InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Thought ❯ Thought ( One-Shot )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Title: Thought

Summary: -One-shot. Lemon-. One night, Kagome makes a final decision about the love triangle between Inuyasha, Kikyo, and herself. She left behing a poem, explaining about what she was going to do. Inuyasha finds it and proves to Kagome how much she means to him.

Ageing: Kagome-17 Inuyasha-18

Disclaimer: I -unfortuanetly- do not own Inuyasha. I do own the poem 'Thought'. If you copy this poem, you're stealing from me and I will press charges.


-Thought-

Kagome took a last glance at the sheet of paper she had put ontop of the herbs. She knew that they would find it there. She left, masking her scent. Lady Kaede had taught her how to do that and defend herself so she could kill a one-level and two-level demons.

Just the thought of Lady Kaede brought new tears to her eyes. She quickly wiped them away. 'This is no time for cold feet.' the young miko thought as she continued to walk away from Goshinhboku, the well, and Lady Kaede's village. Kagome walked towards a cliff that she had found the other day.

'Good thing that Sango and Miroku are at their huts and Inuyasha went hunting.' Kagome thought. They had already defeated Naraku. Kagura had escaped and now they were searching for her since she has Kohaku with her. Kikyo still roams the earth, hoping she could drag Inuyasha to Hell with her. Kanna had died the day Naraku did.

Sango and Miroku had married. Right now, Sango was a couple of weeks pregnant. That's right. She was going to have a baby boy. They had their own hut, a couple of feet away from Lady Kaede's hut, which Kagome, Inuyasha, and Shippo were currently occuping. Kagome began to sob at the thought of her son, Shippo.

He already lost his real parents. Now, he was going to lose his adopted mother.

Kagome knew that the cliff was nearing. She looked back and saw all the people that she loved would suffer, except Inuyasha. She knew he would be happy with Kikyo. Then, he could use the Shikon No Tama to become full demon or human and have a family with Kikyo.

Kagome ran all the way to the cliff. When she got there, she stopped to enjoy the sunset. In about 10 minutes, she would end it....................

All of it........

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Inuyasha entered the hut and immediately knew something was wrong. Kagome wasn't there and neither was the old hag. He saw that the hut was cold, lonely, and quite depressing. He sniffed and found Kagome's scent. It was a couple of minutes old, like she left about 10 minutes ago. Inuyasha ran to Miroku's and Sango's hut.

"OI MONK!!!! TAIJIYA!!" Inuyasha called Miroku and Sango. They came out of the hut, with Shippo and Kirara right behind them.

"What's wrong Inuyasha? Why are you yelling?" Miroku asked.

"Yeah, Inuyasha. Where's the fire?" Shippo asked. Over the last two years, he grew. Now he came to Inuyasha's hip.

"It's Kagome. She's not at the hut and I know she's not with the old hag because I just saw her. Where is she?" Inuyasha asked impatiently.

"Wait! What do you mean by she's not at the hut? Where else could she be?" Sango asked. Kagome was always with someone, either Inuyasha or her, Kagome was never let alone.

"How would I know!" Inuyasha snapped. "Stupid wench! When I find her, I am going to......" 'Crush you in my arms and never let you go.' Inuyasha finished the sentence in his head. He nkew that Kagome could never love a dirty half-breed like him.

"Yes Inuyasha?" Miroku asked. Sango slapped him upside the head. "ITAI!! All I wanted to know was the rest of his threat."

"Idiot." Shippo murmured. Inuyasha rolled his eyes.

"Can we get back to the subject and find Kagome?" Shippo asked. Sango amd Miroku stopped argueing and looked at Shippo. They straightened themselves up before agreeing.

"Are we sure that you guys are actually married?" Inuyasha asked.

"We got proof Inuyasha. I mean look at Sango's stomache. How do you think it got that way?" Miroku asked. Sango blushed and hit him hard.

"Trust me, I remeber the sounds." Inuyasha said. Sango blushed furiously.

"Guys? Kagome?" Sango asked, trying to change the subject.

"I'll look around the well, Goshinboku, and the see if she left anything that said where she was going. Miroku, Sango, and Shippo, you guys ask around the village." Inuyasha said. They nodded and got to work.

X- Half an Hour Later

Inuyasha had sniffed all around and not found a single thing. He went to Kagome's era and found that she hadn't been there either. Inuyasha decied to go back to the hut and there he saw Miroku and Sango chatting silently.

"What happened?" Inuyasha asked. Miroku looked at him and stood up.

"We found a paper with your name on it. It looks like Lady Kagome's handwriting." Miroku said. Inuyasha walked over to him and snatched the paper form him.

"What does it say?" Inuyasha asked.

"We don't know. We repected your privacy and didn't open it." Sango said.

"Thanks you guys. I'll take it from here. You, the runt, and the monk can go back to your hut. I'll call if I need you three." Sango said to Inuyasha. They nodded and left. Inuyasha slit the letter opened, using his claw. The letter was actually a poem. It read (This is amy poem. I wrote it. Copy it from me and I will press charges)-

I thought loved would always last
Together, I thought we had a blast
Now I know it's all in the past
Everything happened so fast

We were together for quite a while
But when she came back, you showed a true smile
I thought you were happy because she saw you moved on
I thought you were happy because she saw you were loved

I thought you were happy with me since I set you free
She was the one who caged you in, not me
She never really accepted who you were
Never acknowledged you near, only afar

She was ashamed of who you were
I LOVED you for who you are

I thought we would be together forever
I thought things would get better
But I was wrong
So wrong

I thought to put an end to this
I thought about all the people I would miss
My final thought was about how much I love you
And I will continue to love you even though I am gone

Good-bye forever, my love
'Till next time

I always knew you were never mine to call
Maybe one day, you'll be mine
Mine to love, and mine to adore
All mine.........................

Inuayasha sniffed the paper and smelled salt. 'She was crying when she wrote this.' Inuyasha thought. Then, Inuyasha remembered two lines from the poem.

My final thought was about how much I love you
And I will continue to love you even though I am gone

'She wouldn't dare!'
Inuyasha thought. "She would."

That was all that was said before Inuyasha ran out of the hut, lookng everywhere for her, when he remembered about a cliff that she had told her about.

X- Flashback

"Hey Inuyasha?" Kagome asked. They were sitting in a clearing, enjoying the breeze.

"What wench?" Inuyasha asked.

"Did you know that there was a cliff nearby Lady Kaede's hut? About a 20 to 30 minute run." Kagome said, ignoring the fact that he called her a wench.

"Nope. Should I care?" Inuyasha asked.

"Well, you should. It has a beautiful view. But you have to be careful because if you fall, you fell to your death." Kagome said.

"Feh." Inuyasha replied.

X- End of Flashback

"THE CLIFF!!" Inuyasha yelled. Miroku, Sango, and Shippo came in after hearing Inuyasha's outburst.

"What's going on?" Miroku asked.

"Nothing. I'll be back in two days with Kagome. Don't wait up." Inuyasha said. He tore off from the hut, running away from the village, Goshinboku, and the well.

'Gods, I hope I'm not to late.' Inuyasha thought. He ran as fast as he could, ignoring the screaming musceles in his legs, begging him to slow down. He finally got there a couple of minutes after sundown. He saw a figure standing and letting the breeze go through her hair.

"Kagome." Inuyasha whispered. The figure gasped and turned around. Gold eyes met navy blue ones.

"Inuyasha." she whispered. Tears were running down her cheeks. He saw that she was dangerously close to the edge off the cliff. Inuyasha ran towards her and scooped her up in his arms.

"Wha-what are you doing?! Let me go!! Inuyasha!!!" Kagome screamed.

"Shut up, wench!!!" Inuyasha said. He feld to the Goshinboku. When they got there, he got onto his favorite branch. He set Kagome down on top of his lap. She kept squirming in his lap. At one point, she accidently brushed against Inuyasha's manhood, causing him to moan. His demon side went wild with that one movement.

"Quit squriming or you'll fall off the fucking branch." Inuyasha said. Kagome sighed and gave up.

"What do you want?" Kagome asked coldly.

"Why are you doing this? What for? What will you gain Kagome?" Inuyasha asked. He buried his nose in her neck, sniffing her scent to relax his demon side and hopefully Little Inu. (His dick people. His dick got excited.)

"WHY?! WHY?! Because it hurts too much Inuyasha. It hurts too much. Everyday when you look at me, I know you only see Kikyo. I am just her reincarnation." Kagome whimpered.

"I don't love her. I already avenged her death. I killed Naraku, yet I didn't go to Hell with her." Inuyasha said. Kagome began to squirm again, and she brushed Inuyasha's manhood. Inuyasha had to bit back an even louder moan than before.

"Yes, but you still love her." Kagome argued.

"No. Not anymore. Not since you hvae since you came." Inuyasha whispered huskily into the young miko's ear. Kagome shivered.

"Ho-how do I know that yo-you don't love her any--anymore?" Kagome stuttered. Inuyasha licked her neck and kissed it.

"Because I love you and not her, you stupid wench." Inuyasha added as a tease. "Always. When you were about to die with Menkotsu's poison gas I realize how much I loved you and not her. I love you so much Kagome. I always did. Why do you think I'm always moody in Spring or when you're in heat?" Inuyasha asked in a seductive voice. Kagome didn't respond so Inuyasha continued to talk.

"Because your scent drives me wild. When it's Spring, my youkai side wants to throw you to the ground in pound into you." Inuyasha said. Kagome blushed at his choice of words.

"When you're in heat, that sweet smell makes me make wild love to you. To make you my mate." Inuyasha said. His hand went downward and lazyly stroke Kagome's pussy thru her panties. Kagome moaned.

"Bu..but h.....how do I kn....know it's true?" Kagome asked stubbornly as she tried hard not to moan at Inuyasha's actions.

"Fine then. I'll prove it to you." Inuyasha said. He removed his hand -to his and Kagome's disappointment- and threw Kagome over his shoulder.

"Hey, put me down. Inuyasha, put me down before I say the 's' word." Kagome threatened. Inuyasha wore a cocky smirk.

"If you do that, then you end up getting hurt." Inuyasha taunted. Kagome growled in frustration, causing Inuyasha to harden even more.

"Fine then!" Kagome said. Inuyasha smirked and sniffed the air. Aha!! 'Little bitch can't hide from me.' Inuyasha thought. He went towards the scent. Kagome could have sworn she saw a white dragon like creature, but brushed it off.

"We're here." Inuyasha said as he set Kagome down. Kagome looked down and saw that they were in a clearing. There were soul collectors everywhere. In a tree, there was the very familiar bitch.........

"Kikyo." Kagome seethed. The dead miko turned to her and glared at her reincarnation.

"What is she doing here?" Kikyo asked.

"I brought her here. It's time to end it all, Kikyo." Inuyasha said.

"This was not part of the plan." Kikyo snapped. Inuyasha shrugged.

"Plans changed. Kagome is here to hear what I have to say." Inuyasha said.

"Wait, you had this planned all along?" Kagome asked.

"Yup. I told her to meet me here. I said I was going to go to Hell with her, but actually, it's the complete opposite." Inuyasha said. Kikyo looked at him anf flew down from the tree.

"What are you talking about?" Kikyo asked. Inuyasha silently flexed his claws and gave Kikyo and some-what hug.

"It's time you died." And with that, Inuyasha plunged him claws into the dead miko's stomache. She gasped loudly.

"A second betrayel. How do-do we kno-know th-that you wo-won't betr-betray my re-reincarnation like you be-betrayed me?" She said with her last breath. Kikyo fell to the ground and the souls of dead women came out from the ashes. One particular soul flew towards Kagome. It went inside her chest and Kagome begin to scream in pain.

"Kagome?" Inuyasha panicked. He hugged her, trying to calm her down. Kagome whimpered.

"It hurts." she said.

"I know a way to make it not hurt." Inuyasha said. Before Kagome had a chance to ask, Inuyasha dippped down and kissed her full on the lips. Kagome left her arms wrap themselves around Inuyasha's neck and Inuyasha placed his hands on her hips. He nibbled on her lower lip, and asked for an entrance.

When Kagome didn't open up, Inuyasha placed his hand underneathe her shirt and traced her stomache. Kagome gasped, feeling a hot, tingeling sensation. Inuyasha took advantage of her gasp and struck his tongue into her mouth. He explored every inch of her mouth. Kagome moaned into the kiss. Good thing Inuyasha was holding her or else she would have fallen down.

Inuyash laid Kagome to the floor. The stopped the kiss and Inuyasha began to suck and lick and kiss her neck. Kagome moaned and rubbed Inuyasha's ears. That cause Inuyasha to moan and make his demon side go wild. Inyasha continued to carasse Kagome's neck.

The hand that was underneathe Kagome's shirt began to move upwards. When it reached Kagome's breast, it stopped, feeling a soft lacy material. Inuaysha broke away from the kiss and frowned. He took off Kagome's shirt and saw a piece of material blocking his view from Kagome's breasts.

"What's wrong?" Kagome asked when she saw Inuyasha's frown.

"What is this?" Inuyasha asked. Kagome blushed, realizing that she was half-naked.

"I's called a bra. In my time, women use this for support so our breasts aren't flying all over the place." Kagome said.

"I don't like it. It's blocking my view from you." Inuyasha said. Kagome laughed and got Inuyasha's clawed hands. She guided him to take off the white lacy bra.

"There." Kagome said. Inuyasha finished removing the bra. He took a moment and stared at the milky white mounds. Kagome saw this, blushed, and tried to cover herself. Inuyasha grabbed her arms.

"Don't. Their beautiful." he said as he dipped down and nuzzled Kagome's breasts before she had a chance to protest. Kagome moaned loudly. She began to take off Inuyasha's haori. She frowned when she saw the white outer shirt.

"What?" Inuyasha asked. She laughed and shook her head, taking off the white shirt.

"Nothing. Nothing at all." Kagome said. She saw his muscles and his tan, lean body. She felt herself get wet. Inuyahsa sniffed and moaned when he smelt Kagome's scent spike. He grinned and began to remove her skirt and panties.

"Inuyasha!" Kagome moaned when Inuyasha lowered his mouth to Kagome's pink jewel. He teased the nipple as he sucked, chewed, and licked the jewel. His left hand carassed Kagome's other breast as the other hand cupped Kagome's ass. Inuyasha switched breasts as one was being carassed by his hand and the other was being attacked by his tongue. Kagome moaned some more and arched her back, trying to give herself more to Inuyasha.

Inuyasha stopped and looked up to Kagome. He went up to her face and began to kiss her. One hand stayed on her breast while the other cupped her womanhood. Kagome moaned into the kiss. Inuyasha smirked as he found Kagome's bundle of nerves. He rubbed lazy circles and inserted two fingers into her moist passage.

"Ohhhhh" Kagome moaned. Inuyasha grinned and felt his erection harden even more, if possible. He kept rubbing Kagome's bundle of nerves with his thumb while he pumped in and out three fingers. Kagome felt something building up in her stomache. She knew she was going to climax and so did Inuyasha. Before Kagome could completely come, Inuyasha removed his fingers, not wanting her to cum yet.

"Inuyasha." Kagome groaned at the loss of Inuyasha fingers. Inuyasha grinned. He nuzzled Kagome's breasts, before dipping down and nuzzling his nose into Kagome's black curls. Kagome shriekd in pleasure. Inuyasha used his claws to open Kagome's lips and dipped his tongue in. He began to lick Kagome inside and Kagome moaned in pleasure. Kagome grabbed Inuyasha's hair, looking for the two fuzzy ears that drove her wild.

When she found them, Kagome began to rub them. Inuyasha moaned, and continued his actions a little more hard. Kagome moaned over and over again. In broken words, she kept saying Inuyasha's name. It was music to the said half-demon's ears.

The heat in Kagome's stomache began to come again. This time, Inuyasha let Kagome climax. He licked all off Kagome's juice greedly. Inuyasha looked up to Kagome with lust and love-filled eyes. Kagome had the same emotions running through her blood. Inuyasha eyed Kagome's chest, which was going up and down after feeling her first climax ever.

Inuyasha stood up to remove his hakama. Kagome sat up and her eyes bulged when she saw how big Inuyasha was. Inuyasha noticed her staring and slightly blushed.

"Something wrong Kags?" Inuyasha asked. Kagome realized she was staring and looked to Inuyasha's sexy golden eyes.

"I....just...it's so big. How is it going to fit in me?" Kagome asked. Inuyasha chuckled. He kneeled and kissed Kagome. Inuyasha made her lie down and he positioned his manhood over her maidenhood. He rubbed the tip of his cock, but didn't enter. Kagome moaned at his actions. Finally, Inuyasha entered Kagome's moist passage. He kept going until he felt her barrier.

"Kagome, you do realze that if we do this, then there is no turning back." Inuyasha said. Kagome brought his down and kissed him full on the lips.

"Either you keep going or I'll do it myself." Kagome said. Inuyasha smirked.

"This might hurt." he said. He gave Kagome no chance to reply and pounded into her, breaking her barrier. Kagome screamed at the pain. She whimpered and felt something wet on her cheek. Kagome realized she was crying and Inuyasha was licking the tears away. A few moments later, Kagome told Inuyasha to continue.

Inuyasha smiled-not smikred bt a true smile- and repeated his actions. He wanted to pound into her, but this was Kagome's first time. Kagome groaned at Inuyasha's slow actions.

"Inuyasha?" Kagome said. He looked up.

"What's wrong? Am I hurting you? Do you want me to stop?" Inuyasha asked, but didn't stop his movements.

"If you're going to do this, then do it right." Kagome said in a sexy voice. Inuyasha smirked.

"And how would that be?" Inuyasha asked.

"Hard and fast." she ended with a growl. Inuyashagave her a hard, bruising, but passionate kiss.

"Anything for you." He said. Inuyasha pulled himself out and then slammed inside Kagome. She, in return, moaned Inuyasha's name in broken words. INuyasha liked her reaction and kept pounding into her.

"HAR......ahhhh....DER!!!! Fa....ohhhh gods!!! Faster Inuyasha!!!" Kagome moaned. Inuyasha did as Kagome commanded......or rather moaned out.

"Dee....ahhh...oh my god!!!! DEEPER!!!!" Kagome yelled. Inuyasha threw her leg over his shoulder and went in deeper. He was trying hard not to cum yet. He wanted Kagome to come first. And she did. Hard and Fast.

"INUYASHAAAAAAAA!!!" Kagome cried to the black sky. Inuyasha was sure that Kagome's family on the other side of the well heard her, but he didn't care since he was too climaxing. He bit down Kagome in her neck and shoulder joint as his eyes bled red. He howled to the moon.

The two lovers panted as they tried to regain their breaths after their climaxes. Inuyasha got out of Kagome and crawled next to her side.

"Still think I don't love you wench?" Inuyasha asked. Kagome smiled and kissed Inuyasha.

"No, I don't" she teased. Inuyasha laughed.

"Well, then. I guess you're not going anywhere until I prove to you that I do love you." Inuyasha said as he positioned himself over Kagome, who in returned groaned.

"Inuyasha. I would love to be able to walk tomorrow." Kagome said. But she immediately shutted up when Inuyasha pounced in her.



There you go. Hope you people enjoyed!!! ^__^