InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Worthless Child ❯ Hurt, Pain and Confusion ( Chapter 11 )

Sixth period ended and Inuyasha headed to his locker intending to meet up with Kagome. When he arrived he noticed Kagome standing there, an arrogant smirk on her face.

"Well hurry up Dog-Boy, I don't have all day. If you don't hurry, I'm gonna leave you here."

Not in the mood for her games and thinking about what happened earlier he just ignored her and opened his locker. Putting a perfect face of indifference to hide the raging emotions inside his body, and pounding thoughts in his head, he stared at Kagome looking in her eyes. Unable to resist staring into Inuyasha's eyes, she noticed his perfect mask of indifference. That alone told her something was really wrong with him. Staring into his eyes she could she so many emotions raging inside them. Confusion, Pain, and Anger were strongly present and a small amount of an unknown phenomenon that made her insides tingle. Unable to hold his gaze any longer she looked away looking at everything but him.

"Are you ready to go?" she stated breaking the tension.

"Ya, lets go so I can get this over with" Inuyasha replied, his voice bored as if he had no care in the world.

Slightly hurt Kagome turned and looked at him. "Am I that much of a bother to you?"

Inuyasha looked away from her, unable to hold his mask that was slowly shattering. Anger gushed out to replace the pain he felt for hurting her. "If that's what you want to think."

Not expecting that sort of reply Kagome seethed in anger as well. "What is your problem Dog-Boy? If you got a problem with me, spell it out and get over it. I'm tired of dealing with your shit."

Kagome was stopped dead in her tracks as familiar hands snaked around her waist. "Kagome, who's this, and what are you so angry about?"

Kagome titled her head back and looked into her boyfriend's eyes as almost all her anger left her. She stared into his love filled eyes. Love for her. She couldn't take it anymore as her hands reached up to snake around Hojo's neck bringing his head down, as she stood on her toes to kiss him.

Unable to stand watching people make out in public Inuyasha turned and left deciding to head to his foster-fathers gym to work out and get rid of some anger.

Kagome turned around and lost herself in another kiss. Hojo's hands left her waist and massaged her back, pushing her closer against him. Kagome could feel his erection growing, pressing hard against her stomach. Not in the right mindset, and not remembering how far she hand wanted to take things, she let Hojo slide his hands under her shirt. He softly caressed her skin, as if asking, begging her to let him continue. In response she let more or her instincts and need take over her body, and pressed closer to him, begging him to continue, all the while swaying her hips, teasing him.

Hojo moaned in the kiss, allowing Kagome to slide her tongue inside his mouth. He let her have her fun, as she tasted, explored, and caressed every nook, cranny and cavern. His mind was reeling as Kagome arms snaked to wrap around his neck, changing the angle of the kiss, pulling him closer to her. In response he moved his hands under her shirt, slowly touching her skin, asking, no begging, to let him could continue. His wish was granted as she pressed herself against him. He slowly made his way up to her breasts, flush from friction and knew he went to far when suddenly she froze, and started pulling away.

When Kagome felt his cold hands on brush against her bra, she snapped back into reality. She broke the kiss, as Hojo groaned from the lack of contact. She smiled brightly at him, gave him a quick peck on the lips to help him calm down.

"That was fun, but don't expect it to be like that all the time" Kagome grinned mischievously.

"Only fun?" Hojo asked with a frown.

"Oh silly, it was wonderful, and gonna leave a smile on my lips for at least a week!"

"I'm glad, and when you return from cloud 9, remind me to send you there again as you come back down to earth. Angels deserve to live in the clouds."

(God, this is so sweet and mushy it's making me sick. God I can't believe I'm writing this!)

"Aw Hojo you are so sweet" Kagome cooed while pausing to kiss him after each spoken word.

"Am I?"

"Do I have to answer that?"

Hojo chuckled.

"Now since you're being a jerk, you have to tutor me in math, since my tutor was being an ass and bailed on me."

"You mean that silver haired kid that you were all upset about?"

"Ya"

"That violent guy? Kagome why are you getting near him? He could really hurt you, I mean look what he did to me."

"He won't hurt me. I look too much like Kikyo for him to touch me..." Kagome stopped midsentence as she realized that look in Inuyasha's eyes that was a mystery to her before. He was picturing her as Kikyo and she let herself slightly kiss him. Now she was thankful that Sango interrupted.

"How does he know Kikyo? Isn't Kikyo your cousin?"

"Was my cousin. Inuyasha knows because he was her girlfriend."

"Who would ever date someone as violent as him is beyond me. That guy is unstable, you should really stay away from him."

Kagome felt her anger rise. `Of course he is unstable. He almost killed himself if not for me. Plus I promised Kikyo. But now, I don't wanna see that jerk. I'm trying to help him and what does he do? Insults me, call me names, vents his anger on me, plays with my feelings, and uses me as his dead girlfriend.' Not wanting to think let alone argue about the issue now, and not wanting a fight after feeling so high from the make-out session, she dropped the subject and asked if they could head home so he could tutor her.

Ms Higurashi was inside the kitchen preparing a snack for Inuyasha and Kagome. She was very surprised to find that she was attached to Hojo's arm. She noticed something very different with her daughter. `She is usually never this clingy, especially when others are around. Something very bad happened today, or Hojo did something very special with Kagome. Hmm, he has a dazed expression, and is very relaxed and laid back. It appears that Hojo has already received his reward. But I still don't like the look in Kagome's eyes.'

After there greeting and some small talk, Hojo and Kagome headed to her room. They sat on her bed, backs on the wall while Hojo explained the homework, keeping one hand on her knee. As time went by Kagome couldn't concentrate anymore. At first his rubbing was a welcome, but as it traveled up her leg she could feel her arousal growing. Setting down the pencil she looked at Hojo and saw how much need was in his eyes. At first she slightly quivered in fear. Images of Inuyasha taunting her, and using her as Kikyo floated in her mind. She pushed her anger aside as she remembered the wonderful feeling she had afterschool and suddenly, she wanted more. Anger mixed with lust making a dangerous combination for a girl who wanted to remain innocent. She wanted more, but she didn't want to be seen as a slut. Suddenly an idea came to her.

"Hojo" she whispered in his ear. "I'm sorry. I thought I would remain in the clouds a lot longer than I thought. But I can feel myself being dragged down to earth."

Slightly shocked at her innocent way asking for more attention he leaned over and kissed her, licking her bottom lip, begging for entrance.

"Well then, let me of assistance, and fly you back where you belong my angel."

Ms Higurashi walked in to see the two kissing each other, the boy's hands resting on her daughter's waist under her shirt, Kagome's arms around his neck while she straddled him. She stood there in shock at the scene. She glanced at her daughter eyes and saw a look that should not have been there. She cleared her throat. The couple froze, and quickly broke apart.

"I should leave Ms Higurashi" said Hojo as he left her room, heading toward the door.

As he left Ms Higurashi stared at Kagome, who was red from head to toe from embarrassment.

`Something really, really bad happened today. I have never seen Kagome so angry. Hojo must have been there to calm her down, and must have seen his chance to seduce her. She got a taste for lust, as she probably let him take a few steps farther, and loved the feeling. The anger only pushed her father. I know that feeling way too well...'

"What has got you so angry Kagome?"

Confused Kagome scrunched her eyebrows. "What are you talking about momma? I feel wonderful, carefree, loved. As my boyfriend put it, I feel like I'm an angel in the clouds."

"I know you don't love him, why do you allow yourself to be so lost by his touch. Look at you. Your hair is in rambles, shirt all crinkled. You're lucky he didn't have his hand down your pants. You told me this wouldn't happen until later, until college."

"Your right, I don't truly love him, but does that really matter. He is great with me, we get along, and he listens to everything I say. I love him more than anyone else, and he has been my boyfriend for 2 years now. And what are you talking about, I decided my feelings about him a while ago, I'm just acting on them now. At least he loves me completely for who I am. Anyway it's my decision how far I go with him, which for a while won't be farther that we have gone. I'm not ready."

Kagome stopped as her cellphone rang. She grabbed it out of her pocket and answer.

"Hey Sango, I'm leaving in a sec. I just finished."

"Kay, see you at my house."

Ms Higurashi watched her daughter leave. `Something is very, very wrong. "At least he loves me completely for who I am." Yes, very, very wrong. It must have been with Inuyasha and something happened between them. All I hope is that her and Inuyasha make up, or she realizes what she's doing, what she letting Hojo doing. I pray that Hojo will stop if she asks to. Please Kami-sama, help me shed light into my daughter's eyes, so she doesn't end up like me. That is all I ask.'

"Sorry mom, but I'm going over Sango's house." She stated as she headed for her best friends house.

A/N

xiamurdox

There, two chapters. Lets see if xaggor-sama can bust out the final copies faster if its in 2 chapters. Hmm, that was a different chapter. But I think I'm going somewhere with this. My mind has been going overboard with new idea's, plus with xaggor-sama idea. He comes up with the most EVIL idea's. there is gonna be a big surprise coming up, that I bet no one will guess. Anyway, how was my make-out session? I thought it was pretty good, but I might be biased since I wrote it. Before I get flamed 4 Kagome being OOC, I have reasons. PMS plus VERY ANGRY AND HURT AT WHAT INU DID plus FULLY RELIZING WHAT SHE SAID BOUT HOJO. So she replaced anger with the hurt. Then hojo came … and you know the rest. Anyway this needed to happen, so I don't care. Cant wait to write the next chapter, its gonna be sooo EVIL.

Xaggor-sama