Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Dances of Denial ❯ Going down hill ( Chapter 8 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
It's been forever yes I know…It's been somewhat of a busy summer (I went to Anime Expo!) But that's besides the point.
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It wasn't the oddest thing to see three boys linking arms parading into the club like they owned the place. Sora, giggling madly, had his right arm hooked onto Riku's left, and Roxas vice versa. The proverbial beats washed familiarity into the comfort zone of Riku's brain as he was lead to the normal stage, and almost roughly pushed onto a chair. The silver haired boy nearly glared at the cousins.
“Why must I be here?” He inquired in slight annoyance.
Sora ghosted a touch over Riku's warm cheeks. “Because you know you want to be here.”
He'd be damned if he ever let Sora know how much he wanted to lean into that touch. Roxas stood behind his cousin, his ever present grin only illuminated by the bad multicolored lighting.
“And what if I brought no money?”
Sora pouted. “Did you?”
Riku was reluctant in showing him the very last of his money. The brunette could only jump and smile. “Yay!”
The smirk that Roxas wore morphed into a slight smile as he tugged on his cousin's arm.
“Let's go. You're hopeless with make up.”
The brunette pouted. “Shut up…” And the two somewhat clumsily made their way backstage, leaving Riku alone to his thoughts, and alone to ward of those who even dared to touch him.
“Watch the eye Roxas.” A slight giggle.
“Stop moving, then.” An exasperated sigh.
“Why'd you bring Riku here?”
Pause.
“Because you look happier when you see him.”
Pffft. He totally did not!
“You lie.”
Roxas shook his head. “Sure, I do.”
As the music died down the blonde stood up. “Wish me luck.”
Riku watched not captivated in the least as Roxas's body spun and twisted, it mimicked Sora's routine, perhaps because their body's looked so like…subconsciously, Riku wished he knew the difference between Roxas and Sora's nearly identical bodys'…every scar, freckle…was that creepy? His eyes met blue…not Sora's blue…Roxas grinned and sent a wink his way. Riku just rolled his eyes. After this, he really needed to see Kairi…really. Though as the beats died down, the silver haired boy couldn't help but look up, he knew who would be coming up next…he knew what would happen as soon as he held out his hand…
“Give it up for the one and only, Cinnamon Kitten!”
Sora's eyes never left Riku's face. It was so routine…but those aqua orbs, they sent a thrill of something down his spine, the urge to continue grinding up against the pole and throw his head back looking completely ravished. Silently he uttered the boys name.
Riku's hand held out the fifty, it was his cue to again dance over and take his place atop the boy's lap.
“You're excited.” He breathed, licking the outer shell of Riku's ear.
Riku growled and bucked his hips, the brunette let out a small whimper, only detected by the silver haired boy, it made him want to do it again.
“And what about you?” He challenged, his hands holding onto Sora's hips, holding them down as they rubbed against each other, Sora's sinful breath tickling the sensitive hair on the base of Riku's neck.
“I was aroused the second I saw you…”
Oh yes, Sora was no angel…not the way he moved, not the way he spoke. Riku bit down on Sora's neck, just below his hear, only to have the brunette buck harder against him, tilting his head enough to give access to the exact same spot.
“I wouldn't mind if you took me right now..”
Riku froze, nothing coherent could be said to counter that, his mouth was left agape like a fish.
Sora giggled slightly before pressing his lips to Riku's flushed cheeks. His movements were élan as he hopped off Riku's lap, giving the older boys manhood one last touch before rejoining himself with the pole.
His mind was reeling, no longer did he meet Riku's eyes, he just danced, once again his dick pressing against what was barley called underwear, there was an urgency in the way he danced, in the way he discreetly attempted to pleasure himself on the stage, and he half hoped that Riku would pick up on it.
The last chord was stuck and he once again quickly ambled his way backstage, with Riku hot on the trail, not that he noticed. The brunette once again ran over to his blonde, who only laughed.
“I'm not doing it again.”
“Pleeeeaaaaaase?”
Roxas shook his head. “What if Riku comes in?” The blonde had a feeling that everything would be ruined the second Riku came in through the door and found his cousin being pleasure…again.
“So? He wouldn't care!” Sora protested.
Roxas shook his head looking up at the opening door. “He's here. Go ask him.” There was a small smirk. “He was the one who did it to you anyway.” He made to stand up. “Besides, I have some…things I need to look into.” Stupid Axel…stupid fucking Axel…
“Riku!”
Riku spun around, meeting face to face with the brunette he was half hoping had already left.
“Hi…” The look Sora was giving him….it made him wonder if he should have come backstage at all.
“Riiiiku?”
“…Yeah?”
Sora's arms came to rest around his neck, one of them pulling Riku's hand southward. “It's your fault…” The silver haired boys hand made contact with something hard…warm…and wet. Sora's lips were slightly parted.
And he hadn't the slightest idea on how he should have reacted.
“I—I need to go!” He uttered hastly before pulling away and rushing out the door, his heart fluttering so quickly, and a knot in his stomach that was sure to make him vomit.
Sora sighed dejectedly, it was just as bad as getting rejected. Reluctantly he looked around.
“Um…Hayner?”
Yet another blonde looked up. “Yeah?”
Sora only sent him a look.
Riku shoved his way back into the cold night, where the air wasn't as thick. It came as somewhat of a relief as he walked back, slowly. The mantra `Kairi, Kairi, Kairi, Kairi…' running through his head. It was baffling, the sort of reaction Sora roused from the boy…it was frightening. It was so easy for Sora to make him succumb, Riku could swear if he tried, the brunette could get him on his knees. The thought itself made him turn pink, and his steps quickened. Attempting to consciously repeat his mantra. This was the last night, he promised himself. This was the last night he'd go to this place, the last time Sora would touch him like that. He'd promise…for Kairi.
The sun barley peaked through the fluffy gray clouds of the early morning and a slight breeze ruffled the trees outside. Indoors Roxas lay snuggled under his blankets, clutching a pillow with another stuffed between his legs, a look of slight despair crossed his face, slight whimpers escaping parted lips.
“Axel….”
The café wasn't as full this morning as Leon ambled in with the cousin's, one looking depressed the other looking…for lack of a better word, rejected. They picked a table in the far corner. The window that was normally hot during the lunch hours, offered slight warmth to an other wise chilly morning.
Roxas was the first to initiated conversation. “So…how'd it go with Riku?” He inquired softly.
Sora made a noise. “He left…”
Roxas tilted his head. “Left?”
Sora shrugged. “He's not interested, Roxas…drop it.”
The blonde sighed in exasperation as the other brunette pulled the smaller closer. The jingling of the bell above the door alerted them of new comers—new comer. The Chocobo, as Roxas now dubbed him, strode over, his nonchalant expression ever evident as always.
“Hey Chocobo.”
Cloud glared. “I'm not a chocobo…I don't even know what the hell a chocobo is!”
Sora giggled from his place on Leon's lap. “Where's Riku?” He asked before he could think twice.
The other blonde shrugged. “Probably with Kairi…why?”
Sora blinked in surprise. “No reason…” He stared at his cousin with an `I told you so' expression.
Cloud only shook his head as he sat next to Leon. “Hey shortstuff, mind if I steal your lover boy away?”
Sora blinked. “Kay?” This Chocobo was blunt…very blunt… “I'm not short..”
Riku sighed, he stood outside Kairi's door, in fact he'd been standing out there for more than fifteen minutes…each time raising his hand to knock, then letting it drop. He screwed his face in concentration and raised his fit up again. The knocking resounded through the room, he knew. There was shuffling from the inside, Kairi calling out, “I'm coming, I'm coming!”
The locks came undone and the girl opened the door, nothing about her had changed. Same hair that framed her heart shaped face, same sparkling blue eyes…Riku wondered now why he even thought of wanting Sora. Kairi glared.
“You…”
Riku looked down. “I'm sorry Kairi…”
She raised an eyebrow. “It takes you this long to apologize?” Her voice was anything but friendly.
Riku looked back up, eyes slightly moist. “I didn't think you wanted to…talk to me…” He finished by looking back down at her bare feet. Pink nail polish, he noted.
Her glare never wavered. “It's going to take a lot more than a fucking `sorry'” She snapped.
He nodded. “I know…but …I want you back Kairi…”
He subconscious chided him: The hell you do. You know there's one brunette who will always haunt you…and you have him in an hour.
She pondered for a second. “I'll give you ONE more chance…” She concluded, taking Riku's hand. “Because…I missed you.”
Riku smiled, it was a dead smile. “Thank you.”
Leaning closer, they pressed their lips against each others, though in his head he could only compare how it would never amount to the way Sora's kisses made him feel…
“Sora…I'm going to go…get ready for class.”
The brunette stared up at his cousin. “But you still have time…”
Roxas half glared. “I know…” He stood, grabbing his bag. “I forgot…my thesis…under the bed…” He briskly walked out, leaving his cousin blinking and staring back at Leon and the Chocobo.
It dawned on Sora after a while. “Where's Axel?”
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Aaah ANGST!!
XP I finally finished chapter eight :3 Hope it wasn't TOO short…
Okay hopefully writers block doesn't attack or anything.
Next chapter: Roxas tries to talk to Axel, Axel tries to forget…with another BLONDE!? Sora's jealous and Leon and Cloud…well…what the big brother thing to do?