the conversation. With a smile, Kagome pulled the straw up to her mouth. “After we finish, I know a great lingerie store…” Aya had never looked so happy.
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It had been two days since her conversation with Aya. Two days and she had yet to make a decision. It was frustrating. It should have been an easy decision to make. All I need to do is go up and ask, ‘hey Inuyasha, want to have a threesome?’ Knowing him, he would jump at the chance. Which is probably why I worry so much.
Her thoughts were interrupted as the door opened. Glancing over her shoulder, she saw Miroku enter. “Hey,” she said, watching him.
“Hey,” he said, moving towards her. “Where’s Sango?” he asked, looking around like she would suddenly materialize.
“Out,” she answered. She was on a ‘date’ with Toshi. Her original intentions to keep it a one-time thing were gone. She called him, ‘a discovery that should not be cast aside so quickly.’ He had mentioned her a few times, but Kagome doubted there would be another threesome in his future – or at least one with her.
Miroku frowned. “She’s been out a lot lately, hasn’t she?”
Kagome tapped her chin thoughtfully. “No more than usual.”
“Really?” She nodded. “Huh.” He stood on the other side of the table. “She’s with another man, isn’t she?” The dead tone was almost humorous if not for the sullen topic.
“Is that a problem?”
“No.” He sighed, shoulder sagging. His eyes lit up with an idea, lifting his shoulders. “You know what I just realized? We haven’t had time alone in a long time.” Kagome thought back, trying to remember when the last time she had been alone with Miroku. Nothing came to mind quickly. God, it has been a long time. Recently, Sango had always been joining them.
“Wow, you’re right.” She grinned. “Want to make the best of it?”
Kagome knew this was part of her problem. How could she demand Inuyasha stop sleeping with other people when she was doing it? She knew and she could do nothing about it. Yes, she could stop, but that would get her nowhere closer to her goal of getting Inuyasha to do the same. Besides, as much as she loathed admitting it, she enjoyed it too much to stop now. Once I get Inuyasha to start settling down…
Breathing heavily, her skin tingled as his hand ran up under her shirt, pushing it up. Raising her arms, the shirt came of effortlessly. He was already shirtless, pressed up against her, heat radiating against her exposed skin. She let out as small moan as he pressed his lips against her neck. Her head tilted, giving him easier access. Her bra was gone next, tossed aside to join her shirt on the floor. They worked at each other’s pants, Kagome moaning while Miroku’s lips gently trailed down her neck to her collarbone, inching down. Her pants and panties followed his descent. With some effort, he managed to shrug off his own pants and underwear while keeping contact with her. Running her hands through his hair, she tossed her head back in a drawn out groan, his tongue playfully flicking her nipple while a hand gave the other a gentle twist.
She was gently pushed back onto her bed, Miroku pouncing atop her. She writhed under him, wet moans escaping her lips as he worked his fingers inside her. Every moment reminded her of Inuyasha. The thought sobered her. Her jaw quivered as she bit down on her index finger. She was breathing in labored gasps, trying to keep herself together. I shouldn’t be doing this. Miroku was at her neck again, his rough tongue sliding across her skin. It sent a shiver down her back. Farther down, her legs spread slightly to allow him better access. Why? Why do I want this so much?
“Miroku,” she moan, voice quivering.
“Hmm?” he asked, barely stopping his work.
“Fuck me,” she whispered. Pulling away, he grinned, his fingers sliding from her.
“Sure, you want top or me?”
“I will,” she said, already getting up. They shifted positions, Miroku getting comfortable on the bed as her hands worked to make sure he was fully erect.
She could see his eyes flick towards the table next to the bed. Sitting atop it was a box of condoms. His eyes were asking a silent question. Straddling him, she gave her answer in action. Hand firmly on the base of his erect manhood; she impaled herself on his hard shaft. Both were gasping for breath as she slowly rose and fell. Head back slightly, she closed her eyes, enjoying the fulfilling sensation of him inside her. With her on top, she controlled the speed and she was in no desire to rush. She made deliberate movements, lifting herself from him until all that remained inside her was the tip before gradually corkscrewing herself down. This pace was nowhere near the mega-orgasm inducing speed she was used to, even less so for Miroku. Kagome had some experience with Aya and her husband.
“This is… different,” Miroku grunted, hands gripping her ass. She could tell by the way he was holding onto her that he was doing his best to resist trying to change the pacing.
“Want me to speed up?” she asked. Her breaths were deep, but nowhere near the desperate gasps for air that this activity usually required.
“Nah, this will be an interesting experience.”
Kagome smiled before closing her eyes, concentrating on her movement. Her hands wandered the front of her body. The light tingle of her fingertips against the flesh of her stomach, she drew her arms upward, letting her hands flow over her breasts. She slid her erect nipples between two fingers, giving them a slight pinch as she rolled the mounds of flesh in small circles, kneading them in and out. Opening her eyes, she found Miroku giving her a curious look.
“What?” she asked, suddenly embarrassed.
He shook his head. “I was just watching the show,” he said with a grin. “I was worried when Sango told me you found a boyfriend. I thought for sure you would be in a closed relationship. When she told me it was Inuyasha, I held hope that things would continue like they had been – even for just a little while longer.”
With a downward motion, his stiff manhood disappeared inside her. She ground against him, her hips rolling in small circles. She smiled. “Ha! It almost sounds like you would miss me.”
“I would,” he said. “And now that you have a boyfriend, we can have foursomes.”
“Aren’t you and Inuyasha rivals or something?” She let out a small gasp as his hips moved against her. He was starting to get impatient. Her pace had already picked up since they started, her breathing coming slightly faster.
“All the more reason to do it. It would settle things between us once and for all.” Kagome could tell he was getting excited by his little fantasy. His thrusts were getting faster, urging her to pick up the pace as well. “How about it? You interested?”
“I…” Things were getting more intense. She was panting, flopping down onto him. Faint thumps were noticeable as the bed tapped the wall. She tried to clear her mind, to just focus on the pleasure. No matter how much she desired to loose herself, her mind continued to churn. What would Inuyasha do if I asked him? Knowing him, he would probably agree if it was anyone but Miroku. Even then… She groaned in frustration. Misunderstanding, Miroku reached up to fondle her breasts. The added attention was welcome, but did little to disrupt the thoughts spinning in her head.
Am I ready to share Inuyasha? Technically, she already was. Who knew how many women he had been with since they started going out together? Sango was just the one she knew about. But everything was behind a veil. She knew the truth behind it, but so long as it was unseen, she could pretend it away. Aya had given her unorthodox advice, but it did seem like it would solve a lot of the uncertainty. And at least this way, it wouldn’t be with strangers. Maybe that would make things worse. She closed her eyes. Inside her mind, she pictured Sango with Inuyasha. She was smiling that large smile Kagome had seen so many times when she was enjoying herself. Her breasts flopped freely as she drove herself down again and again. But she was ignored by Inuyasha. His head was turned, staring at her. The intensity of his eyes was overwhelming. Like Sango, she was smiling, thoroughly enjoying herself with a man she did not love. His gaze touched something inside her, exciting her. She was crying out, begging Miroku to make her cum. She was pleading with a man to push her to the edge while the one she loved watched. Inuyasha’s eyes were unmoving… his grin forever burned into her memory. She was so close… Just a little more and…
Reality crashed around her. She gasped in surprise, eyes snapping open. Within her, she could feel Miroku twitching as he emptied his seed within her. Her muscles contracted around him, trying to suck every drop from him as she fought to catch her breath. As the shock of her orgasm faded, regret soaked through her. I’m such a horrid person… She had been so caught up in the fantasy that she briefly forgot reality. She felt dirty. The idea that Miroku planted had quickly taken over. The worst of it was how excited it made her. Her breaths were ragged and her body was slick with sweat. Still straddling Miroku, she did not bother lifting herself off his softening cock. He had already spent himself, reacting now would be pointless.
“S-sorry,” he muttered, trying to collect his breath. “I tried to warn you but you were—”
“It’s fine,” she gasped, running the back of her hand across her forehead. This is why I started taking birth control.
“You okay?”
“Huh? Yeah, I’m fine.” She paused. “Why?”
“Well…” He was hesitant, almost embarrassed. His eyes refused to meet hers. “You were pretty… intense… towards the end.”
“Sorry,” she said, face reddening.
“No! It was amazing!” he said, his burst of enthusiasm surprising her. “God, you were so hot, I can’t even describe it!” Flabbergasted, she just sat there, speechless. He wore a sly grin. “Were you thinking about what I suggested?”
“I… was,” she answered reluctantly, unable to meet his eager gaze.
“And?”
To hell with it! It was time to put everything out there. She was tired of always fighting herself, of wrestling with her feelings. The time had come to put everything out there. Good or bad, it was time to finally settle where she stood with things. Once she knew where things were, she could start nudging Inuyasha to where she wanted him. If this doesn’t complete destroy what we have…
She forced a smile, trying to ignore her building anxiety. “I’ll ask him.”
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The hardest part about writing this story is balancing how fast it goes. I keep getting the feeling that things are moving in a see-saw, one chapter will move things too slow while the next moves it too fast.
Sadly, I cannot give the original ending I had planned, as it will ruin some things in later chapters. Once I start the stuff after where I planned to end the story, I will outline it if I remember.
Thanks everyone for the reviews! Hope to hear from you all and see you next chapter!
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