InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Tourniquet ❯ To Much to Handle ( Chapter 1 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Inusgirl189 
Same as the summary.
suicide. sorta alternate universe kinda thing but mainly normal
rated for lanuage and death
not for the younger set
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Angst | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 07.27.2005 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.1K | Visits: 608 | Status: Completed
Same as the summary.
suicide. sorta alternate universe kinda thing but mainly normal
rated for lanuage and death
not for the younger set
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Angst | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 07.27.2005 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.1K | Visits: 608 | Status: Completed
What the Heart can Take by InusGirl189
"Talking"
'thoughts'
its an alterante universe my 1st one soo plz no flames
Song by Evanescence Touniquet its the only one i thought to fit
I only did the 1st and last stanza
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Three years, it had taken three years to tear Kagome in half. They had been dating for Three years and the entire time he had seemed soo content.But she had noticed that around the third year he had began to pull away
from her and everything.
It was two o'clock in the morning when Kagome heard her boyfrieds car pull into the driveway
The door slowly crept open
"Hey Yash why were you out soo late?" a weerily and tired young girl asked
"Huh oh nothing go back to bed"
he snapped almost demandingly
He got in bed leaning towards her to kiss her,
she turned over backing aways from his kiss and him
"Kagome whats wrong ?"
"Nothing I'm just tired"
"No Kagome tell me I can sense theses things remember?"
{A/N there are demons and hanyou's ect here}
"Its nothing just...just go to bed"
he yanked her arm pulling her towards him
"Ouch !!Yash your hurting me"
"Sorry Kag's"
'Hold on whats this?' she thought as she leaned in.
He thought she was leaning in to kiss him for earlier but to his suprise when he tried again she slapped him
"Kagome what the fuck is wrong with you?!?!"
"Why doncha tell me who your whore is first?"
"WHAT?!"
"That [she pointed to his cheek] there is lipstick on your cheek"
"That is from my mom!!!"
she took a moment and then snapped
"Your mom is dead and how dare you lie like that and using her as a pawn you Asshole!!!"
he knew he was busted
He got out of bed, threw his pants on and everythnig
"What ?Where are you going now??"
he mumbled something
"What did you say?"
he slammed the door
over with Sango and Miroku
"Come on Sango!!"
"No not tonight hun"
Miroku sighed
they had been married for a year now
ring......ring.....ring.......ring....
"Hello?"
"Sango." she knew it was Kagome and she was crying
"Kagome...hun whats wrong??"
"Sango can...I come..::sniff:: over please ?"
"Sure comeon and you can stay for as long as you need an hour later Kagome was at her best friend ,for about their entire life, Sango's house to stay for about as long as she needed to.
Sango answered the door and lunged at her friend grabbing her w/ a deadly hug.
"Ohhh Kagome tell me every detail and everything ok?!"
"Ok "
out of no where Miroku camerunnign with a tub of Bryers choclate ice cream
and some tear jerkers
"Kagome I'm sorry about what ever happen come here and gimme a hug"
Kagome walked over to Miroku and he higged her, suprizingly no gropping was involved
"Wow Sango what ever you did to him sure worked"
both girls laughed
Miroku haded Kagome the icecream and two spoons
and Sango the movies
"Sorry Ladies, but i wont be staying up I'm going to bed"
"Night" they chorused
Sango gave him a kiss and Kagome gave him another hug thanking him
he whispered to her "Anytime"
and with that he was up to bed
Kagome and Sango smothered the couch
and dived into the ice cream
putting in "Tuck Everlasting"
{A/N yea that was a sad movie at some scenes but it was really good]
"Feeling better Kag's"
"Yeah allot thanks soo much"
"Soo if you dont mind .."
"Yea i'll go ahead and tell you"
"Well it all started out when we had made plans to go to dinner for hour three year aniversary,and he said he had to cancel becasue a 'friend' called and said he had to 'take care'of them and he left and said he would be back around 11:30 but it was 2 this moring when he acm in and i asked him what was wrong and why he was soo late and he just looked at me really cruely and snapped go back to bed "
"And tell me the rest Kags"
well he also had mary-kay brand # 4 rosy red lipstick on his cheek"
"WHAT?!?! NO HE DIDNT IM GONNA KICK HIS ASS!!"
"Sango no just listen .." she went on and told her friend the rest
"He denied everything the lipstick wich by the way he blamed on his mother , I thought she was dead ! And he kept this awful attitude with me until he left and I havent seen him yet!"
"Kagome I'll kill his ass and put him eight feet under"
"Dont you mean six....what are you doing???" Kagome looked up as Sango ran over to get her Hiriakotsu,she picked it up over her shoulder
"Sango no!!!!!" she grabbed the weapon from her friend
"Why not Kagome ? Ever since the shard hunt ended and we came to live here InuYasha has been an even bigger ass to you and you still put up with him !!! I'm puting an end to all that!!"
"Whats going on ???" they had turned around to see they had awoken the young kitsune
Sango and Miroku had taken shippoe in to be a mother and father figure for him until Kagome and Yash got married but that now looked like it wouldnt happen.
"Guys whats going on??"
"Hey shippoe " Kagome said lightly
"Ka-Kagome!!!!" he ran over and hugged her will impressive strength for a youngling
"How have you been hun" yea she got started calling him hun it seemed to calm his nerves
"Good Sango and Miroku are taking great care of me and well Kagome have...Have you been crying??"
"Dont worry hunny I'm ok and well look I have to go soon so go back to bed and I'll see you tomorrow ok?!"
"Ok bye Kagome"
Shippoe ran back to the bedroom and went to sleep but only because Kagome promised him she would tuck him in and she did
she came back to the living room with Sango to find a very annoyed monk
"I still couldnt sleep"
"Ok well hey I gotta run soo "
"See you tomorrow Kagome"
"What I can't..."
"You can and you are now byez sweetie and sleep good"
"Sango "
"Kagome your coming over when you wake up and you and me are gona go have a girls day out like we used to"
"Ok thank you " she said before giving her best friend a death defying hug
Kagome walked over to the door only to have it fling open in her face and of course
"Kagome? what are you doing here?"
"InuYasha??"
"Uhh Kagome come here please" Sango yelled
"Hold on"
"InuYasha I should be asking you the same!"
"I came Because i was looking for you"
"I came to get away from you InuYasha"
Kagome ran past InuYasha to get outside and hopefully get to her car before he got to her
but she was unsuccesful
he grabbed her arms pulling her to were her chest touched his hard core abs
"InuYasha your hurting me let go!!" she cried as tears soon flooded her beautiful brown eyes
"Not till we talk!!" he said ,his voice was rough and scratchy like you sound after crying
he pulled her closer their faces not even a milimeter away his lips closing in..closer and closer and closer
until 'I cant take this anymore' Kagome thought
she grasped his triceps with her hands, her miko powers taking control of her, she couldnt take it any more
all the range built up inside her body
all the times he said he would be back soon and it would be 2 days later all the arguements and him knowing just knowing he would get her back it almost killed her
until she had to let loose and finally
"NNNNOOOOOO!!!!!!" the scream and cry in her voice echoed throught the area
the second the yelled her miko powers took over and shot InuYasha back by about 50 feet
she opend her eyes and looked at her hands
'What did I just do??' again she found her self screaming at him in a raspy crying voice as ttars were flooding her eyes
"INUYASHA I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! ALL OF THIS ALL OF THE LIES AND BETRAYEL EVERYTIME YOU SCREW UP I TAKE YOU BACK AND GET HURT AGAIN AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I WOULD RATHER DIE A THOUSAND LIFE'S THEN SEE YOU WITH KIKYO WHEN YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME !!!!!!!!" finally her voice lowered to a whisper
"InuYasha it breaks my heart into and you say you love me and then you go running to her and it kills me everytime!!!! So many night I thought about dying and if you would even notice I was gone or if you would even care and the fact that you cried when you thought i was dead after the building caught onfire said you did and so did the time you kissed me back at Kaguya's dream castle but then there are the time when you run to see Kikyo and leave me and you do it more and more now and .......{she lowered her head} and you dont see that Kikyo is dead and I'm right here I'm alive and she isnt and...and {crying heavily} sometimes now I wish I had died in that fire !!"
with that she ran not realieign she had a follower
of course Kouga.
"Kagome ....Why are you...crying ? Let me guess dog shit did this to you ?"
"Well Kouga it umm .....I dont really wanna talk about it"
"Its ok Kagome ..you uh you want me to take you home?"
"Would you please?"
"Sure hop in" he opend the door to his Porche{sp?}
"Thank you"
he gave her a small kiss on the cheek
and for two reasons
one he wanted to
and two InuYasha was standing there
so all the more reason
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The next morning she awoke to find a dozen of her favorite flowers on her drawer and a card that said "I'm sorry I love you" she ripped the card in half and dumped the flowers in the trash.
"Kagome hey Kagome wait up..."
she heard InuYasha yelling from the distance wich was soon not at all.
"Yash what do you want?"
'Since when does she call me yash?'
"Umm to talk about last night ..look im really sor...."
he was cut off when Kagome's hand covered his mouth
"InuYasha save it" she said with such harshness in her voice
"No Kagome you need to hear me out
I'm really sorry and your right you deserve better and I do love you and i really hope you can forgive me"
he smiled lightly and kissed her cheek ...
"Why do you smell like ......Kouga?!?!" his voice got deep with anger and jealousy
"Ummm well you see the thing is well...." at that very moment Sango burst through the door
"SHE DOESNT HAVE TO EXPLAIN A DAMN THING TO YOU!!!"
Kagome staggered back in shock
Sango continued with her range
"IF YOU CAN SNEAK AROUND WITH KIKYO THEN SHE CAN SNEAK AROUND WITH WHOM EVER SHE WANTS!!"
' gee thanks Sango make me sound like a slut' Kagome thought
"That didnt come out right , what I mean is why have you kept all these secrets from kagome?"
"Because ." he couldnt think so he just shut up
"BECAUSE WHY?! THAT ISNT A GOOD ENOUGH ANSWER ACTUALLY THAT ISNT AN ANSWER!!!!" Sango shouted at the top of her lungs
Yash backed away in fear of the angry tajii and her Hiraikotsu
"BECAUSE SHE NEEDED MY HELP!" yelled the now red faced woman
Kagome now not only annoyed but hurt when Yash didnt answer, ran into the other room crying.
"LOOK WHAT YOU DID!!!" yelled Yash
"WHAT I DID BULL FUCKIN SHIT ITS WHAT YOU DID!"
They both ran in there to find Kagome on the couch crying her eyes out.
"Kagome" InuYasha lowered his voice and whent to hold her in his arms
she fliched away from him
"InuYasha please dont touch me, just...just go away." she cried
"You heard her InuYasha ! Go !!"
"Fine I'll go back to Kikyo she appreciated me a hell allot more than you WHORE'S!"
he marched out and slammed the door
"Kagome you know he didnt mean that!"
"Yes he did" she said quietly
"Sango I'm gonna go get a shower "
"Ok"
Kagome ran up to the bathroom,little did sango know she had taken a knife with her.
she had gotten some paper and and pen to finish up things
InuYasha was running to the park trying to get awayfrom everyone
he hadnt meant what he said but he said it any way
Kagome was in teh bathroom crying her eyes out
she took the knife and cut deep slits in her wrist
<I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more>
crying to the depth of the blood and tears mixing
<I lay dying
pouring crimson regret and betrayl>
she cried but noone heard her. secretly she had been crying on the inside the whole time. knowing he was cheating on her with that bitch Kikyo.it killed her inside and she couldnt take it anymore.
<Im dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
am i to lost to be saved
am I to lost?>
Kagome was bleeding heavily, InuYasha smelt the blood, he came runnig toward the scent.
'Kagome damnit hold on!' he cursed himself for being so blind
he reached the house
'Oh Gods please dont let me be to late'
"INUYASHA I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO FUCK OFF!!"
"YOU DID but I smelt blood "
"Kagome" Sango whispered
Kagome lay up in the bathroom, floating in a pool of her own blood
and that is what they saw when they opend the door.
but floating near her was a note Yash read it outloud
"Dear InuYasha,
obviously you were blinded as to how much I loved you adn how much Kikyou will never. You never saw the pain I held, you were to busy sneaking off and lying to notice. You hurt me from the beginning so I took your advice, since I can never be the object of your love I figuered there was no use fro living. I love you.
Sango and Miroku, thank you for everything, I love yall so much.
Sango Dont miss me and dont forget me and promise you will never look back here. "
it was sealed with a kiss of blood.
< My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries fro deliverance
Will I be denied Christ?
Tourniquet
My Suicide>
The End
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Please no flames but still i thought it was good
but if you want me to cntinue read to the bottom
Epilougue
InuYasha fell to his knees in tears,
Sango dared not say what she wanted, but so badly she blamed him for the death of her so-called sister.
he ran to the grave yards days after the funeral and killed himself on her grave. screaming Kagome Ilove you ,to the heavens hoping she would hear .He knoew God would never let him in to tell her himself, but to his suprise the mercy was shown and he was permitted entrance. They held each other close and whipserd I love you.
"Talking"
'thoughts'
its an alterante universe my 1st one soo plz no flames
Song by Evanescence Touniquet its the only one i thought to fit
I only did the 1st and last stanza
:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Three years, it had taken three years to tear Kagome in half. They had been dating for Three years and the entire time he had seemed soo content.But she had noticed that around the third year he had began to pull away
from her and everything.
It was two o'clock in the morning when Kagome heard her boyfrieds car pull into the driveway
The door slowly crept open
"Hey Yash why were you out soo late?" a weerily and tired young girl asked
"Huh oh nothing go back to bed"
he snapped almost demandingly
He got in bed leaning towards her to kiss her,
she turned over backing aways from his kiss and him
"Kagome whats wrong ?"
"Nothing I'm just tired"
"No Kagome tell me I can sense theses things remember?"
{A/N there are demons and hanyou's ect here}
"Its nothing just...just go to bed"
he yanked her arm pulling her towards him
"Ouch !!Yash your hurting me"
"Sorry Kag's"
'Hold on whats this?' she thought as she leaned in.
He thought she was leaning in to kiss him for earlier but to his suprise when he tried again she slapped him
"Kagome what the fuck is wrong with you?!?!"
"Why doncha tell me who your whore is first?"
"WHAT?!"
"That [she pointed to his cheek] there is lipstick on your cheek"
"That is from my mom!!!"
she took a moment and then snapped
"Your mom is dead and how dare you lie like that and using her as a pawn you Asshole!!!"
he knew he was busted
He got out of bed, threw his pants on and everythnig
"What ?Where are you going now??"
he mumbled something
"What did you say?"
he slammed the door
over with Sango and Miroku
"Come on Sango!!"
"No not tonight hun"
Miroku sighed
they had been married for a year now
ring......ring.....ring.......ring....
"Hello?"
"Sango." she knew it was Kagome and she was crying
"Kagome...hun whats wrong??"
"Sango can...I come..::sniff:: over please ?"
"Sure comeon and you can stay for as long as you need an hour later Kagome was at her best friend ,for about their entire life, Sango's house to stay for about as long as she needed to.
Sango answered the door and lunged at her friend grabbing her w/ a deadly hug.
"Ohhh Kagome tell me every detail and everything ok?!"
"Ok "
out of no where Miroku camerunnign with a tub of Bryers choclate ice cream
and some tear jerkers
"Kagome I'm sorry about what ever happen come here and gimme a hug"
Kagome walked over to Miroku and he higged her, suprizingly no gropping was involved
"Wow Sango what ever you did to him sure worked"
both girls laughed
Miroku haded Kagome the icecream and two spoons
and Sango the movies
"Sorry Ladies, but i wont be staying up I'm going to bed"
"Night" they chorused
Sango gave him a kiss and Kagome gave him another hug thanking him
he whispered to her "Anytime"
and with that he was up to bed
Kagome and Sango smothered the couch
and dived into the ice cream
putting in "Tuck Everlasting"
{A/N yea that was a sad movie at some scenes but it was really good]
"Feeling better Kag's"
"Yeah allot thanks soo much"
"Soo if you dont mind .."
"Yea i'll go ahead and tell you"
"Well it all started out when we had made plans to go to dinner for hour three year aniversary,and he said he had to cancel becasue a 'friend' called and said he had to 'take care'of them and he left and said he would be back around 11:30 but it was 2 this moring when he acm in and i asked him what was wrong and why he was soo late and he just looked at me really cruely and snapped go back to bed "
"And tell me the rest Kags"
well he also had mary-kay brand # 4 rosy red lipstick on his cheek"
"WHAT?!?! NO HE DIDNT IM GONNA KICK HIS ASS!!"
"Sango no just listen .." she went on and told her friend the rest
"He denied everything the lipstick wich by the way he blamed on his mother , I thought she was dead ! And he kept this awful attitude with me until he left and I havent seen him yet!"
"Kagome I'll kill his ass and put him eight feet under"
"Dont you mean six....what are you doing???" Kagome looked up as Sango ran over to get her Hiriakotsu,she picked it up over her shoulder
"Sango no!!!!!" she grabbed the weapon from her friend
"Why not Kagome ? Ever since the shard hunt ended and we came to live here InuYasha has been an even bigger ass to you and you still put up with him !!! I'm puting an end to all that!!"
"Whats going on ???" they had turned around to see they had awoken the young kitsune
Sango and Miroku had taken shippoe in to be a mother and father figure for him until Kagome and Yash got married but that now looked like it wouldnt happen.
"Guys whats going on??"
"Hey shippoe " Kagome said lightly
"Ka-Kagome!!!!" he ran over and hugged her will impressive strength for a youngling
"How have you been hun" yea she got started calling him hun it seemed to calm his nerves
"Good Sango and Miroku are taking great care of me and well Kagome have...Have you been crying??"
"Dont worry hunny I'm ok and well look I have to go soon so go back to bed and I'll see you tomorrow ok?!"
"Ok bye Kagome"
Shippoe ran back to the bedroom and went to sleep but only because Kagome promised him she would tuck him in and she did
she came back to the living room with Sango to find a very annoyed monk
"I still couldnt sleep"
"Ok well hey I gotta run soo "
"See you tomorrow Kagome"
"What I can't..."
"You can and you are now byez sweetie and sleep good"
"Sango "
"Kagome your coming over when you wake up and you and me are gona go have a girls day out like we used to"
"Ok thank you " she said before giving her best friend a death defying hug
Kagome walked over to the door only to have it fling open in her face and of course
"Kagome? what are you doing here?"
"InuYasha??"
"Uhh Kagome come here please" Sango yelled
"Hold on"
"InuYasha I should be asking you the same!"
"I came Because i was looking for you"
"I came to get away from you InuYasha"
Kagome ran past InuYasha to get outside and hopefully get to her car before he got to her
but she was unsuccesful
he grabbed her arms pulling her to were her chest touched his hard core abs
"InuYasha your hurting me let go!!" she cried as tears soon flooded her beautiful brown eyes
"Not till we talk!!" he said ,his voice was rough and scratchy like you sound after crying
he pulled her closer their faces not even a milimeter away his lips closing in..closer and closer and closer
until 'I cant take this anymore' Kagome thought
she grasped his triceps with her hands, her miko powers taking control of her, she couldnt take it any more
all the range built up inside her body
all the times he said he would be back soon and it would be 2 days later all the arguements and him knowing just knowing he would get her back it almost killed her
until she had to let loose and finally
"NNNNOOOOOO!!!!!!" the scream and cry in her voice echoed throught the area
the second the yelled her miko powers took over and shot InuYasha back by about 50 feet
she opend her eyes and looked at her hands
'What did I just do??' again she found her self screaming at him in a raspy crying voice as ttars were flooding her eyes
"INUYASHA I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! ALL OF THIS ALL OF THE LIES AND BETRAYEL EVERYTIME YOU SCREW UP I TAKE YOU BACK AND GET HURT AGAIN AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I WOULD RATHER DIE A THOUSAND LIFE'S THEN SEE YOU WITH KIKYO WHEN YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME !!!!!!!!" finally her voice lowered to a whisper
"InuYasha it breaks my heart into and you say you love me and then you go running to her and it kills me everytime!!!! So many night I thought about dying and if you would even notice I was gone or if you would even care and the fact that you cried when you thought i was dead after the building caught onfire said you did and so did the time you kissed me back at Kaguya's dream castle but then there are the time when you run to see Kikyo and leave me and you do it more and more now and .......{she lowered her head} and you dont see that Kikyo is dead and I'm right here I'm alive and she isnt and...and {crying heavily} sometimes now I wish I had died in that fire !!"
with that she ran not realieign she had a follower
of course Kouga.
"Kagome ....Why are you...crying ? Let me guess dog shit did this to you ?"
"Well Kouga it umm .....I dont really wanna talk about it"
"Its ok Kagome ..you uh you want me to take you home?"
"Would you please?"
"Sure hop in" he opend the door to his Porche{sp?}
"Thank you"
he gave her a small kiss on the cheek
and for two reasons
one he wanted to
and two InuYasha was standing there
so all the more reason
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The next morning she awoke to find a dozen of her favorite flowers on her drawer and a card that said "I'm sorry I love you" she ripped the card in half and dumped the flowers in the trash.
"Kagome hey Kagome wait up..."
she heard InuYasha yelling from the distance wich was soon not at all.
"Yash what do you want?"
'Since when does she call me yash?'
"Umm to talk about last night ..look im really sor...."
he was cut off when Kagome's hand covered his mouth
"InuYasha save it" she said with such harshness in her voice
"No Kagome you need to hear me out
I'm really sorry and your right you deserve better and I do love you and i really hope you can forgive me"
he smiled lightly and kissed her cheek ...
"Why do you smell like ......Kouga?!?!" his voice got deep with anger and jealousy
"Ummm well you see the thing is well...." at that very moment Sango burst through the door
"SHE DOESNT HAVE TO EXPLAIN A DAMN THING TO YOU!!!"
Kagome staggered back in shock
Sango continued with her range
"IF YOU CAN SNEAK AROUND WITH KIKYO THEN SHE CAN SNEAK AROUND WITH WHOM EVER SHE WANTS!!"
' gee thanks Sango make me sound like a slut' Kagome thought
"That didnt come out right , what I mean is why have you kept all these secrets from kagome?"
"Because ." he couldnt think so he just shut up
"BECAUSE WHY?! THAT ISNT A GOOD ENOUGH ANSWER ACTUALLY THAT ISNT AN ANSWER!!!!" Sango shouted at the top of her lungs
Yash backed away in fear of the angry tajii and her Hiraikotsu
"BECAUSE SHE NEEDED MY HELP!" yelled the now red faced woman
Kagome now not only annoyed but hurt when Yash didnt answer, ran into the other room crying.
"LOOK WHAT YOU DID!!!" yelled Yash
"WHAT I DID BULL FUCKIN SHIT ITS WHAT YOU DID!"
They both ran in there to find Kagome on the couch crying her eyes out.
"Kagome" InuYasha lowered his voice and whent to hold her in his arms
she fliched away from him
"InuYasha please dont touch me, just...just go away." she cried
"You heard her InuYasha ! Go !!"
"Fine I'll go back to Kikyo she appreciated me a hell allot more than you WHORE'S!"
he marched out and slammed the door
"Kagome you know he didnt mean that!"
"Yes he did" she said quietly
"Sango I'm gonna go get a shower "
"Ok"
Kagome ran up to the bathroom,little did sango know she had taken a knife with her.
she had gotten some paper and and pen to finish up things
InuYasha was running to the park trying to get awayfrom everyone
he hadnt meant what he said but he said it any way
Kagome was in teh bathroom crying her eyes out
she took the knife and cut deep slits in her wrist
<I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more>
crying to the depth of the blood and tears mixing
<I lay dying
pouring crimson regret and betrayl>
she cried but noone heard her. secretly she had been crying on the inside the whole time. knowing he was cheating on her with that bitch Kikyo.it killed her inside and she couldnt take it anymore.
<Im dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
am i to lost to be saved
am I to lost?>
Kagome was bleeding heavily, InuYasha smelt the blood, he came runnig toward the scent.
'Kagome damnit hold on!' he cursed himself for being so blind
he reached the house
'Oh Gods please dont let me be to late'
"INUYASHA I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO FUCK OFF!!"
"YOU DID but I smelt blood "
"Kagome" Sango whispered
Kagome lay up in the bathroom, floating in a pool of her own blood
and that is what they saw when they opend the door.
but floating near her was a note Yash read it outloud
"Dear InuYasha,
obviously you were blinded as to how much I loved you adn how much Kikyou will never. You never saw the pain I held, you were to busy sneaking off and lying to notice. You hurt me from the beginning so I took your advice, since I can never be the object of your love I figuered there was no use fro living. I love you.
Sango and Miroku, thank you for everything, I love yall so much.
Sango Dont miss me and dont forget me and promise you will never look back here. "
it was sealed with a kiss of blood.
< My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries fro deliverance
Will I be denied Christ?
Tourniquet
My Suicide>
The End
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Please no flames but still i thought it was good
but if you want me to cntinue read to the bottom
Epilougue
InuYasha fell to his knees in tears,
Sango dared not say what she wanted, but so badly she blamed him for the death of her so-called sister.
he ran to the grave yards days after the funeral and killed himself on her grave. screaming Kagome Ilove you ,to the heavens hoping she would hear .He knoew God would never let him in to tell her himself, but to his suprise the mercy was shown and he was permitted entrance. They held each other close and whipserd I love you.