Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Behind Organization XIII ❯ You make me feel ( Chapter 1 )

Hey, Demyxsloveslave here! Call me Amy.

 

But yes, this is the first time I've written a KH fic and since everyone seems to love Organization XIII (Yes even me -points to name-) I've decided to write a little something.

 

My friend and I are constantly role playing so I thought I'd base it off our role plays, meaning, yes there will be OC's. Dun worry, they're loveable. I only write yaoi, so evidently this is yaoi. No like, then beat it, I don't want to deal with those kinds of flames.

 

Because I've only played KH I and KH II since I don't have a gameboy so I don't know what a few of the other characters are like down to the last detail. So excuse me if they're OOC. I don't want to deal with those flames either. They don't act that way, I get it!

 

Just thought I'd point out those things before I got on with it. Reviews are welcomed with open arms. And I shall reply to each one. All I ask is three to a chapter. Kk?

 

There shall be multiple pairing and at first it seems no one is monogamous.

 

Warnings:

Yaoi

Cussing

Sluty Marluxia

Lexaeus bashing

Luxord bashing

Saix bashing

Sluty Xemnas

 

I warned you

On with the fic!

 

Chapter one: You make me feel like I have a heart

 

 

With an eerie glow emanating from a heart shaped moon, a cloaked figure walked leisurely along the solitary damp streets of The World That Never Was…The figure sighed. Such a name for a world could make you feel so insignificant…Feel? What were feelings again? Not since he left could he remember.

 

“Roxas…” He uttered softly before shaking his head as if to clear it.

 

It was the perfect name. After all they never were…not after their hearts were lost to the darkness. The figure pushed back the hood, revealing spiky flame red hair. He looked up as thunder softly rumbled by, signifying the nightly rain that kept the cement nice and slippery.

 

He could remember chasing Roxas down these streets once, laughing. The name gave him a pang right below where his heart should be…it wasn't fair. Maybe if they had hearts Roxas would have had it in him…not to leave. Axel shook his head again. It was foolish to think such things. He was a Nobody! He could move on! Like Marluxia, that whore. He blushed slightly. A pretty good whore.

 

The rain began to fall in a small drizzle, slightly dampening his face. He gave a small hiss. Being of fire he wasn't too fond of the rain. It was nice to listen to…He growled. Too many memories. Why couldn't Nobodies forget experiences while being Nobodies…that made sense right?

 

Axel looked up to Kingdom Hearts. Beside it was his floating castle…what you would call `home'. It was an insane home life then. The rain was beginning to fall faster. He took shelter under a small café. He leaned against a door frame. Debating…The superior wouldn't be too happy if he left.

 

But the memories were too much to suppress. He gave a small growl and walked back out to the now heavy downpour. He held his hand out lazily, a dark ominous void materialized in front of him, and without fear he stepped through it.

 

`He was the only one I liked'

 

On the other side a dark sky littered with bright stars greeted him, his feet made the white sand under him crunch slightly. He smirked, with a goal in mind.

 

`Roxas made me feel like I had a heart'

 

That darkness never fades dear Sora…it lurks in your heart…and waits for the right time to pounce. At your greatest point of weakness…

 

God he sounded to evil there. He shrugged and walked towards the main section of the island. At least islands had nice night weather. It was dreary having to listen to rain every night before sleep claimed you.

 

He kept to the shadows as was the nature of the darkness. He didn't want to seem like a stalker…but there was just this yearning to see him…

 

`You make me feel the same way'

 

A cheerful laughter reached his ears as a sixteen year old boy ran past with two people in tow, laughing as well but more at the stupidity of the one in front.

 

Axel smirked. He was always innocent.

 

Sora smiled widely. Life was good. Back on the island…no more heartless, nobodies. And his friends tagged behind him just like the good old days.

 

Well Riku seemed to be lagging on purpose. Sora looked behind him as his shoes touched the sand. He grinned and kept running until he was by the sea side. Riku and Kairi stopped beside him. A small breeze rustling their loose summer clothes.

 

“Just like old times, eh Sora?” Riku said casually, giving him a small smile.

 

It was just one of those days in which you couldn't help but be glad you were alive. Kairi giggled.

 

“So that means Sora'll get his butt kicked again?” She questioned all but innocently.

 

Riku smirked and Sora gave an angry pout. “Are not!” He got his hair ruffled by the tallest of the three in return. He growled slightly.

 

“Just get in the boat!” Riku called as he began to make his way to his own, Kairi following him.

 

Sora rolled his eyes as they began to take off towards the small island that floated between the sea and mainland. He began to walk towards his own small boat, grumbling about manners.

 

“Got a minute?”

 

He froze, eyes wide. He spun around to face the owner of such a familiar voice. Eyes the color or Riku's greeted him. A lovely aqua.

 

“Axel…”

 

Axel smirked and stepped closer, brushing his hand across Sora's cheeks softly.

 

“You grow more each year y'know?”

 

Sora blushed slightly and moved his head away from Axel's hand. “What are you doing here?” He asked with slight surprise.

 

“The darkness never fades. You know that.” He stepped ever closer.

 

From the island that Riku and Kairi had reached, Riku would faintly see their forms…unsure what to make of it. Kairi gave him a confused look that Riku just brushed off…it was nothing he was sure…even though he didn't believe it. Kairi had already taken off towards their old tree house.

 

Sora gave Axel that same confused look.

“I missed you.” Well the more accurate thing to say was `I missed Roxas' but of course…in the process of getting someone's affections, you normally don't mention that your heart belongs to another, namely their other half. How geeky.

 

“Doubtful.” Sora made a face. Since when would anyone miss him? Other than his friends of course.

 

Axel chuckled softly. “It's cute when you make that face.” He leaned down and softly brushed his lips against Sora's. “He used to make that same face.” He mentioned just as softly.

 

Sora blinked. His slow mind hardly processing that by `he' Axel meant Roxas.

 

“…So you missed him…”

 

Axel paused slightly before nodding. “But it's the same…You ARE him Sora.”

 

Sora glared slightly, “I'm not Roxas. And you can't replace him with me…”

 

Axel growled. “I can try.”

 

“What makes you think I'd let you!” He cried in slight outrage.

 

Axel kept his determined expression and pressed his lips against Sora's roughly. As if by that Sora would comply with him. Sora's eyes widened slightly as he tried to push Axel off, but as that smooth tongue entered his mouth those attempts slowly died…and he complied to the kiss.

 

Riku wouldn't distinguish what was going on…it was annoying, and quite frustrating. Kairi sent him another confused look before continuing to set out the lunch she had brought for the three of them.

“What's taking Sora so long?”

 

Riku's left eye twitched. “Something…”

 

“Well he'd better hurry up…”

 

Sora lightly moaned into the kiss, his arms tentatively wrapped around Axel's neck, while his rested dangerously low on his hips. Slightly chapped lips soon found the pulse on his neck, then nipped at it.

 

“H-hey!” He blushed.

 

Axel only smirked and nipped softly at it again. Sora closed his eyes and held on to Axel's next a bit tighter. Let out a moan much to his embarrassment when Axel began sucking on the skin, leaving a red mark where he bit into it at the end.

 

Sora was slightly panting. “Asshole.”

 

Axel kissed his nose. “You liked it.”

 

Sora looked down, not noticing his arms were still around Axel's neck. In the red heads memory, he could see Roxas…he would get that look too, whenever he was proven wrong…it was a look that meant he was forfeiting. Axel learned to love that look. And the nights that followed.

 

He leaned down to Sora's collar bone.

 

Riku sighed and stood up. “I'll be back Kairi.”

 

It was really infuriating when you couldn't see who your best friend was talking to…well…he wasn't just a best friend. Riku's lips twitched into a small smile. It was a confusing thing. Kairi was Sora's girlfriend. They were the perfect couple, and Riku could accept that. But there was always the fact that Sora, loved Riku. It was a uncompleted love triangle as Riku would never see Kairi was anything more than a friend.

 

He climbed back into the boat and began rowing to shore. He could see the shapes more pronounced, and growled at their closeness, the growling turning feral as he neared the shore.

 

Sora's eyes were closed in bliss as Axel's still gloved hand glided up his shirt, touching the silk soft skin it found there. So of course, he missed Riku landing on the sand with an infuriated look on his face.

 

“Sora…”

 

Caraluna

 

Quien dice que no duelen
las huellas en la arena
tu huella el mar se la llevo
pero la luna sigue ahí
pero esa luna es mi condena
Despacio una mañana ajtos por la noche
Las voces vivas del recuerdo
se disfrazan de intuición
y en una voz tu voz se esconde
y en una vos tu voz se esconde
y yo sé que tal vez tú nunca escuches mi canción lo sé
y yo sé que tal veiiiezz te siga usando así robandote en mi inspiración
mientras siga viendo tu cara en la cara de la luna
mientras siga escuchando tu voz entre las olas entre la espuma
mientras tenga que cambiar la radio de estación
por que cada canción me hable de tí de ti de tí
La vida se me esconde detrás de una promesa sin clumplir
de donde nace alguna espiración de donde nace otra canción
y ya no sé bien quien se esconde
yo va no sé lo que se esconde
y yo sé que tal vez tu nunca escuches mi canción yo sé
y yo sé que tal veiiiezz te siga usando ati robándote mi inspiración
mientras siga viendo tu cara en la cara de la luna
mientras siga escuchando tu voz entre las olas entre la espuma
mientras tenga que cambiar la radio de estación
por que cada canción me hable de tí de ti de ti yyy
yo seguiré buscando o seguiré escapando tal vez de tí
tal vez de mí
yo seguiré buscandole una explicación a esta canción tambien
mientras siga viendo tu cara en la cara de la luna
mientras siga escuchando tu voz entre las olas entre la espuma
mientras tenga que cambiar la radio de estación
por que cada canción me hable de tí de ti

 

 

Bwuaha! It is done. Chapter one is done. I just wanted to make sure people would keep reading so I chose to end it here. Gomen, gomen. Don't eat me!

 

But yes.

 

A little side note I didn't write at the beginning in fear of it being so long:

 

Since this story has multiple couples it'll be like different stories…in a why it's a collection of short stories that all tie into each other. Tricky eh?

 

In the role play this took place much later than what I wrote down. Sora would be married to Kairi and he's having an affair with Riku. And Sora has a kid. Riku's married and he has a kid too…but for simplicities sake and because I don't want to explain the whole thing, they're just sixteen.

 

If you want you could always e-mail me about it. I'll be glad to explain then.

 

As for the song, I was listening to it, and when I wrote about Axel's predicament, I thought `hey this is almost like what he's going through' And could just see him looking up longingly at the heart moon wishing for Roxas back -romantic sigh-

 

I'll translate it in the next chapter.

 

Review! Please…I will luff chu forever!