InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Yours and Mine ❯ Yours and Mine ( Chapter 1 )
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Yours and Mine
* I do not own em', and boy is that depressing. *
*Song Suggestion: Cat Power: I Need a Reason or Christopher Beck: Close Your Eyes *
THIS IS AN ANGSTY PANTS LEMON!!! MATURE READERS ONLY!!!
They were on their knees facing each other inside the cave, the only light coming from the fire farther back. No words were spoken. There was nothing left to say anymore. Tomorrow they would meet for a final battle with Naraku and then it would all be over. They may die. Even if they lived, it didn't guarantee a happy ending. He may get dragged off to hell and the completed Shikon No Tama may send her back to her own time. Nothing else was certain except their feelings for each other. So with unspoken words they decided to say their own special goodbyes. The love that each felt for the other fairly radiated off of their naked skin as they faced one another in the stillness. Looking deep within each others eyes they found all the words they would ever need. Slowly their hands closed the space between them and their fingers intertwined. Breaking eye contact they studied their enclosed hands, noticing for the first time how right they looked together.
A tear slid down her cheek, solitary and slow, and he leaned forward to lick it from her face. Closing her eyes, she shuddered at the feeling. He stayed close to her, leaning his forehead against her temple, just inhaling as much of her scent as he could. Tomorrow could bring the end of everything, and he wanted to brand the way she smelled into his mind forever. How could he have ever mixed her scent up with her former lives? She smelled of honey, lilacs, hope, and home to him. He had spent the last five years following her around, and could never get tired of smelling the unique essence that made up Kagome.
Slowly he eased her chin a bit higher and waited until she opened her eyes. The eyes that met his were so full of love it almost sent him into tears himself. Carefully he closed the small gap between them and met her lips with his. Easing into the kiss at first, he took his time memorizing the silken feel of her lips against his. Every inch of him was wired as her hands came to outline his face. Her fingers grazed over his cheekbones and across his eyebrows. Her kiss turned a bit insistent as she brought her hands up to tangle in his hair and pull him to her more fully. Heated skin met heated skin as their naked bodies slid against the others. His hands, before fairly idle, decided to join in their goodbye. They skimmed over her shoulders and collarbone. Running his claws down her arms earned a shiver of delight from her. Again and again they slated their mouths against one another, trying to show the other just what they were feeling. His tongue came out to trace her lips before her sigh opened her mouth to him, and his searching tongue slipped in. He slowly traced her tongue with his, inviting her to come join him before tasting the unique flavor her mouth held. They pulled back suddenly, both out of breath and panting slightly. He let his hands come up to trace her beautiful features with his deadly claws, his forehead resting on hers. Her eyes slid shut again as the feelings of complete gentleness and trust washed over her. He cupped her face in his hands like she was glass before bringing her back to him and placing another kiss on her lips.
Their kisses became more heated as their blood began its mutual boil. Every place their hands touched felt like it was searing hot. Every kiss making them fall farther into each other. As the pull of their lips on one another became more insistent, he took the opportunity to ease her into his arms and deposit her onto a makeshift pallet they had arranged for this special reason. She kept her arms twined around his neck as he looked down at her.
`Kami she is so perfect' He thought before easing himself to lie between her open thighs. His lips crashed down upon hers, causing her to arch her back into him and a moan to escape her lips. He took his lips from hers, and gazed into her glassy eyes. `Maybe I should tell her...but it'll be harder for her that way if...' He fought with himself before he registered the electricity of her mouth on him. She placed open-mouthed kisses down the side of his neck and across his collarbone before lightly dragging her teeth across his pulse. He growled, grinding his pelvis into hers and earning another gasp as she arched her back to more fully press up against him.
He eased himself onto her fully, careful of his weight, and began to run his hands over her body. Her succulent curves melded perfectly into his hands, and she began an exploration of her own. Across his back they went, tracing the silk wrapped steel of his muscles. They drifted lower to drag across his buttocks before moving to settle on his hips. His nips and passes of tongue drifted lower on her body, crossing her neck and collarbone to press a trail down the center of her torso.
He edged himself lower, hands seducing her breasts one by one, and she arched into his touch, eager for more. Her soft moans were music to his sensitive ears as he left her breasts to concentrate on where her scent came the most strongly from. He flicked his tongue slowly across her taunt stomach, pausing to dip into her belly button and earn a giggle from her. His growl silenced her, though he could still feel her amusement. Intent on shaking any thoughts of laughter from her mind he buried his face at the apex of her thighs. Instantly her voice dropped an octave as her legs began to shake. Holding her still he proceeded to run his tongue down her silken entrance and across her hidden nub. Her back arched as a whimpered version of his name left her lips. Again and again he lapped at her, reveling in her broken sighs and moans. Her heartbeat steadily sped up and her blood boiled at his touch. His hands were skimming over her silky skin and it was her undoing as he brought one clawed finger down to rub firmly over her clit. Her hands convulsively clutched his head to her as she rode out her first orgasm.
Once she came down he gave her a final lick and slowly kissed his way up her body, rebuilding her passion into an inferno. His languid kisses trailed across the swell of her breast and across her collarbone where he nipped slightly at her pulse before trailing kisses up her long neck to face her once again. Her eyes were liquid as she stared up at him, every emotion written in them as clearly as she had spoken them out loud. Molten gold met stormy gray as his lips slowly descended onto hers. Her arms came to wrap around him and pull him closer as he sighed into her mouth. They took their time, memorizing each sensation, as they tried to say every little thing that had been building for the last five years. Each kiss was an apology for another useless fight, a thank you for a rescue, a smile for bringing the other back to life. There was nothing words could say that their kisses couldn't say better. Slowly she spread her legs farther for him, letting his hardness press against her heat. He pulled back fractionally from their kisses and opened his eyes. He wanted to look into her face as they gave themselves to one other. No matter what happened tomorrow, she would be his one and only, and he would have no regrets about sharing his body with the one he loved. He nuzzled his nose against hers as their hands interlocked and he bore down.
She gasped, having never been stretched like this before, but there was minimal pain, considering. She concentrated on his eyes and his panting breaths as he slowly slipped inside of her and sheathed himself to the hilt. He held still for a moment, enjoying the feeling of being within her and lowered his lips to hers. He released her hands and wrapped his arm under her and around her shoulders. His kiss stayed heated as her hands tangled in his hair and her hips moved against his. Groaning softly he started a long stroking pace as he slid out of her heat, and fully in. She writhed against him as they established a tempo, soft yet hard at the same time. They held each other close, their bodies sliding against each others as they each strained to bring the other to completion. Again and again he slanted his mouth against hers, and again and again she responded with like passion. Their soft kisses and languid tempo prolonged their lovemaking and the minutes seemed to stretch into hours as their bodies glided and tangled. Their combined passion was boiling right under the surface when Kagome lifted her hand and ran her fingers against his ear. He instantly jerked into her with a growl, driving himself deep and pushing her over the edge with him. She wrapped her free arm around his back and nuzzled her face into his neck as he did the same. Their hips pushed against the other as they rode out their peaks.
He pulled his face from the crook of her neck as he held her as close as possible, still fully sheathed within her. Looking down at her, he saw his emotions reflected back at himself in her eyes. Kami how he loved this woman. He tangled his fist in her hair and maneuvered her to meet his gaze more fully.
“Mine.” He growled out.
“Yours.” She said back with equal resolve.
He moved to take her mouth with his again. Those were the only words spoken, but they were more than enough.
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THE NEXT DAY
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The battle was over and done with, Naraku purified by Kikyo and Kagome, along with the completed Shikon No Tama. The evidence of the battle lay scattered around Kagome as she kneeled in an ever-widening pool of blood. Shippo was suffering, the lower half of him was crushed, but with his youkai healing would likely recover with minimal damage. Miroku was desperately holding to the bloody stump where his arm used to be, Sango had cut it off when the wind tunnel threatened to take him whole. The Tajiya was currently kneeling blankly next to what used to be her brother. Naraku had ripped the jewel shard from his shoulder when the battle had turned against him, and he had died in her arms. Koga and his wolves stood by, looking about in mournful resignation at the bodies of their fallen comrades. Sesshomaru had silently disappeared to retrieve Rin and Jaken the instant it was all finished. Kikyo stood to the side, watching with an impassive look as always.
“I never got to tell you....” Inuyasha choked around a mouthful of blood. His head was currently in Kagomes lap, with every bit of his blood spilling out across her and down to her feet.
“Shhh... Don't try to talk... I know. Trust me I know.” She replied gazing sadly at him as she petted his head and rubbed the ears she loved almost as much as she loved him. To her surprise, he raised his arm and cupped her face in his hand, leading her lips to his. They met one last time in a lingering kiss before his hand fell away from her face to land limply at his side, and his eyes slid around in his head.
“Kagome...” He coughed, trying to focus on her tear and blood splattered face, “I will always love you...” His golden eyes sparked one last time as a single tear slid down his face, making a track through the blood and grime. His breath rattled in his chest before stopping all together. He was gone. It seemed that every living thing held their breath, waiting for what would happen next.
“KKKYYYYYYAAAAAAAAHHHHAAHHH!!!!!” An unearthly wail broke from Kagomes lips as she threw her head back, letting the rest of the world know that her heart was breaking. “NOOO! You can't leave me!” She screamed to the heavens. Her Miko energy started to radiate off of her in waves, causing the Youkai in the vicinity to draw back from her in fear. Her hands balled to fist in his blood soaked haori as she pulled herself onto his chest and sobbed, rocking back and forth with his body in her arms. “I love you.... onegai shimasu, I love you, don't leave me...” Her breath was in gasps and she was all but vibrating with her sorrow. “No no no no no! It can't end like this....”
After what seemed like an eternity she felt a hand close on her shoulder. Briefly pulling herself from her misery, she glanced back to find the last person she ever expected to see. Kikyo.
“Calm yourself.” She stated as she stared down at her former love and her reincarnation. “You waste your tears on a being such as him.”
Anger replaced the soul wrenching horrors of the day as Kagome turned, gently laying Inuyasha down before pressing a kiss to his stained temple. Slowly Kagome stood, facing the clay miko as her clothing and hair blew and tangled violently around her by an unseen wind. Anger and hatred came off of her in waves and caused Kikyo to stumble slightly under their force.
“That's it!” Kagome screamed as she lunged for Kikyos throat and brought her down below her, hands tightening on the brittle flesh, “You don't even deserve to look at him! You always made him think he was worthless to everyone! He's a better person than you could ever hope to be! He has more loyalty and honor than anyone I have ever met. I don't know what you were before, but now you're a monster. I should kill you and put you out of my misery. I hate you!” Kagomes eyes narrowed as she glared down at the choking woman below her. “I hate you.” She all but whispered. “But I will never kill you. I have my honor. You have none. This “half-breed” that you wished to destroy is beyond your grasp. You will never see him again. When your time is finished, I will take my soul back. You will never have him. NEVER. He will be free from you, even in the afterlife.”
With that she released her hold on the dead mikos throat, stood, and whirled around to return to the body of her beloved. She ignored everything, including Kikyos silent exit. Slowly she walked to where he had fallen and dropped to her knees again. She gathered up his still warm body and held it to her. She gently brushed the matted hair from his face and traced his features lightly with her fingers. Slowly she resumed her rocking motion as she hummed a little song to him. Her tears, never ending, fell onto his face and slowly tricked across it.
Everyone looked on in sorrow, his or her own misery forgotten momentarily in the face of hers. They all gasped to see Sesshomaru step from the tree line and stride quickly up to Kagome. They collectively sucked in a breath as he pulled out one of his swords and aimed it at her prone back. She didn't move, and he would kill her before they were even able to get close. They could do nothing but wait until he was done doing whatever it was he had come for.
“Do it.” Kagome said, not even bothering to raise her eyes. “Onegai shimasu, do it. I don't want to be without him...” She trailed off, eyes still fixed on the serene face of the one she loved.
“Are you so eager to die miko? To dishonor his memory? It would be a simple thing to do really. Kill a human. Or perhaps you would rather live, to raise your pups?” He questioned icily, sword never wavering from its position.
She spun her head around. “Pups? You mean a baby?” She asked, eyes leaking steadily as she stared at his impassive face.
“Yes pups. Will you have the strength? Or will you show the same weak mindedness of most humans?” He questioned, eyes never once leaving hers.
“Hai.” She whimpered as her eyes dropped down to Inuyashas face. “Hai, for him and our child, I will find strength.”
“That's all I needed to hear.” The youkai said as he lifted his sword high above his head and brought it down in an arch towards where she kneeled.
“NO!!!” A collective scream was heard from the small group of survivors behind them. Suddenly they understood. Sesshomaru had swung Tenseiga. The sword passed directly through Kagome and across the body of his half brother. The soul bearers that had come to take him to the netherworld shrieked as they were instantly cut in two. Kagome watched in fascination, tears momentarily slowing as she saw the wound that had eviscerated him close up and the blood around him shrink exponentially. The many other wounds on his face and body also closed before her shocked eyes. The ear that had been almost ripped from his head righted its self and healed as well. Choking on her sobs, Kagome watched his face for any sign of life, praying to every Kami that he would wake. Slowly the color returned to his face, yet he did not stir. Hopes dashed beyond reason, she buried her head into his chest, sobbing even harder than before.
“I love you, onegai Inuyasha, come back to me... “ She murmured into his haori. Suddenly she heard it. His heartbeat. Faint, but still a heartbeat. She was sure of it. Slowly, terrified that she was imagining things, she raised her head to study his face again. Then she saw it. His nose had started to twitch, picking up a scent. Suddenly his back arched up off the ground as his chest constricted and he sucked in a huge breath of air, gasping and choking harshly. He opened his eyes to fixate on his reason for being and sat up. He was still gasping for air as he threw his arms around her, almost knocking her to the ground. Her broken sobs could be heard from all the way across the clearing as she clung to him, afraid to let him go. He buried his face into the crook of her neck, smelling her scent through the blood and tears that caked both of them.
“I heard your voice in the dark...” He stated rather in awe. “You brought me back...”
Choking out a laugh through her never ending crying she shook her head. “No, your brother did...”
Turning an awed stare onto his brother as Kagome kept her head buried in his robes he asked the question that was on everyone's mind: “Why?”
Glancing at Rin, he chose his words very carefully. “No child should ever be without their parents.” He then glided to the girl and disappeared into the woods.
“Child? Did he mean...” The stunned half demon asked as he pulled Kagome into his lap.
Slowly she peeled herself from him a bit and looked into his eyes. “Yeah. You like kids right?”
She gave a stuttering laugh and nuzzled herself into his neck again.
Smirking he led his hand down her body and settled it on her stomach. “You are having my pup...” He muttered in complete fascination. He took a deeper whiff of her scent and smirked even more, fang jutting out over his bottom lip. “Make that pups...”
Kagomes mouth fell open as she stared at the man she loved. “Pups...Twins.” Her hand moved to interlace with his on her stomach. She brought her lips to his and kissed him fully before pulling away and resting her forehead on his. “Kami I love you so much Inuyasha. I....I..... I lost you for a minute there...”
His free hand came to caress her face and intertwine in her hair before he pulled her to kiss him again. “Koishii, I love you and I will always come back to you. You can't ever lose me. You're mine. And I'm yours.”
THE END
*Sorry, it's a bit fluffy at the end. I don't think I can live up to my angsty potential. I may just love happy endings...*
*R/R Please! CONSTRUCTIVE criticism is welcome and helpful. If you are trying to be an asshole, then bugger off. ^_^*
~ I had a few options for the ending, so let me know if you really want to see one of them:
There was the fluff ending, (see above)
There was the ending where he stays dead and Kagome goes on to raise their children by herself in the feudal era. It then finishes with her and her now 6-year-old twin puppy eared children at Inuyashas grave under the tree, and her telling them all about their daddy and what he was like
There was the ending where Kikyo gives the rest of Kagomes soul back to Kagome, thus sacrificing herself, so that Kagome and her miko powers can save him. Cause mikos can so do that. ^_^ Hey that's why it's a story!
Then there was a final option of them marking each other during the “goodbye” *cough* and the mark not letting him leave her.