InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ You are there ❯ You are there ( One-Shot )
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You are there…
A Oneshot/Songfic by Rosiel-chan (My first one^.^) I'm from Germany, so forgive me any Grammar (I'm baaaad at tenses) or Spelling errors n.n
Normally I write German but this is one of my English fanfics, (There are not many good fanfic sites T.T and I read only English fanfics, but that's okay, they're much better…^.^ (And my English improved a lot^.^)
“Kagome…Kagome, ssshhh, don't cry… No, please, don't…!”, Inu Yasha stood in front of the heavy crying girl and didn't know what to do but feeling guilty. He knew she cried because of him, and he was so mad about himself. You're such an asshole,Inu Yasha,fuck!, he thought.
Close your eyes so you don't feel them
They don't need to see you cry…
They don't need to see you cry…
“I'm so sorry Kagome…!” he told her, “So endless sorry…!”. And yet he couldn't embrace her… why not? He was afraid to touch her…if he touched her now, he would change his decision…although he wanted himself to change it...but he didn't want to allow him to let her get hurt more…no, he simply couldn't.
“When you're so damn sorry about it, why did you say it?! Inu Yasha, I thought…Y-you said… “, she cried and couldn't speak anymore.
“I know very well what I said, and both of us know that it's true!”, he almost yelled at her.
“So...if it is true, why did you say what you said earlier? Is it because of her? Do you want to go to hell with that rotting piece of earth without any heart and MY soul in it?! Is it that what you want? Then go fuck her and leave me alone, DAMN!”, she furiously screamed at him, tears of rage and psychical pain streaming down her face.
He gasped. „I definitely don't want to go to hell with her, nor do I want to fuck her…!”, he screamed back at her.
“You liar! I know you lie! And I gave up all I had and gave it to you! And that night a few days ago, during the new moon, do you remember? That night I even gave you my...my…you-know-what and I even gave you all my love…! I love you as human and as demon, not like her...she wanted you to be human first...I don't mind! I loved you, Inu Yasha, and I still love you, oh yes, I do, I can't hide it as you do!! FUCK, I LOVE YOU! Don't you understand what that means?”
And all I ever really wanted,was to see him happy…
I can't promise I will heal you
But if you want to I will try…
But if you want to I will try…
“Kagome…”, he did not know what to say, “I love you too, you know it…!”
“If it is so, why did you say such nasty things earlier?”, she cried.
Flashback
“I can't be around you anymore in the way we used to the past few weeks…Ifwe have to fight against Naraku a second time, I probably won't see you any longer.He'llprobablykill you, Kagome! …Please don't make it harder than it already is…The pain of losing you as my mate would be too much to bear for me! …Kagome…I want us…to split up…”
Flashback end
“Kagome…I can't stand the thought of you dead…Not when I love you so much…”
“Damn, I won't die! You love me anyhow, you can't change if you hide it away!!! That wouldn't make it better! Besides: I love you too, and life's short, SO STOP BEING SO DAMN EGOISTC!!!”, she yelled.
We sat and watched the sun go down
Picked a star before we lost the moon
Youth is wasted on the young
Before you know it's come and gone too soon
Picked a star before we lost the moon
Youth is wasted on the young
Before you know it's come and gone too soon
He stepped back. Her words hurt, much more than he was willing to admit.
“Life's short…”, he murmured and looked up into the dark sky, with it's many glowing, tiny stars.
“Yeah, my love, it definitely is… We love each other, don't we? And we were happy, weren't we? And we still could be happy, could we?!”, she softly said.
“We could...indeed.”, he whispered, “but…”
“No `buts'. Instead you better should say: `I love you, be with you night and day, no matter what happens, I'll stay at your side, I always will love you, and I need you!!', because that's exactly what I'm going to say to you!”, Kagome let her arms slit around his waste.
For eternity…
For eternity…
“Please, Inu Yasha, let us be together `till the day we'll die and longer…”.
“My love…“, he embraced her tightly, then he lightly kissed her on the lips.
“We'll be together for eternity…”.
For eternity…
For eternity…
For eternity…