InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Things That Shouldn't Have Been Said ❯ Waking up ( Chapter 3 )

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ñwritten€all€over€her€face.ÌÌð ðI„Inuyasha?€Why€wonððt€you€look€at€me?ðð€Hurt€was €in€her€voiceñ
ñññ€and€she€didnððt€make€an€effort€to Ïhide€it,€she€couldnððt,€no€wouldnððt€do€that.€Why €wouldnððt€he€look€at€her?€Was€he€tñññ ñññññtoñññ ñññññoo€repññ& ntilde;ñññññiññ ;ññññññulsed€toÏloo k€at€her€after€what€she€ñññññ&n tilde;ññgñññññ ñññhad€done?€She€just€wanted€answers,€and€she€wante d€them€Ô_Ônow.ñññ&ntild e;ÌññThings€That€Shouldnððt€Have€Been€Sai dÌChapter€3~€Waking€UpÌÌÌÌñ&nt ilde;ññÓ  Óññ&ntild e;ñStaring€intently€at€the€young€womanððs€sleeping€form €as€if€she€would€awaken€any€moment€at€hisÏwill,€Inuyasha€shifted€uncom fortably€in€the€padded€wooden€chair,€and€reached€out€for€Kagomeðð sÏhand.€It€felt€semi-warm,€but€still€not€all€of€Kagomeððs€bo dy€heat€hadnððt€returned€to€normal,ÏKagome€gave€a€small€whim per€and€stirred€in€her€sleep€immediately€falling€back€into€the€restless&Ium l;slumber€once€again.€Softly,€so€as€not€to€disturb€her,€Inuyasha€pressed€hi s€lips€softly€to€the€palmÏKagomeððs€hand€and€the€turning€her €hand€over€brushed€a€feathery€light€kiss€on€the€knuckles.ÏCarefully€In uyasha€set€Kagomeððs€small€hand€back€down€upon€the€crisp€sheets€o f€the€bed€andÏfound€a€reasonably€comfortable€position€to€sleep€in€with in€the€confines€of€the€small€chair€he€hadÏmade€his€residence...until€K agome€came€back€to€him€and€the€others.ÌÌ~Inuyashaðð s€dream~ÌÌInuyasha€was€sitting€within€the€same€chair€that€he€ had€been€sitting€in€for€the€past€four€days,Ïkeeping€his€vigil€beside€K agome;€unblinkingly€he€peered€at€her€with€heavy€lidded€eyes€that€wereÏ growing€dark€underneath€from€a€lack€of€sleep.€€Kagome€shifted€in€the€bed€an d€slowly€withÏmuffled€groans€she€opened€her€eyes€slowly,€adjusting€to€ the€dimness€of€the€room€she€was€in€andÏthe€strange€noises€of€the€hospi tal.€ÌÌð ðI-Inuyasha?ðð€Voice€a€mere€croak,€Kagome€peered€at€the€youn g€man€before€her,€ð ðInuyasha,€itððsÏyour€fault€isnððt€it?€Itð ;ðs€your€fault€that€I€did€this€to€myself,€isnððt€it?€You€dr ove€me€to€this!ððÏKagomeððs€voice€was€laced€with€f ury€and€her€body€shook€from€the€exertion€she€was€putting€outÏwith€yell ing€at€Inuyasha.ÌÌð ðKagome€I...ðð€Kagomeððs€bitter€voice€cut€through€ what€Inuyasha€was€about€to€say,€turning€on€herÏside€to€avoid€looking€a t€Inuyasha€she€said€the€one€thing€he€dreaded€hearing€from€her€lips,€ð ðI€hateÏyou€Inuyasha,€youððre€nothing€but€a€dirty€anima l€and€I€wish€that€I€would€have€just€died!ðð€TheÏworld€stoppe d€spinning€and€crumbled€before€Inuyashaððs€eyes,€Kagome€hated€him ,€and€she€justÏsaid€so.€ÌÌ~End€Of€Dream~ÌÌ Inuyasha€woke€up€from€the€dream€with€a€start,€bathed€in€a€cold€sweat.€Wildl y€he€peered€aroundÏthe€room,€his€gaze€settling€upon€the€still€unmoving €form€of€Kagome,€listening€carefully€his€earsÏpicked€up€the€still€stea dy,€but€shallow€beat€of€her€heart€and€the€gentle€in€and€out€of€her€breath.& Iuml;The€dream€still€remained€fresh€within€his€mind€and€he€wished€it€would€ just€vanish€into€thin€airÏand€just€stop€playing€itself€over€in€his€min d.€Slowly€Inuyasha€approached€Kagomeððs€bed€and€satÏupon€it€ gingerly,€then€carefully€laying€himself€down€beside€Kagome,€wrapping€one€ar m€aboutÏher€waist€bring€her€to€a€cradled€position€against€himself.€Dee ply€inhaling€the€scent€that€was€onlyÏhers,€it€calmed€Inuyashað&e th;s€senses€and€brought€him€once€again€close€to€slumber,€but€before€heÐ  l-¼(, Ðcompletely€fell€asleep€his€last€thoughts€were€of€what€had€happened€i n€the€past€few€days.Ì€Ìðð€Kagome.€This€is€my€entire €fault;€I€should€never€have€said€those€things.€I€should€have€told€youÏ how€I€really€feel...ðð€Heavy€lidded€Inuyasha€fell€into€a€slumber€ that€was€for€once€more€peacefulÏthan€what€he€had€been€sleeping€like€ov er€the€course€of€the€past€days.ÌÌ~*Next€Morning*~Ì&Igr ave;Inuyasha€felt€a€stir€within€the€bed€and€he€heard€the€telltale€sounds€of €a€muffled€yawn,€by€GodsÏKagome€was€waking€up!€Turning€over€onto€his€s ide€to€face€the€young€miko,€Inuyashaððs€ownÏamber€orbs€peere d€into€the€chocolate€brown€ones€of€the€girl€who€had€nearly€died€because€of€ him,Ïsaddened€Inuyasha€lowered€his€eyes€as€he€crawled€off€of€the€bed,€ head€downcast€afraid€of€whatÏhe€may€see€in€Kagomeððs€eyes.€H e€heard€a€small€whimper€escape€from€Kagomeððs€slightly€parted&Ium l;lips,€but€he€kept€his€eyes€from€seeing€any€of€her€raw€emotions€written€al l€over€her€face.ÌÌð ðI-Inuyasha?€Why€wonððt€you€look€at€me?ðð€Hurt€was €in€her€voice€and€she€didnððt€make€an€effort€toÏhide€it,€she €couldnððt,€no€wouldnððt€do€that.€Why€wouldnðð ;t€he€look€at€her?€Was€he€too€repulsed€toÏlook€at€her€after€what€she€h ad€done?€She€just€wanted€answers,€and€she€wanted€them€now.ÏInuyasha€di dnððt€look€like€he€was€about€to€hand€them€out€though,€but€Kagome€ was€determined€toÏmake€him.€Inuyasha€went€to€move€away€further€from€Ka gome,€but€ignoring€the€aching€pain€thatÏraced€through€her€body€in€prot est€at€the€movement,€she€reached€out€and€snatched€his€hand€intoÏhers.& Igrave;Ìð ðKað8ðÔ_ÔgomeÔ_&O circ;ð8ðwhat€are€you€doing?ðð€Taken€aback€Inuyasha€stare d€first€at€Kagome€and€then€at€theÏsmall,€delicate€hand€within€his€own€ rough€and€callused€hand.€Fierce€determination€was€coursingÏthrough€Kag ome€and€she€wasnððt€backing€down,€not€now,€or€ever.Ì&Igrav e;ð ðInuyasha,€why€wonððt€you€look€at€me?ðð€She€tighte ned€her€grip€on€Inuyashaððs€hand€when€it€feltÏlike€he€might€ have€pulled€away€forcing€him€to€turn€and€look€at€her.€He€sighed€and€knelt€i n€frontÏof€her€by€the€bed,€keeping€the€contact€of€their€hands€there.&I grave;Ìð ð€Kagome,€I€wasnððt€looking€at€you€because€I€was€afraid€that €I€would€see€hatred€in€your€eyesÏstaring€up€at€me,€not€friendship€stil l€like€there€is.€I€was€afraid€you€were€going€to€tell€me€that€youÏhated €me€because€itððs€my€fault€that€you€tried€to€kill€yourselfð8 ððð€Inuyasha€broke€down€andÏhugged€Kagome€close€to€himse lf,€inhaling€her€scent€as€if€it€were€a€lifeline€to€him,€ð ðYou€scaredÏme€so€much€Kagome,€I€didnððt€want€to€lose€t he€one€I€loved€again.€I€didnððt€want€to€lose€you€likeÏhow€I€ did€with€my€mother€as€a€child€and€Kikyo€when€I€had€loved€her€onceð8&et h;ðð€Inuyasha€broke€offÏand€looked€Kagome€in€the€eyes€and€he €could€the€questions€there€and€he€was€prepared€to€answerÏthem.Ì Ìð ðInuyasha,€what€are€you€trying€to€say?ðð€Kagome€frowned,€loo king€at€Inuyasha€perplexed.ÌÌð ðKagomeð8ðI€love€youð8ðI€didnððt€think€I€w ould€have€the€chance€to€tell€you€that€when€your€brotherÏtold€me€what€y ou€had€done€to€yourself,€I€went€back€the€next€day€and€told€the€others€about €whatÏhad€happened.€I€donððt€think€they€took€it€very€well&et h;8ðespecially€Shippo€and€the€old€hagð8ðbut€thatÐ l-¼(, Ðdoesnððt€matter€right€now.€What€matters€is€that€I€love€you €and€was€able€to€tell€you€that.ðð€InuyashaÏstopped€when€Kago me€placed€a€light€kiss€on€his€cheek€and€whispered€to€him.ÌÌ&e th; ðI€love€you€tooð8ðððÌÌñ&nti lde;ññññññÓ oÓññññÓ  &Oa cute;ññ