InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Yamagata college ❯ Looking for Love ( Chapter 8 )
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By: kuroiyouko 
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Hentai / Comedy | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 06.29.2004 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 535 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Hentai / Comedy | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 06.29.2004 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 535 | Status: Completed
Chapter 7. "Looking for Love"
It was night, Kagome couldn't stop crying, she sniffed asking herself, where did she go wrong? what caused him to betray her like this, right after he lied. It was late, late for college weekdays that is...around 9:00pm at night. Sango was asleep already, there was a class she needed to attend to early in the morning, it was a one day trip to the career center in Kyoto.
Kagome wanted to go to him and have a talk, but she was afraid of what he might say, that would hurt her...so she didn't go. Although she admitted to Sango how only a part of her felt, the other part is still hurt and in love with him, that part was taking over at this time of night. Kagome crawled out of bed and sighed sitting on the edge, she felt stuffed in her own emotions, she needed air. Kagome put on shorts and a 'Yamagata College' sweater she just purchased recently. She went outside to take a breath, and think...about Inu Yasha, the relatiohship they...hAD. It was no use thinking, what's done is done, he doesn't really love her, if he did then why would he screw around with Kikyo behind her back? Too many unanswered questions..."What am I...gonna do...?" she felt more depressed than ever, she wanted to cry again but resisted, it already took a long time for her to finally stop, she didn't want to start it again.
"Hello..."
Kagome slowly looked at the approcher, she wasn't surprised, she just strared back, "...hey." Kagome finally answered.
"So, are you that unhappy to see me dear Kagome?" the cunning Kikyo smirked.
'Yes you bitch, now leave me alone...' Kagome wanted to say, but instead, she said, "..No...it's not that."
"Oooo poor baby..." Kikyo pouted and sat next to her on the bench, "did that mean old Inu Yasha hurt you again?"
'Who said you could sit down?...and yes he did, you were with him too, and seeing you makes me sick to my stomach..' Kagome had so many insults and retorts kept inside her, but she didn't say a peep about them, "...sorta..."
"Aww....what'd he do this time?" she asked, showing false sympathy anyone could've guessed.
Kagome just smiled almost giving a laugh, "..well, don't you know?"
Kikyo raised her eyebrows, "do I?" then grinned followed by a laugh with her cutesy voice, "Oh...I see, so know what we've been up to?" Kagome didn't say anything, "well then, I'm sorry you had to find out like this...but you'd have to sooner or later.."
'Why not later?...' Kagome thought.
"But I guess secrets can come out whenever they want to...the truth hits hard doesn't it sweetie?" Kagome balled her fists weakly that were lying on her lap, "...you know, he told me about you, everytime before we fucked...He said you didn't want to screw with him so he wanted me instead, he said I was much better to play with than you, you're just all kisses and miss play it safe, taking things slow..yeah, he couldn't wait to get his hands on me, he couldn't anymore, he couldn't wait for you...not forever you know." Kikyo watched the expresions on Kagome's face and smiled at her own decieving lies. Kagome kept everything, but she felt that she was going to explode into tears.
"He never loved you Kagome..." Kikyo leaned closer to Kagome's face, "Inu Yasha's doesn't know how to love, he used you, just like he did me, I was an easy target since I'm not a slow person like you..."
"..No..." her voice croaked, "...he...didn't....."
Kikyo was seeing her results, she smiled, "Yes...he did, he wanted something different, a innocent little girl like you. He wanted to see how it felt to have sex with a virgin...nice and tight, blood, screams, sweat....that's the way he wanted it." Kagome shook her head in disbelief, "Oh you better believe it, he never told you about his past in America did he? with me..." Kagome couldn't bear to hear anymore of this, it hurt so much, even when she was enraged with Inu Yasha now, pain turned into anger, black flames turned red, warm turned to cold, "Oh yeah," Kikyo took out a piece of paper fron her pocket, "here's a note, he wanted me to give this to you..." Kikyo hand Kagome to note, Kagome slowly took it in her hands, and held there for a while before opening it, she began to read hurtful words:
<b>Listen, I'm gonna try to put this in a nice way....IT'S OVER...okay? get it? you get it right?....I hope you do, cause I couldn't wait, I couldn't wait to tell you this a long time ago. And this is it, we're done, I don't want to see you again...sorry. But that's the way how things are gonna be, it just didn't work out, see ya.<b>
-Inu Yasha.
Kagome dropped the note and stared into nothingness, this note was real it wasn't fake, it was HIS handwritting and HIS signature, and it had HIS scent on it. It really was over....wasn't it?
"Sorry honey, he doesn't like you anymore...just move on." Kikyo said.
Kagome was gasping words, she couldn't talk, "...n-....why...no..." she picked up the note and scanned over the words, then looked at Kikyo, "..."
She just smiled and shrugged, "Well what do you expect from a dog like him? oh yeah, and he also gave me this note, he wrote it to me... read it carefully, hell you can even keep it...just a reminder to lay off him." Kikyo handed her another note, and got up leaving. Kagome didn't want to read it, but she had to find out:
<b>Hey babe, sorry I had to cancel on you yesterday, I thought I heard something so I stopped...well, I'll make it up to you, later on, but first I gotta get someone off my back...<b>
-Inu Yasha
This was real too, again, his real writting, his real signature, his words all hurt the same...Kagome pursed her lips and ran, ran off through the campus, to anywhere, away from the painful words, away from pain itself, but it was impossible. Kagome still ran, and found herself running into the parking lot where she almost got ran over.
"What the fuck! watch where you're go'n lady!" a man shouted. Kagome didn't bother to say sorry, she just kept running, and running, and running...until she ran into someone.
Kagome fell backwards, but she didn't get up, she cried endless tears, "no...why?...what did I do..?"
"Ka-Kagome?" the fimilar voice said, "what are you still doing out? are you alright? what happened?"
Kagome reopened her eyes to find Sesshoamru helping her up into his arms, "...Sesshomaru!" she cried onto his chest, "I don't understand....how could he?...I...hate him..."
"Who?...what?" he asked, but Kagome was too filled with tears to respond, Sesshomaru carried her back to his temporary dorm room(note:he just has a dorm room in college so he could sleep in it if he wants to, he has another pent house) he nurtured her back to breathing normal again, "Now...Kagome...tell me, what happened?"
"..I...he...Inu Yasha..."
"It's okay, just let it all out."
"Inu Yasha..." KAgome again bursted into tears, "..first he cheats on me then he sends a whore to give a note to me and then dumps me!..."
"WHAT?" Sesshomaru said surprised, "wait, are we talking about the same guy here? INU YASHA?" Kagome nodded her head, "how did he cheat on you?"
"He slept with Kikyo!"
"WHAT??? but...he's still a virgin!"
Kagome shook her head again, "not anymore!"
"How do you know this for a fact?"
"..I saw them, she was ontop of him, and he was yelling at her cause she was doing it wrong...."
"Oh my god..."
"I...don't know why this is happening...I didn't do anything wrong...did I?"
"No..no."
Kagome took out both notes, "he...he gave me this note, and gave Kikyo the other one......it's real..."
Sesshomaru took it and started reading, when he finished he parted his lips in surprise, "..He actually wrote this...it has his scent on it, and writting too...god."
"I know...." she fell on the bed lying there in comfort, but in depression also, "I....don't know what to do........what <i>should</i> I do?"
"Whatever makes you free from all of this....I just can't believe he would actually write this."
"Join the club..."
"And Kikyo....why her, he hates her."
"Not anymore."
"Obviously..." Sesshomaru threw the note on his desk and sulked.
"I...just can't believe it..." she covered he mouth.
"Kagome.." Sesshomaru sat next to her and hugged her, "just forget about him...I'll have a talk. Everything will be okay..."
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don't kill me.. ;.;
It was night, Kagome couldn't stop crying, she sniffed asking herself, where did she go wrong? what caused him to betray her like this, right after he lied. It was late, late for college weekdays that is...around 9:00pm at night. Sango was asleep already, there was a class she needed to attend to early in the morning, it was a one day trip to the career center in Kyoto.
Kagome wanted to go to him and have a talk, but she was afraid of what he might say, that would hurt her...so she didn't go. Although she admitted to Sango how only a part of her felt, the other part is still hurt and in love with him, that part was taking over at this time of night. Kagome crawled out of bed and sighed sitting on the edge, she felt stuffed in her own emotions, she needed air. Kagome put on shorts and a 'Yamagata College' sweater she just purchased recently. She went outside to take a breath, and think...about Inu Yasha, the relatiohship they...hAD. It was no use thinking, what's done is done, he doesn't really love her, if he did then why would he screw around with Kikyo behind her back? Too many unanswered questions..."What am I...gonna do...?" she felt more depressed than ever, she wanted to cry again but resisted, it already took a long time for her to finally stop, she didn't want to start it again.
"Hello..."
Kagome slowly looked at the approcher, she wasn't surprised, she just strared back, "...hey." Kagome finally answered.
"So, are you that unhappy to see me dear Kagome?" the cunning Kikyo smirked.
'Yes you bitch, now leave me alone...' Kagome wanted to say, but instead, she said, "..No...it's not that."
"Oooo poor baby..." Kikyo pouted and sat next to her on the bench, "did that mean old Inu Yasha hurt you again?"
'Who said you could sit down?...and yes he did, you were with him too, and seeing you makes me sick to my stomach..' Kagome had so many insults and retorts kept inside her, but she didn't say a peep about them, "...sorta..."
"Aww....what'd he do this time?" she asked, showing false sympathy anyone could've guessed.
Kagome just smiled almost giving a laugh, "..well, don't you know?"
Kikyo raised her eyebrows, "do I?" then grinned followed by a laugh with her cutesy voice, "Oh...I see, so know what we've been up to?" Kagome didn't say anything, "well then, I'm sorry you had to find out like this...but you'd have to sooner or later.."
'Why not later?...' Kagome thought.
"But I guess secrets can come out whenever they want to...the truth hits hard doesn't it sweetie?" Kagome balled her fists weakly that were lying on her lap, "...you know, he told me about you, everytime before we fucked...He said you didn't want to screw with him so he wanted me instead, he said I was much better to play with than you, you're just all kisses and miss play it safe, taking things slow..yeah, he couldn't wait to get his hands on me, he couldn't anymore, he couldn't wait for you...not forever you know." Kikyo watched the expresions on Kagome's face and smiled at her own decieving lies. Kagome kept everything, but she felt that she was going to explode into tears.
"He never loved you Kagome..." Kikyo leaned closer to Kagome's face, "Inu Yasha's doesn't know how to love, he used you, just like he did me, I was an easy target since I'm not a slow person like you..."
"..No..." her voice croaked, "...he...didn't....."
Kikyo was seeing her results, she smiled, "Yes...he did, he wanted something different, a innocent little girl like you. He wanted to see how it felt to have sex with a virgin...nice and tight, blood, screams, sweat....that's the way he wanted it." Kagome shook her head in disbelief, "Oh you better believe it, he never told you about his past in America did he? with me..." Kagome couldn't bear to hear anymore of this, it hurt so much, even when she was enraged with Inu Yasha now, pain turned into anger, black flames turned red, warm turned to cold, "Oh yeah," Kikyo took out a piece of paper fron her pocket, "here's a note, he wanted me to give this to you..." Kikyo hand Kagome to note, Kagome slowly took it in her hands, and held there for a while before opening it, she began to read hurtful words:
<b>Listen, I'm gonna try to put this in a nice way....IT'S OVER...okay? get it? you get it right?....I hope you do, cause I couldn't wait, I couldn't wait to tell you this a long time ago. And this is it, we're done, I don't want to see you again...sorry. But that's the way how things are gonna be, it just didn't work out, see ya.<b>
-Inu Yasha.
Kagome dropped the note and stared into nothingness, this note was real it wasn't fake, it was HIS handwritting and HIS signature, and it had HIS scent on it. It really was over....wasn't it?
"Sorry honey, he doesn't like you anymore...just move on." Kikyo said.
Kagome was gasping words, she couldn't talk, "...n-....why...no..." she picked up the note and scanned over the words, then looked at Kikyo, "..."
She just smiled and shrugged, "Well what do you expect from a dog like him? oh yeah, and he also gave me this note, he wrote it to me... read it carefully, hell you can even keep it...just a reminder to lay off him." Kikyo handed her another note, and got up leaving. Kagome didn't want to read it, but she had to find out:
<b>Hey babe, sorry I had to cancel on you yesterday, I thought I heard something so I stopped...well, I'll make it up to you, later on, but first I gotta get someone off my back...<b>
-Inu Yasha
This was real too, again, his real writting, his real signature, his words all hurt the same...Kagome pursed her lips and ran, ran off through the campus, to anywhere, away from the painful words, away from pain itself, but it was impossible. Kagome still ran, and found herself running into the parking lot where she almost got ran over.
"What the fuck! watch where you're go'n lady!" a man shouted. Kagome didn't bother to say sorry, she just kept running, and running, and running...until she ran into someone.
Kagome fell backwards, but she didn't get up, she cried endless tears, "no...why?...what did I do..?"
"Ka-Kagome?" the fimilar voice said, "what are you still doing out? are you alright? what happened?"
Kagome reopened her eyes to find Sesshoamru helping her up into his arms, "...Sesshomaru!" she cried onto his chest, "I don't understand....how could he?...I...hate him..."
"Who?...what?" he asked, but Kagome was too filled with tears to respond, Sesshomaru carried her back to his temporary dorm room(note:he just has a dorm room in college so he could sleep in it if he wants to, he has another pent house) he nurtured her back to breathing normal again, "Now...Kagome...tell me, what happened?"
"..I...he...Inu Yasha..."
"It's okay, just let it all out."
"Inu Yasha..." KAgome again bursted into tears, "..first he cheats on me then he sends a whore to give a note to me and then dumps me!..."
"WHAT?" Sesshomaru said surprised, "wait, are we talking about the same guy here? INU YASHA?" Kagome nodded her head, "how did he cheat on you?"
"He slept with Kikyo!"
"WHAT??? but...he's still a virgin!"
Kagome shook her head again, "not anymore!"
"How do you know this for a fact?"
"..I saw them, she was ontop of him, and he was yelling at her cause she was doing it wrong...."
"Oh my god..."
"I...don't know why this is happening...I didn't do anything wrong...did I?"
"No..no."
Kagome took out both notes, "he...he gave me this note, and gave Kikyo the other one......it's real..."
Sesshomaru took it and started reading, when he finished he parted his lips in surprise, "..He actually wrote this...it has his scent on it, and writting too...god."
"I know...." she fell on the bed lying there in comfort, but in depression also, "I....don't know what to do........what <i>should</i> I do?"
"Whatever makes you free from all of this....I just can't believe he would actually write this."
"Join the club..."
"And Kikyo....why her, he hates her."
"Not anymore."
"Obviously..." Sesshomaru threw the note on his desk and sulked.
"I...just can't believe it..." she covered he mouth.
"Kagome.." Sesshomaru sat next to her and hugged her, "just forget about him...I'll have a talk. Everything will be okay..."
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don't kill me.. ;.;