InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Through her eyes ❯ My dear Inuyasha ( Chapter 8 )

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Chapter 6

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Sesshomaru and I were walking to the well. We were silent and the tension between us was crackling. But of course I must explain what happened don't I.

I would have never thought that I actually became a Demon miko, it is quite strange. But the thing is,

Why am I walking with Sesshomaru to the well that was the portal to my world and theirs?

After my eyes tainted pink, that's what must be explained isn't it.

Evanescence----------music begins here--------forgive me

Flashback

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

“Kagome,” I heard Inuyasha's voice come out rasped and bad. My sight flicked back to its normal color but Inuyasha's was not.

“You killed Kikyou!”

“You hurt RIN!” Sesshomaru voice was heard and I could have sworn I felt the earth move. My eyes begin to taint pink again but then Inuyasha's eyes were coming back.

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

“Kagome,” He's voice became out badly and I felt my sorrow for him grow. I sat him down on the ground and stared at him.

His head was down and his hair covered his face.

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

His back raised and lowered, slowly, telling me he was trying to gain control.

“She's been dead for fifty long years.” I heard his voice soft and hardly noticeable.

I dropped to my knee, and placed a heisted hand onto his shoulder. “Inuyasha,” I said slowly but before I could even finish my train of thought, a clawed hand shot up and grabbed my wrist.

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

“Kagome, I'm sorry, I've been using you.”

I felt a stab go though my heart. `No, don't say that,' I thought.

“I've only let you stand by my side, because, you reminded me of her.” I felt my lungs getting caught in my throat.

His head went up and I saw his lost, troubled amber eyes.

“Kagome, I wanted to love you as much as I loved her, but I couldn't and even though she's dead, I still can't.”

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I tried to hold back a sob but it escaped anyways.

“I will always love you as a sister, though. I'll protect you but I just can't feel for you the way I felt, no, feel for Kikyou.”

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

I closed my eyes hoping to hold back tears. Sadly, that didn't work and a tear fell through the corner of my right eye. And of course, once one falls the come after, and within that second, I waterfall was coming out of my eyes.

Another sob came out of me and I opened my eyes to see him staring at me with grief and mourn.

And within our eye contact, I felt something warm run though my back to my entire body.

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

In an instance, I saw flashes of the woods, forest and Inuyasha.

What were they, why was I having them? They were the memories Kikyou had as she had half my soul. The part of my soul that held my hatred.

Pictures of Inuyasha's face coming closer to me flashed, I felt such an overwhelming feeling. Was this her?

I felt so much love going toward Inuyasha. I felt jealousy and hatred for the other girls that caught even the slightest look over from Inuyasha.

I opened my eyes and saw Inuyasha looking at me with deep concern.

Another sob came out of me before I tried to speak.

“She loved you very much. She probably still does.” I said with a quiet voice right before my sobbing went to a level I never thought I held.

“I want to go with her.”

I looked up and saw Inuyasha held my hand in his hand and began to look hopeful.

I didn't find the power to speak my tears just choked me. And I heard another's voice.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

“What do you mean hanyou?” I looked up and saw Sesshomaru was paying attention to every thing. I turned my head, and saw blurry images of Miroku and Sango and the goddess wasn't even there.

I turned back when Inuyasha let go of my hand. I saw him standing and he spoke.

“I want to go to her.” I let a gasp come out of my lungs.

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“Inuyasha, don't be rash!” I heard Miroku.

“You're not thinking straight!” Sango yelled after. I fell to the floor think he would rather die and go to Kikyou in hell, than stay here with me!

“I am thinking straight, I have nothing to live for.”

“And what of the tensiga?” Sesshomaru asked not even caring that his little brother wants to die.

“Give it to your first kid.”

WHAT! No, this isn't my Inuyasha! He would never.

“Where is it?” Sesshomaru asked with a cold expression, near the well in Kaede's village.

Sesshomaru nodded and raised his hand.

I heard Miroku and Sango yelling no don't but they didn't move from their places.

This had to be a dream.

I couldn't form the letters in my mouth to form words like NO, or STOP but instead; sobs and tears were the only things that came out of me.

The glistening claws of Inuyasha's brother shimmered and it stuck down onto Inuyasha.

My heart stopped, everything was spinning and going slow.

I watched as his bodied went limp and fell to the ground.

Blood flooded out.

My breath caught and a gasp came from behind that was surly Sango.

NO, NO! NO I shouted in my head. But a loud shout came out in stead.

I crawled to his body and had his head.

Blood trickling out of his mouth and blood come from the deep deadly wounds embedded in his chest.

I looked up to Sesshomaru and he seemed bored.

I cried and I cried and I heard a small voice from behind.

“Momma?”

I turned and saw one of the two only reasons why I didn't decide to follow Inuyasha.

“R-rin,” I found my voice. “I told you to stay inside.” I tried to sound sternly.

“You were crying…” Her voce disappeared and she gasped bringing her hands to her mouth.

She ran to me and held me. “Momma, he's happy.”

“Yeah, momma, he probably wanted this.” I turned and saw the second. I head my hand out to him and he ran to it.

“He and Kikyou are happy.”

`In hell?' I asked my self but kept quiet. I looked up to Sesshomaru, will you help me bury the bodies?” He nodded, and I gently pushed Them away. “Inside you go.” I forced a smile.

The smiled wearily back and head to the hut.

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That's not all the happened. More happen of course. WE buried the body and that Etsuko girl came back.

Flashback

“So what to do now?” I heard a voice come from behind and I quickly turned from the slightly risen soil. I saw her and my eyes narrowed losing all the trust I was beginning to feel for her.

“Where were you?”

“I went home.”

“Really, what an odd time to head home. Why'd you leave?”

“I got hungry, and the only reason I'm back is to take Rin and Shippo.”

“SHIPPO! Why do you need him? I now you're after both my children, you have some nerve.

I stood up feeling the urge to slap her.

“I only want him because Rin will not go anywhere with her `brother' and Sesshomaru has required to get Rin away from all of this.”

“They aren't going anywhere until I know they are safe.”

I felt a presence but I felt no aura not smell, but then I heard a voice, “They are perfectly fine with Etsuko, She would do a think to children. She always watches out for Rin when this Sesshomaru is unable to.”

“Were you unable when you let her wonder off alone in the woods?” I snapped at him feeling heated. At this very moment, I hated him. Every fiber of his being was discugting.

“Watch you mouth. Rin disobeyed me and had gotten her self in her predicament on her own.”

“She is a child, you have to watch her every move!”

In that second a clawed hand was around my neck and holding me in the air.

“Since you can not watch your mouth I'm make sure you'll never say-” Before he had the chance to finish, I let miko power come through my fingers and brunt his arm.

“What in world are you?” He asked after backing away quickly.

“Are you that rare being?”

“What? I am a human-”

“No you're not, you have the youkai smell. You may have been born human but I can guarantee that you are not now.”

My nostrils flared and decided to change the conversation. “Rin and Shippo are safe at your home?”

“Yes,”

“Okay, you can take them while I go home,” I decided to go home the moment with finished burying Kikyou's body. I nodded and just began waking to the stream where I knew Sango was.

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“Sango, I'm going home for a while.” I said grabbing her attention from her reflection in the water.

I saw her nod and I heard her speak, “I'm going to Etsuko for a while, while your home anyways.”

I felt jealousy go through me but shrugged it off with a slow nod. “Okay, I'll leave my supplies in the hut for you.

“Bye,” She said and I just walked away toward where I knew was the water fall from before.

“Girl, are you going to the village?” I heard Sesshomaru voice when I reached the waterfall with my speed it took a few minutes.

Although I knew Sesshomaru was speaking to me, I ignored him, waiting to be called by my name.

“Do not make me repeat myself.”

“My name is Kagome; call me by that and only that.” I said with the same cold voice he had given me.

“You must still be upset about the hanyou.” He said walking side by side with me.

“No, I'm pissed you won't say my name, when I know you know it.” I felt his hand twitch by my side, and I felt the human part of me panic but the girl who was obviously now controlling me didn't send and distress signal.

“Are you?”

“Yes, and yes I am going to the village.” I looked to him seeing him nodded and we continued in silence.

End flash back

So that's what happen, we've walking ever since and the well was in view.

On the ground near it, was His sword. I felt a tear roll down.

I walked to it and picked it up. Sesshomaru was right behind me and I turned. I handed it to me but did not touch it.

“Take it,” I told him but he made no movement.

“How is it, that although you are youkai, you may touch it, while I can not?” Sesshomaru said.

“You don't know if you can touch it now, the spell is probably broken.” I said realizing I just agreed to being a demon.

He nodded and brought his hand to it but once he was hovering above it, it began to crackle. And he withdrew his hand.

I shrugged and turned getting ready to leave with the sword.

“Where are you going?”

“Home,” I simply answered and jumped up jumping in.

“Are you trying to kill yourself?” Sesshomaru asked and I realized that we were dangling from the mouth of the well and his hand was latched in mine.

“Let go,”

He didn't answer and began to struggle to keep me in his hand so he lowered him self but in stead fell in.

We froze and then began to fall slowly as the blue light engulfed us.

I looked up when the light was no more and saw his face falling closer to be and BAM!

He fell upon me.

“Get off!” I yelled and I took a whiff, we weren't in the feudal era any more.