InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Through A Lover's Eyes ❯ Why, My Love? ( Chapter 1 )

Through A Lover's Eyes

 

 

Disclaimer: Inuyasha doesn't belong to me. (No matter how much I beg and plea.)

 

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---Why, My love?---

 

What is love?

 

Personally, I never really gave much thought to it. Love was never a big part in my life.

 

When I was little, I was always told what to do by my parents. They were there to teach me everything I need to know about life and survival.

 

Ever since I learned how to walk, my father would train me on fighting, hunting and basically every day things you need to know in order to survive in this dangerous world of ours.

 

My father always said to me, ''You need to grow up to be the best of the best. Many things will be depending on you. I'll teach you everything you need to know and you shall grow up to be just like me.''

 

You see, I'm not just your average wolf. I'm the Prince of the wolves.

 

My life values have always been leadership, discipline and hard work. Those were the main things I had to have in order to become a good leader for my fellow wolf mates.

 

It wasn't hard achieving those values. Things were pretty simple for me since all the answers and solutions were spoon fed to me. All I needed to do was train and practice.

 

I never did have to make any decisions when my father was still in charge. He made every single decision for me. He planned out everything, all my trainings, diets, lifestyle and even my mate.

 

That's probably one of the main reasons why I never thought much about love. I was just so used to having others plan out things for me that I never thought much for myself.

 

I've always known that I would become the Prince and was born to lead my people. Also, to mate with the bride my father chooses. I didn't know what love was and didn't care much for it either. I always thought love was just another way to achieve more power.

 

That was until I met her.

 

Kagome.

 

I didn't know exactly what came over me at first. Maybe it was her rude attitude towards me that I don't get from my pack, being the Prince and all. Or it was her beautiful features, or maybe knowing that she's the first women who rejected me. I don't know.

 

All I know is that she attracted me. A lot.

 

She was just so different from all the other females around. She was the first one who wasn't afraid to stand up to me or obsess over me because I was the Prince.

 

Something about her just seems so… fresh and new. Her kindness, caring for others and great attitude appealed to me like nothing else. I never felt like that for anyone else in my life.

 

She wasn't just another female for me to play around, order around or to serve me. I truly loved her and knew she was the one.

 

As far as I'm concerned, love became another value in my life. Love for my Kagome. And I didn't waste a single second to tell her.

 

I proclaimed my love for her right away. Everyone needed to know that she was my woman and my woman only. I was the Prince and no one ever dared to defy me.

 

But of course, with Kagome, there's always an exception.

 

It seems that my Kagome has her eye on that stupid Inuyasha. I really don't get why though. He's so rude to her and never treats her with the respect and love she deserves.

 

I, on the other hand, treat her like my own queen. I shower her with all my sweet words and promise to take care of her with all my abilities. I vow to protect her with all my might and nothing in the world can stop me.

 

Then why, I've always wondered, why can't I have her?

 

I mean, all I've ever done was gave her my love. I never asked anything back but for her to love me. I didn't care if I was making a fool of myself, chasing and falling in love with a human. Nor did I care that I always got rejected by her. I believed that if I tried hard enough and impressed her enough, she would learn to love me.

 

But all she always saw was Inuyasha. With everything I ever did to make her see me, she only saw him. She was kind to me, tolerated me, but she didn't care for me the way she cared for him. And I hate him for it.

 

What is it about him that attracts her so much? I'm just as good looking as he is and just as strong. Why him and not me?

 

Kagome was my first love. The first real woman that I gave out my heart to, but she never gave the same love back to me. I know I'll never forget Kagome, nor will my love for her change any time soon.

 

I know if it wasn't meant to be, then there's no point trying to force it.

 

However, from this day on, I can never trust love again because in my opinion…

 

Love is all just a lie.

 

 

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Love lesson: You don't always get back what you give out.

 

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