InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Two Worlds One Love ❯ All she ever wanted . . . ( Chapter 15 )

DICLAIMER: I DON'T OWN YASHA . . . I'M STILL WORKIN' ON IT THOUGH . . . ;-P

 

 

A/N: hey everyone! Sorry it took me so long to update . . . but here I am now . . . Thanx to all my latest reviewers. And thanx to anyone new who reviewed!! I hope you all enjoy this chappie. It's kinda my way of makin' up for what happened in the last chapter. I don't usually do this, but this is the song I listened to (over and over, lol) while I was writing this chappie: `Break Me' by Jewel. So if you wanna, listen to it before, during, or after this chap. Especially during the part where Inu and Kags are by the blossom tree! If not, well than I hope ya just enjoy this update either way ^_^ So here we go . . .

 

 

 

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Kagome walked down a quaint and curving dirt path with Katana. The fox demon hummed happily to herself, stopping every little while to pick some blossoms off of a tree or some wild flowers from the ground.

 

Kagome smiled whimsically to herself, glad for Katana's `in love' status, but sad for her own tortuous situation with Inuyasha. She hasn't seen him for three days, and it was tearing her apart inside. Where was he? What was he doing? Is he coming back . . . ?

 

Plagued with those worrisome questions only added to Kagome's already heavy trepidation. What had transcended between her and Inuyasha had been overwhelming, passionate . . . sweetly aggressive. So much passion mixed with confusion and pleasure had brought Kagome to tears. Why did her crying upset him so much? Was it because it once again made him realize what a weak human she was?

 

Kagome sighed. Maybe he was right. She's human, and compared to him and other demons, she's physically weak. His wanton passion had been too much to take, but not enough to keep. She had wanted him . . . wanted what he offered, and relished in the pleasure and pain it had brought.

 

It had been earth shattering, heaven moving, soul searing, passionate . . . sex. It hurt Kagome because that's all it was. It hadn't been making love like she had always wished for, always imagined. No, what they had done isn't considered `making love', what they had done is called `fucking'. And though that's all it could have been, she still found that it meant a lot to her, it was still special because it was with him. Even if he probably didn't see it that way . . .

 

Kagome couldn't believe that Inuyasha's anger had turned into brutal passion so quickly, so intensely. Heck, she couldn't believe how vehemently her body had responded to it.

 

Still, she missed him every second of these three days that passed, thought about him every moment, dreamed about him longingly every night . . .

 

“Let's sit here,” Katana said as they reached a small, shady patch of soft grass near a field of yellow flowers. Kagome readily agreed and sat down. She stared ahead of her, her thoughts still stuck on the hanyou that she loved so very much. Kagome didn't even hear Katana speak until she touched her arm.

 

“Kagome? What's wrong?”

 

Kagome swallowed hard, trying to keep her tears from falling. She met Katana's sea green eyes. “Do you think he'll come back?”

 

Katana took on the air of a patient parent speaking to a confused child. “Kagome look at your finger.”

 

Kagome looked down at her left ring finger. Meeting Katana's gaze, she meekly said, “Inuyasha likes to bite.”

 

Katana laughed enthusiastically with girlish humor. “Oh, honey, what demon doesn't?” She laughed again than sobered. “You mean you really don't know what it means when a demon marks you on your wrist than finger?”

 

Innocently, Kagome shook her head.

 

Katana sighed to herself. “I know what happened between you two that night, Kagome. We're both grown women, so I won't pretend that I don't know . . . When Inuyasha marked your wrist, well that was an offering.” Katana stayed quiet a moment allowing Kagome some time to digest her words and the meaning. “Than by giving yourself to him, you've accepted. So he marked your ring finger, making it official.”

 

Kagome shook her head, confused. “Offering what? I don't understand. He made what official?”

 

Katana met Kagome's gaze head on. “You're mates for life now.”

 

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Shit. He shouldn't go back. Not in the weakened state he'll be in by night fall. But he needs to see her, apologize and hopefully make everything right.

 

Because so far he's been screwing everything up. But Kagome was his now. And he isn't the type to abandon something that belongs to him.

 

Inuyasha shifted on the high tree branch that he rested on. Not hat he felt rested at all, in fact he was quite restless. His heart ached for Kagome, his thoughts stayed on her constantly, and his body painfully longed for her. He could still vividly feel how it was to be inside of her, to feel her naked wetness against him, around him.

 

But at the moment none of that was as vivid as his self-loathing he was experiencing. Kagome was so tiny, so frail, and gentle that he's afraid he may have really hurt her. She was crying god damn it! And it's not the first time he's caused tears to fall from her beautiful eyes . . .

 

But to turn something like mating into something as brutal as he did was the last thing he had wanted to do. He wanted to give her pleasure . . . show her how he felt for her through physical actions. Not to make her his in an aggressive manner, or hurt her as he had done so carelessly. She may hate him now, and there's nothing he can do about it.

 

Damn their situation was nothing but an enigma . . . What does he do? Everything thus far with Kagome has been complicated. And he has been nothing if not completely confused. That pissed him off to think one person, a human no less, could turn his thinking and feelings around completely. He hadn't wanted her to stay when she came . . . though he was just as confused then about everything too. . .

 

But she was his now, and he would keep her with him, because somewhere between all the confusion and passion he realized how much he needed Kagome with him . . . how she completes him for she is everything he's not. She's the part of him that he's always been missing. And now that she's his, than with him she'll stay.

 

Inuyasha jumped off the branch with physical ease and headed back toward the camp. Three days of thinking, of being away from her, Inuyasha hoped she'd still have him.

 

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“Make me one too, Miss Kagome!”

 

Kagome laughed at the young fox girl's enthusiasm. She was surrounded by small fox demon girls as she sat on the grass near a large patch of daisies. Kagome had become quite popular among the young fox girls when they discovered she knew how to make flower crowns.

 

When she was done intertwining the flower stems she handed it to the young girl with strawberry curls, freckles, and bright blue eyes. “Here you go,” Kagome told her with a smile.

 

The young demon girl grinned back widely, revealing her tiny fangs as she happily placed the daisy crown upon her head.

 

“What about your crown, Miss Kagome?” A girl to her right asked.

 

Kagome smiled. “Well I guess I forgot.” She picked enough flowers for a crown and set to work.

 

“Look! The white flowers match your kimono,” a girl with copper hair said as she pointed at Kagome's white gown.

 

Katana had given it to her, since Kagome had little attire left to choose from. The kimono was white and embroidered with silver blossoms all down the front of the right side. It hugged her body nicely, fitting every contour perfectly.

 

Kagome smiled as she felt a tiny pair of hands playing with her hair. Kagome reached into her bag. “Here, use this.” She handed her hair brush back to the small fox girl.

 

The girl hummed gently, as she combed Kagome's hair softly. Kagome laughed to herself, feeling like a princess surrounded by a dozen small pixies preparing her for her wedding day. It was a silly notion but it made her somehow happy inside. She almost wished it were true . . .

 

One of the girls grabbed the finished crown from Kagome's hands and placed it upon Kagome's head. “There!” she squeaked happily.

 

All the girls backed up to observe Kagome. Their eyes became wide as they all `ooohed' and `awwwed' over Kagome's beauty.

 

Hearing footsteps behind them the girls parted, clearing a path for the new comer.

 

Inuyasha stopped short when he saw Kagome. She looked incredible, beautiful, amazing . . . breathtaking. Her long flowing kimono hugged every ample curve beautifully. Her hair, black and shining in the sunlight, flowed long and down her shoulders in soft waves. Upon her lovely head sat a daisy crown making her look ethereal like some kind of flower goddess.

 

When Kagome seen Inuyasha standing a few feet away, her breath caught and she couldn't speak. Three days had seemed like an eternity and to see him standing there now looking so handsome, so utterly familiar, made Kagome's heart race.

 

Inuyasha couldn't stop staring at Kagome, nor could he speak for his heart was in his throat. Three days away from her was just too damn long. And that confused and disturbed him to no end, that he could need another being so much. It was crazy that only a few days away from her can seem like forever and a day. He moved toward her slowly but surely.

 

The whole world faded around them, leaving them alone on earth, together. Reaching her, Inuyasha held her face between his hands and gazed into her sweet brown eyes. She glanced away for a moment, looking so unsure, so innocent, and slightly naive . . . but he found that be beautiful about her. The unsure air and the way she viewed things cautiously. She met his gaze again, more sure this time, as if she somehow depends on him to know what to do, to do the right thing.

 

Her face still resting between his hands, Kagome let herself get lost in his amber eyes. Inuyasha leaned in slowly, gently rubbing his lips over hers, not yet surrendering to the urge to kiss her.

 

Kagome mewled like a kitten as Inuyasha softly rubbed his face against hers lovingly.

 

Damn, but he had missed her. And to be near her again after three long, torturous days felt so amazing. As if he's spent a life time searching for her and she's here in front of him for the first time ever.

 

Inuyasha pressed his lips to hers firmly yet gently. His lips were so warm, so amazingly soft that Kagome sighed within the sweet kiss. His lips were full, yet fit against her thin ones perfectly.

 

Inuyasha opened his lips slightly allowing Kagome's bottom lip to slip between. Kagome licked Inuyasha's top lip and nibbled gently. Inuyasha closed his mouth around her lip and nibbled back. They kissed softly, clinging to one another as though it would be their last encounter together. Kagome only pulled apart from Inuyasha when she heard little voices saying, “Ooooh!” followed by girlish giggles.

 

Kagome looked to the little fox demon girls who were huddled together a few feet away enjoying the show. Kagome laughed and looked down, blushing.

 

“Keh!” Inuyasha said, but still smirked coolly.

 

He grabbed Kagome's hand, “C'mon.”

 

Kagome let him lead her away. Willing to go anywhere, for she knew her place was with him and anywhere he may go. She looked back and waved to the little demon girls. They all smiled happily and waved back enthusiastically.

 

Kagome turned back and let the silver haired man with the tawny eyes lead her away sweetly by the hand.

 

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Silence filled the sweet summer air as they walked hand in hand along the bank of a soft flowing river. Kagome felt so content with him at that moment. Anything harsh or saddening that they had been through seemed to cease at that moment.

 

The only purpose any misfortunate times between them served was allowing Inuyasha and Kagome to reach the loving place they were in now with each other emotionally . . . maybe even physically . . .

 

They stopped walking in unison near a large tree full of pink blossoms. The two met gazes. Kagome smiled softly, and Inuyasha's eyes held tender emotion.

 

A warm breeze came upon them and their special moment, rustling the blossoms up in the tree. Petals traveled softly down around them in swirls. Making the heady scent of blossom fill their senses. Kagome and Inuyasha's gazes on each other never once faltered despite the blossoms circling down around them as the breeze carried them passed and away to a new destination.

 

Kagome stepped close to Inuyasha to press her lips again his. Moist and soft, the kiss was nothing more than a tender show of deep affection. And they both found it just as meaningful and significant as any passionate kiss they've shared thus far.

 

Kagome slid her arms up Inuyasha's shoulders and curved them around his neck, pulling him close to her. Their bodies pressed delicately close. Kagome laid her head to his shoulder, her face snug in the curve of his neck. Inuyasha's hands came around her back pressing her close, hoping to somehow become one with her. For he knew they were two halves of one soul, one heart, one mind. The only thing separating them was their physical aspects.

 

He turned his head to bury his face in Kagome's hair. He breathed deeply, taking in her sexy, beautiful scent of roses and vanilla. The wind calmed to a nonexistent breeze, but the blossom petals were loosened and continued to fall around them. They stayed embraced, holding each other close as the petals fell around them, trailing down to the earth, resembling pink snow flakes.

 

Kagome ran her hand up to Inuyasha's face to rest lovingly against his cheek. She pulled back and met his gaze, caressing the side of his face adoringly with her finger tips. Kagome allowed her eyes to roam over the features of his face, drinking in every detail, every flaw . . . every perfection.

 

She met his gaze one last time before moving in and pressing her lips to his, open mouthed. Inuyasha's hand moved her hair aside from her shoulder. He scratched the back of her nape softly, tenderly with his sharp nails. Something about it was just so sensual that Kagome couldn't help but whimper within the kiss.

 

Loving the pleasured sound, Inuyasha deepened the kiss. Their lips caressed each other's softly, their tongues tasting one another's. Inuyasha and Kagome slowly turned their heads during the kiss to better angle themselves for fuller, closer, sweeter kisses.

 

They went on tenderly, softly as their mouths danced to a sweet tune of their own. Inuyasha's hand trailed over her body, over every lush curve underneath the silk kimono that was of no match for her beauty.

 

He left her lips to trail moist kisses down her chin and onto the column of her soft throat. He nibbled and licked so softly, so caringly that Kagome found herself breathless and astonished. Still he held her close, his hands on her body. Kagome wondered how such strong, rough hands could be so gentle. She knew that those hands could tear a demon apart with one slash. He could kill with those hands . . . and yet . . . they were so gentle upon her.

 

Those same hands found the sash of her kimono and began to untie it. She grabbed his wrists and kept her eyes averted self-consciously. She wanted to be perfect for him, but she knew her body wasn't. She knew her stomach could be flatter, breasts firmer, hips not so wide . . .

 

Inuyasha grabbed her chin and turned her face toward his, but she still kept her eyes down, afraid that if she met his gaze he'd realize just how flawed and unbeautiful she truly was . . .

 

“Look at me,” he demanded.

 

Slowly she raised her eyes to meet his.

 

The looked in his eyes was one of sincerity and adoration. “Don't hide yourself from me.”

 

She sighed deeply and closed her eyes as he continued to loosen the sash. It fell to the ground in a whoosh of silk, leaving the kimono open, but only revealing small portions of skin. In between her breasts, the center of her belly, the inner part of her thighs that was covered with her pink panties. Kagome kept her eyes averted as Inuyasha slid the kimono down her shoulders and off her body.

 

It fell into a silk puddle at her bare feet. She stood there exposed, every flaw on display. But it was apparent that she wasn't exposed enough for Inuyasha. He got on his knees in front of her and slid the pink, lacey panties down her thighs and legs, allowing her to step out of them.

 

Inuyasha slid his hands up the back of her smooth thighs until they came to rest upon the curves of her ass. Kagome wasn't prepared for what he was about to do and cried out as his moist tongue met her soft, wet place. He nudged her thighs apart and licked the inner part of her womanhood.

 

“Ahhh!” Kagome's head fell back in pure ecstasy.

 

Inuyasha rubbed his tongue over her pleasure nub softly, tasting her. Kagome panted and whimpered as Inuyasha's mouth and tongue did amazing things to her, bringing her so close to the edge and back again.

 

He licked his way back up to her and kissed her mouth, touching his tongue to hers, allowing her to taste herself all over his mouth. Kagome couldn't explain nor define it, but she found that oddly arousing.

 

Inuyasha stood and picked her up, legs dangling over one forearm, back resting against the other. He walked her over to a square of plush grass and wild flowers and laid her down gently. Kagome felt the blades of grass cool against her bare skin, the petals of wild flowers soft like velvet against her back.

 

Kagome self-consciously covered her breasts and lower midsection with her arms to shield herself from Inuyasha's bold gaze. She watched ingenuously as Inuyasha removed his red kimono.

 

She marveled at the sight of his glorious body. As though he were Adonis. His well toned body and defined muscles had Kagome shivering with want. Every part of his body was exceptionally exquisite, like that of a god.

 

Inuyasha crawled over her, spreading her thighs and placing his hand in between. He ran his finger through the walls of her soft place, checking to make sure she was still wet and ready to take him in.

 

He gently ran his thumb back and forth over her firm but soft nub, making her whine with pleasure. Inuyasha suddenly stopped his movements and Kagome opened her eyes and met his gaze.

 

“I'm sorry, Kagome,” he said gruffly, then swallowed hard. “About what happened . . . I didn't mean to hurt you . . . I never meant for it to happen that way. I—”

 

Kagome placed her hand over his mouth. “Stop! Don't you dare make something that was special to me into something to be ashamed of! I'm not ashamed, nor do I or you have any reason to be. I don't regret what happened, or the way that it happened . . .”

 

With out another word, but eyes full of understanding, pure admiration, and complete desire Inuyasha laid himself fully between her thighs. He pushed the tip of his hardness against her slick entrance. Bracing his hands on either side of her head he watched her sweet expression as her body took him in.

 

She gasped with breathless pleasure as he pulled out and pushed back into her silky wetness. Kagome met Inuyasha's gaze as he carefully, wantonly watched her reactions to his movements. She loved the passion absorbed look in his eyes as he moved within her.

 

Kagome touched his cheek and he quickly leaned in and kissed her, touching his tongue to hers brazenly. He led his mouth to her chin and bit her hard. There was a desired pain that caused Kagome to gasp sensuously. Inuyasha trailed his lips down to her neck where he suckled at her flesh wonderfully intense, then bit her adding to her sensual pain once again.

 

Inuyasha moved his head down and bit the soft smooth flesh of her breast, then sucked a bit hard making Kagome cry out in pleasured pain.

 

Inuyasha still continued to move while connected with her in the most physical and intimate way possible. Kagome ran her hands up his strong arms feeling his solid and defined muscles. She led her finger tips over his taught muscled back and as more pleasure came with each of his movements, she dug her nails into his skin. She scratched her nails down his back as she began to feel unbearable pleasure throughout her body. He threw his head back and growled, ecstasy meeting pain was invigorating to the half demon.

 

He put his arm under Kagome's head, holding her body as close to him as possible. Kagome found it to be the most loving and endearing thing in the world . . . and as her pleasure came fast, swift, and hard, she realized something as she cried out, they were making love. Sweet, sensuous, meaningful love.

 

Inuyasha's breathing intensified and he moved faster, harder. He growled roughly in her ear, squeezing her close to him as he released his seed into her. It somehow made her his . . . and him hers . . .

 

Inuyasha laid his head on her breast, panting, trying to take in more air. Kagome laid in a loving haze and stroked the back of his head with her fingers. Only moments later did she realize he was sleeping still connected with her.

 

Kagome hugged him tight and smiled to once again be this close to the man she loved . . .

 

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A/N: ok, it's 5 a.m. I seem to have a knack for finishing my chappies last minute when I should be sleeping, lol. I'm extremely tired, but was too impatient to wait to update tomorrow, so please forgive any errors or typos. Next chap will continue where this one left off. I'm strange that way, I don't think a new chapter always has to mean a new scene. So please review! ^_^ I don't plan for my fic to be any longer than 18-20 chapters, I know it's short. But I'm not going to prolong my plot/story just to make my fic forty somethin' chapters. So any reviews from now til the end are crucial for me. Thanx so much! hope you enjoyed the lemon ;D