InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ To Know, To Will, To Dare or Keep Silent? ❯ Or Keep Silent? ( Chapter 4 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I don't own Sesshoumaru, Rin, or the inutachi.

A/N: This is the last official 'chapter', however I'm sure there will be an epilogue some time down the line. I have FOUR updates planned this month, sooo… We'll get BFT, then Beautiful, then RWAT and hopefully the last chapter to the ARC series. I'd LIKE to do another Right When She Belongs, and a finishing chapter to Something different. I've been marathon-writing. I'm trying to finish up my Sess/Rin stories that I have out there, because I have TWO more big ones planned that I REFUSE to even begin to publish when I have this many open stories. (I also want to edit The Lolicon Collection and post it up here again, with the stories individually, and her age just XX's, however… considering how little response it's gotten on mediaminer, even when I linked it in my profile, I'm assuming it's not really worth it. *shrug*)

Sesshoumaru heard the whispering below, and disengaged himself from the young woman he'd so very thoroughly wrapped himself around.

"Sesshoumaru-sama?" Rin whispered, wondering why he had stopped so suddenly? She'd been quite enjoying his… attentions.

"We have an audience." He growled in response, and Rin's eyes widened and her face went beet-red. Surely this was to be a… private moment. In fact, Rin was rather certain this was to be asecret relationship. Surely Sesshoumaru-sama would not wish for anyone to know that he was… intimate with a human?

"Oh gods…" Rin's eyes took on a fearful look. She didn't want anyone or anything coming inbetween them, and she didn't want the chance of discovery to make him change his mind. "You have to kill them." Rin was resolute in the assertion.

While ordinarily Rin would have abhorred the idea of killing, she'd forgiven Sesshoumaru for killing for far lesser reasons than them spying on him. Also, she needed Sesshoumaru to know that she was willing to do anything, willing to let him do anything… if only it meant they would be together.

Sesshoumaru furrowed his brow at her, but chose to remain mute on the subject. It was clearly his brother and his mate and friends, so he doubted killing would be necessary… although a lesson in respecting others' privacy was most certainly in order.

"Hold on to me." He ordered, and in a flash they were down on the ground, and Sesshoumaru was standing menacingly over the group hidden in bushes. His hand was on his sword and an ominous shadow fell over the top half of his face, hiding his eyes in the darkness.

"Explain yourself, hanyou." Sesshoumaru took in the dark hair and eyes, as well as the change in scent and aura, "Or should this Sesshoumaru say… human."

The group collectively feel backwards and scattered like roaches under the weight of Sesshoumaru's angry gaze.

"Hey, watch what you're saying, Sesshoumaru!" Kagome called out, "Or is your memory so short that you don't remember who you were just kissing?"

The taiyoukai watched as the human miko's eyes traveled back, obviously looking at Rin who was standing several paces behind him. "That is none of your concern."

He turned on his heel and made his way to Rin, keeping a blank face he strode past her and started walking off in the opposite direction of Inuyasha and his friends. When he realized Rin had yet to follow, he called back to her, "Rin, come."

Rin glanced between Sesshoumaru and her friends from the village.

"We'll see what you have to say when you have a hanyou brat of your own, you arrogant asshole!" Inuyasha called after his older brother, who steadfastly ignored him.

Rin gulped. She… hadn't thought of that. "Sesshoumaru-sama?" she whispered, suddenly much less sure of things.

"Do not make me repeat myself, Rin… You are old enough now that this Sesshoumaru is certain he could find a suitable…" he smirked, though Rin could not see his face, "punishment for you."

Rin's heart skipped a beat, "P-p-punishment?" Was he serious? He'd never once punished her as a child, no matter how much she most likely deserved punishment for some of her actions. Her misbehavior had always been ignored with casual disregard, not even a hint of disapproval for her antics had been made known.

Sesshoumaru softened his voice and his eyes, looking over his shoulder to the fearful face of Rin, and offering reassurance in the best way he knew how, "Rin," he held out a hand to her, "come."

Rin looked down at his hand, then back up to his amused eyes, and let out the breath she'd been holding; so he wasn't serious. Rin nodded and took the hand offered, interlacing her fingers with his.

She walked at his side, trying desperately to kill the doubts that were now taking root in her mind. Hanyou… hanyou… hanyou.

The word… The insult he'd thrown Inuyasha's way, without even thinking… then using human as an insult.

What did he think about her, and her humanity?

Rin had very conveniently chosen to forget her humanity and his being youkai the moment he'd kissed her, but now…

The human villagers, and how they'd whispered of her being his human whore… how she'd so vehemently denied it… Would they make a liar out of her? Would that be her new role?

She'd always told herself she didn't care; she would take what she could get from him and not feel regret, or shame, or sadness… but now…

Rin felt herself pass through a barrier, and where there had been nothing but field before there was now a dwelling. He'd led her to a small house, with his emblem etched on the doorway. It was one of the places he used when en-route to visit her, and she'd been here once before, many years ago when they'd gone to get her sized for new kimono. The place was empty and she wondered where Jaken and Ahun might be?

He removed his black boots, and she her tabi and both placed them in the genkan.

She walked inside after him, and saw his armor resting on a stand. He removed his swords and placed them on a stand mounted to the wall, before turning to face her once more. The moment was briefly awkward and the tension was palpable for them both.

He leaned far forward and rested his forehead against hers, his hand traveling to tilt her face up to his as he breathed her name against her lips. The moment was so sweet, tender, and intimate that Rin promptly decided to remain silent with regards to her doubts.

She may come to regret this later, or perhaps it would be he who felt remorse, but right now, Rin wanted this moment with every fiber of her being. Even if for only one night, she wanted him to be… hers.

The morning could wait, the rest of her life could wait, and the consequences could be damned… She wanted to make love to her Lord.

She wanted him to want her, and if the warm hardness brushing against her belly was any indication, he certainly wanted her, for now at least.

"Sesshoumaru-sama…" Rin responded dazedly, and craned her neck up to brush her lips against his. If a whore she was to be, then she might as well be wanton as one… willing as one, and brazen as one. Her future was resting in his hands, but her fate was in her own, and she accepted it. "Take me."

Sesshoumaru groaned, loving how Rin was so very… forward. Demon mating was a battle for dominance with the female resisting the male with all her strength until the bitter end, when shegave in.

Something he personally found to be utterly repulsive, which was why he'd never… mated before. The concept of having to force himself on a female… it made him sick to his stomach. He was powerful, and did not hesitate to use that power to any advantage he could, but he could never bring himself to use it get… sex.

His cock was not a weapon and mating should not be a threat one made against a female opponent. She should want him inside her, want his pleasure and his touch, and should want to reciprocate.

Sex was for pleasure, and unless his partner was enjoying each and every moment of it, he wanted no part of it. Any male could shove it in to any female weaker than him; only a real man could make her want it, make her enjoy it; make her come crawling back for more of his mating.

He should be desired… And Rin's scent, her words, he kiss… all spoke of sincere desire to mate with him.

"Yes…" He breathed, hoisting her up and carrying her behind the privacy screen to his futon. He had not been here in quite some time and hoped the sheets were still fresh smelling. He was quite glad however, that he'd had this place constructed when he realized how often he'd be traveling along this route to visit with Rin in the village, and after he'd realized that Rin could not withstand the harsh winter climate and he decided to take her to be sized for heavy winter fur-lined kimono, he'd wished to grant her shelter during the nighttime cold.

Who knew that it would be the place where he would also take her as his… lover? No, she deserved more official status than that… Concubine? Perhaps…? It was a high-ranking position, and would be an honor for even lower demon nobility to be called as such by he… but truly, in his heart he wanted to call her as… mate.

That was a decision he could not make for her. Her life would be hard, being the mate of a youkai, and it was possible she might reject the offer anyway. For now, he kept silent on the matter, focusing instead on the moment and on Rin.

With her in his arms, he knelt down then fell backwards on his rear end, seating himself cross-legged with her astride; her kimono split and bunched up at her hips showing off her long, pale, and well-toned legs.

The pair easily picked up where they'd left off in the tree, and his hands moved all over her body, claws down the back of neck causing full-body tremors and her hands coming to cup his jaw line; his earlobes trapped between her thumb an middle finger, as she gently massaged them.

His chest rumbled in response, and he thrust himself up against her, moving to slide his palms up the back of her thighs, gliding under her kimono and filling his palms with her nicely rounded rear end. He squeezed her butt, rocked her against him and pushed her down on his erection, loving the warm weight of her pressing him down between her body and his.

His face found the crook of her neck and his lips and fangs traveled along her neck, his tongue reaching out to catch the salt of her sweat. "Undress me." He mumbled, pulling his hands away from her buttocks so she could back away slightly and move to the ties of his hakama.

"Okay," Rin replied and without hesitation her nimble fingers found the tie at his waist and loosened it. She raised up on her knees, and he arched, lifting his buttocks so she could pull the hakama down to his mid-thighs, where he took over, straightened his legs and shoved them past where she sat on him, getting them to his knees and kicking out of them carefully.

He reached behind and tugged his obi knot, letting it loose while Rin pulled from the front and unwrapped it totally, before flinging it aside. Her fingers found his outer layer and he shimmied his arms out of the sleeves and let it fall naturally to the futon. The action was repeated with both the tie at his ribs and the second tie at his waist for his under layer, and soon only his fundoshi was left.

Rin moved to untie that as well, but he stopped her hands by grabbing her wrists. "Not yet." Rin blushed and nodded, and allowed him to guide her hands to his shoulders instead. "Just touch me."

Rin smiled softly, averting her eyes, because she wasn't quite sure what he meant… "Uh… Where?" She desperately wanted to please him, but she wasn't quite sure how to go about it, or what men… or demons… liked?

Sesshoumaru threaded his fingers through the hair at the back of her head, and guided her face down toward his neck, "Everywhere." He grunted when he felt her hands smooth down his pectorals, and her fingers brush his nipples causing them to go hard under the touch.

At the same time, he forced his mind to focus and blindly searched for the tie of her obi at her lower-back, and tugged it free. He was trying to unwind it when the whispered command made its way to his ear, "Just shred it."

Her eagerness… oh gods… "Rin!" He panted out harshly, hoping she knew what exactly she was doing to him. She was pushing him, too hard, and too fast… He had to maintain control. "I don't… wish to harm…"

"Shred it." She repeated, more harshly this time, and in a blink he had the torn silk on the floor in a heap.

Rin pulled back and very quickly tore the rest of her clothing from her body. She gripped his hand and a manipulated a single finger, using his claw to slice down the center of her breast-binding, sending her small, firm breasts bouncing slightly with her heaving breaths. She, like most women of her era didn't wear fundoshi, and she was completely naked now.

She made to dive back into his neck, to continue sucking and nipping at his skin, but his hands came up to grip her slender shoulders, and hold her in place above him. "Let me…look at you."

"Oh…" Rin hadn't really wanted him to look… hence why she'd been so quick to move back close enough that her body would be pressed to his, and kept safely out of his sight range.

She certainly wasn't… anything special. No large breasts, a flat stomach instead of the slight chubby-ness that noble men preferred in their women, as a sign of being well-fed and fertile. There were very few enticing curves to be had; she was slender up top, though disproportionately larger on the bottom… Her hips were wider than her shoulders, and her thighs were thick and rounded, her backside rounder than most women. Small boobs but a big butt, Kagome-chan had always teased.

What if he found her body… unattractive? Lacking? Not what he'd been hoping for?

Rin blushed again, and lowered her eyes, unable to look at his face, afraid of what she might see there… If she saw displeasure or disappointment, she wasn't sure if she could handle it; her fragile confidence hung in the balance.

Sesshoumaru felt himself twitching and throbbing beneath the restraint of his fundoshi. She was gorgeous… A bit thinner than he would have her, but that could be remedied easily by his taking great care to see that she ate well… or… by getting her pregnant.

Hanyou indeed… He smirked at the thought, not giving a damn if his children had those ridiculous looking dog ears. He wanted her round and full, carrying his offspring.

He allowed himself a few more heartbeats to simply take her in, before his hands slid down from her shoulders and over the tops of her upward-tilting breasts. He cradled them in curve between his thumb and forefinger, pushing them up and together, giving her more cleavage and admiring the effect. He rolled his wrists and let his thumbs graze her nipples, brushing over them and watching with hooded eyes as they responded to the stimulation and quickly became rosy-buds. Very carefully, he added his forefinger to the play, and pinched gently, pulling softly and watching her whole breasts bounce when he released.

A quick glance up to her face revealed Rin biting her lower lip, and squeezing her eyes shut as her head lolled to the side. A quick glance down showed her hips wriggling, he fists clenched, and a slight wetness imprinted on his fundoshi. He could literally feel her heat when she squirmed against him, through the layers of cloth binding, and his own reaction was now throbbing and aching painfully.

He let out a soft curse under his breath, and pulled her up and away from his arousal, dragging her body up high enough to latch his lips around a single nipple, and suckle like a starving pup. He was instantly rewarded with a surprised gasp, followed by a throaty moan, and a harsh whisper of his name… Without an honorific attached.

"Sesshou…maru…" Rin wrapped her arms around his head, cradling him to her chest and thrust forward, wanting more… more of this… whatever he was doing. She knew that sex was about a man pushing his penis into her body, but all this before stuff, was entirely new to her.

He released her nipple, and began to make his way to its twin, "Again… Say my name… Again." He grunted between laps at her skin and kisses to her chest. He pulled the other nipple into his mouth and Rin answered him by calling out for him once more, "Sesshoumaru!"

He growled, low and deep and masculine; he couldn't wait any more. He'd wanted to please her longer, taste her wetness on his tongue and give her at least one climax that way before he took her virginity, but he just could not wait… He had to prepare her now, or risk hurting her more than was acceptable.

Sesshoumaru used his non-clawed hand and reached down between their bodies, using a knuckle to strum at the tiny little bud peaking out from between her netherlips. He coaxed it softly, relentlessly strumming her hardened nub and felt her head find his shoulder once more and her knees shake while her thigh muscles quivered. She was panting hard, and wetness from her sex flowed freely over his fingers, while she remained rigid; obviously fighting not to move. "Don't hold back."

"Sesshoumaru…" She called out for him again, sounding unsure and hazy.

He shushed her, stroked her hair with one hand and her clit with the other, pressing a kiss to her temple as he sped his motions below the waist and delved deeper between her folds. She was soaking wet and slippery now, and he was hoping she was close. He wanted to please her, wanted her begging for more… wanted her to feel as strong a desire for him fill her as he felt to have her wrapped around him in a warm wet stranglehold.

The girl dropped down some, and her hips rocked back and forth against the motions of his knuckle, and he took these as signs of her desire for harder and faster. He might be a technical virgin, but he'd been almost there once… a long time ago… with a woman who was stolen from him by none-other than his own father. Izayoi should have been… Inuyasha should have been… his.

He'd vowed never again to become involved with a human woman. They were fickle, disloyal, whores who only wanted whoever was most powerful and could give them the most. He'd have killed her himself, had he not already given her location away to the human warlord who'd wanted her first. His bitterness against both her and his sire had known no bounds at that point in his young life. He still couldn't find it in heart to regret that decision.

But Rin was not fickle… Rin had proven her loyalty again and again and she had chosen him over… everything and everyone else, even other humans.

Rin was more than worthy…

"Come for me, Rin." His smooth baritone came out sounding choked as he willed her to climax.

"Yes…" She breathed in his ear, before she went completely still, and completely and utterly silent. She didn't even breathe, but the contractions he felt of her quivering opening, and the gush of fluid from between her legs let him know… she was climaxing.

"Ah!" After a long few moments she cried out, and her hips went wild, bucking against his now open palm, and in the aftershocks, he slipped a finger up inside her. She sagged against him, purring in satisfaction and he swirled the finger inside her, finding it easy now that she was totally relaxed. "Um, that feels good…" Rin moved her hips in circles around his finger, and he added another, scissoring and stretching her gently. Rin moaned and continued to rock against him, not showing the slightest hint of discomfort.

"Are you ready for more?" Sesshoumaru asked, gaining confidence at her continued pleased responses, and hoping this could go by as painlessly as possible.

"Um-hm." She nodded against him, and he added a third finger, feeling slight resistance as she stretched to accommodate the increased girth. He moved more slowly, but Rin bounced more roughly instead. "Don't stop." It wasn't a request, but a demand, and her assertiveness made him even harder. He had to be inside her, damn it!

"Rin." He called out to her, but she was busy riding his fingers roughly and didn't respond. He tried again, more forcefully, "Rin."

"Huh?" She stopped moving, and looked up him, resembling a cat who had just finished a large bowl of cream… Lazy and sated.

"Are you ready?" Her brow furrowed briefly, and he pointedly looked down at the bulge in his fundoshi, then back up to her face. She had followed his gaze and was… staring at his crotch.

"Ready…?" She repeated stupidly, before a light clicked on, and her eyes snapped back up to his face, "Oh… ready…" He nodded, trying very hard not become annoyed with her slow comprehension. Rin moved her hand down and lightly traced the curve of him over his fundoshi cloth, before palming him entirely and giving a squeeze that drove him wild and earned a sharp intake of breath. "Rin is ready… for Sesshoumaru-sama…" Her voice was seductive and rather than take the time to unwind the complicated undergarment, Sesshoumaru merely used his claws and he had done on her obi - shredding the fabric and freeing his erection in a single movement.

"Um…" Rin wasn't exactly sure how to ask this next question but… "Does Sesshoumaru-sama want Rin to move?"

"Move?"

"Onto her hands and knees?"

Sesshoumaru looked up and cocked his head to the side, in puzzlement. What on earth had prompted that? Wasn't that a bit… well… he couldn't see her face if they did it like that. It didn't seem a very intimate position to him, especially for a couple's first time together. But maybe… Maybe she wanted to do it that way? "No, why? Is that your preference?"

Rin blushed, feeling rather awkward and somewhat silly now. "No, but… Rin thought you might… want… that." She finished lamely.

"Why?" He repeated, in the mean time sliding down the wall and coaxing her to join him so he could lie back and she could be on top. He wanted her riding him, for a few reasons. The first of which being he wanted to see her, another being that his inexperience left him wanting to make sure she could move how she pleased in order to be pleasured, and the third of which was simply practical: He could not hurt her very easily in this position.

He was much, much stronger than her, and plunging into her from behind, or even on top, before he'd gained more experience with a human woman seemed rather foolhardy in his estimation. It was much better if she had control of the speed, the force, the depth of penetration and could pull back from him at any time.

"Well, you're… a… youkai. A dog youkai and that's how dogs… you know… I'm sorry."

He would have laughed had she not looked so incredibly serious. Still, this was rather evidence she'd given some… prior thought to mating with him. Deep thought.

"I suppose you wonder if we shall be joined together afterward, as well?" He smirked as she blushed and refused to answer. He let it go, though he might have to… tease her for the presumption later. Instead he pulled her down to him again, and roughly kissed her while thumbing down his erection and using a hand beneath her buttocks to lift her up on to her knees. "I want you on top," he whispered, breaking the kiss to nibble across her earlobe and capture it between her teeth, "I want you to ride me."

Again the catch in her breathing and the way her heart skipped a beat was ample enough reward for Sesshoumaru.

"Oh…Okay." Rin hastily agreed, sitting up again and looking down to his rather large looking arousal. 'That's going inside me? Kami-sama… I hope it fits.' "Um, I can't… see… too well, so you'll have to help."

Sesshoumaru nodded, and guided her hips with one hand and held his cock up with the other. Rin slid slowly downward, and reached between her legs to open her outer lips and let him slide in as smoothly as possible. "When you're ready, sink down." Sesshoumaru grit his teeth at being so close to being inside her… He could feel that hot, wet, undoubtedly tight heat calling to him, and it took all his self-control not merely thrust up into her.

Let her take you on her own, at her pace… You want her comfortable, relaxed…

Rin closed her eyes, and let her weight fall, stiffening as she felt his head slip past her first set of muscles, and snapping her eyes up to his face when she heard a tortured sound escape Sesshoumaru's throat. Did it hurt him? Did she do it wrong?

"Sesshoumaru?" she ventured, "Are you okay?"

"Feels…good." He managed to grit out, wanting nothing more than for her to slam down and take it all.

Rin smirked, feeling very powerful at that moment, hovered above her lord and controlling the pace of his pleasure. She forced herself to relax, and sunk down a few inches more, gasping at the feeling of being so… full, as well as registering the slight pain of his grip on her hips turn to bruising.

His bangs were matted to his forehead, and a dark flush covered his cheeks, his neck, all the way to his ears and down to his collar bones. His veins were pulsing and his markings were slightly jagged. Rin wondered… If he opened his eyes, would they be honey-under-ice gold or would they be blood-red?

Part of her was afraid to find out.

The hardest, and most painful, part was here, and Rin took a few deep breaths before snapping her eyes shut and letting her weight fall down entirely, noting with a hint of mortification that a wet schlup sound was not entirely masked by her keening whine.

The sharp pinch, the slight burn, and the tearing sensation was expected and not altogether as bad as she'd imagined, but it couldn't very well be completely ignored.

Breathe Rin… Just breathe… it will pass. You've been through worse. Hell, you've died twice before. This is nothing! You can do it!

She tried to talk herself into moving, but each time she made to rise, the pain would return, so she just sat there on top of him, with him inside her, and slowly tears of frustration (not pain) started to sting the back of her eyes.

Damn it, Rin… Just move!You can't get this far and then just… Stop! Gods, he's going to be so annoyed if you don't move soon! He isn't going to wait forever, you know!

"My lord." Her fingernails bit into the flesh of his abdominals.

Sesshoumaru finally forced himself back under complete control, and opened his eyes to look up at Rin's - obviously pained - face. His brow furrowed. He'd known that it hurt females, but had obviously underestimated how much pain it caused.

He reached a hand up, and stroked her face, while she grabbed his wrist and didn't allow him to pull back, nuzzling into his large palm. He shushed her, "We can stop."

Rin's eyes flew open, and she stared at him with… determination in her eyes. "Don't… Don't say that."

"But…" He didn't like her to be in pain. The sight of it, the smell of it, the very thought of it twisted his intestines into knots.

"Rin doesn't want to stop." She gathered her courage, noticing the ache was finally subsiding, and lifted herself up on her knees, only to drop back down again, "Please…"

Sesshoumaru growled, feeling her walls clinging to him so tightly… She felt amazing inside. "Rin," He closed his eyes, "Do… as you wish."

Rin smiled, feeling her chest warm with his use of the familiar phrase from her childhood; there was comfort in that, security and subtle promise of certain things remaining the same, even after this.

Rin moved again, forward and back, and rolling her hips while he shuddered beneath her, and she became braver and bolder each time movement didn't cause pain. Rin rocked forward, placing her small hands on his large chest, and moving in earnest now; slowly up and down and back and forth over him, until finally a tilt of her hips and a change of angle sent a shudder through her entire frame.

"Help me…" She whispered, wanting to feel his hands on her hips and him thrusting up into her in time.

"Hai…" He agreed slowly, mind blank with the feeling of being so hotly strangled inside her. His hands found her hips and he bent his knees, placing his feet flat on the futon to give him leverage to thrust upward into her soft center.

He shoved her down and pushed up, and Rin cried out, "Yes, there!"

He'd found it, or rather… she'd found it… The place inside her that would bring ripples of intense pleasure; all he had to do now was not move enough to lose his aim. "Like this?" He smirked, shoving her down again and pushing up, this time a little more sharply.

Rin felt nearly ready to collapse, "Yes… So good… Don't stop… Don't stop… Don't stop." With every thrust she repeated her pleas he continue and he felt her tighten, ripple, and contract around him in response… And by-every-god-and-demon it was good.

"Kami-sama… Rin."

"Faster! Please, faster…"

"Rin, I'm going to…"

"Harder, so… close…"

She shuddered, and he felt her walls milking him, and he sorely want to just… give in… but…

He was on the verge of climax, ready to erupt… "Rin, I'm going to come." He choked the words out, but his honor demanded he…

A terrified look on her face brought reality slamming into him, "Pull out!"

He slowed his pace, staving off climax just a bit longer, "Why?"

She looked at him as though he'd gone mad, "Ha… hanyou!"

He stopped entirely, ignoring the burning in his loins, "You… would not birth hanyou?"

"I don't want… I don't want you to hate me." Rin quietly confessed, unable to keep silent on the matter any longer. It… had to be said.

Sesshoumaru breathed a sigh of relief, and decided the best thing was to show her how much he could give a damn about hanyou. He was finished being bitter.

With one smooth motion he reached up and gripped her, then rolled them over until he was on top, taking a brief moment to adjust before resuming his plunging, deep and hard inside of her; his climax rapidly approaching once more.

"Sesshoumaru…" Rin whimpered, "please."

"Give me offspring…" He whispered, filling her a few more times before releasing into her, spilling hot, sticky seed as deep as he could, into her waiting depths and making sure to grind harder, pitch deeper, and push deep, until he could feel the mouth of her womb against the tip of his member.