InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ To be Free Again......... ❯ To be Free Again......... ( Chapter 1 )

I raise my fan above my head.......... And think to myself as i mercelessly kill the stupid nigans, " it never used to be this way........

They fall to the ground............ swiming in their own pools of blood........... the stank of it all making me feel wheezy............. " if only i could be free again..........

I muster up as much courage as i can............... as he laughs evily............ never blinking as he squeezes my heart................... the blood pouring from me............... just as it did to those men who i killed............" are we all the same.............................

he pushes me down to the ground.................... entering my opening................. tearing me apart from inside out..................." Controled by the stronger being.....................

he grunts as he cums inside me....................... ending my pained plesure that he gives to me............................ when kikyo is not around............................ He releases me from my binds................... and slaps me across the face............... but i don't flinch......... because it does not pain me........any more

i walk out of the hut.........and pull out my feather............riding it all the way to a small village....

i walk the dirt road.......... that leads to a hot springs.............. for i must clean myself........... i feel dirty.... inside and out........

I slowly strip down......... ever minding my inguries............. still dripping blood........... when i hear a small gasp behind me................. i can smell that group of naraku's enemies............ but i don't care....... they can kill me if they like........... i'm already without a heart.....

the woman known as kagome ........ runs up to me.... her comrades yelling at her to stop............. that i might kill her........... but i can't kill her............ i don't want to...... right now i want the pain to stop

he sees that i'm with them............ and not attacking............ he does not like it.......... not at all.......

he holds my heart tighter........ small cuts turning into larger ones........ the blood now pouring out of me.....as i let out a bone shrilling scream.......... nobody understands.........the pain i go through....

I fall to the ground............and she still runs to me........... but inuyasha holds her back......... he is smart......... i could attack her at any moment........ not that i want to....... i have always admired this odd group.... they are to strong for their own good...............

She is arguing with them.......... telling them that i need their help....... but they don't trust me...no one can.........because of him..............

i try to get up off my knees............ but fall back down........ now the others are worried for me......... but not inuyasha....... he has the face of his brothers on........ indifference.......... but i know what he feels............ i call apon wind to bring me his ......... emotions..... and he is scared............

I call out to him............. telling him to not be afriad........... that he need not feel...... so much anger towards me...................... to not feel pity............ to not feel longing..........

he remembers when he was hurt..... and no one would come to help him............. they would just..... laugh at him..........

he lets kagome go...........and they come rushing towards me.......... the monk stays..... he knows his place is not with ........me.... for he must help the hanyou.......They try to fix my wounds........... to try to make me stop bleeding...................and i try to tell them that it woun't work............... but they don't listen......no one will anymore..................

naraku must..... have some sceme...... for he released his hold...... on my wounded heart.................i am not going to think about this right now................ i just want to sleep..........

and when i awake......... mabe my love will be waiting there.............. for me.......... to hold me. to care for me....... to........love......me...............o sesshomaru................................................................. .................