InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ To Love or To Lose ❯ To Love ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: I am not the owner of Inuyasha, But…. I am his bitch….

 

 

To Love: Chapter 1

 

Kagome walked silently threw the open forest. She was looking for Inuyasha. Again. He's been doing this lately that she noticed. She has a few ideas why, but she never said anything to him, knowing it would just make him mad that she was getting in his business. This was the first time, she even dared to find out. But she was tired of the secrets. After 5 years of knowing the dog demon, it was time a few things came out in the open. She was now 20 years old. She was an adult, damn it! And she was sure as hell going to be treated like one!

 

A few feet later, and she stopped. The pain in her chest was the proof, it wasn't just her eyes messing with her. Inuyasha was in Kikyo's arms. It hurt. God it hurt. But she wasn't going to run again. She wasn't going to cry, she was going to talk.

 

“Inuyasha?”

 

The wind blew her whisper towards the two lovers. And they both looked up shocked. Even Kikyo, who was usually wore a mask of the unknown.

 

“Ka-Kagome? What, what are you doing here?” `Why hasn't she run yet?'

 

Kagome smiled sadly. “ Hello Kikyo. Can I talk to Inuyasha alone, please? I promise it wont take long.”

 

Kikyo finally came out of it, and nodded. Quietly leaving the two alone.

 

Inuyasha glanced away from kagome to watch Kikyo, then back to Kagome.

 

“Inuyasha, I know you love her. I know you'd do anything for her. That's why, when the jewel shard is completed, My wish will be to you and kikyo. Please don't ask me what the wish will be, But it will be a wish that I will make none the less. I do love you Inuyasha. I might never stop. But im not going to live in my fantasy anymore, that just a small part of you will love me back. I want to be friends still Inuyasha. Because, to me, you're my best friend. I just hoped im yours.”

 

Inuyasha stood still. Not believing that she had actually admitted to loving him. It couldn't be true. It, it couldn't!

 

Kagome turned to walk away. “I'll stay with you forever Inuyasha. Or, at least, as long as you need me.” And with that, she was gone.

 

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Miroku sat in the small hut staring at his new perfect and complete hand. After the last fight with Naraku, his hand had healed itself, And the wind tunnel, forever gone. Even thought the fight had been at least a month ago. He still couldn't get over it. And now, he was going to make his life better. He was going to ask Songo to marry him tonight. At that he smiled. He loved her so much. But. For some reason, he didn't know if he was in love with her. At that, he frowned.

 

He had strange feelings towards a certain Miko lately, and to say they were disturbing, was, well…an understatement. As lovely as the thoughts were, they weren't practical. Him and Songo were practical. Kagome and Inuyasha, practical. He couldn't understand it though. He knew that He was meant for Songo, but he still had this pain in his heart every time Kagome cried, or needed someone.

 

“Brotherly instincts.” He whispered to himself. Yeah, that had to be it.

 

Songo looked up from were she was sitting reading one of Kagome's books. “Did you say something Miroku?”

 

He smiled at her. “Songo, would you like to take a walk with me?” He asked, ignoring her question.

 

Songo looked hesitant, but got up and followed anyways.

 

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Kagome sat next to the fire holding a sleeping Shippo. After her talk with Inuyasha, she found Shippo nearby trying to listen in. At first she thought about yelling at him. But not before he told her that he was sorry Inuyasha was a jerk. And that he'd still be there for her. She didn't cry. And for that she was happy. At first she thought she would be distraught. But after the speech was over, it was like a huge force was lifted off of her shoulders. She felt new.

 

Sure she still had feelings for Inuyasha. But at least she came to terms with that they were.

 

She was about to lay down to sleep when she caught Miroku and Songo walking quietly out of the hut. She smiled at the two, knowing Miroku had planed on asked Songo the big question tonight. She was happy for the two. She was, really.

 

But deep down somewhere, she had to hide this nagging feeling that, them getting married, would be worse then losing Inuyasha to Kikyo.

 

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Songo held her breath during the walk. She knew what he was going to ask her. And it hurt her to look at him, so happy, and peacefull. But she had to say what was in her heart right?

 

Before she could finish her thoughts, she was interrupted with a cough from Miroku.

 

She turned to finally stare at him.

 

“Yes?”

 

Miroku laughed nervously. “Uh, Songo. I know this might seem weird, or out of place but. Songo, We have known each other for a while now. About 5 years, if IM not mistaken. We've been threw a lot together and before now, with the whole Naraku thing, I would have never even considered this, but…”

 

Bending down on one knee Miroku pulled out a small velvet black box and opened it up. He blushed. “This is called a wedding ring, Kagome told me that its something you give to the women you wish to be with for the rest of your life. The women, you wish to…marry.”

 

Songo let out the breath that she had been holding. `God, Miroku, no.'

 

Unaware of her negative thoughts, Miroku went on.

 

“So, Songo…will you marry me?”

 

Songo back away. “Miroku, I'm sorry. But, I…I can't. I'm, I'm sorry, but I just cant.”

 

With that, she ran back towards the small hut. Leaving a shocked Miroku.

 

Slowly standing, and looking at the ring in the small box. He felt bad. For the whole time he had recited his small speech. He had been hoping she'd say that.

Until next time my fellow readers! R & R!!!! PLEASE!

 

I hope you like. This is my first attempt at a REAL fic. I have, although written many one-shots. I hope you enjoy. Next chapter im thinking…Thursday.

 

-Nicole-

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