InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Tale of Sesshoumaru ❯ Moody Bitch ( Chapter 9 )

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Dinner time went quietly, Akanesuji serving Rin a bowl of rice and frog legs with a cup of tea and a candied nut. She had Jaken carry in her old koto and she played music for them as entertainment. When evening fell, Sesshoumaru followed her to her room and slept with her in her bed. He stuck to her like glue, following her to every room she entered. In the middle of the night Rin crawled in bed with them, taking the middle spot. For the first time in many years, Sesshoumaru slept peacefully.

 

He had dreams of Akanesuji in the moonlight. Akanesuji in the fields. Akanesuji big with child. Akanesuji nursing a baby. Akanesuji teaching Rin to dance. Akanesuji making love to him in his larger bed. Everything was Akanesuji.

 

Akanesuji had dreams of watching Sesshoumaru leaving the castle. Sesshoumaru walking away. Sesshoumaru fighting wars. Sesshoumaru killing demons. Sesshoumaru turning his back on her. Sesshoumaru exiling her again. Sesshoumaru telling her she was weak and unworthy and a whore.

 

In the morning Akanesuji vomited into the bathing bucket and hoped he did not hear her. She hoped it was her nerves talking. She dug through her trunks looking for various herbs to settle her stomach and found ones that could be used for starting her cycle. If she did it now, it would be easiest. Sesshoumaru sat up and watched her rummaging. When she stood up with the cloth filled with dried greens, he knew what she was about to do.

 

“Don't,” he told her. “Come talk to me first.”

 

That one was a new one for Akanesuji. He never wanted to talk about anything. He normally kept everything to himself. Setting the medicinals on top of the trunk, she sat on the end of the futon as he moved the sleeping Rin over to the side of the bed. “Why do you want to get rid of it?” he asked. “Is it because of me?”

 

“I am not ready to be a mother.”

 

“Yes you are. Look at how you mother Rin. You are very good at it.”

 

“Rin is not mine to mother. When spring comes I will leave and Jaken shall be her mother again.”

 

“I am not talking about Rin. I am talking about your ability to mother.”

 

“Do you want this child?”

 

“I am not ready to be a father.”

 

“But you would throw all of the responsibility of raising a child on me? I will not raise a fatherless child for you.”

 

“I didn't say I didn't want it.”

 

“You know what Fluffy? I am sick of your cryptic explanations and your careful pussy footing around. You craft your words to benefit you and only you. You leave everyone around you constantly confused and confounded. I never know exactly what you think or how you feel. I have to carefully guess or assume everything with you. Why don't you start saying things in clear, plain language so I can understand you and I can plan my life accordingly?”

 

“That was harsh.” Sesshoumaru said, uncomfortable with the truth of it.

 

“No. Harsh is when I tell you that you should have the cunt because you are such a moody bitch and you should be the whore who's pregnant out of wedlock.”

 

“Ouch.”

 

“Get out Sesshoumaru. And take Rin with you.”

 

“No. You will eat them.”

 

“Get out. Take them with you if you don't trust me.”

 

“Now you are being manipulative. If I take them, it's as if I don't trust you. If I leave them here, then I have to trust you to make a decision about our baby.”

 

Akanesuji grabbed them up and angrily chucked them out the window. “Is that good enough for you?”

 

Sesshoumaru nodded and picked up the snoozing Rin. “Come on Rin, let's go get some breakfast.” Rin rubbed her sleepy eyes and started to protest as he walked her out the door.