InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ To Love Is To Heal ❯ Wont Be Tolerated ( Chapter 2 )
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By: Pretty_Girl_Kagome420 
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Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 05.22.2010 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.6K | Visits: 319 | Status: Work In Progress
I do not own Inuyasha or its characters all rights go to their respective owners
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 05.22.2010 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.6K | Visits: 319 | Status: Work In Progress
To Love is To Heal
Chapter Two: Won’t Be Tolerated
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Sesshomaru let out the most vicious growl any of them, including InuYasha, had ever heard. InuYasha knew immediately that he made a huge mistake, one that may very well cost him his life. InuYasha stepped forward to get Kagome away from the obviously pissed off Demon Lord. There was no telling as to what Sesshomaru would do next and he might harm Kagome. Sesshomaru’s beast was obviously winning the war for control so it could rip the worthless mongrel that was his damnable hanyou half-brother.
Sesshomaru continued to fight with his beast but he couldn’t help but agree with its logic.
‘Half-breed hurt mate! Kill him! He make mate cry! He must pay! This Won't Be Tolerated Any Longer!!’ Sesshomaru’s beast roared in his mind as just a little more of Sesshomaru’s precious control slipped. Oh, he was indeed one pissed off demon.
When InuYasha stepped closer to Kagome, Sesshomaru couldn’t hold back. His beast gladly took control and before InuYasha knew it he was against a tree with very deadly sharp claws piercing into his throat. InuYasha looked up and saw that, indeed, his assumption of who’s claws they were was in fact true as he saw a growling red eyed Sesshomaru, or rather his beast, holding him in place.
Sesshomaru’s beast snarled.
“You should learn your place hanyou. Think next time before speaking to my mate. Is that understood?” With each word Sesshomaru’s beast spoke it squeezed InuYasha’s throat to get his point across.
InuYasha and the group were stunned into silence at the words Sesshomaru’s beast spoke.
“Wait what do you mean by your mate? Kagome is not your mate you bastard she is MY shard detector. That’s all she is good for and any way you hate humans and hanyou and might I remind you she is human and any pups she would bare you would be HANYOU.” InuYasha insisted not even knowing that his last statement pissed the beast off even more.
The beast lost it and threw InuYasha clear across the camp site. InuYasha’s body was sent flying through the air and the trees that were in the path of his flight did not stand a chance as his body crashed right through them.
Finally InuYasha’s body impacted with a strong tree that obviously was really old. He was thrown so far from camp none of the group could see where he had landed but none of them cared. He had hurt their Kagome with his obviously deliberate words. He meant to hurt her with his words they all could tell.
The beast glanced at the still crying female that it loved. Oh, yes the beast loved her. As did Sesshomaru but he denied his feelings putting them off as a weakness.
At the time he had thought mating a human was disgusting but Sesshomaru knew that he loved her after all choosing a mate was the beast’s decision and he had chosen Kagome.
The beast had persisted that Kagome was the only one it wanted and tried convincing Sesshomaru into mating with her, not that he had much of a choice in the matter, he had to listen to his beast, and he was after all his instinctual and emotional part of his being. On top of that when a dog demon’s beast chose its mate it did NOT back down and would refuse, even during mating season, to go to anyone but their chosen female.
Sesshomaru knew that denying his beast of its chosen mate would only physically and mentally weaken him and so Sesshomaru gladly listened to what his beast had to say about its little mate. And at night when Sesshomaru slept his beast conjured up dreams of her and him mating. The dreams, Sesshomaru had to admit, were very enticing and the longer it took him to agree to mating with Kagome the more vivid the dreams became. One dream in particular, that was in fact one of the beast’s more appealing idea.
The beast frequently conjured up that certain dream after all it was very alluring to imagine but it knew it would be even more so WHEN it actually happened in the waking world and he knew his dream would come true.
Sesshomaru’s beast made sure that this particular dream was the most vivid and convincing dream Sesshomaru had to deal with.
~~~~~~~IN SESSHOMARU’S MIND~~~~~~~~~
Sesshomaru purred in his mind as the images of the dream appeared. He knew it was no time to be thinking about such things but he could not help himself it was deliciously sinful. Seeing Kagome lying on HIS bed, a slight sheen of sweat covering her body giving a sparkling glowing look to her skin. Her breast heaving with every gasp, moan, grown and whimper she made. Kami help him the sounds she made were wonderful, in his dream she was not loud and that pleased him after all he was a dog demon and his hearing was far greater than that of any other type of demon, it was in fact music to his elfin ears.
As the dream continued to replay in his mind Sesshomaru growled a soft growl in his mind. The image of her panting and whimpering as he sucked and nipped on her neck slowly making his way down to her breasts. His dream self took one dusky nipple into his mouth and pinched the other between his thumb and forefinger. After paying attention to her perky breast he licked and kissed his way further down her body swirling his tongue in her navel making her whimper his name.
Not being able to take it any longer dream Sesshomaru finished his wondering path to her slightly parted thighs. He kissed both thighs before finally opening her legs wider and looking at his prize for the first time. Her hairless treasure enticed him to continue as did her breathless moans. Sesshomaru’s tongue flicked out of his mouth and in between her folds that were soaked with her nectar, she tasted heavenly he thought as he continued his menstruations on her clit she clawed at his back pressing her hips closer to his mouth begging silently for something her virgin mind did not know of.
Sesshomaru took her offering with great delight as he plunged his tongue into her tight core while his hand snaked down her body in between them and closer to her heat. Once it was at its destination he flicked her clit mindful of his claws and then lightly grasped it between his fingers pinching it ever so softly.
That was her undoing as she gasped and moaned out his name. Before she came down from her first orgasm Sesshomaru flipped her onto her hands and knees but did not enter her instead he once again placed his hand on her core this time though instead of playing with her clit he slipped one single digit into her tight heat. She was so tight he nearly whimpered at the sensation but he held it back. When she started pushing herself back against his pumping finger asking and begging for more and he added another digit into her small hole.
She came again when he wiggled his fingers inside of her hitting that special spot that he knew would make her scream and she did but it did not hurt his ears it was beautiful. The sight of her ass in the air, her dripping pussy that he still had his fingers in while it twitched around them and her face contorted in pleasure nearly sent him over the edge.
And then the dream would end but he did not mind even though after the dream he always woke up hard as a rock and sweating he couldn’t bring himself to be disgusted with it because he knew that it was to be expected after all that’s how a dog demon’s beast convinced the rational side to mate with its chosen. The dreams and emotions he felt were the beast’s way to tell him they were meant for each other, they were soul mates.
~~~~~IN REALITY~~~~~~
Sesshomaru’s beast was pleased with the obvious distraction of its master. It gave him time to beat the ever loving shit out of the hanyou. The beast looked on at its chosen female who was currently crying in the arms of the slayer who desperately tried to comfort her distraught sister.
The beast turned on his heel and quickly and quietly made its way to where InuYasha was. The hanyou lying in a heap on the ground bruises covering his body and dirt stains on his clothing. The hanyou’s breath was labored the beast noticed but as soon as he entered the clearing he heard InuYasha’s breathing and heart stop for just a millisecond and the beast was pleased.
‘Good he should fear me.’ The beast thought.
The beast lashed out sending the green glowing whip that was formed from his finger tips straight for the hanyou. It was obvious that the pain the hanyou was consumed with was going to push him into unconsciousness and so the beast reared back the whip and hit the hanyou once more. That was all it took blackness cover InuYasha’s vision as he fell into a pain induced slumber.
The beast walked forward closer to the unconscious hanyou and he growled viciously his deadly claws glowing with his deadly acid aimed to strike. That is until he heard hurried footsteps coming in the direction headed straight for him. He turned only to have the breath knocked out of him as someone crashed into him. When the beast looked down to see just who it was he was pleasantly surprised to find his little mate a top of him. The feel of her slight weight on him and the slight pressure being applied to his groin shocked the beast and Sesshomaru regained control.
Kagome for her part did not move an inch or at least she tried not to but something was poking her thigh and she shifted to get comfortable and the only comfortable position was her sitting right on top of whatever it was that was poking her. She had no idea what it was that she currently was sitting on but she figured it was probably armor that was hidden beneath his clothing, after all, all warriors in this era wore armor under their clothing for protection against attacks.
When Sesshomaru felt her shift her weight and her sit directly on his erection he couldn’t hold back the groan of pleasure as he felt the heat radiating from her core. He couldn’t believe his luck! Here he was with Kagome lying on top of him her breast pressed against his chest and his erection pressed against her heat. He felt her clit directly positioned on the head of his dick that was still covered in the confinements of his hakamas. Her clit was slightly hard he noticed he took a delicate sniff of the air around them and what he detected made his heart beat faster.
His beast purred at the sent that clung to their female.
‘She is in heat. She smells delicious. Take her, mark her, mate her, make her ours forever!’ The beast demanded insistently.
Sesshomaru however was unsure of how his little one would react to such advancements on her person so he decided he would test the boundaries. He lifted his hips ever so slightly while pushing against her. The head of his dick rubbed gently against her clit through her flimsy panties and she moaned. Her reaction to his advancement pleased him it was such a beautiful sound especially since it was coupled with her soft panting breaths fanning across his delicate ear.
Sesshomaru grabbed her hips and rocked them against his erection slowly. The motion pressed her pussy further onto his erection and he moved faster little by little with every breathless whimper from his female. He couldn’t believe it when he felt, through the flimsy material of her under garment and through his silk hakamas, the heat from her core increase and he almost groaned aloud when he felt a small amount of moisture seep through her panties and onto his hakamas.
She didn’t stop him he realized half dazed. He decided to take it a little further and moved his hands from her hips to slide down her thighs and back up her skirt. One hand grasped her firm yet curvy ass as the other dipped lower to the apex between her thighs. He touched her core against her panties and this time he did groan out loud when he felt just how wet and hot she was.
Kagome couldn’t believe it Sesshomaru, THE LORD SESSHOMARU, was touching her and grinding what she now realized was his dick against her clit. She couldn’t help her reaction to his touch and his other ministrations it felt so good. As she felt herself become wetter with each passing second she flushed slightly in embarrassment and sat up straight inevitably putting more pressure on his dick and his rubbing finger. She couldn’t stop herself she looked directly into his eyes and she stuttered in uncertainty.
“Lord Sesshomaru… What are you doing? We shouldn’t be doing this. You don’t want to do this. You’re only reacting to my heat cycle. I won’t sleep with someone just because I’m in heat. I won’t be anyone’s one night stand.” Kagome whimpered when he did stop and he just looked at her his eyes slightly saddened.
“You believe this Sesshomaru would just rut with you and leave? You are highly mistaken little one. This Sesshomaru wants to MATE with you not just rut. I want you as mine forever as does my beast. My beast has loved you since the beginning and I slowly followed the process of falling in love though I did indeed deny my feelings I cannot do so any longer. I have to let you know. My beast and I love you and wish to mate you and when a dog demon mates it is for life and they stay loyal to their mates. I will never take another and you will never need any other but me. Do you see little one? If I did not care I would not wish to be your protector. I do not just want to rut with you Kagome I wish to make LOVE to you.” Sesshomaru said softly to the beautiful female still sitting in his lap.
“I am sorry I should not have acted this way. I shall escort you back to your camp and leave you be.” He whispered as he went to sit up so he could stand.
Kagome looked sad after what he said, Sesshomaru did not understand why she was sad, she did not want this so there was no reason for her to be sad. Sesshomaru looked into her eyes and saw uncertainty, pain but what knocked the breath right out of his lungs was the rejection she felt.
‘Mate sad. You made her sad. She feels rejected now she will never accept us!’ Sesshomaru’s beast started to whimper as it watched the scene play out through Sesshomaru’s eyes.
“Little One?” Sesshomaru questioned softly.
“I’m sorry.” Was all she said before she was up and running.
Sesshomaru got up as quickly as he could and went after her. He stopped dead in his tracks however at the scent of tears, her tears he realized.
She was crying because of HIM.
He had hurt her by rejecting her but he had thought she was rejecting him when he now realized she was just uncertain and she was just looking for comfort that he was not just going to use her and even though he said he did not just want to rut her, that he wanted to mate her, she felt rejected because of his last sentence he realized. He cursed when he replayed the conversation in his mind and the look on her face and in her eyes when he said he wanted to mate her, she looked happy and hopeful, that is until he said his last sentence.
The happy and hopeful look on her face and the shine in her eyes faded into nothing but hurt and rejection.
He had caused her to flee from him, he had caused her to cry because he thought she rejected him. When in all actuality she was just going under the pressure of uncertainty caused by the worthless half breed and his dead whore’s words.
She thought no one wanted her. His heart stopped and it was hard for him to breath. His feet carried him to a nearby hot spring and he found himself looking upon HIS crying female. His gut twisted and his beast whined.
This was all his fault.
“Kagome?” Sesshomaru said softly.
“What. What did you come here for Sesshomaru? To tell me how worthless I am and how weak I am for showing my emotions for being uncertain? Or did you come here to tell me you could never love a stupid little human girl such as myself?” Kagome whispered not looking at him.
The sadness was thick in her voice.
Again Sesshomaru’s gut twisted but still he stepped toward her. The scent of her fear crashed into him and he felt pain in his heart. She was afraid of him again. She was afraid he would punish her for her words.
Why had he acted so foolishly?!?!?
“Kagome… I did not come here for any of those reasons. I came to apologize I meant every word I said about wanting to mate with you and for you to be mine forever. Kagome I said the last part thinking you were rejecting me. Even though I said it I never could mean it. You mean to much to me, I would have stayed close by to protect you even if you did not wish me to be near you. I AM in love with you little one. I am sorry I hurt you it was not my intention I realize that you were just uncertain about my intentions because of the half-breed lying and the hurtful words he spoke. He may have lied about loving you mate but I am Lord Sesshomaru, I would never lie especially not about such a serious topic as mating and love. Do you understand? I WANT and NEED you to be with me please Kagome. Let me love you.” Sesshomaru said as he did something he had only done in front of his mother and father, he bent down on one knee his head bowed and whimpered asking in his natural dog language for forgiveness.
Kagome was happy and smiling gently as she raised her hand to his face and made him look at her.
“Do not bow down to me My Lord. I understand and I wish for you to know that I have felt strongly for you since the beginning. I couldn’t risk your rejection so I acted as if I loved InuYasha when I never did I only saw him as a friend. That’s why I cry when he says such harsh things to me not because I’m in love with him but because I thought he was my friend. Do you understand that My Lord?” Kagome said softly smiling gently at him.
Sesshomaru was surprised indeed. She had feelings for him since the beginning just as his beast and himself had. But she had feared his rejection. And he couldn’t blame her after all he had done almost the exact same thing only difference was he hid his emotion by hurtful words and cruel harmful actions toward her while she had pretended to love InuYasha to save herself from heart ache.
“I understand completely little one. The only question left to ask now is… Will you Kagome accept me and become My Mate, My Lady, My Love and My World for all eternity?” Sesshomaru asked after pulling Kagome into his lap.
~~~~~~~END CHAPTER~~~~~~~~~~
I figured I’d end it like this to build the suspense and keep my readers interested I hope you enjoyed this. I really enjoyed writing it lol. This chapter is 3,346 words long not including this little note. Well hope ya enjoyed you all are awesome!
Chapter Two: Won’t Be Tolerated
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Sesshomaru let out the most vicious growl any of them, including InuYasha, had ever heard. InuYasha knew immediately that he made a huge mistake, one that may very well cost him his life. InuYasha stepped forward to get Kagome away from the obviously pissed off Demon Lord. There was no telling as to what Sesshomaru would do next and he might harm Kagome. Sesshomaru’s beast was obviously winning the war for control so it could rip the worthless mongrel that was his damnable hanyou half-brother.
Sesshomaru continued to fight with his beast but he couldn’t help but agree with its logic.
‘Half-breed hurt mate! Kill him! He make mate cry! He must pay! This Won't Be Tolerated Any Longer!!’ Sesshomaru’s beast roared in his mind as just a little more of Sesshomaru’s precious control slipped. Oh, he was indeed one pissed off demon.
When InuYasha stepped closer to Kagome, Sesshomaru couldn’t hold back. His beast gladly took control and before InuYasha knew it he was against a tree with very deadly sharp claws piercing into his throat. InuYasha looked up and saw that, indeed, his assumption of who’s claws they were was in fact true as he saw a growling red eyed Sesshomaru, or rather his beast, holding him in place.
Sesshomaru’s beast snarled.
“You should learn your place hanyou. Think next time before speaking to my mate. Is that understood?” With each word Sesshomaru’s beast spoke it squeezed InuYasha’s throat to get his point across.
InuYasha and the group were stunned into silence at the words Sesshomaru’s beast spoke.
“Wait what do you mean by your mate? Kagome is not your mate you bastard she is MY shard detector. That’s all she is good for and any way you hate humans and hanyou and might I remind you she is human and any pups she would bare you would be HANYOU.” InuYasha insisted not even knowing that his last statement pissed the beast off even more.
The beast lost it and threw InuYasha clear across the camp site. InuYasha’s body was sent flying through the air and the trees that were in the path of his flight did not stand a chance as his body crashed right through them.
Finally InuYasha’s body impacted with a strong tree that obviously was really old. He was thrown so far from camp none of the group could see where he had landed but none of them cared. He had hurt their Kagome with his obviously deliberate words. He meant to hurt her with his words they all could tell.
The beast glanced at the still crying female that it loved. Oh, yes the beast loved her. As did Sesshomaru but he denied his feelings putting them off as a weakness.
At the time he had thought mating a human was disgusting but Sesshomaru knew that he loved her after all choosing a mate was the beast’s decision and he had chosen Kagome.
The beast had persisted that Kagome was the only one it wanted and tried convincing Sesshomaru into mating with her, not that he had much of a choice in the matter, he had to listen to his beast, and he was after all his instinctual and emotional part of his being. On top of that when a dog demon’s beast chose its mate it did NOT back down and would refuse, even during mating season, to go to anyone but their chosen female.
Sesshomaru knew that denying his beast of its chosen mate would only physically and mentally weaken him and so Sesshomaru gladly listened to what his beast had to say about its little mate. And at night when Sesshomaru slept his beast conjured up dreams of her and him mating. The dreams, Sesshomaru had to admit, were very enticing and the longer it took him to agree to mating with Kagome the more vivid the dreams became. One dream in particular, that was in fact one of the beast’s more appealing idea.
The beast frequently conjured up that certain dream after all it was very alluring to imagine but it knew it would be even more so WHEN it actually happened in the waking world and he knew his dream would come true.
Sesshomaru’s beast made sure that this particular dream was the most vivid and convincing dream Sesshomaru had to deal with.
~~~~~~~IN SESSHOMARU’S MIND~~~~~~~~~
Sesshomaru purred in his mind as the images of the dream appeared. He knew it was no time to be thinking about such things but he could not help himself it was deliciously sinful. Seeing Kagome lying on HIS bed, a slight sheen of sweat covering her body giving a sparkling glowing look to her skin. Her breast heaving with every gasp, moan, grown and whimper she made. Kami help him the sounds she made were wonderful, in his dream she was not loud and that pleased him after all he was a dog demon and his hearing was far greater than that of any other type of demon, it was in fact music to his elfin ears.
As the dream continued to replay in his mind Sesshomaru growled a soft growl in his mind. The image of her panting and whimpering as he sucked and nipped on her neck slowly making his way down to her breasts. His dream self took one dusky nipple into his mouth and pinched the other between his thumb and forefinger. After paying attention to her perky breast he licked and kissed his way further down her body swirling his tongue in her navel making her whimper his name.
Not being able to take it any longer dream Sesshomaru finished his wondering path to her slightly parted thighs. He kissed both thighs before finally opening her legs wider and looking at his prize for the first time. Her hairless treasure enticed him to continue as did her breathless moans. Sesshomaru’s tongue flicked out of his mouth and in between her folds that were soaked with her nectar, she tasted heavenly he thought as he continued his menstruations on her clit she clawed at his back pressing her hips closer to his mouth begging silently for something her virgin mind did not know of.
Sesshomaru took her offering with great delight as he plunged his tongue into her tight core while his hand snaked down her body in between them and closer to her heat. Once it was at its destination he flicked her clit mindful of his claws and then lightly grasped it between his fingers pinching it ever so softly.
That was her undoing as she gasped and moaned out his name. Before she came down from her first orgasm Sesshomaru flipped her onto her hands and knees but did not enter her instead he once again placed his hand on her core this time though instead of playing with her clit he slipped one single digit into her tight heat. She was so tight he nearly whimpered at the sensation but he held it back. When she started pushing herself back against his pumping finger asking and begging for more and he added another digit into her small hole.
She came again when he wiggled his fingers inside of her hitting that special spot that he knew would make her scream and she did but it did not hurt his ears it was beautiful. The sight of her ass in the air, her dripping pussy that he still had his fingers in while it twitched around them and her face contorted in pleasure nearly sent him over the edge.
And then the dream would end but he did not mind even though after the dream he always woke up hard as a rock and sweating he couldn’t bring himself to be disgusted with it because he knew that it was to be expected after all that’s how a dog demon’s beast convinced the rational side to mate with its chosen. The dreams and emotions he felt were the beast’s way to tell him they were meant for each other, they were soul mates.
~~~~~IN REALITY~~~~~~
Sesshomaru’s beast was pleased with the obvious distraction of its master. It gave him time to beat the ever loving shit out of the hanyou. The beast looked on at its chosen female who was currently crying in the arms of the slayer who desperately tried to comfort her distraught sister.
The beast turned on his heel and quickly and quietly made its way to where InuYasha was. The hanyou lying in a heap on the ground bruises covering his body and dirt stains on his clothing. The hanyou’s breath was labored the beast noticed but as soon as he entered the clearing he heard InuYasha’s breathing and heart stop for just a millisecond and the beast was pleased.
‘Good he should fear me.’ The beast thought.
The beast lashed out sending the green glowing whip that was formed from his finger tips straight for the hanyou. It was obvious that the pain the hanyou was consumed with was going to push him into unconsciousness and so the beast reared back the whip and hit the hanyou once more. That was all it took blackness cover InuYasha’s vision as he fell into a pain induced slumber.
The beast walked forward closer to the unconscious hanyou and he growled viciously his deadly claws glowing with his deadly acid aimed to strike. That is until he heard hurried footsteps coming in the direction headed straight for him. He turned only to have the breath knocked out of him as someone crashed into him. When the beast looked down to see just who it was he was pleasantly surprised to find his little mate a top of him. The feel of her slight weight on him and the slight pressure being applied to his groin shocked the beast and Sesshomaru regained control.
Kagome for her part did not move an inch or at least she tried not to but something was poking her thigh and she shifted to get comfortable and the only comfortable position was her sitting right on top of whatever it was that was poking her. She had no idea what it was that she currently was sitting on but she figured it was probably armor that was hidden beneath his clothing, after all, all warriors in this era wore armor under their clothing for protection against attacks.
When Sesshomaru felt her shift her weight and her sit directly on his erection he couldn’t hold back the groan of pleasure as he felt the heat radiating from her core. He couldn’t believe his luck! Here he was with Kagome lying on top of him her breast pressed against his chest and his erection pressed against her heat. He felt her clit directly positioned on the head of his dick that was still covered in the confinements of his hakamas. Her clit was slightly hard he noticed he took a delicate sniff of the air around them and what he detected made his heart beat faster.
His beast purred at the sent that clung to their female.
‘She is in heat. She smells delicious. Take her, mark her, mate her, make her ours forever!’ The beast demanded insistently.
Sesshomaru however was unsure of how his little one would react to such advancements on her person so he decided he would test the boundaries. He lifted his hips ever so slightly while pushing against her. The head of his dick rubbed gently against her clit through her flimsy panties and she moaned. Her reaction to his advancement pleased him it was such a beautiful sound especially since it was coupled with her soft panting breaths fanning across his delicate ear.
Sesshomaru grabbed her hips and rocked them against his erection slowly. The motion pressed her pussy further onto his erection and he moved faster little by little with every breathless whimper from his female. He couldn’t believe it when he felt, through the flimsy material of her under garment and through his silk hakamas, the heat from her core increase and he almost groaned aloud when he felt a small amount of moisture seep through her panties and onto his hakamas.
She didn’t stop him he realized half dazed. He decided to take it a little further and moved his hands from her hips to slide down her thighs and back up her skirt. One hand grasped her firm yet curvy ass as the other dipped lower to the apex between her thighs. He touched her core against her panties and this time he did groan out loud when he felt just how wet and hot she was.
Kagome couldn’t believe it Sesshomaru, THE LORD SESSHOMARU, was touching her and grinding what she now realized was his dick against her clit. She couldn’t help her reaction to his touch and his other ministrations it felt so good. As she felt herself become wetter with each passing second she flushed slightly in embarrassment and sat up straight inevitably putting more pressure on his dick and his rubbing finger. She couldn’t stop herself she looked directly into his eyes and she stuttered in uncertainty.
“Lord Sesshomaru… What are you doing? We shouldn’t be doing this. You don’t want to do this. You’re only reacting to my heat cycle. I won’t sleep with someone just because I’m in heat. I won’t be anyone’s one night stand.” Kagome whimpered when he did stop and he just looked at her his eyes slightly saddened.
“You believe this Sesshomaru would just rut with you and leave? You are highly mistaken little one. This Sesshomaru wants to MATE with you not just rut. I want you as mine forever as does my beast. My beast has loved you since the beginning and I slowly followed the process of falling in love though I did indeed deny my feelings I cannot do so any longer. I have to let you know. My beast and I love you and wish to mate you and when a dog demon mates it is for life and they stay loyal to their mates. I will never take another and you will never need any other but me. Do you see little one? If I did not care I would not wish to be your protector. I do not just want to rut with you Kagome I wish to make LOVE to you.” Sesshomaru said softly to the beautiful female still sitting in his lap.
“I am sorry I should not have acted this way. I shall escort you back to your camp and leave you be.” He whispered as he went to sit up so he could stand.
Kagome looked sad after what he said, Sesshomaru did not understand why she was sad, she did not want this so there was no reason for her to be sad. Sesshomaru looked into her eyes and saw uncertainty, pain but what knocked the breath right out of his lungs was the rejection she felt.
‘Mate sad. You made her sad. She feels rejected now she will never accept us!’ Sesshomaru’s beast started to whimper as it watched the scene play out through Sesshomaru’s eyes.
“Little One?” Sesshomaru questioned softly.
“I’m sorry.” Was all she said before she was up and running.
Sesshomaru got up as quickly as he could and went after her. He stopped dead in his tracks however at the scent of tears, her tears he realized.
She was crying because of HIM.
He had hurt her by rejecting her but he had thought she was rejecting him when he now realized she was just uncertain and she was just looking for comfort that he was not just going to use her and even though he said he did not just want to rut her, that he wanted to mate her, she felt rejected because of his last sentence he realized. He cursed when he replayed the conversation in his mind and the look on her face and in her eyes when he said he wanted to mate her, she looked happy and hopeful, that is until he said his last sentence.
The happy and hopeful look on her face and the shine in her eyes faded into nothing but hurt and rejection.
He had caused her to flee from him, he had caused her to cry because he thought she rejected him. When in all actuality she was just going under the pressure of uncertainty caused by the worthless half breed and his dead whore’s words.
She thought no one wanted her. His heart stopped and it was hard for him to breath. His feet carried him to a nearby hot spring and he found himself looking upon HIS crying female. His gut twisted and his beast whined.
This was all his fault.
“Kagome?” Sesshomaru said softly.
“What. What did you come here for Sesshomaru? To tell me how worthless I am and how weak I am for showing my emotions for being uncertain? Or did you come here to tell me you could never love a stupid little human girl such as myself?” Kagome whispered not looking at him.
The sadness was thick in her voice.
Again Sesshomaru’s gut twisted but still he stepped toward her. The scent of her fear crashed into him and he felt pain in his heart. She was afraid of him again. She was afraid he would punish her for her words.
Why had he acted so foolishly?!?!?
“Kagome… I did not come here for any of those reasons. I came to apologize I meant every word I said about wanting to mate with you and for you to be mine forever. Kagome I said the last part thinking you were rejecting me. Even though I said it I never could mean it. You mean to much to me, I would have stayed close by to protect you even if you did not wish me to be near you. I AM in love with you little one. I am sorry I hurt you it was not my intention I realize that you were just uncertain about my intentions because of the half-breed lying and the hurtful words he spoke. He may have lied about loving you mate but I am Lord Sesshomaru, I would never lie especially not about such a serious topic as mating and love. Do you understand? I WANT and NEED you to be with me please Kagome. Let me love you.” Sesshomaru said as he did something he had only done in front of his mother and father, he bent down on one knee his head bowed and whimpered asking in his natural dog language for forgiveness.
Kagome was happy and smiling gently as she raised her hand to his face and made him look at her.
“Do not bow down to me My Lord. I understand and I wish for you to know that I have felt strongly for you since the beginning. I couldn’t risk your rejection so I acted as if I loved InuYasha when I never did I only saw him as a friend. That’s why I cry when he says such harsh things to me not because I’m in love with him but because I thought he was my friend. Do you understand that My Lord?” Kagome said softly smiling gently at him.
Sesshomaru was surprised indeed. She had feelings for him since the beginning just as his beast and himself had. But she had feared his rejection. And he couldn’t blame her after all he had done almost the exact same thing only difference was he hid his emotion by hurtful words and cruel harmful actions toward her while she had pretended to love InuYasha to save herself from heart ache.
“I understand completely little one. The only question left to ask now is… Will you Kagome accept me and become My Mate, My Lady, My Love and My World for all eternity?” Sesshomaru asked after pulling Kagome into his lap.
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I figured I’d end it like this to build the suspense and keep my readers interested I hope you enjoyed this. I really enjoyed writing it lol. This chapter is 3,346 words long not including this little note. Well hope ya enjoyed you all are awesome!