InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Why Can't I Turn Off the Radio? ❯ So Sick of Love Songs, so Tired of Tears ( Chapter 1 )

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that I'm alone

Cuz right now it says that we

Can't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense

Cuz you walked out the door

 

Kagome sat at her desk, trying for all the world to finish the algebra homework she had been assigned in school earlier that day. Her radio on, she fought to concentrate on the symbols before her, but couldn't. Inuyasha…

They had had a fight three days ago. And not one of their normal little bickers. She had really blown up at him, and he replied the same way.

 

But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

(it's ridiculous)

It's been months

And for some reason I just

(can't get over us)

And I'm stronger then this

(enough is enough)

No more walkin round

With my head down

I'm so over being blue

Cryin over you

 

She erased furiously at the last problem. She had redone the same one several times already, screwing up again and again because all she could think about was that white-haired son of bitch…She wanted to forget him. This would be it, she wouldn't return. No more jewel shards, no more demons, no more…no more late night chats, no more caring eyes, no more soft hands…

She shook her head. No. She would not return. She would not go crawling back to him just so he could break her heart again.

 

 

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

 

Why couldn't she stop thinking about him? She hated that hanyou…after what he had done to her…but the thought of him still tugged at her heart…

“I'll be here for you, Kagome. Always.”

She clenched her fist as sobs racked her body. Tears fell from her eyes, wetting the paper.

 

Gotta fix that calendar I have

That's marked July 15th

Because since there's no more you

There's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memory

And how every song reminds me

Of what used to be

 

She couldn't go back. She wouldn't. No matter how much she thought about him, or missed him. With Kikyo around…he would never love her. Not when he thought of her almost every moment of every day. Perhaps for a few days she would be his…but Kikyo would never leave Inuyasha alone. That's what hurts the most. Watching someone you love as they love someone else. A pain that hurt so much, it was earth-shattering.

 

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

 

Tap tap. Kagome's gaze shoot over to her window with high hopes, to see...the tree branch being blowed by the wind. She sighed. She knew that in a few days, whether she liked it or not, she would go back to him, crawl back like the baka she was. She looked down at her math homework again. This was hopeless. She wished…no, prayed that her hanyou might just stop to pay her a visit. Now that she looked back, that stupid fight seemed senseless.

 

(Leave me alone)

Leave me alone

(Stupid love songs)

Dont make me think about his smile

Let it go

Turning off the radio

 

No matter how senseless the fight seemed, Inuyasha had done it to her a million times before, and he'd to it another million times again.

“Go away…” she murmured, clutching her head, “I don't want to think about him…I want to forget all about him…”

 

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)

 

Said I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)

 

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishin you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

Why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Why can't I turn off the radio?

 

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha. I know, you're shocked. Thanks to xYour_Last_Chancex to helping me out with this one. Oh, and the song is So Sick by NE-YO