InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ To Purify ❯ Obsession ( Chapter 3 )
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By: ladysango2010 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama / Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 10.03.2010 | Pages: 1 | Words: 893 | Visits: 221 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama / Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 10.03.2010 | Pages: 1 | Words: 893 | Visits: 221 | Status: Completed
three :Obsession
There is a lot to be said for those who spend all their time alone. Your thinking is off. When your alone you don’t have a support system. You only have your heart and your imagination. That being said, being solitary helps you develop unhealthy habits. For Inuyasha, it was the habit or obsession of Kikyou.
It had been 5 years that she disappeared. But that was ok. He found out where she lived.
He even knew where she worked. She was a receptionist at a nursing home. He felt bad the she had to settle with such a tedious job. Every now and then he would write a letter and go to Keade asking her to send it to Kikyou. Little did he know that every letter written, was deposited in the trash.
Keade was kind and a good listener as well as sympathetic, but he didn’t want her in his life. She kept on after him offer him assistance. Stating that he needs to seek help.
“Inuyasha, I understand that with Inuyokai, relationships with you is deeper then humans. I want you to talk to someone. This is not healthy for you. You need to stop with this. Leave her alone. You have been wronged and you need to grow from this”
That last conversation was the last time he went to see Keade. She didn’t understand. So he kept all his inquiries to himself . He wasn’t crazy and didn’t want people to analyze his situation. It would only piss him off.
His true sanctuary had always been his home. He had a Kikyou shrine in his home. All the pictures he took of her he had blown up in size. He often wondered her response if he were to show her his apartment. He was sure that she would be a little irritated with it. She was always so modest with her looks.
When he would go to sleep at night he would he dream of Kikyou every night, some nights they were good dreams. Of them being together, married, and with pups. Some were bad, others were reenactment of the events that tore them apart. On the nights that were bad he would get up and stare at his shrine.
But even his dreams didn’t appease him. So he found out all sorts of info about her. All you have to do is pay 18 bucks and you get go on the internet and find out everything about a person. Sure he knew where she worked and her home, but he wanted to know more. He found that she had a face book page, and he looked at her posts.
It was then that he drew the line. He was a lost man. Without realizing it he became a stalker. He was planning an impromptu visit to see her. He had to see her, he loved her There were things that needed to be said still.
It wasn’t that he wanted to confront her, in fact he just wanted to know if she was ok. And if she still felt anything for him. He called her a couple of times but hung up because her voicemail would pick up. He knew he was being obsessive, but he couldn’t help it. She was his first and only love, and he felt that things should not have ended the way it did.
He drove up to her home. He was surprised that she lived in a well to do area. Her home was a large three story. He was about to get out the car when he saw it. Three men in tuxedo’s walk out of the home. He lowered his window to hear what they were talking about.
“ So how much you want to bet that Kikyou will be late?” one man said/
“For her own wedding hell yeah. I know how you are about tardiness Onigumo.”
“She is worth it. “ the man in the middle said.
Inuyasha in shock didn’t move from his spot in one hour. When he finally got out of his shock, he drove away in bitterness. It was later on that week his pain was confirmed. Kikyou got married and she married a wealthy man by the name of Onigumo Arachnid. And he found pictures of the wedding on her posts. It was then that his heart grew cold.
He screamed in agony and tore the shrine apart. Tears rolled down his face. She is gone, never to come back to him. She found someone else.
It would have made things better for him, if she married for money. He could fell better about himself if she were the bad guy, only out to better herself. But her face showed otherwise. She was happy. It hurt him to see her smile at someone else the way she did. It was then he realized the most painful thing, She moved on.
Author’s note: feedback is most appreciated
He is not going to be this way forever by the way. Things will be better for Inuyasha.
There is a lot to be said for those who spend all their time alone. Your thinking is off. When your alone you don’t have a support system. You only have your heart and your imagination. That being said, being solitary helps you develop unhealthy habits. For Inuyasha, it was the habit or obsession of Kikyou.
It had been 5 years that she disappeared. But that was ok. He found out where she lived.
He even knew where she worked. She was a receptionist at a nursing home. He felt bad the she had to settle with such a tedious job. Every now and then he would write a letter and go to Keade asking her to send it to Kikyou. Little did he know that every letter written, was deposited in the trash.
Keade was kind and a good listener as well as sympathetic, but he didn’t want her in his life. She kept on after him offer him assistance. Stating that he needs to seek help.
“Inuyasha, I understand that with Inuyokai, relationships with you is deeper then humans. I want you to talk to someone. This is not healthy for you. You need to stop with this. Leave her alone. You have been wronged and you need to grow from this”
That last conversation was the last time he went to see Keade. She didn’t understand. So he kept all his inquiries to himself . He wasn’t crazy and didn’t want people to analyze his situation. It would only piss him off.
His true sanctuary had always been his home. He had a Kikyou shrine in his home. All the pictures he took of her he had blown up in size. He often wondered her response if he were to show her his apartment. He was sure that she would be a little irritated with it. She was always so modest with her looks.
When he would go to sleep at night he would he dream of Kikyou every night, some nights they were good dreams. Of them being together, married, and with pups. Some were bad, others were reenactment of the events that tore them apart. On the nights that were bad he would get up and stare at his shrine.
But even his dreams didn’t appease him. So he found out all sorts of info about her. All you have to do is pay 18 bucks and you get go on the internet and find out everything about a person. Sure he knew where she worked and her home, but he wanted to know more. He found that she had a face book page, and he looked at her posts.
It was then that he drew the line. He was a lost man. Without realizing it he became a stalker. He was planning an impromptu visit to see her. He had to see her, he loved her There were things that needed to be said still.
It wasn’t that he wanted to confront her, in fact he just wanted to know if she was ok. And if she still felt anything for him. He called her a couple of times but hung up because her voicemail would pick up. He knew he was being obsessive, but he couldn’t help it. She was his first and only love, and he felt that things should not have ended the way it did.
He drove up to her home. He was surprised that she lived in a well to do area. Her home was a large three story. He was about to get out the car when he saw it. Three men in tuxedo’s walk out of the home. He lowered his window to hear what they were talking about.
“ So how much you want to bet that Kikyou will be late?” one man said/
“For her own wedding hell yeah. I know how you are about tardiness Onigumo.”
“She is worth it. “ the man in the middle said.
Inuyasha in shock didn’t move from his spot in one hour. When he finally got out of his shock, he drove away in bitterness. It was later on that week his pain was confirmed. Kikyou got married and she married a wealthy man by the name of Onigumo Arachnid. And he found pictures of the wedding on her posts. It was then that his heart grew cold.
He screamed in agony and tore the shrine apart. Tears rolled down his face. She is gone, never to come back to him. She found someone else.
It would have made things better for him, if she married for money. He could fell better about himself if she were the bad guy, only out to better herself. But her face showed otherwise. She was happy. It hurt him to see her smile at someone else the way she did. It was then he realized the most painful thing, She moved on.
Author’s note: feedback is most appreciated
He is not going to be this way forever by the way. Things will be better for Inuyasha.