InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Two Worlds One Love ❯ So much pain ( Chapter 14 )

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN INUYASHA, NOR THE CHARACTERS ASSOCIATED WITH THE SHOW

 

 

A/N: thanx to anyone who reviewed after my last chappie update, it's always appreciated and keeps me motivated!

(Special thanx to Master Inuyasha for being willing to read my fic, and staying because he likes it ^_^ thanx for being such a good friend!)

 

 

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Damn he missed her. Inuyasha sat across the camp far from Kagome watching her laugh at something some fox demon said. A male fox demon.

 

She was his damn it! Inuyasha's fists tightened and his jaw clenched in jealous anger. Those damn males seemed to flock to her like bees to a flower. Not that I blame them, he thought as he stared at her. Her soft, fair skin, deep brown eyes, shiny, flowing black hair. Her curvaceous, sexy body that she seemed so non-conscious about, but when she moved she had the grace of a swan and the appeal of an enticing goddess.

 

What made Inuyasha mad so mad was the fact that she didn't seem to discourage the men's attention. Inuyasha growled to himself as Kagome spoke to one of the men. She tossed her hair and smiled.

 

Inuyasha wished she'd smile at him like that way. It's been so long since they've been alone together. Not since . . .

 

Frustrated, Inuyasha sighed. To just have a glimpse of that smile be meant for him, to bury his face in her hair, touch her silky smooth skin. To kiss her sweet lips . . .

 

That's it! Inuyasha stalked over to Kagome, determination radiating in his stride. Nearly running over anyone who walked in his path. Kagome looked up in shock when Inuyasha reached her side. He grabbed her wrist jerking her to him sharply. She hit the wall of his body, barely having enough time to shield herself by placing her hands on his hard chest.

 

“Inuyasha!”

 

He ignored her angry outburst and growled, “C'mon.”

 

Kagome had no choice but to follow as Inuyasha's hold on her wrist was much too strong to break. The afternoon sun blared in the east sky as it neared sunset, displaying pink and orange hues in the expanded horizon. The air was slightly cool, and smelled of summer warmth that had passed through out the day.

 

As Inuyasha pulled Kagome, she resisted every step of the way, trying to pry Inuyasha's strong grip from her wrist.

 

“Quit struggling! You're only making this harder on yourself,” Inuyasha growled as he pulled her along effortlessly.

 

Kagome banged her fist against his arm in an attempt to have him let go. Inuyasha stopped and faced Kagome sharply. He let go of her wrist, but before Kagome could turn and leave him and his brooding temper alone, Inuyasha grabbed her and picked her up. He carried her weight with ease as he began running and leaping between trees.

 

“Inuyasha!” Kagome squeaked. “What is your problem?”

 

Inuyasha stayed silent as he kept up his speed. He was going to take her somewhere secluded and demand to know why she's been talking with the fox demon men so damn much and ignoring him.

 

Reaching the bottom of a lofty dirt cliff, Inuyasha jumped the full height until he landed on the top. There was a small tree forest inhabiting the top of the cliff. The mossy dirt ground was soft under Inuyasha's bare feet. The numerous trees made for lots of shade and dim light. The only light was that of the setting sun that leaked through the spaces of leaves and the entrance of the forest.

 

Inuyasha set Kagome down knowing there was nowhere for her to go on such a high crag.

 

Kagome stumbled away from Inuyasha, anger simmering in her brown eyes. “What on earth is this all about?!” Kagome demanded.

 

“As if you don't know,” Inuyasha snapped.

 

Kagome put her hands on her hips. “No, Inuyasha I don't know. Why don't you tell me?”

 

“What's with you, Kagome?”

 

Kagome shook her head hastily and spread her hands out in front of her. “What do you meant what's with me?”

 

Inuyasha paced a minute than turned back to her. “You haven't spoken to me in how many days? Than you're having a wonderful time talking with other guys?”

 

“Oh my gosh! Is that what this is about? You're jealous? Inuyasha you can be so childish!”

 

He advanced toward her. “What did you say?”

 

“You heard me!”

 

“Damn it, Kagome! Why the hell do you have to be so difficult?”

 

Kagome laughed ironically, harshly. “Me? Me?! You're the one getting jealous over males who mean nothing to me. At least not in the way you're thinking!”

 

“How the hell do I know that when you allow those guys to be all over you?”

 

Kagome stomped her foot as she felt like pulling out her hair. “You are such an idiot to think such things!”

 

“And what are you for letting males hang all over you like that Kagome? That makes you a sleazy—”

 

Kagome burst out with anger, but Inuyasha caught her hand before it collided with his face.

 

“I hate you when you act like this, Inuyasha,” Kagome mumbled with tears stinging her eyes threateningly.

 

Inuyasha grabbed her roughly by the shoulders pulling her close enough to allow her to see the pain and anger in his eyes. “Is that how you really feel about me, Kagome?”

 

Between then and Kagome's would be answer, thunder traveled across the sky vibrating the earth. Dark clouds began to roll across the heavens nearly covering the sunset . . . almost.

 

Inuyasha's sharp tipped nails were digging into the flesh of Kagome's arms. His face still held an angry and fierce mask. His eyes that had once held passion, understanding, and yes even sometimes caring seemed to now harvest only anger and betrayed hurt.

 

Kagome could no longer stay still under his scrutiny so she let her gaze fall to the ground. Inuyasha gave her a shake, his claws digging deeper into her skin more with each movement. But she was too numb to flinch from the pain.

 

“Look at me god dammit!”

 

Kagome blinked hard than vigilantly allowed her eyes to meet his furious gold ones. They stayed that way, gazes locked, unspeaking. Kagome's façade was one of fear and wariness, Inuyasha's one of anger and duplicity.

 

Inuyasha scowled harshly at Kagome. “You're mine dammit.”

 

Kagome was too shocked to speak, but Inuyasha shook it out of her.

 

“You're mine! Say it!”

 

“I'm yours . . .” Kagome whispered brokenly trying her best to maintain a brave face as she held his gaze.

 

Something snapped in Inuyasha's angry eyes. A mix of dominate pleasure and angry passion. Kagome couldn't help the hot stirring in her lower belly as Inuyasha pulled her harshly to him and kissed her hard on the lips.

His tongue caressed her mouth, her lips, teasing her tongue with his.

 

Inuyasha turned Kagome abruptly pressing her back to the nearby tree. “I wanted to do this to you that night. . .” he mumbled as if to himself alone, his breathing harsh.

 

He placed his hands at the top of the bodice of her blue dress and ripped it all the way down the front until her body was completely visible. Her fair and full breasts were exposed, her thin belly and black panties, as well as her long legs.

 

The cool air played over Kagome's skin, making her want to shiver. But not from being cold, but being on display for Inuyasha. His gold eyes traveled over her body audaciously making her long to run and hide.

 

Kagome grabbed the sides of her ripped dress that still hung desperately from her body. She pulled the corners of her tattered dress over her in an attempted to shield her nakedness. Inuyasha grabbed her wrists quickly. She looked to him, and he shook his head slowly as if in warning.

 

He pried the shredded garment from her fingers until it once again draped at her sides hopelessly.

 

Inuyasha flowed his hands down the sides of her breasts and down her soft belly scarping her carelessly with his claws. He grabbed the sides of her soft satin panties and ripped them effortlessly.

 

Kagome gasped as he threw them aside leaving her feeling even more vulnerable and exposed than before. Inuyasha pressed his hard body against hers, pushing her against the tree. Kagome whimpered as Inuyasha grabbed a fist full of her hair jerking her head back making her throat much more available to him. He bit the tender flesh of her neck, sliding his tongue down her shoulder and bit her harder. Kagome cried out in pain, yet moaned in pleasure.

 

She was frightened of this new side of Inuyasha, but at the same time she felt excited. But it was so overwhelming for her in so many ways that she couldn't think properly.

 

Her body was reacting to his rough sexual advances, her heart was in fear of his uncontrollable anger, and her mind was just trying to make sense of it all.

 

Kagome thought about asking Inuyasha to stop. The fact that her body was reacting to his angry pleasure was absurd in her eyes, even abnormal. But as always Inuyasha seemed to read her thoughts.

 

He pushed her feet apart with his making her spread her legs open wide for him. Kagome was now breathing hard, her round, full breasts moving up and down with each intake of breath. Her expression was one of caginess but her eyes held pending pleasure.

 

Inuyasha held her gaze with his melting honey eyes as he boldly ran his hand down to her taut belly and between her thighs. Kagome's breath caught as Inuyasha's daring fingers explored her wet spot. Touching, teasing, and bringing forth tortured rapture.

 

Kagome allowed her eyes to close and allowed a pleasured cry to spill forth from her lips as Inuyasha pushed his middle finger inside of her wet warmth. His palm against her clit and his finger inside of her moving in rhythm made Kagome breathless and agonized.

 

Inuyasha watch Kagome closely as she reacted to his expert touch and movements. He moved his hand against her harder, his finger in and out of her faster, turning her fevered moans into tortured cries.

 

“Ahhh . . .” Kagome fell apart into his hand. He could feel the inside of her convulse around his finger.

 

Kagome shuddered, her body almost in shock from the unbelievable pleasure brought on by Inuyasha's skilled hand and amazing fingers.

 

He pulled his hand away from her and Kagome's knees buckled and her thighs shook in weakness. She would have fell to the ground had it not been for Inuyasha quickly pushing her back up against the tree. Kagome was aware of nothing but the threat . . . no, the promise in Inuyasha's eyes.

 

She wasn't aware that it was getting dark, nor that the ominous dark clouds threatened a down poor. And she definitely wasn't aware that Inuyasha was freeing the hard part of himself well keeping Kagome memorized, hypnotized with his eyes.

Kagome felt the enticing tingle between her thighs, she felt so wet in that most intimate spot that Inuyasha had just touched and pleased so adeptly.

 

Thunder crashed loudly as Inuyasha quickly grabbed the back of Kagome's thighs and lifted her high against the tree. The lower part of his body was now between her naked thighs.

 

Kagome's eyes widened in fear as she felt Inuyasha's hard male organ pressed against her soft, wet opening.

 

Inuyasha ignored her frightened gasp and nipped at her breast with his teeth. Kagome groaned immediately from the contact of his teeth and tongue on her sensitive nipple. Lightening flashed, streaking the dark sky, thunder quickly followed threatening a strong rain storm.

 

Inuyasha pushed into Kagome's slick opening not even giving her a chance to brace herself for her first male intrusion into her virginal body. She cried out in quick agony from the sharp pain of his thick hardness pushing past her virginal passage. Her pained moan seemed to go unnoticed by Inuyasha as he pulled himself back and pushed into her again.

 

His breathing became harsh as his moves became rhythmic. The pain Kagome had felt was only momentary and now she couldn't help but enjoy the overwhelming pleasure that was brought on by having that part of Inuyasha inside of her. He gripped her thighs hardly as he grinded against her, in and out of her.

 

Kagome let her head drop back against the coarse bark of the tree whimpering in exhausted ecstasy. Inuyasha still held her close and high against the tree. Still moving himself in and out of her, making her wetter than before, wetter for him.

 

Kagome was so tight around him and Inuyasha couldn't think, couldn't do anything other than keep going, taking what he wanted, needed to satiate himself within her. Make her his once and for all.

 

Kagome felt her body building up that imminent pleasure like a wonderful itch that was desperately waiting to be scratched. She left herself still, letting Inuyasha's movements fulfill her in every way, every desire. She met his gaze, saw the sweat glistening on his forehead, watched him breathe hard as he moved with in her, all the while staring at her. The pent up passion began to worsen sweetly in Kagome's lower belly and so much lower. Unable to help herself she leaned forward and kissed Inuyasha's mouth, found his tongue with hers, and nipped wildly at his lips.

 

Loving how neither of them could hardly breathe and yet he kissed her as passionately as he always has. Kagome's body was beginning to burn amiably as she was reaching bliss' end.

 

She tore her mouth from his letting her head fall against the tree. She cried out, nearly screamed in sweet rapture as her release came out in shallow gasps and whimpers as Inuyasha still moved inside of her making her convulse and shudder.

 

That brought on Inuyasha's intense release and he growled and grunted as his long over do fulfillment spilled into Kagome. His seed mingling with her wetness.

 

She was his now . . .

 

Kagome still had her face toward the sky as she felt the cool rain meet her hot skin. She knew Inuyasha had reached his blissed release also, for she knew it as he had growled out ardently and had dug his nails into the soft flesh of her thighs, piercing her.

 

The mix of pleasure and pain had been distressingly severe. Now the cool sprinkle of rain hitting her skin helped her from crying from the overwhelming pleasure and pain. Inuyasha stopped moving and leaned his head against her breast while they both allowed their breathing to return to normal.

 

The sprinkle of rain intensified some, enough to notice audibly as the rain hit the ground with soft pelting noises. The smell of tepid, moist soil wafted through the air, comforting Kagome.

 

Proving to her that all her senses were back, and that Inuyasha no longer controlled every emotion and sense that she was physically having.

 

Inuyasha grabbed Kagome's hand and put her ringer finger gently into his mouth. Kagome gasped as his fangs pierced the fleshly pad of her finger. He pulled back from her and looked at her. His brow creased as he stared at her.

 

He reached up and wiped a fresh hot tear from her cheek. Inuyasha pulled out of her and dropped her not too gently. She fell to the ground on her side. Inuyasha stared down at her exposed body, his seriously expression almost incomprehensible.

 

Kagome followed his gaze down to in between her thighs and gasped herself when she saw how much blood was smeared there. Not to mention the cuts Inuyasha's sharp nails that left on her porcelain skin.

 

“Inu . . . yasha . . .”

 

Inuyasha's face turned angry and he slowly stepped back away from her. Kagome tried to sit up, leaning against her elbows. She was going to ask him what was wrong as fear rested itself in the pit of her stomach. But Inuyasha ran quickly and jumped off of the cliff.

 

“Inuyasha!” Kagome cried worried, not knowing what was wrong, why he was acting so strangely after what they shared, scared because she was alone, and cold because of her ripped clothing and the freezing rain that began to pour harder.

 

But Kagome couldn't move knowing she had no way down from the cliff if she wanted to. Tears began to leak from her eyes, mixing with the cool rain that sloshed against her face. Kagome curled up in a ball on her side bringing her knees to her chest.

 

Her sobs of sadness were drowned out by the booming thunder and pouring rain.

 

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“Oh my god! Kagome!” Katana ran over to a rain drenched Kagome lying limply on the ground. “What happened?”

 

Kagome did not speak, she just laid there staring straight ahead. Nothing seemed to affect her as she laid there in a daze. She didn't even seem to notice Katana was near.

 

Katana looked over Kagome's half covered body noticing the scrapes and cruises. Kagome was a human, and Katana knew what had happened was with and caused by a demon. She knew that humans were sensitive while mating with a demon. Where as a demon mating with another demon was more normal and amendable.

 

Looking at Kagome laying cut and bruised up in the rain, Katana realized she was anything but adjusted. She talked loudly over the heavy rain and booming thunder. “I'll be right back, Kagome. I'm going to get help!”

 

Not knowing if Kagome even heard her, Katana hurried to find the one person she knew would help.

 

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“Fuck!” Inuyasha yelled as he slashed angrily at another tree branch slicing it completely off. The hammering rain beat down on him, but he didn't care.

 

He had hurt her damn it! She had never been with a man before, and he had entered her quickly, harshly. He had heard her pained cry, he had felt it in his soul. But his body's longing for her wouldn't allow him to slow down.

 

Than he had seen tears on her face and he had felt nothing . . . nothing but self guilt and disgust. And than he had stared at her as she was lying on the ground, and he had seen the blood in between her thighs. He knew she wasn't suppose to bleed that much. He had been too rough with her. Than he had seen the cuts that his claws had left on her legs and arms.

 

He had ripped her damn clothes of for Christ's sake!

 

Inuyasha took off at an extreme speed, running, not knowing where, just running.

 

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Katana had, had Masurao come to carry Kagome's limp body off the cliff after she had covered Kagome's nudeness.

 

Kagome was now safe in a makeshift tent away from the rain. Katana had helped her wash up and wash off what the rain already hadn't.

 

She was warm, clean, and safe. But a man was on her mind. A man she loved with all her heart. A man—that after they had made love— had looked at her in disgust.

 

Kagome's right finger where Inuyasha had pricked her began to tingle, and for some unexplainable reason it made her heart beat faster.

 

She let eyes drift closed as she fell into a restless sleep, dreaming about a man who still had her heart, soul, and body . . . a man with honey shaded eyes.

 

 

A/N: This chapter was a really hard one to write, it took me a while to finally get it perfect (in my eyes anyway). This is not the way I thought it should have happened, but my story and characters have a mind of their own, so this is how it's suppose to be I guess. This is the twist it took on its own, and like you all, I seem to just be along for the ride . . . I was up until 5 a.m. writing and editing this, so I hope my hard work will pay off. Please review . . . ?