InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ This Viscous Cycle of Love ❯ There is no Joke as Cruel as Love ( Chapter 1 )

 

 

 

 

 

 

Disclaimer I do not own Inuyasha or it's characters in any way shape or form.

 

 

 

An/ I thought I would try to write a one shot with pairing of Koga and Kagome, so with out further ado here is what I came up with.

 

 

 

Summary, Kagome reflects on her feelings for Koga and Inuyasha, after Inuyasha leaves her yet again, for Kikyo, after her supposedly death in the river of Miasma.

 

 

This Viscous Cycle of Love

 

There is no joke

As cruel as love.

 

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A beautiful young girl stood upon a what was left of a holy mountain, surrounded by her friends as again she watched the being that she thought owned her heart, dressed all in red with snow white hair, eyes the color of the rising sun, with velvety covered ears sitting atop his head, they all watched him as he grieved for his lost love yet again, and then they all watched him as he stood and turned torwards all of them, “Kikyo is not dead, -“

 

 

With that comment the beautiful black onyx haired, with a blue hue, with the most stunning blue-gray emotional eyes, long sun kissed legs, with slim waist, woman, known as Kagome officially tuned him out. Just the mere mention of her name, and the site of him who was supposed to return her feelings of love, him grieve for his beloved Kikyo, anger, and jealously rained throughout her body. That's when one statement streaked through her brain, there is no joke as cruel as love, with that thought in mind she turned her angry eyes and gazed at the other figures standing beside her on this desolate spot on the holy mountain, surpassing her most closest friends her eyes sought out him. As he reached her line of sight she was surprised enough to see that he was looking at her, with concern, tenderness, and finally an emotion she refused to name, another thought drifted slowly through out her mind:

 

 

This viscous cycle, that we are all trapped in, this viscous cycle of love, what a perfect circle they all completed in this cruel joke known as love, all five of them, what she wouldn't give to break this viscous circle.

 

 

Kagome loved Inuyasha who in turned loved Kikyo, the Kikyo who died because her lack of trust of Inuyasha, the Kikyo that was brought back with her own soul, the same Kikyo who tried to kill her, yet Inuyasha did nothing even knowing that the same Kikyo took their hard earned shards of the jewel of four souls, the same Kikyo who gave said shards to Naraku, the same Kikyo when trapped in that cave with her almost stated in certain terms that she should be with Inuyasha, and yet, he did not understand her, and finally he could not love her as she wished to be loved.

 

 

Shamefully turning from his gaze she tuned Inuyasha back in only to hear him state “I am going to look for her she is not dead she can't be I need her.” With statement Kagome watched him jump off the cliff torwards the river of miasma, she watched until she could no longer see him, and that's when the dam broke, she ran to the edge of the cliff amongst the yells of her name, stopping at the edge she screamed into the night “NO MORE, DO YOU HEAR ME NO MORE.” With last word she let one tear fall for him, a hand upon her shoulder made her turn, “Kagome?” She turned and looked at him and with another tear falling she thought again.

 

 

 

 

 

This viscous cycle, that we are all trapped in, this viscous cycle of love, what a perfect circle they all completed in this cruel joke known as love, all five of them, what she wouldn't give to break this viscous circle.

 

 

Ayame who loved Koga, who in turned loved Kagome with all he had, who in turned loved Inuyasha, the same Koga who kidnapped her for her ability to see the jewel shards, the same Koga who loudly claimed her as his mate in front of his men, the very Koga who loudly pronounced his love for her in front of Inuyasha, the same Koga who came to her rescue when one of Naraku's incarnations tried to kill her, the very same Koga that was the first one to reach her when the panther demons had kidnapped her, the very same Koga that had brought her flowers, the same Koga that had left a fight with Jakotsu because he felt she needed him, the very same Koga's hand she held when he was being pulled inside of Naraku inside the cave on the holy mountain, him proclaiming as he threw her hand any from his, “I would never forgive myself if something happened to you!”, and finally the same Koga she saw bust threw the holy mountain pulling Inuyasha with him, screaming “What about Kagome!”

 

 

That's when she finally looked at him through a stranger's eyes, standing 6'3, wearing fur and armor stood a bronze colored god, her eyes swept him from head to toe a body that had been chiseled out of stone she knew every muscle was rock solid, yet his skin to her felt as smooth as silk to the touch, and finally she looked at his face beautifully sculptured, square jaw, metallic black hair that shined with an unearthly hue to it, to eyes the color of blue-berry blue that moment she finally named that last emotion that was shining in his eyes, it was love. She finally knew how to break this thought, This viscous cycle, that we are all trapped in, this viscous cycle of love, what a perfect circle they all completed in this cruel joke known as love, all five of them, what she wouldn't give to break this viscous circle.

 

 

Reaching one of her pale hands, and stroking his beautiful face, while one last tear drop fell, she smiled, stated these seven words of wonder, “I wish to learn to love you.” At her confession, three gasp, and a growl could be heard, and then she looked into those blue-berry colored eyes, she saw happiness, and then the most unexpected response she thought she would receive happened her bronze colored god fainted, and she thought “snick”, the viscous circle of love was now broken, and hopefully a new circle of true love would be made.