InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ To Remember You ❯ Despair Fills My Heart ( Chapter 1 )
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By: InvincibleInuYasha 
Kagome comes back home from the Feudal Era knowing she's never going back.
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Suspense / Action | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 11.11.2004 | Updated On: 12.09.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.2K | Visits: 962 | Status: Completed
Kagome comes back home from the Feudal Era knowing she's never going back.
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Suspense / Action | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 11.11.2004 | Updated On: 12.09.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.2K | Visits: 962 | Status: Completed
What will happen when those of the past have been reincarnated to Kagome’s time? Will Inu Yasha love Kagome the way he did so many years ago? Who knows!? Warning: Sad stuff. If you are very sensitive to grief, break out the tissues! Read and Review! Yay!
No lemons, sorry, but I’m kind of too young you know, I’m 13 so don’t go crazy looking for lemons because there aren’t any. Oh yeah, and just to let you know, this is a continuation story. Continuing from this chapter and stuff. Ummm, I guess that’s about it. Read and review please! Arigatou!
Disclaimer: Sadly, I do not own Inu Yasha.
~InvincibleInuYasha: Hey! What's up everybody!? This is my first fanfic I’ve decided to put on a site and stuff. So yeah, I kinda like blood and sadness in my stories so you can expect such things in this story! Each chapter in this story will be told from one of the character’s PoV’s (point of view) Only because I never did a story like that before. And I hate when people put cliffies everywhere so I’ll try not to do that. Every once in a while because it keeps you on your toes lol!
On with the show!
Legend: ‘….’ = Thoughts
“….” = Speech
~….~ =Dreams
(….) = Author’s note
.::Friends Reunited::.
*Chapter One: Despair Fills My Heart*
‘Why the homework!?’ I threw my pen across my room and sighed. It’s been two months since I left the Feudal Era. Two months since… “Kagome!” Mom is calling me. “Yeah!?” “Could you take Souta to Satoru’s house?” “Can’t he go by himself? I’ve got a ton of homework!” “Please Kagome! Your grandfather is busy and I have to go to the supermarket.” “Fine! Souta, hurry up!”
Souta asked, “You haven’t gone back down the well for a few months now. Why not? Did you get in a fight with Inu Yasha?” I closed my eyes. Two months ago, they all left me. They all died. They were killed. All to protect me. “Souta, I don’t want to talk about it right now.” Souta looked up at me, “Why sis? Did something happen?” I snapped back, “Don’t be so nosey Souta!” Souta turned away upset, “I’m sorry. I just wanted to know what was wrong. Since you came out of the well the last time, you’ve been acting weird. I only wanted to help.” I saw Satoru’s house, “Go ahead Souta. Have fun.” Souta ran up to the house and left me outside.
I ran away, I didn’t even know where. I started to cry. It was too much for me. I ran into an alleyway and thought, ‘That damned Naraku! Why!? He killed them all!’ It was true. All of my friends had been killed by that evil monster. He didn’t even care. I just stayed back and watched. I didn’t even try to help them. Miroku’s Wind Tunnel sucked him up, Sango and Kilala were stabbed through with ugly roots, Shippou even tried to help with his foxfire only to be absorbed into that beast. But Inu Yasha… He saved me. Naraku was about to kill me, he had me in his clutches… And Inu Yasha broke me free and told me to run. Why did I listen to him!? He sacrificed himself for me. He stood in front of me when Naraku tried to stab me. And he died.
I got back home and went into my room, ignoring my homework. I shouldn’t have to do it. I got left back. If they were still alive, then I would have stayed in the Feudal Era, where my grades wouldn’t matter. But there was no point in returning. Naraku has probably already destroyed over half of Japan. Maybe everything will change here in my time too. I just want it all to end.
Kaede is still in the Feudal Era of course. I wonder how she’s doing. Kouga too. And Jinenji and Shiori (Jinenji is the big orange giant half-demon who gave them herbs when Sango was sick: Shiori was the little half-demon girl who shielded the bat-demons until Inu Yasha helped her go back to her mother.). All the people that we tried so hard to help were going to die soon. All because I didn’t stop Naraku.
Miroku didn’t get to destroy his Wind Tunnel, Sango couldn’t avenge her family or save her brother. He’s still Under Naraku’s control and I feel horrible for letting Sango down. Shippou didn’t have any stake in this, but he still fought until he died. Inu Yasha couldn’t stop Naraku and get the jewel shards. And I… I didn’t get to tell Inu Yasha… that I loved him. Now it’s too late, he’ll never know.
I’m glad that I got over half of the jewel shards. I kept them here in my time, where Naraku can never get them. He’ll never complete the jewel. But I wish I could cause him much more anger than that. I want him to be in such pain. I want him to die. Never in my whole life have I wanted somebody to die as much as him. But the only reason I’m allowing myself to live, is the fact that Inu Yasha sacrificed himself so I could live. Otherwise, I’d have killed myself. Two months ago.
My so-called friends have no idea what’s wrong with me. Good thing too. They all think I’m stupid now because I got left back. Even Hojo gave up on me. I guess I shouldn’t have rejected him so many times. Now there’s nobody for me to go to. I’m alone.
.::End of Chapter One::.
InvincibleInuYasha: Yay! Chapter One is complete! So now, I hope everybody enjoys it so far. Yea it’s sad, Kagome is depressed. But to tell you the truth, I’m starting to hate Kagome. Only because she’s so mean to Inu Yasha. She ‘sit’s him every chance she gets. It’s cruel and unusual punishment! And she really acts like an idiot most of the time. It just makes me angry every time I see her ‘sit’ Inu Yasha. Because I love Inu Yasha and he’s mine! (I’m a girl, don’t worry!) Yea, so, Just make Kagome suffer a bit and she’ll probably get over it when…. You’ll see. Keep checking for the next chapter! Ja ne!
No lemons, sorry, but I’m kind of too young you know, I’m 13 so don’t go crazy looking for lemons because there aren’t any. Oh yeah, and just to let you know, this is a continuation story. Continuing from this chapter and stuff. Ummm, I guess that’s about it. Read and review please! Arigatou!
Disclaimer: Sadly, I do not own Inu Yasha.
~InvincibleInuYasha: Hey! What's up everybody!? This is my first fanfic I’ve decided to put on a site and stuff. So yeah, I kinda like blood and sadness in my stories so you can expect such things in this story! Each chapter in this story will be told from one of the character’s PoV’s (point of view) Only because I never did a story like that before. And I hate when people put cliffies everywhere so I’ll try not to do that. Every once in a while because it keeps you on your toes lol!
On with the show!
Legend: ‘….’ = Thoughts
“….” = Speech
~….~ =Dreams
(….) = Author’s note
.::Friends Reunited::.
*Chapter One: Despair Fills My Heart*
‘Why the homework!?’ I threw my pen across my room and sighed. It’s been two months since I left the Feudal Era. Two months since… “Kagome!” Mom is calling me. “Yeah!?” “Could you take Souta to Satoru’s house?” “Can’t he go by himself? I’ve got a ton of homework!” “Please Kagome! Your grandfather is busy and I have to go to the supermarket.” “Fine! Souta, hurry up!”
Souta asked, “You haven’t gone back down the well for a few months now. Why not? Did you get in a fight with Inu Yasha?” I closed my eyes. Two months ago, they all left me. They all died. They were killed. All to protect me. “Souta, I don’t want to talk about it right now.” Souta looked up at me, “Why sis? Did something happen?” I snapped back, “Don’t be so nosey Souta!” Souta turned away upset, “I’m sorry. I just wanted to know what was wrong. Since you came out of the well the last time, you’ve been acting weird. I only wanted to help.” I saw Satoru’s house, “Go ahead Souta. Have fun.” Souta ran up to the house and left me outside.
I ran away, I didn’t even know where. I started to cry. It was too much for me. I ran into an alleyway and thought, ‘That damned Naraku! Why!? He killed them all!’ It was true. All of my friends had been killed by that evil monster. He didn’t even care. I just stayed back and watched. I didn’t even try to help them. Miroku’s Wind Tunnel sucked him up, Sango and Kilala were stabbed through with ugly roots, Shippou even tried to help with his foxfire only to be absorbed into that beast. But Inu Yasha… He saved me. Naraku was about to kill me, he had me in his clutches… And Inu Yasha broke me free and told me to run. Why did I listen to him!? He sacrificed himself for me. He stood in front of me when Naraku tried to stab me. And he died.
I got back home and went into my room, ignoring my homework. I shouldn’t have to do it. I got left back. If they were still alive, then I would have stayed in the Feudal Era, where my grades wouldn’t matter. But there was no point in returning. Naraku has probably already destroyed over half of Japan. Maybe everything will change here in my time too. I just want it all to end.
Kaede is still in the Feudal Era of course. I wonder how she’s doing. Kouga too. And Jinenji and Shiori (Jinenji is the big orange giant half-demon who gave them herbs when Sango was sick: Shiori was the little half-demon girl who shielded the bat-demons until Inu Yasha helped her go back to her mother.). All the people that we tried so hard to help were going to die soon. All because I didn’t stop Naraku.
Miroku didn’t get to destroy his Wind Tunnel, Sango couldn’t avenge her family or save her brother. He’s still Under Naraku’s control and I feel horrible for letting Sango down. Shippou didn’t have any stake in this, but he still fought until he died. Inu Yasha couldn’t stop Naraku and get the jewel shards. And I… I didn’t get to tell Inu Yasha… that I loved him. Now it’s too late, he’ll never know.
I’m glad that I got over half of the jewel shards. I kept them here in my time, where Naraku can never get them. He’ll never complete the jewel. But I wish I could cause him much more anger than that. I want him to be in such pain. I want him to die. Never in my whole life have I wanted somebody to die as much as him. But the only reason I’m allowing myself to live, is the fact that Inu Yasha sacrificed himself so I could live. Otherwise, I’d have killed myself. Two months ago.
My so-called friends have no idea what’s wrong with me. Good thing too. They all think I’m stupid now because I got left back. Even Hojo gave up on me. I guess I shouldn’t have rejected him so many times. Now there’s nobody for me to go to. I’m alone.
.::End of Chapter One::.
InvincibleInuYasha: Yay! Chapter One is complete! So now, I hope everybody enjoys it so far. Yea it’s sad, Kagome is depressed. But to tell you the truth, I’m starting to hate Kagome. Only because she’s so mean to Inu Yasha. She ‘sit’s him every chance she gets. It’s cruel and unusual punishment! And she really acts like an idiot most of the time. It just makes me angry every time I see her ‘sit’ Inu Yasha. Because I love Inu Yasha and he’s mine! (I’m a girl, don’t worry!) Yea, so, Just make Kagome suffer a bit and she’ll probably get over it when…. You’ll see. Keep checking for the next chapter! Ja ne!