InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Tears I've Cried ❯ Taken By Force ( Chapter 3 )

Fawks was awaken by the scent of spring water and flowers, opening her eyes, she found herself in a room of a castle. She was laying in a bed, her yukata was gone, replaced by a plain inner robe. `Where the hell…?'

“Yo”

Fawks turned to glare at the figure leaning against the open door to the outside corridor. Bankotsu's armor was gone, he was also dressed in a plain white robe. “What do you want, why the hell did you bring me here?” Fawks growled. “I told you I just want to talk…” He began, closing the door. He went down on his haunches, studying her with his teal blue eyes.

A soft smile came to his lips. “I taught you that trick remember? The one I used to knock you out…” Fawks glared at him for a long time. “Yeah…I remember…”

 

Flashback…

“Okay, Fawks-chan this is something I've never taught anyone else, not even my other brothers…” Bankotsu instructed. Little Fawks' eyes grew even bigger. “There's a special trick to render your opponent unconscious…”

“Oh, tell me big brother Bankotsu tell me!” Fawks cried. “Alright, alright, you see this…?” Bankotsu asked, pointing to a spot on his neck. The child nodded. “Well, there's a pressure point there so if you press or pinch there the victim will fall unconscious, here you try” The child tentatively pressed on the spot and Bankotsu fell over.

“Big brother, Bankotsu!!” Fawks exclaimed. She sat on his chest, gazing down into his face. Suddenly, he sat up beginning to tickle the small girl. “I really had you going there, huh?” He taunted, not stopping his relentless tickling. “…Y…yes…big brother…!” Fawks managed between her fits of giggles.

…End flashback

 

“Tell me why, Bankotsu! Why did you kill all those innocent people?! Why did you renounce me and become a mercenary?!” Fawks yelled. “What in hell are you talking about?! I never renounce you! I loved you, Fawks-chan” Bankotsu shot back.

Fawks gave him a shocked expression. Bankotsu's expression softened, “I always loved you, I wasn't joking when I said I wanted to take you as my wife when you were older” Fawks stared at him in shock. “I wanted the world for you, I wanted to be worthy of your love so I became a mercenary to gain land and money so you could live in comfort”

“Every thing I did, every step I took, I took for you. I did what those lords asked me to do because I was so much in love with you. I would`ve done any thing you wanted me to, I would've plucked the moon out of the sky just to see you smile!” Bankotsu sighed. Fawks gazed at her hands in her lap. “You never needed to make yourself worthy of me…”

“I loved you for just being you. For teaching me, helping me, believing in me when the others did not. That's why if I couldn't tell the difference between your lies and your truths…I would say every thing you just told me…was a lie” Fawks glared at him with her fiery emerald eyes. “I never wanted the world or the moon, all I wanted was for you to be there, to never lie to me or deceive me, to give me the love I lacked at home. But you betrayed me just like everyone else”

“You had always been a hero in my eyes, the prince come to rescue me from the burning tower that was my life. You destroyed that image the day I found you in the slaughtered village” Bankotsu looked away. “You broke my heart Bankotsu, in turn I grew to hate you”

“You said you would do anything for me, well here's something” Fawks growled, glaring at him more darkly. “Surrender your jewel shards to Inu-yasha and Kagome, then you and the rest of your `brothers' can crawl back into the ground!” Bankotsu grabbed her arm pulling her so her face was spaces apart from his. His eyes seemed to glow with anger, with out another word he crushed his lips to hers, shoving his tongue into her mouth. Fawks found herself unable to move.

The next thing she knew, she was being shoved back down to the futon with Bankotsu on top of her. Reaching down, he ripped the fabric of the robe open. “Bankotsu stop!!!!” Fawks cried, beginning to struggle. “You really don't want me to do you?”

Fawks' eyes shot open. “Please, Fawks-chan, I love you…don't fight me…” Bankotsu whispered huskily in her ear. Fawks struggles stilled, she pressed her hands firmly against his bare chest. Bankotsu's mouth found her neck, he began to nibble and suck at the skin. Fawks shut her eyes tightly, tears spilling out over her lids.

`I don't want it…any of it! But…I can't…stop myself…I can't force him off…'

She gasped when she felt his lips on her breast, he sucked roughly, beginning to undo his own robes. “B…Bankotsu…” Fawks whispered. “Shh…I'll be gentle…My dear Fawks-chan…” He whispered huskily. Fawks arched upwards as Bankotsu shoved himself inside her. He started out at a slow pace, gradually picking up speed.

Fawks was in shock to find herself moaning his name. `…What?! …What the hell is wrong with me?!'

Bankotsu's lips descended onto hers, kissing passionately, breaking the kiss he groaned, reaching his release. Pulling out of the girl, he lay down beside her, struggling to catch his breath. Fawks turned onto her side, ashamed of what she allowed to be done to her, even more ashamed of having enjoyed it.