InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Therapy of Each Other ❯ Adult Feelings and “The Talk” ( Chapter 13 )
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A/N: You all must be so happy. How many chapters left you ask? Lemme think…. Around 12-ish… so short story my butt, ne? But the Chapters may be short. On KPCSH I try my goal length is 12 MS Word Pages. “Letters” was 7. This one is at least 3-5 pages. So truthfully on God knows how long the Story is actually going to be :P But now the next chapter:
Chapter 12: Adult Feelings and “The Talk”:
Another month had past. Inuyasha sighed at the calendar as it read only 2 more weeks left till his 7 months at the Rehabilitation Center were finished. Just 4 weeks till his next semester back in public school began. He currently had a tutor and they'd have sessions for 4 out of the 7 months. But he thought about Kagome. In the past month she had had a steady increase in progress. She seemed determined to talk more then walk, which did not surprise Inuyasha in the slightest. It helped that finally her memory of speech was returning. Her Physical and mental Memory though were still a little behind. Miroku said it was strange that Kagome knew the speech of a 4 year old… well at least she knew how to piece together simple sentences from words and expressions she had learned from Therapy and television, but still did not walk on her own. Inuyasha looked at his watch. It was yet time again to train Kagome to walk.
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“Steady now, Kagome”
Inuyasha said as he spotted her on the rail that was bolted to the walk. She created along it with one hand, Inuyasha keeping a good eye on her. Kagome would grit her teeth. Finally she started to wear normal clothes and not gowns. Today she wore a pair of black workout shorts and spaghetti strapped shirt. Inuyasha trained to keep his wits about him as the shorts showed more leg then was comfortable to him, but he focused on Kagome. She was straightened and was barely holding into the rail. Inuyasha smiled.
“Kagome?”
“MMM?”
“Stop right there.”
She nodded and stopped. She watched as he walked to the end of the bar. Kagome felt nervous.
“Inuyasha…”
“Don't worry. I'm too fast to let you fall. Don't be scared.”
He said re-assuredly. Kagome nodded. She started to walk, holding on to the bar. She stopped when she heard Inuyasha say,
“Now let go of the bar.”
She looked panicked,
“Inuyasha….No…”
“Yes Kagome, you can do it. You won't fall…”
Then he said the one thing he knew would work,
“Please… For me…”
Kagome looked into his eyes for reassurance, but shiver when she saw something else. It was familiar. Something she knew before, but now it just made her tingle, but she nodded.
“Haa(ok)”
She stood up straight and took a deep breath. Inuyasha said gently,
“You can do it…I know you can...”
It was strange to hear Inuyasha use such a tone, but she complied and looked straight at him as she took a step. He smiled. She smiled and took another wobbly, but successful step. 4 more and she was about to reach Inuyasha, who opened his arms for her. Something sent a sensation through her that made her loose her concentration. Inuyasha saw the look in her face and recognized it.
`No way'
He thought, but with that, she stumbled at the last step and fell right into his arms.
“Kagome!"
He caught her and straightened her up in his arms,
"Kagome? Are you ok?"
Kagome slowly looked up at him,
"Hai"
She squeaked. Inuyasha smiled and said,
"Yatta... (--- did it)"
Kagome's eyes widened,
"Yat-ta...Yatta!!!!!!!"
She squealed in delight and jumped up and down, his arms keeping her up. Inuyasha smiled at her and said,
"I'm happy you did that for me."
Kagome's innocent, childish burst ceased and she stood still. The feelings...those feelings...Was she sick? She looked at Inuyasha's worried face,
"Kagome? Are you ok? Did I say something bad?"
His voice... His touch... It was him! Kagome looked up at him worried and said,
"I don't know."
He knew he'd have to ask more yes and no questions, but later. He looked into her eyes, when he did, her's got bigger, her breath shortened her heart beat faster, she felt warm, and her cheeks went pink and that intoxicating, sweet smell released from the base of her neck. He was in real trouble now, but noticed she was scary and honestly though what she was feeling wasn't good. He smiled at her, which heightened everything and he said,
"Let's go lay you down and we can see 'what's wrong' with you."
He said as he led her to her walker and he said,
"And tomorrow, you will not need this."
She kept quiet as he lead her carefully.
Kagome sat on the bed as she waited for Inuyasha to finish putting away her training equipment. He smiled at her to see what she'd do and she smiled right back, a hint of pink on her cheeks. He walked to her say,
"Ok, let's figure out what's making you feel weird."
She nodded as he sat on the edge of the bed. He asked,
"Can you tell me some of it?"
She nodded. He scooted closer to her, making her feel stranger. But she began,
"I...I...."
She shook her hand a bit. Inuyasha asked,
"You feel shaky?"
She nodded and continued, watching his face for reaction,
"My... Heart..."
She pounded on her chest hard and fast. Inuyasha nodded. She continued,
"Hard to breath..."
Inuyasha acted like he was truly listening, but found her to be quite adorable. He knew nothing was wrong, just a new feeling. She would use the little words that she knew and if she got stuck, she's act it out. Inuyasha knew what it was. Miroku's right. Her body is reacting in an away that she has no clue about. Inuyasha scooted right next to her and said lowly,
"Is it a scary feeling?"
She got a bit more of the "symptoms" as he came closer. She looked at him and shook her head. She said,
"I only feel it....When you are close"
She looked panicked and asked,
"You stay away? It is bad?"
Inuyasha blushed and shook his head.
"It's not bad..."
His head swam. She was feeling feelings of liking, a crush, adoration, passion... Inuyasha saw her as so innocent and she was. Her subconscious mind was working faster then she was. It knew what it was doing....He knew...but she was clueless.
'What do I say to her?'
He felt it all too, but all he could do is look forward and say,
"It can be very good."
Kagome leaned to him, a childlike tone in her voice,
"Really?"
Inuyasha nodded and said,
"Everyone feels it at our age when they are around some people."
Kagome sat on the edge of the bed and asked,
"Why only you do it?"
He blushed and said,
"I can not tell you. You'll find out why... but it's good you feel it for only me."
"Really?"
Inuyasha's body was betraying him. It was cute at first, but what Kagome just described to him drove his mind to wild thoughts. And the fact she only felt it with him. She smelt so sweet. He looked at her and she blushed. She smiled and got very very close to his face. He breathed her in and whispered,
"What? You like being close to me?"
His voice made her shiver, He noticed and got tenser and took a deep breath. Her cheeks heated up and she pointed to her cheeks, and then pointed to his cheeks,
"You too? With me?"
Inuyasha stiffened as more and more his body was disobeying him...his thoughts... She was right next to him, childishly excited about her new discovery that this "good feeling" she felt just for him, he felt too. She leaned on his shoulder and snuggled into him for comfort and warmth, happy he was there and close. She felt like since he felt that way to, he may want what she feels like she may like. She whispered in his ear,
"...Inuyasha..."
He gulped and was about to put his arm around her but then he was mortified when Kagome looked down and pointed.
"Why? What is that?"
Inuyasha asked,
"Something on my leg?"
When he saw what she was pointed at, he turned all red as a bump formed on his abs. Kagome reached to touch it when he panicked and flew off, grabbing one of her books and covered the area. Poor Kagome was left confused.
"I do something wrong?"
Inuyasha was almost panting and said,
"No... You did something right.... but the kind of right thing you should not be doing just yet."
She smiled,
"So I'm good?"
Inuyasha gave a nervous smirk and gave a high-pitched,
"Geh"
There she was in all her innocent beauty, the smile almost killed him. He felt like saying 'why me?' But all he did was nod and said,
"It's time for your bath... you can do it, right? Should I get Sango?"
Then with curious, but sweet eyes she asked sweetly,
"Why can't you?"
Inuyasha stepped back,
"What?"
And tripped over himself a bit. She was so beautiful... He wanted to help her....Wait! This wasn't right! This is Kagome....Very pretty....Pheromone rich Kagome. If she knew what she was asking he would have jumped to it, but he sighed and said,
"You do not know what you ask. Only a girl should help you bathe."
Kagome looked sad,
"You don't like me..."
He rushed to her, forgetting his little "upraise"
"No, No Kagome... it's not that! I like you... I'm just a guy...and guys should not see....can you do it yourself?"
She looked at him innocently and said,
"I can try."
Inuyasha sighed a breath of relief. He didn't realize how hard it was to fight this for Kagome. He supervised Kagome until she was standing in front of the toilet. He sighed, gulped and said,
"I'll be right out here if you need me."
With that he sat on her bed and started to take deep breaths. That was very embarrassing. He felt so guilty about it really. He felt sorry for Kagome. She was so confused.... Sure he's been fighting with the fact that Kagome has been causing "bumps on his abs" for a while, which made him feel wrong in more ways then one, but the fact that she noticed it...And almost touched it! He put his face in Kagome's pillow. He paused.
'What in the....'
His eyes got heavy in intoxication as he grabbed her pillow and inhaled it, her face's image filling his head. He felt a strong longing, when he heard a scream in the bathroom,
"INUYASHA!!!!!"
Faster then lightning, Without a thought, Inuyasha burst into the bathroom to find a naked Kagome sitting on the toilet, her arm and hair covered her breasts and she sat a bit to the side so it hid her lower region. Inuyasha looked quickly away but blindly rushed to her side, grabbing the towel on the rack, covering her from view so he could talk to her properly. She was shivering and had tears,
"I'm dying!"
Inuyasha tilted his head, and then a whiff of smell came to him... blood. Kagome held up her underwear and sure enough. Inuyasha froze and gulped,
"I'll go get Sango"
Kagome threw herself on Inuyasha.
"Inuyasha! Please stay! Don't go!"
Inuyasha held her, trying to ignore the thought that she was butt-naked and clinging to him, but he held her close to shush her,
"You're not dying! You are ok... SHHHHH I'm here. You are ok. I'm here..."
His mind was flooded. How do you shush a beautiful, innocent, naked, clingy 16 year old who doesn't know what her period is? He had no choice. As loud as he could he called for Sango, shushing Kagome in between. Inuyasha kept one hand to the back of her head, the other between her shoulder blades. So many temptations flooded his mind. He made the mistake of placing his nose by the base of her neck.
'Oh goodness...Sango hurry up!'
Inuyasha gritted his teeth, trying to keep his head clear of any thoughts that put him in trouble and concentrated on helping the shaking, frightened girl in his arms, finally Sango arrived and froze. Inuyasha sighed out in relief loudly and said,
"Thank Kami-sama! There you are!"
Sango was in a panic and kneeled by them, Kagome dug her nails into Inuyasha's scrub shirt. Inuyasha pointed to the pair of blood-splotched underwear. Sango sighed in relief,
"She started having them again, ne?"
Inuyasha was bright red,
"I guess! I wouldn't know."
Sango sighed and said,
"I'll take over"
When she tried to take Kagome, Kagome shook her off and clung onto Inuyasha,
"Inuyasha stay. Don't leave me!"
Sango and Inuyasha looked at each other and sighed. Inuyasha looked down at her, her face buried into his chest. She wasn't crying anymore. His eyes shimmered that she was no longer scared as long as he was there, holding her, but he had an idea. He took his finger and took her chin to look up at him. She looked warmly into her eyes and said,
"Go with Sango..."
"Inuyasha...no...I..."
"She knows more about this then I do, I'll return very soon for you, I promise. OK?"
She looked hesitant. Inuyasha stroked her cheek gently,
"Please? Sango will take care of you. I'm a guy, I don't know about this.... Please?"
Kagome snuggled into his chest, making him swallow hard he bite his lip. Sango watched closely. He really did have her like putty in his hands. Finally Kagome let go and Inuyasha reverted his eyes to Sango and got up and Sango covered her up with a towel.
"You have it now?"
He asked, shaking, sweaty and hot. Sango nodded and said as he turned away said,
"Oi, Inuyasha?"
He turned around, Sango laughed,
"Before you come back, I think a good, frigid shower is what you need."
He blushed and stomped off, heading to his room to follow the nurse's order.
'Kagome!'
A few minutes later, Inuyasha walked down the hall, drying his chilled, wet hair. He saw Miroku look out the window at Sang and Kagome, who sat in the garden, their faces clear to view. Sango looked very studious while Kagome was stiff and looking forward with a pale face. Inuyasha rose a brow,
"What's going on?"
Miroku still watched with amusement,
"I think Kagome's getting 'The Talk'".
Inuyasha quickly looked at him,
"'The Talk?... THAT TALK!?"
Miroku nodded,
"Yah, 'that talk'"
Inuyasha looked at poor, terrified Kagome.
"She shouldn't be telling Kagome that! None of that! She's not ready!"
Miroku rose a brow at Inuyasha,
"Oh? Since when do you know? You don't want her to hear? You want to innocent her whole life?"
Inuyasha got that fake, mad look,
"No! I don't care... But..."
He perked his ears up when Kagome spotted them. Just to see her reaction, Inuyasha smiled at her. He jumped back when Kagome's eyes got big and she quickly looked away almost in....fear?...Embarrassment?! Inuyasha clinched his fist,
"WHAT THE HELL IS SHE TELLING HER!?"
"Why do you care? I thought you liked her being afraid of you."
"SHUT THE HELL UP! THAT NURSE! IF SHE...."
Meanwhile on the other side of the window, Sango saw from the corner of her eye the outraged hanyou and Miroku trying to calm him down. Kagome kept her eyes away from him, then she lightly asked,
"And girls...like this...sex?"
Sango nodded,
"Yes, Women enjoy sex very greatly. In some cases, it can be the best feeling a girl can have."
Kagome looked up at her,
"So...you have?..."
Sango blushed,
"Oh no no no... Not yet. I'm waiting for marriage. In fact, Kagome, your mom wants you to wait too.... You should never have sex with no one but with your husband and he only to you."
Kagome looked at the ground and asked,
"So...Inuyasha....that thing on his tummy...."
She quickly looked up at Sango quickly,
"WITH ME?!!!!"
Sango cleared her throat,
"Um....possibly...."
Kagome shivered,
"Gross!"
Sango asked,
"Why?"
Kagome said loudly,
"I'm not letting his....his....near my...."
Sango didn't know whether to laugh at her childish reaction or try to reason with her. It's evident Inuyasha saw her little outburst. Sango tried to calm her down,
"Kagome... it won't unless you want it too, I'm sure he'd never do that without you wanting to."
Kagome stiffened and asked,
"And babies are made by sex?"
"Yes... The man...puts into a woman to make babies."
Kagome looked horrified.
"EWW! Then I'm never having babies"
Sango put her face into her hand and said,
"Kagome, one day you'll feel the urge... You already do... you have to fight it.... let only your husband and a professional doctor see you naked. But sex isn't as gross as you think."
Kagome shivered at the thought of having sex. It sounded so gross and messy. But then she thought of something,
"Sango-chan? Think Inuyasha has...?"
Sango go up and shrugged,
"I do not know, but it looks like your puppy-boy in there is having a fit, so I should go. And don't worry about this whole sex thing.... It'll happen when you want it.... On your wedding night..."
Kagome just sat there frozen a bit. Sango went inside to a growling, rabid hanyou,
“WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO HER!?"
Sango looked at him like it didn't bother her.
"I told her the truth. I'm a nurse. I told her what needed to be said."
Inuyasha got in her face,
"Like what?"
Sango just said,
"Oh, the usual, periods, puberty, sex, why you had a "tummy bump"...”
Fire almost burst from his eyes,
"WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!"
Sango continued,
"Babies and you should only have sex after marriage..."
Both boys stared at her with mouths gaped open at the last comment. Inuyasha asked,
"Ma...Marriage? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!!!"
Miroku rose his brow,
"I thought you didn't care. You sound like you were thinking..."
"Shut up you bastard!"
Inuyasha then sighed and looked out at the petrified Kagome and growled at Sango, pointing to Kagome,
“Loo...Loo...Look at what you did!"
Sango crossed her arms and said,
"Well maybe you should go get her."
Inuyasha brushed passed them out of the door. Kagome didn't look at him and just sat there. Inuyasha felt a sinking in his stomach and rubbed the back of his head. He said,
"I'm back... Let's go inside now."
She reverted her eyes up to him in a scared way. Inuyasha sighed and kneeled in front of her.
"Inuyasha..."
She breathed as he got closer and she fidgeted. Inuyasha sighed,
"Kagome...I don't know what Sango told you....but you shouldn't worry about it. Not all guys are going to try it."
"Just you?"
Inuyasha was drawn back bit by this,
"What?"
"Sango-chan says... boys...tummy bump...girls they want sex from."
Inuyasha fell back on his butt and his brow twitched,
"Wha...What?"
Kagome looked at him and asked,
"You want sex with me?"
Inuyasha couldn't believe what he was hearing... Sweet, innocent Kagome talking to him about sex and just basically asked him if he wanted sex from her. He got brave and kneeled, grabbing her arms and having her look at him.
"Kagome... Just because....that.... happened doesn't mean that I'm going to have sex with you..."
She looked into his eyes and asked,
"Why?"
He didn't know what to say. He was so scared of chasing her away, but he said frankly,
"Kagome, feel happy that that happens. It means you are special to me..."
He cringed. But how else was he going to explain it? 'Kagome you are gorgeous, sexy and my body wants you?' but he looked at his knees and said,
"It means you are a kind of special that no one else can be for me..."
He cringed at himself 'You dumbass! What the hell are you saying?! You don't think she's THAT special and she's going to run a...' His eyes opened wide when he heard a giggle. He looked into her blushing face.
"I'm like no one else?"
He drew him close to her in a hug against his chest and sighed,
"You are differently one of a kind, Kagome"
She was truly freaked out about the thought of sex and Inuyasha's little mishap, but she couldn't live without him.... no matter how gross it was, so she spoke her mind. Inuyasha held her tightly and was breathing her in, enjoying holding her, but she felt her look up at her.
"Kagome? What is it?"
Kagome looked at him with a very stern look and said frankly,
"I'll never let your.....in my...."
Inuyasha's brow twitched and asked,
"Where'd that come from?"
"It's gross and...You make me feel adult feeling..."
He turned red and gulped, his brow twitching, ' I make her feel, what?!'
"Wha....What?"
She giggled and snuggled right back into his chest. Inuyasha held her and sighed, extremely confused by her comment. He closed his eyes to finally relax and take him into the moment,
"Inuyasha?"
"Mmmm?"
"If Sango-chan is right...and I want a boy's....in me..."
Inuyasha froze solid as stone and looked down at her, Kagome looked deep into his eyes with her innocent, brown, sparkling eyes and with her pure, sweet smile said in a child-ish voice,
"I'd want it to be yours"
Inuyasha's eyes got super wide and he held his breath as his claws clamp onto the fabric of her shirt as he tried to swallow the lump in his throat. She giggled at him and snuggled into his shoulder. He was trembling from her comment, so she held into him tighter. He smiled to himself and said,
"Is that so?"
She nodded,
He closed his eyes and whispered in her ear,
"Someday maybe."
She shivered and he rested his nose on her shoulder. She quickly added,
"Only if we marry..."
Inuyasha gulped and rolled his eyes. 'Marriage? Or for the love of...You mean I have to wait...What?! No! I'll never! Not Kagome! Not this...beautiful, sweet girl who thinks I'm her world.... AAHH Dammit! (few strong cuss words at himself)...How can I fight it?'
He looked down as the smiling, happy girl in his chest and arms.
'I'm crazy for this...'
He started to stroke her hair and smell her, nuzzling into the base of her neck, how he was tempted to kiss and nibble, but he behaved and just nuzzled and rubbed her back. Kagome would open her eyes once in awhile, trying to accept all these new feelings that Inuyasha was producing. She started to stroke his soft, thick, but fine hair. Inuyasha really... REALLY...enjoyed it...Then...A few moments later Kagome felt something on her stomach and blushed and giggled. Inuyasha pulled her back and whispered, in a dream-like state,
"What is it?"
Kagome turned bright red and giggled happily, looking at him in excited wonder. He waited for her answer while he stared at her, then froze when she said,
"I think I'm making you feel special again"
Inuyasha went pale, then blushed and flatly said.
"Time for a nap, Kagome"
And he helped her inside, red as a tomato...
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A/N: Hope you guys are enjoying the longer chapters :) I hope that chapter wasn't too much, but till next time, kudos!!!!