InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Yokai In Me ❯ Doubts on yokai blood ( Chapter 1 )

Hello peoplez, its me Fang. I have always had a thing for poems. I do them well, and something for me to be good at IS something. OK this is a poem dedicated to the episode Inuyasha transforms into a full demon and killed all those bad people along with the demon. By the way, this is NOT one of those constant rhyming poems, its just how I think Inuyasha feels about killing so many. *Mumbles* I do not own the wonderful Inuyasha. Ivy is sleeping right now so I can type without her. (Ivy is my creation)

~The Yokai In Me~

I look upon the bodies

Of the bandits

Who made me rage with anger and hate

My claws, hands, clothes

Soaked with their blood

I look to the survivors of me killing spree

The woman of the village

The looks on their faces will forever burn in my memory

I saw their fear and horror

My yokai blood caused those faces

The part of me that loved to kill

The part of me that enjoys others pain did this

I never thought that this would happen

I never hoped it would

I long to be a pure yokai

But would I be like this?

Would I be that killer inside of me?

The one that hunted, killed, and caused fear

I try to wash away the blood

But it is still there

The feel, smell, and guilt is all still here

Kagome and the others

They all saw me kill

I didn't hear her voice

Her lovely voice

The only voice that can call my human soul back

The voice that belongs to my love couldn't reach me

My dear Kagome says she understands

But does she only sympathize?

I do not want to know

I have tried so hard to remember

Remember what the yokai in me did

But I can't remember

All I have is the raging in my blood

My yokai wants to destroy and show no mercy

I now have the fear that next time I won't be able to control myself

Would I be able to wake up and stop myself?

Before my greatest fear becomes a reality

Before Kagome's own blood stains my claws

If I become a yokai using the Shikon Jewel

Will I lose my human soul?

Will I kill all those who stood beside me?

Will I kill Kagome?

Still the blood of the bandits stays on me in scent

I growl in annoyance to fool Kagome

I now know that my yokai blood desires to hunt, fight, and kill

So Kagome…run

If you are there when I transform again

Run and don't look back

Before my yokai counter part kills you

And breaks my human heart

That was a long poem. Hope you enjoyed it. I cry when I think about how lonely Inuyasha lived as a child, and I cry when I think about how it would be for him to live without Kagome or the others to help him through thick and thin.

Ivy: *yawn* Hey what I miss?

Fang(me silly): I wrote a poem! You like it?

Ivy: *reads* its so sad *starts to get tears in eyes* well see you next *sniff* time bye