InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ To Never Again See the Sun Rise ❯ Never ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

To Never Again See the Sun Rise
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Summary: Its been an never ending night since you left me.
you promised to always be at my side, well thats just one more of your lies. I chose to end it now, for otherwise
I shall never again see the sun rise.
Rating: PG 13
Dedication to anyone who has ever been afraid to wake up one morning a realize there alone.
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"It's raining ..again. Althought thats no suprise, its always been raining since you left. I find myself slowly picking up your picture- ya know the one were you kissed me and that same day said you always wanted to be with me ya - and ripping it into peices and letting it fall onto the floor. DAMN YOU is all i can manage to scream. I have been crying everyday since you left although everyone seems oblivious to my well hidden pain. Don't you remember you promised to always be with me and that very morning when I wake you would be right at my side? Well why aren't you now? I find myself now standing at the place were we mated, and you promised me forever.
Yea that place now is torn and broken just like my heart.
How is it that you can still haunt me with your memory even though you are not here?
I remember the day when we first met, you were so cute trying to be tough and all, but I could see through your ruse.
Your golden gaze still sends shivers down my spine,
Your daughter looks so much like you. I'm sad to leave her but its what i must do. She is so adorable with her chocolate eyes and white hair and cute little ears, She's tough like you, my love, and she can handle more heartache then I. I love her dearly and do not mean to cause her so much pain, but that will be nothing compared to the pain you have placed in my heart.
Don't worry our dear friends have agreed so kindly to take good care of her as they would their own son. I'm telling you now that no matter how much pain you have caused me nothing compares seeing you with that retched thing you call a woman, I thought you had finally left her for me but I was wrong and I thought over time your heart would be mine and appparently bearing your child wasn't enough either.
I loved you damnit, why didn't you understand that.
Ever since you left, it has been one painful fight after another.
I fear I shall never again see the glorious set of the sun, much less in the warmth of your arms. Or have those wonderful winters night cuddled next to the fire and you whispering sweet thing into my ears. I miss those days so badly.
My death is nothing. Nothing to you.
My dear friends, I am sad to leave you like this, I had planned for us all to live happily that is why I gave up my goals and dreams of one day that turned to never.Don't mourn for losing me and don't allow my daughter to see this until she is old enough to understand and if something, god forbid, happens to you, please tell Shippoe to look after my daughter.
I love you all so dearly but now I am afraid, I must leave you all with only the memory that was me.
I am sorry if the note is wet with my tears, it seems I am more afraid then I thought. And if blood be upon I am sorry for that too, seems my arrow wouldn't stay steady if the case be.
I love you all ,even you, InuYasha "

Sango concluded the note in tears, Miroku held her as Kohaku, their son, and Aika, Kagome's daughter, stould wondering what the letter meant.
Sango crumbled the note in her hand, holding close to her painfilled heart.
InuYasha walked into the room with Kikyo in his arms .
"Whats goin on ?" he asked dumbfounded
"YOU BASTARD" Sango cried out
tears flowed freely from her eyes.
InuYasha was taken back.
"What?! "
"You killed Kagome" Sango said crying.
"No I didn't what the fuck are you talking about??"
Sango through the note at him, hitting him in the head
He quickly read the note.
"What"
"Yes you killed her you cheated on her witht hat ..that..thing and she got hurt for the last time, she killed herself."
By now Aika was crying, realizing she was never going to see her mother again.
"I WANT MOMMY" she cried.
"Sweety momy's gone for a little while but don;t worry Auntie Sango's here" Sango said holding Aika .
"Look what you did InuYasha, you left your daughter, lost your mate and she was the love of your life and all you have to gain is a whore"
"I didn't lose my friends "
"Thats what you think" Miroki said
"As for me and my family, you are nothing" He continued
"Miroku c'mon we were best friends"
"Yes and so were me and Kagome but things don't last forever and it's all your fault"
"Sango, Miroku , I'm soo sorry , I.."
"Shut up and leave"
"But"
"LEAVE" she spat
InuYasha left in fear of the angry slayer.
He walked to the same place where Kagome had committed her suicide, he saw her lifeless body and it was too much pain to bear, Her mangled body lay tormented by demons who thought it fun to torment a dead human.
her neck lay crooked legs swayed in opposite directions and her shirt torn in many places revealing her toned and torn flesh.
Painfilled his heart as he grasped the arrow she used
and finished his life to, much like her, never again see the sun rise.
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Prologue
Sango and Miroku placed flowers on their friends grave.
Sango let out a wail of the loss of her closest friend.
Miroku grieved but not a far worse as his wife.
Aika and Kohaku sat by the lake saying prayers for her parents.
Kohaku and Aika were now 16 and 15, and starting to fall for each other.
Kohaku planted a kiss on Aika's cheek and held her hand as they walked away.
"Well maybe they'll have better luck then her parents "
"Let us hope "
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A/N I know sad thing but I added the prologue to try to help make it not so bad.
R/R