InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ You Look So Fine ❯ Everlong ( Chapter 2 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Disclaimer: If I had my way Inuyasha would be, the older, hotter, animalistic, angry, demonic sexy, equivalent of Peter Pan....Obviously that hasn't happened, so no I own nothing...Nothing but a wondrous magical dream.

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Kagome glanced approvingly around her newly painted bedroom, taking in the large smudged blue hand print poking out from behind her mirror. Kagome sighed, remembering the events that had taken charge and put a damper on her and Inuyasha's freshly budding relationship.

It had taken her all day long to paint all four walls in her bedroom, each with two coats of paint no less. Afterwards crawling like the lazy cat she felt like, she tumbled into her adjoining bathroom to clean up. As she stood twisting the knobs slightly, starting the shower, she heard the strangest crash and howling noise coming from her own bedroom.

Running out of her bathroom Kagome stopped short, in surprise, and watched as Inuyasha carefully peeled himself off of the freshly painted wall. She tried to keep it in really she did, but he looked so shocked and pitiful standing there covered from head to toe in blue paint like a rejected Smurf, there was even an Inuyasha shaped body print of himself plastered on the wall.

Immediately he started stuttering about ‘toxic death' or something like that, and muttered that he'd merely been ‘curious'. Poor Inuyasha looked awfully crestfallen when she exploded into uncontrollable fits of laughter. He stood there until even his cute little puppy dog ears turned bright red, then fled the room, turning just long enough to snap a fierce backlash of ‘bitch!'

She regretted it now, laughing so much, but there was no way she could have keep it in, it was so firmly imprinted in her mind, that even now she would close her eyes and all she could see was the look on his face and the imprint on her wall. Hell, if she ever decided to move her dresser there it would be, begging her to just laugh!

Flopping down on her bed, Kagome gave an exaggerated sigh. Unfortunately he hadn't thought it quite as funny as she had, and since then he'd been acting cold and distant. She hadn't meant to embarrass him like that, it just sort of happened that way, it killed her that he felt so hurt by it. They'd been so damned close lately too, and she'd stupidly blown it. Stupid little hanyou boy and his overly uptight little ways.

Kagome rolled over, banging her head forcibly into her pillow, "Hi I'm Kagome, let me rub in all your misfortunes until it hurts..."

While they'd always been close, lately it was so different, they were never apart, ever! On one occasion she'd brought everyone a bowl of Ramen for lunch, several for Inuyasha, then sat down beside him laying her head on his shoulder. Normally he might have been freaked out and probably yell at her, but now things were different. Without even realizing it, he slipped his arm around her waist sticking his hand casually into her front pocket.

It'd be an understatement to say the others were surprised, poor Miroku choked, coughing up a lung, Sango went bug eyed and Shippou starting throwing rocks at him, screaming ‘dopleganger' at the top of his lungs. After that they'd decided not to mention where they went Saturday nights and humbly stayed away from each other, just to keep their friends off their backs.

Now they didn't even pretend, Inuyasha wasn't exactly cold, it was more like that line from ‘To Kill a Mockingbird.' He ‘treated her with courteous detachment', and while that was fine and dandy for the Finch children, it certainly was not, in the least, fine with her.

She tried apologizing, nothing, she even tried to bribe him with presents, but still.. nothing. This time she was taking out the big guns. She'd simply take him dancing, like they usually did every Saturday, and force him out of his embarrassment. She even managed to pick out a hot little number to wear, he'd simply stew when he saw her in it.

Kagome sat up and excitedly bounced off her bed and danced her way to her adjoining bathroom. He'd meet her there like usual, after he got dressed in those great modern clothes Kagome and her mom kept buying him. They'd dance as hot as the first time, no, much hotter, way hotter. Kagome rushed through her shower, she wanted to be gone before he got here. No way was this surprise gonna be ruined.

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Every fucking time, could she not wait till he got there! Inuyasha leaped through the air judging the distance between him and their club. He didn't like her going there by herself, the place was filled with bastards who'd just love to get their hands on pretty little girl like her.

It was de ja vu, like the first time he found her there dancing with another man. At least now she didn't dance with other men, Inuyasha smirked at the thought ‘she only dances with me now.'

The smirk slowly melted away, if he hadn't been such an ass to her lately, maybe she would have waited for him. Damn, after that horrifying ‘accident' he'd been too embarrassed to even look at her right. He wasn't mad, he just felt stupid at what he'd done. He thought she was in danger, he was scared to death. When he found out that wasn't the case, she'd laughed at him, profusely no less.

All week long, she kept after him, bugging him, she looked so hurt every time he shot her down. Tonight he was planning on taking her dancing to apologize for his idiotic behavior. He'd apologize, because ignoring her was not how a real youkai was supposed to treat his bitch.

To bad he was too late, Higurashi-san happily thrust a brand new set of clothes at him, by now he was an expert on getting them on, they looked so expensive and nice, he'd make sure to pay her back someday. He'd probably do some work around the shrine or something.

He was now dressed in his dark blue jeans and black t-shirt with the words ‘Avenged Sevenfold' printed across the chest. A white long sleeve shirt was underneath, Higurashi-san had, had to help with some of the buttons with that one, the sleeves were pushed up to his elbows and the shirt came out from under the top black shirt. he frowned. He didn't know what Avenged Sevenfold meant, Kagome called it a ‘killer band', but that had absolutely no meaning to him what so ever. As always, his head adorned a ‘baseball hat,' it was black with red kenji, ‘Youkia' printed across the front. Higurashi-san had somehow convinced him to brush and tie his hair back with a leather strip. Inuyasha shuddered at the memory.

He was there, just outside the club were his love was dancing, probably seductively to the beating drums. Who was he to tell her not to do it, Smirking Inuyasha entered the dance club, sticking his hands into his pockets. well, he'd just have to join her on the floor then.

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She was in the middle of the room, moving with the music. His breath hitched in his throat, he instantly forgot how to breath. ‘Goddess..' Her appearance on the dance floor, she was not just his mate, she was not only a women of power, beauty, intelligence and gentle femininity in her own perfection. She truly was a goddess by her own means.

He pushed back the crowd, watching her, watching every move. Her eyes were shut, blocking out everything but the beat. His eyes glided down to her naked toes, twitching his mouth at the thought, he really loved her toes. Dainty shoes, mere straps holding them in place. He traveled up her equally naked legs and stopped at the hem of her skirt, half way up her naked little thigh..

Inuyasha clenched his fist, holding back a feral growl rising from his throat at those long tan legs. He'd seen her in skirts every day and yet this was so much more different, it was hellish and sexy. Her skirt was a watery looking material, a slit halfway up the skirt was on either side of it. Blood red. It flowed along ever damn curve she owned. His heart was starting to beat way too fast.

Her pitch black top, had the kind of skinny straps that almost appeared as two black lines running from the outside of her own breasts to the toned long dipped back of hers. One of the straps from her red ‘bra..thingy' had fallen down over her left shoulder. Her ink black hair was left to cascade down her back in thick wide bouncy curls. She wore a black strap around her right wrist and another around her beautifully crafted ankle.

His breathing became labored, she looked so different, it was his Kagome but she just looked so, so different.. Taking a calming breath he took his first step toward her, and felt that pull, the animalistic pull she created when he was around her. He was powerless to ignore it.

Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong

Kagome allowed herself to be carried by the music, swaying, rocking, moving to every beat. She ran her hand up her thigh causing the slit in her skirt to move away, showing almost every inch of her toned thigh.

A rough hand grasped hers and pulled it away, forcing her towards a stone hard chest. Kagome smiled knowingly and ran her hand up the stone chest to lay on the inside of the body's opened collar.

Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she
sang


Warm breath smoothed over her ear causing a shiver to travel up her spine. "Bad girl, you shouldn't touch yourself like that, you'll get unwanted attention.." Inuyasha growled into her ear making sure he flicked his tongue across her lobe. Smirking when he smelled her scent spike up like a shot. Surprise made her body stiffen but quickly Kagome relaxed against him, swaying her hips back and fourth, she smiled evilly, no way was he gonna put her out. "Maybe I was looking for a little male attention.. know where I can find some?"

Come down and waste away with me, down with me

‘You want a little male attention, koi... I'll defiantly be the one to give it to you.' Inuyasha slid his hands around her waist, "You sure you can handle my kind of attention little girl?"

Slow how, you wanted it to be, I'm over my head, out of her head she
sang

swinging her around Inuyasha pressed his chest into her back, his left hand ran across her taunt tummy. Kagome began to breath deeper, leaning into him and laying her head on his right shoulder. She kept her eyes closed and began rocking back, grinding up against him.

And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel
this real forever

Flexing his fingers Inuyasha growled into her ear liking the way she jumped at the sound. "Good bitch, just like..that," he whispered as his youkia seared into his soul, his bitch was hot. She was tempting his very sanity with those tantalizing little movements like that.

If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang

It was too hot, Kagome could barely breath, he was suffocating her. His hand was rubbing small circles around and around on her tummy, lowering each time, it lay just below the waist band of her skirt. Kagome reached up pulling his head down towards her neck, sighing as little branding kisses ran down her neck and shoulder. Her other hand reached down covering his taunting hand allowing it to cover his as its circles began to move lower still.

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in, hold you in

Shaking slightly Inuyasha grazed his claws across her shoulder lightly pulling down both her straps, leaving her entire neck and shoulder bare. He lowered his head and brushed his lips against her sensitive skin, smirking as he found her pulse, sucking it into his mouth. So close.. he's barely have to move to break the skin with his fangs..then she'd be his. Forever truly his.


And now, I know you've always been out of your head, out of my head I
sang

Kagome bit her lip tasting the blood seep into her mouth, her eyes rolling back, she wanted him so bad. His hand brushed across her thighs barely touching her ‘V.' "Inu..yash.. I want.. I want to leave."

And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel
this real forever

He could barely hear her words, his youkai was taking hold. Feral growls radiated deep in his chest, his fangs grazing her skin ever so .lightly. He almost bit down completely when she pulled away from him. "Where do you think your..going...little girl?"

If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you

Inuyasha pulled her back into a fierce hug, rubbing his cheek into her hair, whispering just loudly enough to hear over the music. Kagome ran her fingertips up and down his back, smiling as shivers ran through him. "Inuyasha I want..to..leave.." Stopping still, Inuyasha bit back a growl of annoyance. "Now.. You honestly want to leave now!" With one hand he forced her chin up, looking her in the eyes, she was blushing fiercely a look of raw desire filled her gaze.

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

His eyes were bleeding red, not with anger but savage passion. "I mean..my mom and brother won't be home tonight.." Kagome buried her face in embarrassment, she couldn't do it, she couldn't ask him. She felt him completely freeze up as what she meant kicked in. "Kagome.." He brushed a kiss across her temple, taking her hand. He moved away towards the exit of the club making sure she stayed close to him. She watched in loving amusement as he warned off any guy that passed them and dared to look in her direction.

You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang

Outside the club, Kagome preceded to drag Inuyasha away from the crowds, to a more secluded area. "Get on," Inuyasha knelt down in front of her waiting as patiently as possible. "Inuyasha.. I can't, what about my skirt?" Growling in frustration Inuyasha grabbed unto the back of her caffs pulling her swiftly forward, having her sprawl onto his back. Startled into silence, Kagome wrapped her arms around his neck, letting him stand. He grasped her thighs carefully running his claws across the sensitive skin, her skirt bunched up, causing an almost compromising position to unfold, she was flush against his back. Kagome blushed fiercely while Inuyasha chuckled at her expense. His amusement died straight away when he felt her heat burn straight threw his back.

Inuyasha leaped upward into the shadows of the night, tonight would be ‘the' night. There was nothing in this world that could stop him from making her his for the rest of all existence. Her face was resting on his shoulder, her breath tickling his neck making it hard to breath. What was worse, he could smell her and how much she wanted him. Her arousal, her spicy aroma was causing an unexpected dizziness to flow through him. ‘Better hurry before I do something too rash..'

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Landing in front of her shrine, Kagome watched the sky flicker over it. No one was home it would just be them. Kagome's tummy fluttered, she could feel the heat rise into her face. This is what she wanted, it was normal to feel anxious and scared.. Wasn't it?

Inuyasha took a step towards the door setting his goddess on her feet, she smelled so good. Turning towards her, he bent down, touching his nose to her neck. She smelled so right, and ready to be his. How had he been able to wait all these years for her, did it matter? Soon she would be all his, nobody's but his.

Growling low in his throat he looked into her eyes, he didn't recognize the look she was giving him, all he could smell was her arousal, all he knew was his want. All else was drifting away with the night air.

Low growls filled the distance between them, he took a step back and she followed, when he took another step she hesitated. She couldn't look away from his eyes, she seemed caught in the headlights of his amber gaze. He growled lower in his throat for her to come to him, she couldn't resist. Slowly they made their way inside, he didn't touch her once but held her with his eyes and feral sounds, helplessly she followed all of his commands until they had come to her empty dark room.

Slowly he held out his hand to her, his fingers curved into a ‘come hither' motion. Kagome's breathing became labored. She wanted him so badly, she started to reach out towards him. What would it mean for her to give herself completely to him? Would he still want her afterwards, would he trust her, keep her from coming home, keep her from this world that she truly loved? Truth known it might kill her to be kept away, but she could do it for him if he asked. With him there would be no one night stands, she would be bound to him forever...but would he be bound to her...he wanted her but did he love her? No he loved Kikyou, he just wanted Kagome.

If he hadn't been so blinded by his own lust, he might have noticed the change in her scent, the way it was no longer pulsing with arousal but wariness and fright. He might have seen the pain in her eyes. He was so intent on her outreached hand, that when she snapped it back and flew from the room he almost didn't noticed her departure.

Blinking several times, before lifting his hand to his face Inuyasha drew out of his stupor. ‘What the hell.. Kagome..?' Had she really just outright rejected him? Whipping the hat off of his head, Inuyasha took a steadying breath, ‘that bitch just rejected me.. after all that..she's rejecting me.' Inuyasha stared out after her, his face contorting in pain, pain that had steadily disappeared over the years he had known her, his Kagome.

His hands clenched, he could smell the blood pooling around his claws, ‘no fucking way is she doing this to me....no fucking way!' With a howl of anger Inuyasha flew out of the room's open window landing on the ground, sniffing her out. He caught her scent floating around the forest near her home. The stupid bitch was actually running from him like she actually had a chance to escape. Smiling sadistically he took off in search of his bad little bitch. ‘Wait until I find you little girl..you can never get away...not from me..not from this'

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Collapsing to the ground Kagome covered her face with her hands, small tearless sobs wracked through her body. What had she done, she had tempted, teased and asked him home and when they got there she had run out on him. ‘I'm just a little cock tease..' He was probably on his way back to the feudal era, she'd be lucky if he ever looked at her again. "I really do ruin everything good..."

Kagome wrapped her arm around her head pressing her forehead into the ground. She was tired, her legs felt weak and wobbly from running so hard, her lungs about to burst. All she wanted to do was curl up and die...

An animalistic howl emanated threw the small forest, Kagome tensed and listened. Again a howl coming from behind her, it was closer..it was getting closer by the second. It was Inuyasha. Pushing herself viciously up, Kagome took off again, ignoring her screaming lungs and the liquid jelly she once called legs. She had to run she couldn't face him, not after what she'd done to him.

She ran blindly through, dodging bushes and trees as best she could, trying to ignore rocks and tree branches in her path. Tripping over them and getting up again, she'd have bruises in the morning.

She didn't even notice the shadow overhead, not until it was behind her, not until it was on her. Like a football player, Kagome was tackled down. Two strong arms locked around her middle, sending them both flying to the ground. The wind completely knocked from her lungs. She didn't need to see him to know it was Inuyasha. So they lay there on the ground, his heartbeat pumping into her back. Kagome closed her eyes and just savored being near him, savored the quiet way they were together...before he lost his head with her.

She wasn't moving underneath him, she was breathing but she wasn't moving. Inuyasha unfused his hands from around her and roughly pulled away standing over her. When she made no move to stand, he grabbed her pulling her roughly to her own feet.

He wanted to hurt her, to make her want and need him, like he wanted and needed her. She broke his heart when she ran from him. All he felt was blinding rage and need to force her to make him understand. He spun her around grasping her upper arms in a steel hold. Inuyasha fiercely slammed her up against a tree and held her there.

"What the hell, what's wrong with you Kagome? You fucking asked me into your own home, I didn't force you up there!" He watched her face, her eyes clenched shut, like she was waiting for him to strike. "Open your damned eyes and look at me Kagome, or so help me I'll do it myself.." His voice was disturbingly calm, he didn't yell or rant, it was a scary sound that had Kagome in tears.

He stood there watching as slowly her eyes opened, Inuyasha stared into them. Kagome's eyes were always an open window into her very mind. She could keep nothing from him when he took the time to actually see what was behind her eyes. Tears ran down her cheeks, her eyes were red and what he saw almost killed all the anger running threw him. She had a helpless scared look, something he'd never seen before in his beautiful Kagome.

"Kagome, why did you run away from me, I'd never hurt you." he released his grip and laid his forehead against her own. Her breathing was raged, her heart was beating like crazy. She smelled so anxious and scared.

Kagome couldn't look away from those amber pools, one second he looked ready to kill. He looked so sad now, so..rejected. Kagome sniffled, "I got scared..nervous." He pulled back from her. "I know you wanted me Kagome, I could smell it all night. What went wrong?" He watched her already pink face turn a funny shade of red.

"It's not about want or need... Inuyasha how much of what we were about to do was because you wanted me." Kagome took a haggard breath before continuing, shifting her eyes to look down at his moving chest. "..and how much of it was because you... really loved me?"

Inuyasha was stunned, she wanted to know if he loved her or not? Wait is that why she ran away, she thought he just wanted a good fuck from her! A rumbling sounded in his throat. "Kagome you're my best friend, you found, saved, changed, and made me whole. And you thought I was just doing this for sex?!" Inuyasha pulled away he felt cheated, she was the closest person in his life. He'd never had or would have anyone he loved more then her in his whole existence. How is it that she would ever think that. "Kagome I never thought that I'd have to say it..you should know, you should have always known! I suppose it's really one sided, you ran because you decided that you couldn't love me after all!" Stepping back, his hands pressed into his pockets. He was about to turn away when two small hands made their way around his neck and pulled him back.

Kagome pressed her forehead against his and dropped her hands. ‘How could I have been so stupid, I almost ruined everything..' Kagome closed her eyes, tipping her face down. If he rejected her like she deserved, she'd except it, but not before she got the one thing she had dreamt about since the day he was unsealed. Her lips gently brushed over his shyly. When she opened her eyes, she was met with huge round pools of gold. He just stood there staring at her, through her as though she were just a ghost. She took a step back and looked down at her feet, taking some crazy interest in her toes. "It's hard to know when someone loves you or just wants you, when they never tell you which one it is that they feel..I'm sorry.."

Inuyasha stared straight into her, her scent had changed again, she was still scared but it was of a different nature. Never had she kissed him before. Caresses, innuendoes, and what not, were always thrown around but she had never actually kissed him. Inuyasha slipped his fingers beneath her chin and came before her. She looked at him with complete adoration, and love, it was as plain as day. She loved him and he, like her, could be accused of never realizing the obvious.

And I wonder,
If everything could ever feel this real forever,
If anything could ever be this good again.

Kagome watched as his face drew closer, his eyes always on her, as though making sure she wouldn't run away again. There was no way she'd leave this time. He might not have said it out loud but he loved her, he had finally chosen her over Kikyou and she would spend the rest of her life doing everything in her power to keep him from regretting that decision.

The only thing I'll ever ask of you,
You gotta promise not to stop when I say when.