InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Thoughts of a wandering mind. ❯ Thoughts of a wandering mind. ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Disclaimer: This story is my creation although the characters are not. I did not, create, nor do I own any characters of InuYasha, they belong to Rumiko Takahashi, I just happen to love them. This story is based, but not restricted by the show/movies. For entertainment purposes only

Warning- Strong language and lots of adult content. No lemons though. =P

Sorry it took so long to write, between writer’s block, and doctors appointments for my kids, it’s been a slow process.


Sesshomaru could tell you...he was fucked. Even that word seemed to be an immense understatement. He couldn’t figure it out. One second he was perfectly fine, the next minute it felt like his brain had turned to mush with his thoughts in hot pursuit.

He and Kagome had been dancing when his whole body began to tingle. That wouldn’t have bothered him, but no sooner did his body start, his mind began to swim. He couldn’t think straight. One second he was considering the words of the song they were dancing to, the next...well it was like going from a romance movie straight to a porn film.

He didn’t know what caused the change, as a matter of fact he had been completely unaware when the change even occurred. He had been looking down at the miko, in awe of how beautiful and innocent she looked, and then a thought so perverse from what he had been thinking popped into his mind.

‘I wonder if she’ll look that innocent after I’m done rutting with her over and over again.’

The logical, rational part of his mind began to scream, but it was soon overshadowed by something new. This something wasn’t a part of his brain that he had ever encountered before. This new part of his consciousness was whispering dirty thoughts to him, encouraging him to ignore the reasonable part of his thinking and let go of his inhibitions. This new side wanted the miko, in every sense of the word.
It wasn’t only his mind that was betraying him. His hand had developed it’s own hentai mind. It constantly tried to reach out and grab onto the young miko, and when it finally managed to brush against the female’s soft body it would tingle in the most unusual way.

His whole body soon followed the path of his hand. He tried at every given opportunity to pull Kagome against him. Whenever he did manage to catch her off guard, he would press into the small warm body, allowing his mouth and hand to wander where they wished. Kagome’s neck bore the evidence of his traitorous mouth. Along both sides of her neck were several love bites which Sesshomaru had left.

The taiyoukai struggled to control his behaviour, the logical part of his mind shouting out that it was wrong for him to be acting so foolish over a human girl, but the new side of him was clearly winning out. In the end he allowed his drugged consciousness to take control over his senses and body.

When they finally made it to Kagome’s house, Sesshomaru was completely delirious with his desire to have Kagome. He was determined to make her his, and was loudly announcing his decision to the world, or at least the world that resided in Kagome’s home.

Entering the Higurashi residence, Sesshomaru greeted Mrs. Higurashi with his announcement, rather pleased when the woman didn’t deny him the honor of taking her daughter. Although his stimulated mind was unaware of the Higurashi’s plan, he followed along behind the two women, taking whatever drink they offered him without much thought.

The usually stoic demon lord would never admit to actually liking his current state, but inside he was pleased. It was a relief to him to actually be able to express himself in the most un-Sesshomaru like way. For once, to be able to lower his guard and enjoy himself, even if it was in the company of mere mortals.
“Kagome, I think you should take Lord Sesshomaru upstairs.” Mrs. Higurashi’s voice broke through his thoughts, forcing the youkai to focus on her for a moment. Was she giving him consent to mate with her daughter now? A lopsided grin curled his lips, and before Kagome could respond he had the miko’s hand and was dragging her behind him.

Kagome was silent during the short journey to her room, wondering why Sesshomaru seemed so eager to head upstairs. She would soon learn why when she was jerked into her room and pushed gently against the wall.

Sesshomaru knew exactly what he was planning. His lips met Kagome’s in a bruising kiss, which did little to silence his drugged mind. Instead it only seemed to add fuel to the fire that was already burning inside of him. That one single kiss filled his mind full of images that would have probably made Kagome’s whole body blush.

His arms encircled her waist, pulling the girls soft body against his. He leaned over her, fully intending to seduce the miko until she caved into his desires, but he was suddenly hit with a wave a drowsiness. Instead of doing as he had fully intended, he merely growled into her ear. “Mine.”

The lids of his eyes grew heavier and heavier, and soon Kagome was practically dragging him over to the bed. He fought against sleep the best he could, clinging to Kagome in a tight hug as she struggled to sit him down on the bed. Fighting against Sesshomaru’s grasp, she finally relented and pushed the demon lord down, landing in his lap.

With his eyes drifting shut despite his best attempts to keep them open, he pulled the miko against him. Furrowing his face in her hair, he breathed in her scent finally allowing sleep to overtake him. His form slumped over, his grip around Kagome loosening up enough for her to free herself.

Behind his closed eyelids Sesshomaru began to dream, an unusual occurance for the usually stoic lord.

He was sitting in a high backed leather chair, devoid of clothing with the exception of a pair of white silk pants. Around him were countless female demons, each perfectly beautiful in appearance. From tall, athletically built to small and petite, each of the females flitted about him in all their naked glory. Three of the women were tending to his hair, brushing the long silky silver tresses and massaging his scalp, all the while whispering passionate words of love to him.

A rabbit youkai with short bobbed purple locks with eyes to match was kneeling down before him massaging his feet. Next to her was a female kitsune, who was rubbing oil over his calves. He could hear their words resounding in his ear as each cooed her love.

“My lord, I will treat you like the god that you are.” Called the purple haired demoness.

“My lord, I shall worship your body as was intended.” The female beside her sang out.

All around him the women called to him to choose her. Soon he could feel their mouths all over his body, kissing and nipping away at his exposed flesh. They closed in on him, their hands and mouths exploring as much of him as possible. He knew he should have felt aroused. He should have felt something, but nothing. He was attuned to their affections, and did nothing more then remain seated as the women fussed over him.

It was then that one single voice cut through the masses, causing a small stir in the taiyoukai.

“Get off of my man.” The voice called out, not overtly loud, but it still rose above the whispered tones of the youkai.

His eyes scanned over the hordes of women surrounding him to catch a glimpse of one single female standing on the other side of the room. Her long midnight locks cascading down her back in a sea of dark waves. She wore a white silk robe which was tied just enough to hold the garment together, but loose enough to expose a good portion of her breasts. Dark hues overlooked the females surrounding him and seemed to bore directly into his soul.

Just the sight of her caused a stir that the not a single of the female youkai had been able to accomplish. Around him, he could sense the other women disappearing, soon leaving him and the woman alone to stare at each other.

“Kagome...” The name spilled from his lips before he was even aware of it. The woman graced him with a smile in response, but made no effort to move.

“Have you given up fighting, Sesshomaru? Have you finally conceded that you want me, and that no matter how many of those youkai you turn to, you’ll always crave me?”

She moved gracefully towards him. Once in arms reach, she reached out enough to run her fingers through his hair, his whole body tingling in response to the light touch. He wanted to reach out and grab her, but an invisible force was holding him immobile while the young woman was free to touch and caress him as she saw fit.

He could feel light butterfly kisses over his neck and chest. Small hands roamed over his sides and chest, gliding effortlessly over his form. He could feel her hot breath flow over his neck as she whispered in his ear. “You know you want to do it Sesshomaru. You can’t imagine what the rest of your life would be like without my touch. I’m worse then the drug you were given, I can make you feel things that you’d never even imagine.” With a smug grin, Kagome stared down at Sesshomaru. “You’re going to fall so hard for me, you won’t know what hit you.”

Suddenly the dream faded, and Sesshomaru was left to contemplate what was said. It was all true, he couldn’t deny it. Kagome stirred feelings in him that up until that moment he hadn’t been completely aware of. But did she really do more to him then even the most beautiful female demon? Could a human really cause the Lord of the West to fall as she claimed?

‘Aren’t you already?’ A voice chimed inside Sesshomaru’s mind. ‘You’re already in love with her, you just aren’t aware of it since you’ve never felt, or even considered it before.’

‘No. This Sesshomaru would never sink so low as to allow himself to fall for a pitiful human. I’m only using her to get at the half breed.’ Sesshomaru argued back.

‘Really? Then how come you want to touch her so much? How come you feel the need to protect her so much?’

‘She’s like Rin, she is incapable of protecting herself. You’ve seen how she is, she’ll get herself killed one day the way she is.’

‘Then how come the thought of her and your half brother bothers you so?’

At the mere thought of Kagome and Inuyasha together, Sesshomaru growled in his sleep. The very thought brought about a rush of jealousy that even he couldn’t control. ‘It’s only because the half breed doesn’t deserve anyone, not even a human.’

‘Sure, keep telling yourself that. Maybe you’ll find comfort in that thought when your half brother is mated with that ‘pitiful human’.’

Another loud growl rumbled in Sesshomaru’s throat. There was no way that Kagome would ever choose Inuyasha over him. He couldn’t allow it, he wouldn’t allow it. Kagome was his, and no one else would ever have her.

Realization struck Sesshomaru, almost like a ton of bricks. Here he was being possessive to the point of obsession over a human woman. He couldn’t think of anything else, hadn’t been able to since she had entered his life just a few days ago.

Sesshomaru’s tired, drugged mind finally reached the only conclusion that it could come to. He, the Lord of the Western Lands, one of the most powerful taiyoukai’s around, was in love with a human miko. His last thought before his mind followed the path of his body into a sound sleep was. ‘This Sesshomaru is in for it now.’