InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ To be Alive Again ❯ To be alive again ( Chapter 1 )

To be alive again

(A special poem to the Kikyo lovers)

 

To have been reawakened after all these years to find that another has taken my place… how so I despise her.

Still I am not quite sure my purpose for resurrection but I am sure it is to once again be by your side or to live a life I was deprived of so long ago.

It's funny…long ago, when I first arisen it felt so much like yesterday that the malice in my heart was still fresh.

But now as I walk as a lonely apparition in this world I find myself still drawn to you; I remember when you and I walked in the open fields together unsure or our feelings but quite sure that they existed.

It's hard to believe that I thought our life together would work out when in fact it was destroyed before we could start and when an opportunity to start over come across our paths it is only stopped by the presence of another who claims to be me.

I sit here a…model of clay with no real life of my own just the lost souls of women who feed my being just thinking of you and what our life was together and hope that one day we can have a life long relationship.

I only wish that when to jewel of four souls is fully restored that I can wish to have warm skin to touch you with, blood flowing through my veins, and a heart that will beat just for you.

Oh…if only to be alive again to spend the rest of my life by your side is well worth the resurrection.

 

BY: SCT