InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Thoughtless ❯ Meaningless ( Chapter 3 )
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By: Ghothika94 
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Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Suspense / Hentai / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 06.29.2005 | Pages: 4 | Words: 2.6K | Visits: 149 | Status: Completed
Yet another blank summary
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Suspense / Hentai / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 06.29.2005 | Pages: 4 | Words: 2.6K | Visits: 149 | Status: Completed
Sesshoumaru squirmed endlessly,tearing the sheets with his claws,he screamed out in pain.
"I hate...Naraku." kept repeating inside of the youkai's mind as he pushed himself into more hard labor.
..........It had been five months.......
Sesshoumaru quickly leaned up,beads of sweat dripping down the side of his face,he breathed in deeply and heavily sighed.
'Five months.......Birth....' Sesshoumaru thought confusedly as he suddenly placed his hand on his stomach,closing his eyes,he
shook his head at the thought..'No,I can't.I am not pregnant,how ridiculous,' Sesshoumaru lay back down and soon again fell asleep.
The taiyoukai groaned,taking a drink of water.
Inu Yasha now has been gone for a very long time.Did he forget that he was staying with Sesshoumaru? Did he forget that he said that he was COMING back? whichever the reason was,the point is that Inu Yasha wasn't here with Sesshoumaru...
'Curse him,what does he think that I'll wait forever? I'm not his dog.....Well I am a dog but not his do-'
"Hey," Inu Yasha said as he walked into the cave and sat down beside Sesshoumaru,taking a drink of water from Sesshoumaru's cup.
Sesshoumaru shook his head.How he was going to beat him....
"Hey? what the hell do you think you're doing? You've been gone for a day and a half!"
Inu Yasha put down the cup of water and closed his eyes, turning to Sesshoumaru.
"Sorry for having a life.AND did I not say I wasn't going going to be home soon? You're just pissed because I wasn't here to do stuff for you! Maybe I'm just being played,and you're not really wounded!"
Sesshoumaru turned his head the other way, clearly upset.
"You are hurt,aren't you?"
"Of course I am,jackass," Sesshoumaru growled as he stood,walking out of the cave.
Inu Yasha felt like he had just ripped Sesshoumaru's heart out and ate it,and was now just beginning to taste the blood.Although that didn't really happen
Inu Yasha still felt bad.
Sesshoumaru sunk deeper into the hot springs' water,closing his eyes in concentration,of something other than what had just happened.
'I'm so pathetic,when did I become so lowly?.....It's that hanyou's doing...'
Sesshoumaru opened his eyes and looked up,staring at the foggy sky,he let out a deep sigh and started running his fingers through his knotted hair.
'No,I cannot blame my mistakes on Inu Yasha.It is my fault that I had fallen into Naraku's trap,not Inu Yasha's.I was the fool who trailed after Naraku after he confronted me.I have no one to blame but myself...but then again..Why is he staying with me when he's not wounded? is he merely staying to humiliate me?'
Sesshoumaru quit with what he was doing and blankly stared out into the forest,smelling a quite familiar scent in the air,he rose,heading for his clothes,a certain hanyou appeared infront of him.
Quickly picking up his clothes he stared,soundlessly,at Naraku.
Naraku eyed the youkai's body,licking his lips as he did so,his eyes returned to Sesshoumaru frightened face.
"What do you want?" Sesshoumaru shivered from the cold breeze on his bare hips.
"You," Naraku answered calmly as he slowly walked toward Sesshoumaru,who was starting to back away.
Somehow,there was a different...attitude,in Naraku,Sesshoumaru noticed,oddly confused by this,he stood and faced Naraku bravely.
Naraku smirked,placing his cold hands on Sesshoumaru's shoulders,he gripped the youkai,pulling him closer to him.
"What do you fear Sesshoumaru?"
Sesshoumaru's eyebrows furrowed in confusion,unable to move,he answered half-heartedly.
"Nothing."
"And is that the truth?"
Sesshoumaru barely had time to answer before he was pushed onto the ground,his head hanging off the side of the concrete surrounding the water,his hair floated ontop of the water.
"Please,let go," Sesshoumaru calmly pleaded,mentally,he was about to lose it.
"Five months..."
'Five months...' Where had he heard that before??
Naraku roughly pushed Sesshoumaru's head beneath the water,ignoring the youkai's struggle for air,he evily laughed at his pathetic struggles.
Water filled Sesshoumaru mouth and nose,drowning him,he felt his grip on Naraku's arms weaken,his body slowly going numb.
"You're finally up....finally...." Inu Yasha said as Sesshoumaru weakily turned his head to look at his younger brother,noticing that they were no longer in a cave.
"What happened?Where are we?" Sesshoumaru placed his hand on his forehead,as though it would soothe it's throbbing,he looked around before turning his eyes back to Inu Yasha.
"Were in a deserted mansion,I found it just a while ago.It didn't take long moving all of our stuff here since we don't have much except Naraku's blanket and our swords...well..and your other hakama," Inu Yasha looked up."And I thought it'd be better living in a mansion then a cave.."
"That answers one of my questions," Sesshoumaru said,a hint of sarcasm lacing his voice.
Inu Yasha threw a glare at him as he tossed a stick into the fire.
"I found you laying in the middle of the forest,naked,care to explain?"
Sesshoumaru confusedly looked down,strangely enough,he didn't remember a thing.
"I don't...remember..."
Inu Yasha stared blankly at Sesshoumaru before covering himself with blankets.
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'God dammit,why couldn't I fucking kill him? It was going perfectly,what could have gone wrong?' Naraku angrily thought as he pounded his fist into the floor.
"Why!?" Naraku yelled as he stood up and traced back in forth,crossing his arms over his chest as Kagura entered the room.
"Is something wrong?" Kagura asked,not a least bit interested in what Naraku had to say.
Naraku stared at Kagura,his crimson eyes glowing in the dimmed room,he smiled maliciously at his thoughts.
"Kagura.I want you to kill the dog brothers for me."
The wind sorceress's eyes widened and stared into Naraku's,slowly dropping her hands,she stared at the ground.
"But why?"
Naraku lifted her chin up and smiled at her features.Locking eyes with her,he began.
"Kagura,my twin,do you not want to stay parted from my body?"
Kagura quickly nodded.
"Then you shall do as I say."
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Kagura thoughtlessly flew through the air,staring down at the silent forest,she caught a glimpse of a house and frowned,knowing it was where Inu Yasha and Sesshoumaru were located,she dropped onto the ground.
Inu Yasha's ear's twitched as he looked toward the mansions front doors,hearing foot steps,he quickly sat up and walked over to the door,just to be face to face with Kagura.
Inu Yasha growled,"Kagura,what are you doing here?!"
Kagura lifted her fan to her face,hiding her mouth,she looked over to Sesshoumaru as he sat up,probably still half asleep.
To her- he looked like an angel,although he was a demon,he was beautiful,much more than any other demons she had seen.
"Inu Yasha...What is wr-" Sesshoumaru stared at Kagura,obviously now wide awake,he looked around for his sword,which was no where in sight.
"I've got it,this bitch isn't going to do anything to you," Inu Yasha said as noticed that Kagura was still staring at Sesshoumaru.
"What are you staring at? there's nothing interesting about him!"
Sesshoumaru glared at his brother before standing.
"I'm going,don't reck the house or I'll kill you myself..If I have to," Sesshoumaru sighed as he walked past Kagura who gasped.
"What?" Sesshoumaru asked,stopping.
"Y-your scent...You have a child."
Both Inu Yasha and Sesshoumaru's gaw dropped,how could he be pregnant? he was male!
" I have to go," Sesshoumaru said as he quickly walked away.
Closing the bedroom door behind him,he leaned against the wall and sighed,closing his eyes,he slid to the ground.
'So,the dream I had...wasn't just a dream..'
It had already been a month,so he only had four more months until he would give birth.But what would happen? the father would be Naraku ,and he couldn't just make Inu Yasha help him with his child.Another thing,how would he give brith? Sesshoumaru hoped it'd kill him,so he wouldn't have to live in this goddamn world anymore.
Sesshoumaru opened his eyes and looked around before locking his eyes on his abdomen and wrapping his arms around himself.
"A child....Why does that sound so bad? I know it shouldn't..but I don't even want one.."
Sesshoumaru looked up and narrowed his eyebrows..staring at the room,he stood and walked over to a cushion,somehow,it looked familiar.Looking over to a window,which had a crack in it,Sesshoumaru's eyes widened.
"This mansion,it's..."
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"Sesshoumaru,please.We both know what'll happen to Inu Yasha when I die..It has already started,"Izayoi said as she rocked her son.
"I have no use for him."
"It doesn't matter if you have a use for him or not! the point is he'll have no one to watch after him,he'll die!"
"He is your child.Which means he is your responsability.You cannot simply assume that I'm going to take care of him."
"He's your younger sibling.What older brother wouldn't take care of their brother?"
"I."
Izayoi looked down at her son and started to cry.
"It is not my fault you decided to have a child with my father.You knew it would turn out half-breed."
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And here Inu Yasha was taking care of him,when he wouldn't take care of him when he was just a child.
'I was,and still am very jealous...Yet I made that get in the way of things,even the most important things that I would encounter in my life.There has been numerous times where Inu Yasha could have died,and I wasn't there,to help him...It isn't fair.He had a mother to take care of him....I didn't..'
"Well she got knocked unconscious...and I kicked her ass so now I don't think she'll wake up until after a month or so...You hungry?" Sesshoumaru snapped out of his reverie and turned to Inu Yasha,who obviously didn't remember this being his old home..
"Uh,yeah I am..Are you? I'll go get something if you want," he answered,covering his arms with the sleeves of his hakama.
Inu Yasha paused."Well,I was in the mood for fish...But shouldn't you stay here instead?I mean...I realized I can also smell that you have a pup..."
"So?" Sesshoumaru snapped."It's only been a month,I'm fine,it's not like I'm going to kill over or something.Fish?"
"Er....yeah," Sesshoumaru turned away and headed outside.
'Goddamn fish...' Sesshoumaru said as he stabbed a fish,that was still twitching,with his claw.
He had already caught five,but he knew that they were going to need more than that to last a couple of nights,seeing as Inu Yasha ate like a cow.
Sesshoumaru tied the bag of fish close and stood.
"Sesshoumaru," Kagura said and Sesshoumaru quickly turned around and stared at her.
"I...please,listen to me," she asked as Sesshoumaru dropped the bag of fish and stepped back.
"Why should I? You're just another one of Naraku's lowly incarnations."
Kagura smirked."You're the one to be calling someone lowly,when you yourself are dealing with male-pregnancy.Let alone being cared by a half-breed."
"Quiet," Sesshoumaru snapped,turning his head to avoid eye contact.
After a few minutes silence,Sesshoumaru sighed and looked back at Kagura.
"So,what are you doing here? shouldn't you be kissing Naraku's ass?"
"How so unlike you Sesshoumaru,to swear,it's almost as if that child inside of is already taking after Naraku in manipulation," Kagura mentally laughed at this.
"This child will have nothing to do with Naraku.Naraku will not be a part of my life after I give birth."
"Oh? and when did you come up with this little plan of yours? we both know Naraku will want to ruin your kids life as much as he ruined yours," Kagura didn't take her eyes of off Sesshoumaru,who had thrown her a glare just seconds ago.He was indeed,growing a bit indifferent.
"Yes,but raising a child is a lot of work,therefor,Naraku wouldn't interfere too much,seeing as he loves for me to be in pain."
"Very clever,yet,if he found out about this,he would certainly interefere."
Sesshoumaru shook his head and picked the bag of fish back up before turning to Kagura.
"Naraku will not ruin their life.Even if I die to prevent it."
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(Grrr,short chapter,you all hate me.Ah well,I like it.Bite me........Anyway,I had to put Naraku trying to drown Sesshoumaru SOMEWHERE in teh fanfic.So I putted it in here ^_^ I know it's probably not as good as the other chapters.This one was more....happier? if that's what you call it...*sigh* but we got cute little brother fights in it!!!! yay!! did you know I'm already finished with this fanfic on paper? I have like,3 pages of the sequal on paper now.....WHOOPS! now you all know theres gonna be a sequal...damn...oh well....)
"I hate...Naraku." kept repeating inside of the youkai's mind as he pushed himself into more hard labor.
..........It had been five months.......
Sesshoumaru quickly leaned up,beads of sweat dripping down the side of his face,he breathed in deeply and heavily sighed.
'Five months.......Birth....' Sesshoumaru thought confusedly as he suddenly placed his hand on his stomach,closing his eyes,he
shook his head at the thought..'No,I can't.I am not pregnant,how ridiculous,' Sesshoumaru lay back down and soon again fell asleep.
The taiyoukai groaned,taking a drink of water.
Inu Yasha now has been gone for a very long time.Did he forget that he was staying with Sesshoumaru? Did he forget that he said that he was COMING back? whichever the reason was,the point is that Inu Yasha wasn't here with Sesshoumaru...
'Curse him,what does he think that I'll wait forever? I'm not his dog.....Well I am a dog but not his do-'
"Hey," Inu Yasha said as he walked into the cave and sat down beside Sesshoumaru,taking a drink of water from Sesshoumaru's cup.
Sesshoumaru shook his head.How he was going to beat him....
"Hey? what the hell do you think you're doing? You've been gone for a day and a half!"
Inu Yasha put down the cup of water and closed his eyes, turning to Sesshoumaru.
"Sorry for having a life.AND did I not say I wasn't going going to be home soon? You're just pissed because I wasn't here to do stuff for you! Maybe I'm just being played,and you're not really wounded!"
Sesshoumaru turned his head the other way, clearly upset.
"You are hurt,aren't you?"
"Of course I am,jackass," Sesshoumaru growled as he stood,walking out of the cave.
Inu Yasha felt like he had just ripped Sesshoumaru's heart out and ate it,and was now just beginning to taste the blood.Although that didn't really happen
Inu Yasha still felt bad.
Sesshoumaru sunk deeper into the hot springs' water,closing his eyes in concentration,of something other than what had just happened.
'I'm so pathetic,when did I become so lowly?.....It's that hanyou's doing...'
Sesshoumaru opened his eyes and looked up,staring at the foggy sky,he let out a deep sigh and started running his fingers through his knotted hair.
'No,I cannot blame my mistakes on Inu Yasha.It is my fault that I had fallen into Naraku's trap,not Inu Yasha's.I was the fool who trailed after Naraku after he confronted me.I have no one to blame but myself...but then again..Why is he staying with me when he's not wounded? is he merely staying to humiliate me?'
Sesshoumaru quit with what he was doing and blankly stared out into the forest,smelling a quite familiar scent in the air,he rose,heading for his clothes,a certain hanyou appeared infront of him.
Quickly picking up his clothes he stared,soundlessly,at Naraku.
Naraku eyed the youkai's body,licking his lips as he did so,his eyes returned to Sesshoumaru frightened face.
"What do you want?" Sesshoumaru shivered from the cold breeze on his bare hips.
"You," Naraku answered calmly as he slowly walked toward Sesshoumaru,who was starting to back away.
Somehow,there was a different...attitude,in Naraku,Sesshoumaru noticed,oddly confused by this,he stood and faced Naraku bravely.
Naraku smirked,placing his cold hands on Sesshoumaru's shoulders,he gripped the youkai,pulling him closer to him.
"What do you fear Sesshoumaru?"
Sesshoumaru's eyebrows furrowed in confusion,unable to move,he answered half-heartedly.
"Nothing."
"And is that the truth?"
Sesshoumaru barely had time to answer before he was pushed onto the ground,his head hanging off the side of the concrete surrounding the water,his hair floated ontop of the water.
"Please,let go," Sesshoumaru calmly pleaded,mentally,he was about to lose it.
"Five months..."
'Five months...' Where had he heard that before??
Naraku roughly pushed Sesshoumaru's head beneath the water,ignoring the youkai's struggle for air,he evily laughed at his pathetic struggles.
Water filled Sesshoumaru mouth and nose,drowning him,he felt his grip on Naraku's arms weaken,his body slowly going numb.
"You're finally up....finally...." Inu Yasha said as Sesshoumaru weakily turned his head to look at his younger brother,noticing that they were no longer in a cave.
"What happened?Where are we?" Sesshoumaru placed his hand on his forehead,as though it would soothe it's throbbing,he looked around before turning his eyes back to Inu Yasha.
"Were in a deserted mansion,I found it just a while ago.It didn't take long moving all of our stuff here since we don't have much except Naraku's blanket and our swords...well..and your other hakama," Inu Yasha looked up."And I thought it'd be better living in a mansion then a cave.."
"That answers one of my questions," Sesshoumaru said,a hint of sarcasm lacing his voice.
Inu Yasha threw a glare at him as he tossed a stick into the fire.
"I found you laying in the middle of the forest,naked,care to explain?"
Sesshoumaru confusedly looked down,strangely enough,he didn't remember a thing.
"I don't...remember..."
Inu Yasha stared blankly at Sesshoumaru before covering himself with blankets.
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'God dammit,why couldn't I fucking kill him? It was going perfectly,what could have gone wrong?' Naraku angrily thought as he pounded his fist into the floor.
"Why!?" Naraku yelled as he stood up and traced back in forth,crossing his arms over his chest as Kagura entered the room.
"Is something wrong?" Kagura asked,not a least bit interested in what Naraku had to say.
Naraku stared at Kagura,his crimson eyes glowing in the dimmed room,he smiled maliciously at his thoughts.
"Kagura.I want you to kill the dog brothers for me."
The wind sorceress's eyes widened and stared into Naraku's,slowly dropping her hands,she stared at the ground.
"But why?"
Naraku lifted her chin up and smiled at her features.Locking eyes with her,he began.
"Kagura,my twin,do you not want to stay parted from my body?"
Kagura quickly nodded.
"Then you shall do as I say."
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Kagura thoughtlessly flew through the air,staring down at the silent forest,she caught a glimpse of a house and frowned,knowing it was where Inu Yasha and Sesshoumaru were located,she dropped onto the ground.
Inu Yasha's ear's twitched as he looked toward the mansions front doors,hearing foot steps,he quickly sat up and walked over to the door,just to be face to face with Kagura.
Inu Yasha growled,"Kagura,what are you doing here?!"
Kagura lifted her fan to her face,hiding her mouth,she looked over to Sesshoumaru as he sat up,probably still half asleep.
To her- he looked like an angel,although he was a demon,he was beautiful,much more than any other demons she had seen.
"Inu Yasha...What is wr-" Sesshoumaru stared at Kagura,obviously now wide awake,he looked around for his sword,which was no where in sight.
"I've got it,this bitch isn't going to do anything to you," Inu Yasha said as noticed that Kagura was still staring at Sesshoumaru.
"What are you staring at? there's nothing interesting about him!"
Sesshoumaru glared at his brother before standing.
"I'm going,don't reck the house or I'll kill you myself..If I have to," Sesshoumaru sighed as he walked past Kagura who gasped.
"What?" Sesshoumaru asked,stopping.
"Y-your scent...You have a child."
Both Inu Yasha and Sesshoumaru's gaw dropped,how could he be pregnant? he was male!
" I have to go," Sesshoumaru said as he quickly walked away.
Closing the bedroom door behind him,he leaned against the wall and sighed,closing his eyes,he slid to the ground.
'So,the dream I had...wasn't just a dream..'
It had already been a month,so he only had four more months until he would give birth.But what would happen? the father would be Naraku ,and he couldn't just make Inu Yasha help him with his child.Another thing,how would he give brith? Sesshoumaru hoped it'd kill him,so he wouldn't have to live in this goddamn world anymore.
Sesshoumaru opened his eyes and looked around before locking his eyes on his abdomen and wrapping his arms around himself.
"A child....Why does that sound so bad? I know it shouldn't..but I don't even want one.."
Sesshoumaru looked up and narrowed his eyebrows..staring at the room,he stood and walked over to a cushion,somehow,it looked familiar.Looking over to a window,which had a crack in it,Sesshoumaru's eyes widened.
"This mansion,it's..."
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"Sesshoumaru,please.We both know what'll happen to Inu Yasha when I die..It has already started,"Izayoi said as she rocked her son.
"I have no use for him."
"It doesn't matter if you have a use for him or not! the point is he'll have no one to watch after him,he'll die!"
"He is your child.Which means he is your responsability.You cannot simply assume that I'm going to take care of him."
"He's your younger sibling.What older brother wouldn't take care of their brother?"
"I."
Izayoi looked down at her son and started to cry.
"It is not my fault you decided to have a child with my father.You knew it would turn out half-breed."
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And here Inu Yasha was taking care of him,when he wouldn't take care of him when he was just a child.
'I was,and still am very jealous...Yet I made that get in the way of things,even the most important things that I would encounter in my life.There has been numerous times where Inu Yasha could have died,and I wasn't there,to help him...It isn't fair.He had a mother to take care of him....I didn't..'
"Well she got knocked unconscious...and I kicked her ass so now I don't think she'll wake up until after a month or so...You hungry?" Sesshoumaru snapped out of his reverie and turned to Inu Yasha,who obviously didn't remember this being his old home..
"Uh,yeah I am..Are you? I'll go get something if you want," he answered,covering his arms with the sleeves of his hakama.
Inu Yasha paused."Well,I was in the mood for fish...But shouldn't you stay here instead?I mean...I realized I can also smell that you have a pup..."
"So?" Sesshoumaru snapped."It's only been a month,I'm fine,it's not like I'm going to kill over or something.Fish?"
"Er....yeah," Sesshoumaru turned away and headed outside.
'Goddamn fish...' Sesshoumaru said as he stabbed a fish,that was still twitching,with his claw.
He had already caught five,but he knew that they were going to need more than that to last a couple of nights,seeing as Inu Yasha ate like a cow.
Sesshoumaru tied the bag of fish close and stood.
"Sesshoumaru," Kagura said and Sesshoumaru quickly turned around and stared at her.
"I...please,listen to me," she asked as Sesshoumaru dropped the bag of fish and stepped back.
"Why should I? You're just another one of Naraku's lowly incarnations."
Kagura smirked."You're the one to be calling someone lowly,when you yourself are dealing with male-pregnancy.Let alone being cared by a half-breed."
"Quiet," Sesshoumaru snapped,turning his head to avoid eye contact.
After a few minutes silence,Sesshoumaru sighed and looked back at Kagura.
"So,what are you doing here? shouldn't you be kissing Naraku's ass?"
"How so unlike you Sesshoumaru,to swear,it's almost as if that child inside of is already taking after Naraku in manipulation," Kagura mentally laughed at this.
"This child will have nothing to do with Naraku.Naraku will not be a part of my life after I give birth."
"Oh? and when did you come up with this little plan of yours? we both know Naraku will want to ruin your kids life as much as he ruined yours," Kagura didn't take her eyes of off Sesshoumaru,who had thrown her a glare just seconds ago.He was indeed,growing a bit indifferent.
"Yes,but raising a child is a lot of work,therefor,Naraku wouldn't interfere too much,seeing as he loves for me to be in pain."
"Very clever,yet,if he found out about this,he would certainly interefere."
Sesshoumaru shook his head and picked the bag of fish back up before turning to Kagura.
"Naraku will not ruin their life.Even if I die to prevent it."
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(Grrr,short chapter,you all hate me.Ah well,I like it.Bite me........Anyway,I had to put Naraku trying to drown Sesshoumaru SOMEWHERE in teh fanfic.So I putted it in here ^_^ I know it's probably not as good as the other chapters.This one was more....happier? if that's what you call it...*sigh* but we got cute little brother fights in it!!!! yay!! did you know I'm already finished with this fanfic on paper? I have like,3 pages of the sequal on paper now.....WHOOPS! now you all know theres gonna be a sequal...damn...oh well....)