InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Through her eyes ❯ her Inner beast ( Chapter 3 )

AN: Please before reading go to the official “Through Her Eyes” Soundtrack website. Please take out all of the spaces before you hit enter h t t p : / / p r o f i l e . i m e e m . c o m / 3 f B j c 7 / p l a y l i s t / p P N t p 8 Q L / There is a song that you must listen to while reading or it will not sound good.

Note that it's the first track and so far there are three songs in it. Also note that it is I Bruise Easily By Natasha Beddingfeld. When I tell you to, please then listen to it by hitting play, do not listen to it before hand and only when I say ~~Song began here~~~ should you press play. It'll just be so much better. The website is not an ad or anything bad like a virus trust me I go on it all the time and that`s my profile you'll be on so be prepared.

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or any of its characters. Nor do I own the song that plays in here.

So Shippo, Rin and I were walking in the wide open space near the village. We just popped out of the well and were now getting to Kaede's shed. I couldn't exactly remember why Mom mother had said “don't forget to patch things up sweetie.” I mean, what she was saying. Patch what up? There were no problems I had to patch up, none I remembered anyways. But to tell something new is what happened earlier that day when we woke up.

I was helping Rin dress in the orange dress that had that big ole heart on it, when she said, “Mommy you're nails are just like Sesshomaru-sama's.” I looked down and I saw them. They weren't even nails anymore. Claws were more like it. I took a nail clipper and snipped them but next hour, I looked back down and they were long again. I decided Kaede might know what was going on and we left the shrine earlier then the time I planed on going to avoid Inuyasha. So we left around sunrise.

We came with our new and my old bag. They were full to the max. My nails- er- claws were working on my nerves. I can make a fist without them thing scratching me. I cam-

“RIN!” A loud booming, female's voice called out to the little girl that was holding my hand. Within two seconds, she was not holding my hand any longer and she was twirling around in the air with her arms held by a demoness. “Hey, put her down!!” I heard me screaming. I didn't know how that came out. It seemed that Rin was happy looking into the demoness' face.

“Who the hell are you, and why did you kidnap Rin?” I stared at the woman that just had placed Rin down. Did she just accuse of kidnapping Rin? “I didn't kidnap her, and who are you?”

“I am… none of your business!” She bent down and looked at Rin, “Do you know how worried we were? Did that thing over there hurt you?” My eyebrow twitched; did she just call me a thing? “I am not a thing I am a girl.”

“I know that, I just don't now if you're a human or what.”

“What do you mean?” How can I not seem human? “It just that, you have-” The large boomerang that Sango always had fought with, cut her off but she caught and opened her mouth to say something else, “You shouldn't play with big people's toys, you might hurt yourself little girl.” She through back at the place it came from and I turned to see Sango catching it and having a smirk on her face but it accompanied an eye twitch.

“What are you doing here?” Sango asked her walking closer but had a tight grip on her Hiraikotsu.

“I came to check on Rin, she just disappeared and we were going crazy.”

“What do you mean? She's Lord Sesshomaru's ward, not yours.” I decide to come into the conversation. Shippo had walked to Rin and placed a hand in hers. “Yeah, yeah I know that and how I know her is none of your business woman.” I finally realized she had an accent, it was a tad British. “It is my business. Anything that has to do with my family has to do with me.” She took her gaze away from Sango and looked at me. “She is not at all your family. She belongs to Sesshomaru and his only.”

“She is not property she is a little girl that I grew to love so you can just leave.”

“Funny, I am not leaving without her, and besides I already sent word to Sesshomaru. He'll be coming quite soon.” And the growl came out, “Who the hell do you think you are?” I was getting pissed; Sesshomaru was the one who just left her wondering in the first place. She won't be going back to him.

“You see, that is why I am not sure if you are human are not. Was that a growl you just gave me?” I looked at her and went to her. In a blink of an eye was face to chin with her, see was a little taller then me. I stood as tall as I could and looked at her, “I don't know who you are but you better leave because you're pissing me off.” I had no idea where that came from. I was just letting the words roll off my tongue. Then I heard her angelic voice, “Mommy, she's nice. She is Sesshomaru-sama's friend, please be nice to her.” The girl smirked but then it dropped.

“Did you just call her mummy?” The girl backed away from me and looked at Rin with narrowed eyes. I measured her up. She had on a brown fur skirt just like Kouga, odd. I went up following the brown fabric that was a thick strip going diagonal from the left of her skirt to the right of her little covering fabric. It was a brown tube top that only covered the breast she had. Not more then I and I felt a little bit happy that I had bigger breast then her, which were odd. I shook the thought away. She had her hair in a tight high pone tail that was long enough to her butt even though it was at the center of her head, just like Kouga.

I looked at her all together and realized she did resemble Kouga and but she didn't have a tail or an armor. “Rin you shan't get attach to people, let alone a person you hardly know. You did know that we were looking for you and that you wouldn't be able to stay long, correct?” I rolled my eyes and found my own voice, “Please just go and leave us.” She looked at me and smirk, “I can't do that until she leaves with either me or Shoma.”

“Shoma?” Sango asked lessening her grip on her weapon, “Don't ask.” She said and in a flicker she was holding Sango by the wrist that was suppose to hold her weapon and Sango was on the floor. “Never stop being on alert.” She said.

Sango smiled, yes she smiled. And the girl helped her up. “It's good to see you again, Sango.” She smiled and brought Sango into a hug, “You too,”

“You two know each other? She wants to take Rin from me and I'm probably turning into an animal, so would mind helping me less tense about what going on?” Sango looked at me. “She's, Etsuko, my old friend from the village; she was the second only demon allowed. She taught me all I know.”

“Yes all you know, not all I know.” She told her with a smile.

“Wait, you're turning into an animal? Don't be silly Kagome; you're a miko and a human not an animal. Trust me.” Sango told me walking toward me and placing an arm on a shoulder, “Why do you think you're turning into an animal.”

I showed her my nails, “I tried cutting them but they grew back even stronger.”

“Don't forget about you're teeth!” the new girl told me, “That's what I first saw and thought you were something else.” I bared my teeth to Sango and she said, “Oh my, you have fangs Kagome.” I ran my tongue pass the edge of my upper teeth and sure enough, I bite myself.

I heard myself whimper, hey, don't be sad for what you have; you'll learn to love them.

“How the hell are you?” I asked. Sango looked at me confused, then she placed the back of her hand on my head, “Are you alright sweetie?” She asked and I nodded.

“Didn't you hear her? A voice, she sounded a bit like myself but a little older and a tad wiser, like a future me.” I told them. The new girl said something.

“What did she saw?” She eyed me with an eyebrow up.

“She said not to be sad for what I have and that I'll learn to love them.” The girl walked to me and I automatically tensed up. She must have noticed since she kept her distance and began to speak, “I think you have an inner beast.”

.:She's a smart one. You should learn to like her. I already do:.

“I don't have an inner beast. And shut up, I'll learn to accept her on my own accord.”

“Who are you talking to mommy?” I looked down and say Shippo and Rin looking up at me and the bottom of my leg. “Oh sweetie, there's this annoying woman in my head that Sango thinks is an inner beast, but she's wrong.”

.:Or is she…dun dun dun. Ha So I'm annoying? Don't you know, I can control you any time I feel like it?”

“Yeah, I want to see you try, who ever you are.” The Etsuko girl narrowed her eyes at me, “When you're speaking to your inner beast, you don't have to saw anything a loud. She or he know what you're thinking and is another half of you.”

“I don't have an inner beast.” I told the girl. “Yeah I think for my self. I don't share a body with anyone; I only like to share my soul.” I hear me but I didn't tell my body to do so.

.:See I can control you:.

I gasped and Sango raised her eyebrows backing away slowly. “K-kagome, I didn't know you had such sarcasms. I looked at her, “I didn't say that! That girl did.” I tried to explain but then my mouth opened to say something else under it's own accord, “Forget that, I'm just being silly. I think I'm going crazy, I mean my best friend is going out with the boy she though I had a crush on-”

I brought my clawed hands to my mouth. And gave out a muffed, “Maybe Kaede knows what's wrong with me.” Sango gave me a slow nod and told the kids to come along, “Etsuko, are you coming?” Sango asked and I narrowed my eyes at the girl.

“I don't think I should. Kagome doesn't seem to want me here. And besides, I'm getting hungry. I'll be back later for Rin, if Shoma hasn't come yet. And Kagome, I think if you were a human before, you aren't now and there's only two ways that could have happened, bye every one, take care of Rin.” And she snapped her fingers.

Her body waved and she disappeared. I heard a gasp and then Shippo's high child's voice, “How'd she do that?”

“She's half god. It's so cool sometimes but sometimes it's annoying having her pop up out of nowhere.” Sango said smiling.

“What did she mean about there having two ways for something to happen? What wrong with mommy?” Rin asked when we began to walk. For some reason I felt like we were going at a really slow rate. I was practically dragging myself to stay back with them. I still had my hands covering my mouth, even though I had some questions, I was afraid of what I would say next and I heard her giggle.

“I am not sure Rin. We should go ask Kaede but first we have to go pick Miroku up from the village because he refuses to leave on his own.

We had been walking from a while and man did the kids feel tired. I carried Rin and her bag in my arms and Shippo was neatly nested in Rin's arms. The sun was around sunset now and Miroku was now being dragged by Sango.

She was right. He just did not want to leave.

When we had reached there, he was surrounded by women of all ages. He was telling our story. The story on trying to defeat Naraku, though it was left unfinished, it was nice to hear instead of living it. Sango and I browsed about a bit. But an hour later we grew hungry and at in a woman's shed, she was in love with Miroku's story telling.

In the end, though he was still relented, Sango knocked him out and began dragging him.

Surprisingly that woman in my head stayed silent. I thought it was because she had no one to talk to but, hey I don't mind, at least she's quiet. So whatever.

Natasha Beddingfeld~~~~~~~{Music Began here}~~~~~~~I bruise Easily

So we reached Kaede's shed and Sango let Miroku go with a thump. She sled the door open and I saw Inuyasha…

With Kikyou

My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been

I sat Rin down and let myself breath. I felt myself shaking. I let down my bags and looked at the image before me again to make sure this wasn't a nightmare

And I can't hide the marks
but It's not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defensesdown by my clothes

I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I saw Sango turn to look at me with sad eyes. Please keep your pity Sango. She knew I loved him; I would die to protect him. I thought he would do the same for me but apparently it was him causing me the pain.

I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me

There's a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

So is it my fault I felt like this. The bleeding of the heart. Rin stirred a bit. And I looked down. My heart already broken and my eyes blurred with tears. I then remembered why I left and how I felt the minute before I had left, heart tarred not broken but now...

I found your fingerprints
On a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
All over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So I'mlearning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I turned so fast, I jumped over the sleeping Miroku and I heard Sango Call out to me. I just kept with my running. I wasn't prepared for that. I knew they loved each other but, to go that far in an old woman's shed. An Image of the naked Inuyasha side bye side with the naked, Kikyou burned in my head. He could have had me.

I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

I felt the wind double its speed passing me. I heard my body respond to my distress on wanting to leave that scene. I let the tears drop even more, I couldn't even see where I was going it was so blurred. But I knew where I was going to end up. The sound of rushing water was in my ears and I was following it. It was far but I reached said place.

It was a water fall.

Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave you

So be gentle...

I ran right underneath it and let it wash me. I cried and cried. The tears mixing in with the rushing water, and my five senses dulled but sadly the pain had not. I cried more thinking about all the dreams I had of him. The one kiss we shared had made me so happy, but how can I be so stupid. Of courses he was doing that with her and not me. It's so obvious.

I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

 

I bruise easily
I bruise easily

My hair stuck to my face and I felt like dieing. My clothes glued to my back. I dropped to the muddy floor of the ground beneath the water fall. The water that had reached my knees before now hit my breast and was extremely cold.

I heard her

.:We should kill him. He shouldn't have done that, it makes me so sad. I loved him:.

`No I love him, you don't even know him.'

.:Kagome, we are one, whatever you feel I feel and what do you mean love. I'm confused. I feel so much pain but I still want to make sure that he is safe and happy with the one he has chosen:.

`That's how I feel.' I spoke to her. I understood she felt what I felt. I still didn't know what she was but I knew she was me in a way.

I looked up feeling movement in the water. I saw a man in white and he reminded me of Inuyasha. He however held more grace, I still hated him. I growled and he kept his distance from me. I heard noise beyond the rushing water. I turned to look and there was Rin Shippo Sango, a now awake Miroku and that goddess.

I looked back at Sesshomaru who was now closer and closed my eyes feeling my senses coming back to me. I heard things more intense and smelt odd smells. I opened my eyes and looked back up to see a clawed hand that belonged to that god.

I slapped it away and ran once more.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Let song end before going to next chapter~~~~~~~~

 

DI: Hope you like that one. And let me just tell you that This idea to listen to the music was not mind, instead it was by someone else but I forgot who so it's not my original Idea. I hope you liked it and now to the next.

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