InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ To Remember You ❯ Not Again ( Chapter 11 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

InvincibleInuYasha: Well, I guess I have to start writing Chapter 11. Read and Review, I not in a good mood, so a review would really make me feel better. Arigatou.
P.S.- Dedications to my bestest friends and family! ( I forgot to put them in chapter one!)
Chels, if ur reading this, wachachacha!
Nadia, if ur reading this, be happy! One day you'll be as tall as Sailor Pluto! Or u'll stay small like Sumomo!
Carlos, if ur reading this, ur a butthead, but ur still my fave baka cousin! Let's go beat up Shippou!
Eric, if ur reading this, go away. Ur my ten year old little brother, and my story is rated pg-13!



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*Chapter Eleven: Not Again*



Yesterday Inu Yasha and Souta went out. They're so sneaky, I didn't even know they were gone! And then all of a sudden they were back! Oh well. Boys will be boys. When I got them back inside, they refused to speak. They wouldn't say where they were. But they were acting so immature, I'm pretty sure they were just goofing off all day. So, afterwards, I went back into my room and plopped myself onto the bed. Inu Yasha took away the switchblade before he left. I guess he doesn't trust me with it. Hell, I wouldn't trust myself either.

I picked up my diary. Since that night Inu Yasha brought me home, I've decided to write in it more. So, tonight I'll write another entry:

Dear Diary:
Kagome here. My day sucked. As usual. I went down this morning and Inu Yasha was asking me about last night. How I tried to kill myself. Well, of course he'd be worried about me, who wouldn't? But then I got upset. And I yelled at him to leave me alone. I shouldn't have done that. He was only worried. Then he snuck out with Souta. But he left me thinking about Inu Yasha. He looks and acts just like him. Well, now he does. So, the whole day, the only thing that crossed my mind was him, his past self, everything about him. I couldn't get him out of my head. Maybe I'm just obsessed with him or something. Maybe I'm in love like I was with the past Inu Yasha. I think I am. But now I feel like I'm a hypocrite. The whole time I told Inu Yasha to pick one. And now I feel like they are the same. I can't choose one. Kikyo had died, so Inu Yasha could have chosen me, but that witch brought her back to life, making it harder for Inu Yasha. Inu Yasha had made so many promises to Kikyo that he couldn't bear to break. That's why it was so much harder for him. But in my situation, I only have the reincarnation, and the past Inu Yasha. It just wouldn't seem fair though. I can't just tell Inu Yasha what not to do, and then do it myself. I'll think about it later. I'm getting tired.

~Kagome

I closed the book and held it to my chest. It's true. It really is tough. I can't just choose one of them. Even if their souls were created to be exactly alike, they still both have their own feelings. I can't just make this Inu Yasha glad that I love him, while the old one gets depressed that I chose his reincarnation. Kikyo must have had a hard time when Inu Yasha decided that he didn't love her. I don't want to have Inu Yasha go through that. I loved him too much. Loved? I used to love him? Don't I love him now? Or do I love this new Inu Yasha? It's too much to think about now. I wish I could go back to the Sengouku Jidai. It's so quiet there, unlike modern day Japan. I could think there much easier. But I can't. Maybe I'll go to the movies or something.

After a few more minutes of thinking, I went back downstairs. Inu Yasha was watching Viva la Bam. He laughed when they started throwing fruit at some big fat guy. I snuck up behind him and rubbed his dog ears. I used to do that all the time to the old Inu Yasha. At first, Inu Yasha was surprised, but then he started nudging his head towards my hand, like any other dog would when you scratch his ears. I laughed and Inu Yasha pouted, "What's so funny?" "The way your face just looked." He sighed, "Kagome, you know, you're really kind of evil. Laughing at me for no particular reason." I just kept laughing, "Inu Yasha, stop being such a baby!" Inu Yasha smiled, "So, anyway, what did you want?" I stopped laughing and asked, "You want to go somewhere? I don't want to be stuck in the house." He nodded, "Yeah, sure." Next, he picked up his hat and fitted it so that it wouldn't crush his ears, "Let's go!"

We were waiting outside by the ticket booth. There was a really long line. Inu Yasha was getting frustrated and impatient. It was funny. After a while of waiting, we got close enough to see the movies that were playing. Hmmm... The Stepford Wives (translated), Sailor Moon R: Promise of the Rose, Ranma 1/2 the movie. I've already seen The Stepford Wives, and the Ranma 1/2 movie seemed a lot like a kid's movie. Even though I loved Ranma 1/2, I didn't want to let Inu Yasha think I was immature. So I said, "How about we see the Sailor Moon movie? A lot of people are saying it's really good." Inu Yasha hesitated a minute, but then he said, "Sure, why not." We paid for the tickets and went inside. Inu Yasha insisted on buying me huge tub of popcorn. I couldn't stop him.

A while into the movie, we got really confused. I used to worship Sailor Moon before I went to the Sengoku Jidai. Who was this Fiore guy and how does he know Mamoru!? Inu Yasha was even intent on watching. His hat kept moving, so I think his ears were twitching a lot on the more suspenseful parts. I almost choked on the popcorn when I saw the rose fly out and save Sailor Moon. I couldn't see Tuxedo Kamen, but then I saw him jump from a tuxedo store's window display. It was so awesome. I was a really big fan of Tuxedo Kamen too. But then, hey! That Fiore guy came back and he kidnapped Mamoru. I heard a whole bunch of younger girls yelling, "No! Mamo-chan! Tuxedo Kamen-sama!" So I joined in. Inu Yasha stared at me with the most bewildered look. After I had settled down I whispered, "Tuxedo Kamen-sama is basically the only main male character in Sailor Moon. And he's totally awesome." Translation: 'Tuxedo Kamen-sama is so hot! I love him!' Inu Yasha said, "Feh. That's pretty dumb. Why have only one guy in the show? You'd think all of those Sailor Scouts would be drooling all over him like he's the last guy on earth." I giggled. It was really funny.

Towards the end of the movie, Sailor Moon was trying to destroy that big meteor thing that was heading towards the Earth. She had out her Ginzishou (Silver Imperium Crystal) and the Sailor Scouts were telling her that she would die if she overused the power. Sailor Moon used it anyway with the help of Prince Endymion's love. But you could see that she was struggling to use it. She was really trying to stop the meteor from striking the planet. Suddenly the ground shook under my feet. People around me were screaming. The movie screen went blank. Inu Yasha grabbed my arm and pulled me up, "Damn, another earthquake." He helped me get out of the crowded theater so I wouldn't get lost.

Once we were outside, I felt the pavement crack beneath me. Inu Yasha cursed under his breath. Then he said, "C'mon, we have to get away." He picked me up and began to run. He ran as fast as the other Inu Yasha did. Then the parking lot split. There was a huge crack in it, and people were screaming and falling. I screamed too. I was horrified. This earthquake will just get worse if it's Naraku's doing. Inu Yasha shouted at me, "Don't scream in my ears!" I saw that his hat had fallen off by now, and his ears were pressed flat against his head to try to block out the intense cries of the people below us. I hugged Inu Yasha tightly. I didn't want to fall. I looked back down on the ground. I heard and saw a little girl crying. She was alone. I said, "Inu Yasha, we have to help her!" Inu Yasha looked at me worriedly, "If we don't hurry and get away from here, I don't know what's going to happen." But after another moment of pleading, Inu Yasha leapt backwards and landed next to the girl. I knelt down and picked up the girl, "It'll be okay. We'll keep you safe."

Suddenly, the ground broke open below me, and I began to fall. It wasn't only the pavement that broke, it was the Earth! The earthquake had made a huge crevice in the ground. I kept falling, and screaming while I held the little girl tighter. We were going to die. Just then, I felt something catch onto my shirt. A small root. I held the girl closer to me and called to Inu Yasha for help. But when I looked up, I could barely see the light. I started to cry. The little girl cried with me. I didn't want to die! Inu Yasha was right! I shouldn't have even thought about suicide!

"KAGOME!" Inu Yasha skidded down the side of the crevice and reached me, "I told you! I thought you died!" He was panicking. I said, "Hurry, please! I don't want to die!" Inu Yasha grabbed my arm and put the little girl on his back, "Don't move or let go!" I held on tightly to his arm as he climbed. He panted, "Damnit Kagome. You just had to go and save that little girl and almost got us all killed."

As soon as we got out, covered in dirt, Inu Yasha leapt into the air again. He ran for a really long time, an hour or two. He stopped finally and almost collapsed once we were near the ocean's edge. He really wore himself out, sprinting the whole one hundred mile to get there. The little girl sat beside him and cried. Inu Yasha picked up the little girl and said, "Calm down. We're all okay now, so just stop crying!" Inu Yasha didn't know what to do. He really did hate it when people cried. The girl whined, "But my mommy! What about her!?" Inu Yasha put the girl down and sighed, "I'm sorry kid, I don't know about her. When we get back, we'll find out for you, and we'll bring you back to her. For Pete's sake! Will you stop crying!?" The little girl sniffled for a few more minutes before she calmed down and fell asleep. Inu Yasha growled, "Kids." I smiled, "Thanks Inu Yasha." His ears perked up, "Don't worry about it. It was nothing." I said, "No it wasn't. You almost passed out when we got here. You saved my life again." Inu Yasha scratched the back up his head, "Stop it, it's not like I'm just going to let you die after you've done so much for me." I sat down next to him, "Okay, so we're even? No, I don't think so. Saving my life twice, no, three times... just helping you a little bit can't pay for that." Inu Yasha asked, "Three times? I only saved you from the cafe that other time-" "Yes, and you almost died! And you saved me from Naraku! And you helped me realize that I shouldn't just give up. You saved me from myself." Inu Yasha sighed, "Whatever. I'm tired. I'll be back. He got up and ran across the shoreline.

Inu Yasha came back with a lot of driftwood, "It gets cold at night. We need a fire." After he piled the wood and got a fire started we sat close to each other. I was thinking about the past few days with him while he was gone. And I was curious, "Inu Yasha?" Inu Yasha faced me, "Yeah?" "A few days ago you were talking about somebody. Kikyo." He flinched. "I wanted to know more about her. You seemed really upset when you mentioned her." I saw him start to turn away. "Oh, but if you really don't want to talk about, I can't force you. I'm sorry for being so nosey." Inu Yasha shook his head, "No, it's okay. Kikyo... I guess you could say she was Miss Popularity. Everybody liked her. I thought I did once. Anyway, one day I was just walking around school to get to my next class. That's when I heard scream. Suddenly, she stopped screaming. So I followed the sounds. Eventually, I ended up outside. Kikyo was there, unconscious with her so-called 'boyfriend' ready to stab her to death." I gasped. How could somebody's boyfriend be so cruel!? But I kept quiet and let Inu Yasha continue, "Later on I had heard that the day before, that guy had heard that Kikyo was cheating on him. And then she broke up with him. This guy was so angry with her, that he tried to kill her. But when I saw him, he saw me. He yelled at me to leave. But I couldn't just let anybody die like that. So I fought him. I kicked him in the stomach, but before he fell, he... stabbed my shoulder. But before I was out, I took him down. Then I passed out from blood loss or something. The kid was arrested since he was already eighteen. I was still sixteen, and since I was only defending Kikyo, I was let off.

"While I was in the hospital, Kikyo came. She was really grateful that I had saved her. Once I got out of the hospital, she was always hanging out with me. It wasn't really that bad though. She was just like any other girl. But soon rumors spread saying that Kikyo was my girlfriend and all that crap. So then I got annoyed. Kikyo was getting upset with me because she thought I was her boyfriend. But I told her, she was only a friend to me. At the time, I didn't feel anything else for her. So she got mad at me, and we stopped talking. I stayed home for a few days after that because I got sick. That was when I heard that Kikyo's body had been found, stabbed, at the park. A lot of people accused me of doing it, since we had not talked to each other since that day we argued. But since I was home the whole time, Grandpa said that I had been home the rest of that week with him, and I couldn't have done that. A few other people knew Kikyo meant a lot to me, so they knew I wouldn't just go and kill her over an argument. But everybody else hated me even more than before. I still don't know who killed her..." I hugged Inu Yasha, "Oh, Inu Yasha, that's horrible. You saved her and people still accuse you of that?" He nodded, the firelight flickering in his amber eyes, "Yeah. That's why I told you I don't like people."


*End Chapter Eleven*



InvincibleInuYasha: Oh man, this chapter sucked! I can't write today! I'm so sorry you guys who are reading this. But I have a request of you anyway! Please, review! And in the reviews, you can flame me all you want, as long as you tell me what it is in particular that bugs you. And for those who think my stories are the greatest, I still need help in what's right and wrong in my writing! From now on, in each review, I would appreciate if you told me at least one flaw in my story. The style of writing, spelling, grammar, what I wrote that I really shouldn't have, anything! Just one thing. I know there are lots of them for you to choose from, so just pick one! I'll focus on that one thing and edit all my stories so they fit the reader's liking! So, yes, flames are allowed, just as long as you tell me what's wrong! Yes, I love praise, but with every perfect thing, there is a flaw. Tell me what it is! Arigatou! Ja ne!

P.S.- Yeah, about the Sailor Moon movie... I love Sailor Moon too! I mean, Inu Yasha is the most awesome ever, but Sailor Moon is almost tied in first. But it's still in second. And the only Sailor Moon movie I've seen is the R movie, so that's why I picked it. And I saw the Stepford Wives the other day, so that's one of them. And since Ranma 1/2 is so popular and made by the same artist as Inu Yasha (Rumiko Takahashi) then I just chose that. I don't even know it they have a movie for Ranma 1/2! Oh well. I'm not too familiar with Ranma 1/2 except that he turns into a girl, his dad a panda, and his rival, a cute little piggie!

P.S.S.- Look @ my moustache! :-)> HAHAHA! It's fake!