InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Three Guardians ❯ Home ( Chapter 3 )

INU YASHA OR IT'S CHARACTERS IS NOT MINE ! !

`THOUGHTS'

"SPEAKING"

<TELAPATHY> (SPEAKING TO EACH OTHER THOUGH THEIR MINDS)

CHAPTER 4

HOME

 

 

Kouga ran at top speed with his woman in his claws. Every five seconds he would rub his nose in the crock of her neck. “Kouga, please stop that, it tickles.” The woman that lay in his arms pushed his head away from her neck. “Oh, Kouga-kun can you let me off at the old well in the next clearing?” Her face showed that of a silent plea.

 

“Anything for you my Kagome.”

 

With everything said, Kouga then ran towards the old Bone Eaters Well.

 

*KOUGA'S PROV*

 

Oh Kagome, when will you ever leave dog-shit? When will you learn that he does not love you? Even if you're not with me, I don't want to see you in anymore pain.

 

I seen the well just up ahead and slowed down letting Kagome know that we are near the well. Maybe if I can kiss her sweat lips again or if I surround her with sweat words. Her face is beautiful under the moon light. Just a couple more days and it will be

full.

 

*NORMAL PROV*

 

Kouga gently sat Kagome on the edge of the well. He looked into her moon-light face and eyed her grayish-blue eyes and saw pain, sorrow and love. Gently he left her face up with his clawed hand and brought her face close to his own. His lips brushed against her ear and whispers of sweat nothings were spoken.

 

Kagome was locked in the moment, when Kouga said those things it made her feel better about herself. Most of the pain she felt was gone, but that little pain was still tugging at the edges of her heart. She then gasped as the sudden feel of lips brush against hers. It was gentle and calming, but then became more passionate and rough. Kagome was the first to break the kiss.

 

Kouga seen the way Kagome broke the kiss, then turn her face away from him. “Kagome” was all that was said, when he felt Kagome grip him in a tight squeeze. He felt it when she pushed him away.

 

“Kouga, I can't.” And with that she gave a broken cry and jumped down the well.

~PRESENT JAPAN~

 

A small figure sat, shivering from the cold, her clothing dirtied by the dirt she laid upon. `I'm going to tell Inu Yasha that I love him, but I can't bear the look of Kouga's rejection. Oh help me Kami-Sama, I can't do this alone. But is Kouga right should I give Inu Yasha up, or … I am so confused.'

 

She later got fed up of the self pity and climb out of the old half rotted well. Kagome then sat at the edge looking down but seeing nothing. Her head turned towards the door and began to walk up the steps and through the threshold of the well house. Without looking back she ran towards her home. A comfortable feeling ran through her when she entered her home.

 

“Mom, Souta, gramps I'm home” There was no answer, but that was common. She went straight to her room, grabbing clean clothes, towels and her CD player with her new Three Days Grace CD.

 

She drew a bath and removed her clothing, when the water was high enough, she stopped the running water and settled in the tub. Kagome scrubbed the filth away from her skin, hoping it will take away the bad memories. She then pressed play and skipped it to track four, `HOME.'

 

All of the memories of her and Inu Yasha rushed into her head.

 

I'll be coming home
Just to be alone

 

She thought of all the times she ran home because of him, because of the pain he would cause her, the pain that is still with her.

 

Cause I know you're not there
And I know that you don't care

 

All of those painful words he said ran through her head and then he'd showed how much he really didn't care.

 

I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied

 

She thought of the jewel shards and how Inu Yasha would never let then rest without her sitting him. How he always puts her down when the others were not around.

 

This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home

 

The image of Kaede's hut came into her mind, how he would disappear into the night and not come back until midday. The feelings she had felt then, and the pain that would of burst through her chest at any given moment.

 

By the time you come home
I'm already stoned
You turn off the tv
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
until you get off my case

 

The way he would scream at her for butting in his business, or how she never did anything right. At one point she felt hollow inside, like she did not belong, like it was not her home.

 

No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home
This house is not a home
I'm better off alone

 

Nothing she has ever done in his eyes was right. Nothing or no one could satisfy him, but Kikyo, he only loved her and that's that.

 

`Then if he loves Kikyo and I know this and the way he treats me then why do I love him. I guess Inu Yasha is right I am stupid. I am a baka for not listening to Kouga, even Sesshomaru has hinted it. Kagome you stupid girl. I hate you, why I do this to myself. Weak pathetic human.'

 

“I just want a home.”