InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The unstoppable pain ❯ Showing your soft side ( Chapter 4 )

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The unstoppable pain
Chapter 4: Showing your soft side
Yes I got rid of my writers block sorry for it being late I'm going to write before it comes back
Disclaimer: I do not own inuyasha
Italics mean thoughts
(In the feudal era)
Inuyasha walked into kaede's hut with the now sleeping kagome in his arms everyone looked at him back to kagome to him
“Inuyasha what happened to kagome!?!” Miroku asked eyes wide
“she's really sick and has bin for a long time” Inuyasha sat her down an a straw bed as kaede began to examine her.
“inuyasha do ye have any idea what happened to kagome to get her in this bad a shape” Kaede asked shocked by her wounded body.
“I went over there and found out her mom and grandfather died a month ago an dad and stepmother came to take over to take care of her and her brother…” Inuyasha paused not wanting to go on still ashamed he hadn't gotten there faster
“And… Inuyasha tell us! Were all just as worried about her as you!!!” Sango yelled in a not so happy voice
“yah we all want her to get better” Shippo said walking over to kagome and touching her arm
Inuyasha: “her brother says she hasn't bin eating much, barely anything, and she's bin working herself to the bone, and just getting worse and worse and … and they didn't even give a fucking shit!!!” he said angrily as he punched his fist into the ground.
“Its ok inuyasha she'll be fine” Miroku said trying to calm his raging friend
“That's easy for you to say I was the one who was supposed to protect her!!!” Inuyasha yelled in a mixture of anger and grief
“its ok inuyasha she will be fine if ye hadn't brang her on time we could have bin to late” Kaede said not turning to her herbs.
`what do they know danm it I can't believe I let this happened how did I let the women I love be hurt!! Wait what did I just say that I love her? No!! I don't love her! Do I? No!!!!!! He looks at her maybe I do `Inuyasha thought to himself
About a week passed and kagome began to wake up, (a/n she's bin unconscious the entire time) it was about mid day when she awoke, her eyes fluttered open slowly trying to figure out what happened to her
“I-inuyasha” she whimpered quietly
Inuyasha's eyes flew open “kagome? Kagome!! You're awake” he yelled with joy ( a/n I know he would never do that)
“yah umm how long was I out” Kagome asked getting up
“you accomplished to stay asleep for almost a week and scare the hell out of everyone” Inuyasha told her as he pushed her back on the head with a `where do you think your going' look in his eyes
“oh I'm sorry inuyasha I didn't want to worry you but I just couldn't come back” Kagome said giving up and just lying down
“you almost died if I came any later you would have and then…”he stopped he might love her but he wasn't going to admit it that's for sure
“it's ok I'm fine and thank you inuyasha” Kagome smiled at him making his heart do jumping jacks.
“feh” inuyasha said turning to hide the blush
Shippo, miroku, and sango come in and to there luck kagome was awake.
“KAGOME!!!!” Shippo and sango shouted as the ran towards her and gave her a hug
“good to see your feeling better” Miroku he told her with a smile
“kagome thank god your ok” Shippo yelled as he burst out in tears of joy
“goodness you scared us to death” Sango told her as even she started to tear up showing kagome just how worried they all were.
“I'm sorry guys I guess I should have taken better care of myself I'm so sorry” Kagome apologized
“Stop that, it's not your fault you've bin threw a lot lately” Sango protested
“nothing you guys haven't lived threw if not worse” Kagome bounced back
“kagome…” Sango began but was cut of badly
“I'll be fine don't worry” Kagome told her
“kagome I think you should still rest a bit more before moving too much never mind shard hunting” Miroku said as every turned to inuyasha waiting for him to protest
“he's right no one's going anywhere until your better” Inuyasha agreed
Everyone at that moment was thinking the same thing…'did inuyasha hit his head or something' all frozen at sight
“what the hell's wrong something on my face” Inuyasha he yelled, every one shook their heads. Inuyasha got up and walked out of the hut and went to go sit and think on his favorite branch of the sacred tree.
“danm it” god I love her so danm much I …danm it danm it danm IT!!!!!!!!!!!! Inuyasha thought to himself
(Back at the hut)
“that was strange” Sango said out loud
“yah I wonder what's wrong with doggie boy” Shippo giggled at his comment
“shippo don't call him that and I'm not sure” Kagome said getting a bit worried
“he was probably just worried about you that's all” Miroku said knowing inuyasha loved her
“well yah I guess well anyway sorry for making you all worry” Kagome apologized again
“don't worry about it kagome” Shippo said giving her a big hug
Kagome yawned loudly “I think I'm going to sleep for a well night guys”
“Night kagome” Sango said
They all left the hut only to return for their nights rest only as everyone else slept kagome woke up to a nightmare in her dream she dreamt of how her mother and grandpa died she woke up panting.
“again” Kagome sighed “I just keep having the same stupid nightmare”
She got up to get some fresh air thinking it would calm her nerves, as she walked over to the river and sat down to her surprise she wasn't alone.
“Kagome” she spun her head to see inuyasha standing behind her with worry settled in his eyes.
“oh hey inuyasha what's wrong” Kagome she asked calming down from the shock
“I should be asking you the same question” he lay down next to her looking up at the twinkling stars.
“just thinking about my mom and grandpa that's all” Kagome told him hiding the pain behind a smile. But he could see right threw that lie.
“more like seeing them die” Inuyasha told her calmly
Kagome spun her head towards him
“what?” she mumbled
“you were whimpering in your sleep about how you didn't want them to die” he told her as she turned towards the sky.
“I don't know why but I still can't believe it, it's bin almost a month and it still feels so painful I just feel like when I go back home it'll be normal like always but nothing will ever be the same again ever” Kagome told him honestly
“I know” Inuyasha told her
“Your mother ?…”
: “when my mom died I felt the same way I use to cry myself to sleep every night for more months after I thought I would never get over it ever and to tell you the truth…I don't think I ever did” Inuyasha told her, she could hear the hurt in his voice and how upset he was as he spoke his eyes never prying away from the sky.
Kagome got up and put his head on to her lap and leaned in so he could only see her
“it's ok now you have me and I promise I'll never leave you” she gave him a weak smile
“I…I love you kagome you and only you i know you don't feel the same bu...” Inuyasha got up to look her in the eyes an was cut of badly.
Kagome threw her arms around his neck and kissed him passionately. As they parted the only words on her lips “I love you too inuyasha”
I know mushy and very long chapter but when I got rid of the writers block the words just wouldn't stop I couldn't stop writing I don't know if you'll like it or not thank you for reviewing and for being patient even though I had to put up that
Author's note thank you all bye!!!!!!!!!