InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Thinking Under the God Tree ❯ Thinking Under the God Tree ( Chapter 1 )

Thinking Under the God Tree

 

~InuYasha's Pov~

 

There were so many things left unsaid between me and Kagome, things that I long to tell her, yet never had the courage too…and now it's too late. She's gone, for good, through the well, never to be seen by my eyes ever again, never to be protected by my arms ever again…never to be with me, ever. We completed the shikon no tama, we destroyed Naraku, and Miroku and Sango got married, after that Kagome left. I didn't say anything but, goodbye Kagome, we'll all miss you. But I didn't tell her I love her. I am such and idiot.

 

I often wonder what would it have been like to tell her I love her, would she have stayed? Would she still be here with me? I will never know the answers.

 

I always sit in the sacred god tree, looking out towards the crimson sky, just above the bone eaters well. I always have the image that Kagome will come out of the well carrying her huge yellow back pack. But it never comes. I'm left alone, in the dark cold night.

 

Miroku and Sango have a kid now, Shinjite, they live in Kaede's village, I'm still the protector, I always look out for the village, it's what Kagome would have wanted. She was so pure, always helping others, giving herself to others, taking care of everything. Gods do I miss her, her sweet smile, her bright eyes, her soft skin and just her presence.

 

Things are getting predictable nowadays, I get up in the morning, go see Sango Miroku, and Shippo, sometimes Kaede, protect the village, and then at sunset, go to the sacred tree, and wait for Kagome.

 

Kagome is always in my heart, she was my life, is my life and always will be, sometimes when I'm out there on cold nights, I hear Kagome's voice whispering, I Love you, but it's probably my imagination.

 

~Normal Pov~

 

InuYasha closed his eyes and fell asleep like he did every night thinking of Kagome.

 

“Miroku I'm worried about InuYasha, it's not healthy, what he does.” Said a women holding her child, looking out the window at the hanyou in the tree.

“I know Sango, but this is InuYasha's way of dealing with it” Answered a dark haired man

“He's not dealing with it!”

“Sango, calm down, InuYasha, lost the love of his life, a person he cared about with all his heart, a person that was his life, his love, his soul… if you were him… what would you do?” Asked Miroku

There was a pause of silence for a while.

“Probably the same thing he's doing…”

The couple then went to bed, in each other's arms, together…whole…unlike two lover's, destined to be somewhat near each other, but not close enough to touch.

 

~Modern Japan~

 

Kagome looked outside her window and whispered to the sacred god tree “ Goodnight InuYasha, I love you with all my heart” she then turned off the light, and went to bed, a single tear falling down her soft cheek.