InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ UnderAge ❯ Moment of Choice ( Chapter 15 )

A/n: Sesshomaru's P.O.V here. We got a nice emotional scene from Rin and now it's time for one from him. His anger towards Rin will be explained today. I know I haven't addressed reviews lately but I am making up for it now. We have 2 more chapters until the epilogue. The other chapter is coming out today and the final chapter will be out next week. Please Rate and Review

Meriadeth: some people do not like Kagome's behavior but she is a worried mother and Rin is not the most trustworthy child.

Appearance Deceived: You never know how the ending is gonna go; I have 2 endings in my mind right now and I'm not sure what way I wanna go. Rin is older now, so her parents' death was awhile ago.

Living Perfection: I'm glad that you can relate to the story, I wanted to show a story that was less about the “Kagome as victim and Sess as the savior” and add a bit of realism to it

Guardian1moon: Kagome is a concerned mother, she may be naggy but she is trying her best. What Rin is doing to Inuyasha is having a no strings attached relationship, she is not being fair but he is cheating on Kikyo and that is not fair. I promise the story will not be pedophilic.

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Moment of Choice

“Can you pick up Rin today? I probably will be busy with this case so I can't guarantee” Kagome asked. I rolled over in bed to see her already with her cup of coffee in one hand and briefcase in another. I had a horrible head ache, and my mind was just all over the place. I could see she wasn't going to leave until I answered.

“Sure” I groaned, throwing a pillow over my face. I didn't want to wake up that morning. I slept horribly. The events of last night replayed in my mind for hours. I had to pull myself together for work; I couldn't keep my position at the company if I was irresponsible.

“Are you alright? Should I make you a doctor's appointment?” Kagome asked softly. I know she was concerned; we hadn't had sex in a week because I wasn't feeling up to it. She is trying to make this work; I know she wants a kid just as bad as I do.

“I'm fine, I just need more rest. I'll get Rin from school” I answered, removing the pillow and getting out of bed. I glanced over at the clock; it was only 7:30. Rin wouldn't be up for another ten minutes, and Kagome was down the stairs on her way out the door.

“Yeah, I'm so glad to be back home. I've missed my bed, this house, and think how close it is to your house. Kagome is being so cool letting you come over and stuff, this is going to be a great rest of Junior year” squealed Rin. I was confused; she shouldn't be awake yet, or on the phone. I finished buttoning up my shirt and adjusting my tie. I continued listening to her conversation, wondering if anything interesting may come up.

“Yeah I miss you too, I gotta get dressed. Love you too, bye” She finally hung up, and I was at the end of my rope. Today is my 35th birthday, 8 years married to Kagome and 8 years raising Rin as our god child. And what do I have to show for it? A loveless marriage, no biological children, and unhappiness. I found myself strolling over to Rin's, just standing outside the door. She has everything! Damn I wish I was young again. I was just about to leave her room and go downstairs to get breakfast, when I heard something strange.

“Ah” I heard from inside the room. I was confused, was she eating in her room or what? I began to walk around from the door but I heard more strange sounds coming from her room. I was worried if I barged into her room she'd be angry, so I softly pushed the door until the crack grew big enough for me to see in.

“Oh My God!” exclaimed Rin, I could hear her bed creaking. I didn't hesitate to push the door all the way open. But I did not see a pain stricken Rin like I had hoped. Instead there was Rin, lying on top of her comforter, naked , legs spread wide open, her fingers deep inside her sex. I knew I should look away but I couldn't. She noticed me instantly, and she smiled at me like she didn't mind me being there.

“Sess” She called out breathlessly and I could feel my pants tightening. But I willed those images and thoughts of her away. She is my best friend's daughter, and she is a child. What would I do if Miroku looked at my daughter that way?

“You know you want me. Come, you have time before work starts” She urged, but I managed to pull myself away. I ran down the stairs, grabbed my briefcase off the kitchen counter and never looked back.

“I'm off to work, I'll get you after school” I called up the stairs. I didn't even wait for a reply.

From: Rin

Why do you deny me? Come on, I saw the effect I had on you

I groaned out in my head. Rin is my underage daughter, thirteen months shy of being an adult but still way too young to be with a man of my age.

To: Rin

My body acted of its own free will, I had no control. I think you should let go of this sick desire Rin. I will not touch you.

I know it was harsh, and yes I want her so badly, but I will never touch her. Naraku would have killed me with his bare hands if he knew I was going to do this to his not even legal daughter. Besides Kagome is all the woman I need, she is the older more mature version of Rin.

From: Kagome

I know work must be boring for you baby, trust me I know. Open your email, but do it in private cuz it's for your eyes only.

I didn't know what she was talking about, because I hadn't had a chance to log onto the computer and see what she was talking about. I walked into my private office, closed all the windows, shut the door, and logged into my account. The first message in my inbox was from Kagome.

Dear Sesshy,

You haven't touched me lately, and I want to know why you haven't. Come on baby, tonight is our night!

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I clicked on the attachment and a picture of Kagome with her breasts pushed up and revealed through this sexy nurse outfit popped onto the screen. She was hot, and a million more thoughts pushed into my mind. All of them were great, until I thought of Rin…

Rin, so small, young, and innocent. Saving herself just for me for all this time. So cute, reminds me so much of Kagome but just better.

“Sess, can I talk to you?” Inuyasha asked, coming into my office. He was going to be graduating soon, so Dad allowed him to come to the office during his study hall to do “work study”, an agreement he made with the high school.

“What is it?” I asked, I closed the email browser, and popped up some excel spreadsheet. It was my duty as CEO and eldest of the family, it was my job to prepare him to work in the company.

“I want to talk to you about Rin; I know she's like a daughter to you but I care about Rin. And I want her to be with me” Inuyasha started; I tried to keep my emotions in check but they were all over the place. For Inuyasha to have Rin, take her from me and make her his, was sickening.

“She has been saving her virginity for this mysterious other guy. She won't tell me his name or how she knows him. She's been obsessed with him since the start of our relationship, and I'm sick of waiting for her to forget him. I want your permission to date Rin, treat her like a girl should be so she can forget about this loser who doesn't even take the time to notice her. IS that alright with you?” He asked, and I felt my blood boiling. He wanted to snatch Rin away from me. She is MINE!

“No, that is not alright. I do not know of this other guy but I know that Rin is much too young to be dealing with boyfriends right now. Especially one such as yourself. She has already experimented too much under your influence. Drugs, sex, alcohol, ditching, were never things that Rin did before she met you. Kagome is allowing you two to interact, but a relationship was not a part of the agreement. Now leave my office” I commanded, and for once the pup followed my orders. I was angered by our little talk, so I buried my head into my work. If it wasn't for my assistant Nancy sending me an email to pick up Rin, I probably would have forgotten.

“Where were you?” Rin asked; I was 15 minutes late.

“I was busy working; I'm surprised you weren't with Inuyasha” I responded, she looked over at me confused.

“Why would I be? He's coming over later tonight, Kagome said it's fine” She stated carelessly and now it was my turn to be confused.

“The three of us are going out to dinner” I said, hoping she'd catch the hint that Inuyasha was not invited. But Rin already had an answer for that.

“Kags said that Yasha could join us, and he's going. Why do you care?” She asked. And I really didn't have an answer for that.

“No reason, I just wonder how serious you two are going to get? Just the other day, he was your friend, and today he asks my permission to date you” I hinted, trying to keep the jealousy from seeping into my voice.

“He asked? Wow! I didn't think he was serious. He texted me today saying he wanted us to be official, but I thought it was a joke” Rin said calmly, and I wasn't sure if she wanted that or not. That relieved me a little bit.

“Do you want to be with him?” I asked. She stared at me awhile, but gave no answer. So the rest of the ride was in silence, except her constantly texting. I tried to peek over at her phone but she held it at an angle where I couldn't see without being noticeable.

When we got to the house, Kagome was already home. I was glad, just being around Rin was hell.

“Hey baby, you never did email me back” Kagome teased, she gave me a kiss on the cheek. She was out of her suit and into a dress that was very revealing. I couldn't help but stare at her.

“Sorry Kags, work started piling up” I said. Rin had escaped from my line of site and went straight to her room.

“Go get dressed; Inuyasha will be here soon” Kagome informed me, before she slipped off to answer her phone. I walked upstairs, where I could see Rin in the bathroom putting on makeup. She had smuggled her lipstick, so a little was on her cheek.

“Not so much Rin” I called to her, she turned around. She looked delicious; her perky breasts were revealed in this extremely low cut shirt, a skirt that barely covered her upper thighs, and some sandals. Her hair was curly around her face, the rest up in a ponytail. She looked older than she was. I walked over smoothly, allowing my thumb to remove that stray line of lipstick from her face. Her tiny hand held onto the outside of mine and she just looked at me.

Then I let go, exited the bathroom and went to get dress. Twice in a day I allowed my wants to take over how I treat her. I changed into some slacks and a casual shirt, so we could go out to dinner. Kagome was having all my friends meet us at Dave & Buster's, the adult version of chuck E Cheese.

“Sango, it's been too long” Kagome said, hugging her. She left the children at a babysitter's and brought Miroku with her.

“I've missed you too. Jiro is here somewhere” Sango turned to Rin to make sure she heard. Rin paid her little mind because she was near Inuyasha. I was disappointed, although I told both of them that dating was not an option, they were still holding hands and being all romantic like they were. Kagome also seemed not to notice.

“Rin, let go of him” I ordered, but she did not obey. She turned to Kagome instead. I can't believe how quickly they grew so close.

“Sess, leave them be. The children like each other and there's no reason they can't enjoy each other a little” She said to me. Rin smiled as if she had won the war but I did not respond to tell her if she had or not.

We continued to the tables, ate our dinner, and took the power cards to go play the arcade games.

“I gotta get home soon, nothing personal but I have a huge final tomorrow” Inuyasha announced, everyone said their goodbyes to him, and Rin gave him a special kiss. I glared at him angrily, but if he noticed it then he didn't say anything.

“Sess, I have some bad news. Work called, we got a huge lead on this case and they want me to come in for a few more hours. Would you mind me leaving the party early?” Kagome asked. I didn't hesitate to tell her that her job is important and of course I didn't mind. She gave me another peck on the lips before darting off to the car. Luckily we took separate cars to the event. Rin was ready to go an hour later so we rode back together. When we got into the house, we both sat down in the living room to watch TV.

“How was your birthday?” She asked casually.

“Horrible” I answered truthfully. That caught her attention because she sat straight up and turned to face me. I wish she would take the make-up off though, she reminds me too much of Kagome.

“Why?” She questioned.

“Kagome sent me a sexy picture of herself, but I couldn't think about anyone else but….” I stopped myself short but Rin is not a stupid girl.

“You were thinking of me, weren't you?” She asked. I couldn't respond. How do I tell Rin that I rather have her than my wife. She is my goddaughter, not some random girl I met at a bar. I just leaned over, closing the gap of body space in between us and kissed her tenderly on the lips. I was worried Rin would start kissing me wildly or acting like she wanted sex again, but instead she pulled back. She had changed in that way.

“I won't let you play games with my emotions, Sess. As much as you know I want you, and as badly as I want this moment, I have to know something. Is there any hope that I can be someone special to you? I can't just get these moments and not have anything else for long time. I need all of you, not just once in a blue moon” She said, I blinked in shock. Now even Rin wants more from me, why can't everyone just take what they get?

“I can't promise you anything, to be honest. But I can't lie to myself anymore, I don't think of you as a daughter” I whispered. I hoped that would satisfy the young Rin and it did. Rin's eyes twinkled at that, and she leaned back in, initiating the kiss. We were slow and steady, not trying to rush into something that both of us knew was wrong. I didn't want to go any further, but I also didn't want this moment to end. Rin was someone who loved me and her expectations of me were easy to meet.

“Hey I'm home” Kagome yelled, she was loud and bubbly. It was Rin who pushed herself away from me, moving a few spots over and adjusting her hair and trying to fix her makeup. I just forced myself to sit back and not look over at her. I rubbed the sticky lip gloss off my lips just in the nick of time. Kagome came over to me slowly, giving me another kiss.

“O, I didn't know you two were watching something. Are you staying up much later Rin, you have school tomorrow” Kagome said. Rin looked up at her innocently.

“Actually, I was just about to go to bed” Rin said, so she said good night to both of us and went up to her room. Kagome smiled at that, then she came over to sit beside me.

“So, with her in the bed so early…we could do something” she hinted, but I had no desire to pretend tonight.

“I have a lot of work to do Kags, sorry” I lied, then I slid off the couch and into the study. I locked the door behind me, shut my phone off, and poured myself some shots of vodka at my desk.

~End of Chappie~

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