InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Two Lives Turned Upside Down ❯ Rejection ( Chapter 11 )

In a space of what seemed to be no more than a few seconds Inuyasha was flung across the room and into the wall with Sesshomaru instantly picking him up and pinning him to it. Looking at Inuyasha's face Kagome could several emotions flash through his face, anger, shock, and fear.

Sesshomaru's face was mere inches from Inuyasha's and he was making a noise somewhat reminiscent to a dog's growl. "You will do well not to ever again touch what is mine!" Sesshomaru snarled out keeping his eyes on Inuyasha.

Taking a second to digest what he'd said Kagome was enraged that he would think that she was his. She was no one's especially not his. Wrapping a sheet around her she then shouted "Yours? You think that I'm yours??? You've got to be kidding me. After what you did to me, using me for your pleasure and you have the fucking nerve to think I'm yours?! You must be out of your mind. I would never be yours and you have no right to tell anyone not to touch me if I want them to you bastard!"

Getting up she walked over to Sesshomaru smacking him in the face for the second time then briefly turning to Inuyasha she said with a slight smile on her face "I'm sorry Inuyasha, this just won't work out but thanks for a nice night." But before she could leave Sesshomaru grabbed her wrist pulling her back to him.

"Kagome, wait, would you just list..." Looking him in the face she saw an emotion flash across his face that almost made her feel pity for him until she reminded herself of what he'd said before "No Sesshomaru I really don't want to hear it. I don't care what excuse you might come up with. You are a violent, cynical, asshole and I really don't want to deal with you and when I said I never wanted to see you again I meant it!"

Feeling a pang in his heart as Kagome's words hit him full force it finally dawned on him that he wanted her, no needed her, and couldn't be without her. Not just because of her body or the way she looked but who she was. Her smile and the way it lit up a room, the way that he always felt happier when she was around, the way she selflessly cared for others, and how she could see right through him and his cold exterior.

Watching all the emotions flicker across his face Kagome was totally and utterly confused. Suddenly Sesshomaru pulled her closer to him forcing a kiss on her. Kagome at first was too shocked to pull away and allowed him to kiss her almost starting to reciprocate then realizing just who it was she started to cry, tears sliding down her cheeks because she was so confused.

This felt so right but she knew he would only hurt her more. Pulling away at feeling the tears on his face he looked in her eyes and saw all the pain in them feeling awful at what he'd turned her into. I don't deserve her anyway. Brushing a hand down her cheek to wipe away her tears he spoke "Kagome, I'm deeply sorry for what I've done to you, I beg of you to forgive me but if you don't I wouldn't blame you either."

Kagome didn't know what to say, she wanted so much to forgive him and rush into his arms but was too wary of the same thing happening again, of him just using her or changing his mind again. Afterall he was such a good liar who could say that he wasn't lieing now.

"You are right, I can't forgive you, I just can't. For all I know you are lieing and you could turn around and do the same thing. I'm sorry but I just can't deal with this right now. I have to go" she said with tears streaking down her face she choked back a sob and made her way out the door.

"Wait Kagome, I'll give you a ride home" Inuyasha said solemnly. Nodding her head they both walked to his car. Both getting in the car, the ride was silent as both were too sad and confused to speak.

Sesshomaru on the otherhand remained planted in the same spot he had been left, shocked that she had actually rejected him. He had put himself out there, the first time he'd ever done that and he was rejected. Letting a lone tear fall down his face he realized that this is the first time he had ever cried. Quickly rubbing it away, he hated emotions, they were a sign of weakness.

Thinking some more he vowed that he couldn't let Kagome leave his life forever, he just couldn't go on without her. He would win her back no matter what it took. Sesshomaru would give up everything just have her back and have it be like before when they were still dating. Sighing he started to plan on what he could ever do to make her forgive him.

Arriving at her house Kagome turned to Inuyasha putting on a brave face she said "Thanks Inuyasha, you are a really great guy. Any girl would be lucky to have you." Leaning over she gave him a kiss on the cheek and slid out of the car shutting the door softly behind her.

"Bye" Inuyasha softly whispered to himself too sad at already losing Kagome so shortly after getting her. He realized unfortunately that he too had strong feelings for her and didn't want to be without her. "Dammit" he muttered "What the hell am I gonna do now...I can't even get her out of my head."

Driving home he hoped that Sesshomaru was gone by then but then deciding against going home he instead turned in the other direction going to the beach house. He needed some alone time to think.

In Kagome's room she just sat on her bed contemplating what had happened and how Sesshomaru looked tonight. He looked so sad, lonely, and lost. No I can't think like that or I'll go back to him and he'll just break my heart again.

Determined she decided that at all costs she couldn't forgive him because it would just end in heartache. Sighing she laid back in bed trying to fall asleep but instead was overcome with grief and let the tears come. She cried herself to sleep that night just praying that tomorrow would be a better day.

Notes: I know I know, so sad! Now you probably feel bad for Sesshomaru. See I told ya he'd turn around one of these days. I don't know, I feel bad for everyone, lol. Poor things. Oh well, I hope ya liked it even though it was sad! Please review if ya like it, I'd really like that! Oh and if you'd like to give me any suggestions or anything, that's kool too!! I'd like that, just not flames though. That would make me sad!! hehe! Well that's all for now! I hope to update by Friday but I'm kinda running out of ideas, a story dead end I guess. Writer's block sucks!! Well once again please review! Bye!!

Thanks to Reviewers: I didn't get very many this chapter....did I do something wrong? Well I hope that everyone still keeps enjoying the story and pretty pwease review! I really like to be reassured that my story is good because afterall this is my first one...But thanks sooo very very much to those who did!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stardust1219: I'm really glad that you are enjoying my story and all the plot twists. Thanks so much for reviewing, yea I know that is definitely totally embarassing to be caught doing that, lol. Oh well, thanks again!!!

Nagasaki: Thanks, I'm glad you liked the chapter. Lol, thanks for the suggestion too, that would be kool if Kagome could say that to Sesshomaru! Thanks for reviewing!!!!

Orb: Well I'm sooo glad that you are addicted, haha! That's what I'm aiming for, just kidding but it is pretty kool. Well I'm glad that even though u normally like Inu/Kag pairings that you gave this story a chance. Thanks again for taking the time to read and review, I really appreciate it!!!!!!!

Soul bled dry: Yea I know, it's a little drastic but I don't know Kagome's just pissed at being used and wants a way to forget and get a lil revenge. Well thanks for reviewing!!!