Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Dorm Rules ❯ chapter three ( Chapter 3 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: smexy_Kato 
Non Anime: Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Comedy / Angst / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 04.29.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.6K | Visits: 523 | Status: Work In Progress
Non Anime: Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Comedy / Angst / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 04.29.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.6K | Visits: 523 | Status: Work In Progress
Title: Dorm Rules
Author(s): Dark Nuriko and SeiferAlmasy86
Category: Kingdom Hearts
Genre: Romance/Humor
Pairings: Cloud x Leon
Warnings: Yaoi, lemon, language, AU.
Rating: M to NC-17. If you know you shouldn’t be reading this… then don’t. You’ve been warned.
Summary: Cloud and Leon have been friends for years. Yet having to share a dorm room at the local college suddenly changes everything. What are you to do when your best friend sudden becomes more?
Dorm Rule
Chapter Three:
Sitting in his organic chemistry class, Leon yawned. Bored to death by the professer ramble on and on about formula compunds and chemical equations. He looked up at the clock hanging on the wall above the white board. 'Only 5 more minuets of this crap' he thought
Cloud sat in his Creative Writing class, his professor discussing the importance of detail in any story. It would make or break any tale. Thinking back to details that had been told to him when his lover believed him to be asleep, he flushed, looking away.
Scribbling down the neccessary notes, leon closed his text book and slid it into his backpack. By the time he had done that the professor dismissed them. Letting out a sigh of relief he walked out of the classroom. Scanning through the mob of students for his blonde haired lover, not spotting him, he walked back to the dorm to rest for a little while. He didn't have any more classes, but he did have a new job as a waiter at a five star restraunt called Belatoni's. Granted the idea of waiting on someone hand and foot pissed him off, but he'd bite his tongue and knock his indifferance down a few notches for some extra cash in his pocket.
Cloud reluctantly let his book close and stood. All his notes were neatly in order and his folder was pristine in it's orginazition. He moved from the seat and walked toward his dorm. He knew Leon had work, which was something he was happy about, yet he still feared what was going to come next. Leon hadn't said it again, and Cloud was grateful. Yet he was certain it was bound to happen again.
Opening the dorm door, leon propped it open to air the room out. Setting his backpack down by the foot of his bed, he yawned and threw himself onto the mattress. Almost falling asleep instantly
Cloud came in mere moments after Leon had fallen asleep. He smiled at the sight. Leon was cute when he slept. Putting his own bag on his bed, he pulled out his homework and went to the desk, getting to work. After all, with the door opened, he couldn't cuddle with him like he wanted to.
After half an hour of sleeping soundly, Leon's alarm clock started wailing. Sitting up groggily, he turned it off and dragged himself to the bathroom.
Cloud was still bent over his desk, his notes all neatly beside him, organized. His hand flying over his paper as he did his work.
Turning the tap to the shower on, the brunette stepping into it. Sighing softly as the lukewarm water sprayed against his body. After spending half an hour scrubbing himself clean, he rinsed himself and turned the water off. Stepping out of the shower he grabbed a towel off the rack and dried himself off. Wrapping the towel around his waist, he walked back into the bedroom shutting the dorm door before walking over to his closet and pulling out his work attire, he slid into it with ease. Casually stepping behind cloud, he nipped at the blonde's neck. " I'll see you later tonight." he murmured
Cloud moaned. "Mm, I'll be here. I'm just going to work on my creative writing project and then go to sleep."
"Alright, I'll be quiet when I come in, so I won't wake you."
"You will sleep beside me when you come home, right?" he asked, even as he turned to give him a deep kiss in parting.
Breaking the kiss, Leon gave him a little smile. "Yes." he answered before opening the door he walked out of the room closing it behind himself
Cloud sighed, putting his head down on the desk. Leon was understanding. He hadn't pushed the issue. He hadn't said it again, and he hadn't attempted anything. All the while, a part of him was just waiting for it. Yet he shook it out of his head and went back to his work. He worked long into the night, before eventually drifting off on his desk, over his paperwork.
Exhausted leon scuffed his feet as he walked into the dorm. He had only worked one day and he was already tired of hearing 'get us this'..'get us that'...'that's not what i wanted!' Stupid arrogant people. Not to mention, the flock of underage highschool girls who kept pestering him...Sad thing is he wasn't even their waiter. A older gentleman was. Still they managed to attempt the googly eyes, and batting their eyelashes at him, as well as the old hair flip tactic. As he closed the door, he smiled at the sight of cloud huddled over his desk. Snickering he walked over to the blonde and put a hand on his shoulder, shaking him gently. " Wake up."
Cloud moaned, before opening his eyes slowly. "Mm?"
"You fell asleep at your desk....go lay down on your bed." leon said as he stripped out of his clothes
Cloud yawned, before standing up and heading for his bed, stripping as he went and folding the clothes before crawling into bed.
Leaving his clothes in a heap on the floor, the brunette climbed onto the bed. Casually draping an arm over his lover's waist, he snuggled closer.
Cloud sighed, snuggling close to his lover, enjoying the feel of being close to him.
Leon closed his eyes and yawned. " I love you." he murmured quietly, before he drifted to sleep
Cloud's head shot up, his eyes wide. He had said it again. Did Leon even realize he had said it? He sighed, laying his head back down. He just needed to go back to sleep. That's all. He could deal with this when and if Leon ever said it when he was awake.
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The following morning Leon ignored the persistant buzzing of his alarm clock, Mumbling he threw a pillow over his head and cocooned himself into the blankets.
Cloud groaned, opening a single eye and getting up. He turned it off and padded to the bathroom, turning on the water and stepping into the warm water.
Stormy eyes snapped open, growling in aggravation he threw the pillow off his head and untangled himself from the blankets. Unplugging the annoying machine, he walked into the bathroom. Paying no mind that the water was running he stepped into the shower
Cloud turned, slightly surprised. Even though they were together, this was the first time they'd been in the shower together. "Leon!" he gasped in surprise.
Startled, the brunette looked at him clearly caught off guard. Indifferance slowly made it's way onto the younger man's face. "Morning."
Cloud smiled at him. "Morning."
"I don't have any classes today, but i was wondering if you'd like to have lunch with me."
Cloud smiled. "Sure, sounds like fun."
Leon smirked and pressed his body against cloud's. "I can think of something more exciting." he murmured thickly into the blonde's ear
Cloud groaned deeply, pressing back against him. "Mm, I think I'd like that."
Grabbing ahold of cloud, he turned him around, kissing him deeply
Cloud moaned into the kiss, pressing closer to Leon. This was one hell of a way to wake up.
Keeping his grasp on cloud he back up until his back was flush with the shower wall, pulling the blonde against him he slowly rocked his hips,rubbing their erection's together. "take me." he murmured thickly
Cloud groaned at those words, never having expected him to say such words. Breaking the kiss, he took control, pinning Leon to the wall and pressing flush against him, grinding their hips together more. "With pleasure," he purred, before moving to nip at Leon's neck.
Exposing more of his neck to the blonde, leon panted softly, as he looked off to the side. He wanted to feel Cloud deep within him and doubted he could wait any longer. While moaning softly, he wrapped his legs around his lover's waist.
Cloud held him up, even as he took his wet fingers and slipped a couple past the tight ring of muscle, teasing the hidden passage. "Leon, you can never say I'm weak again," he murmured, even as he held the brunette against the wall.
"When..when..did..i..say..that?" he rasped out between throaty moans. "God! Stop teasing!" the brunette cried out as he rocked himself back onto cloud's finger's.
He laughed. "When we first met. You called me a weaking who couldn't even pick you up," he replied, nipping against his throat, even as he pushed three fingers into him now.
Hooking his arms around the elder man, he raked his fingernails down cloud's back, thrusting himself onto the fingers wantonly. "....you...couldn't..." he gasped "nnngg.."
"I could too, you just never let me prove it," he said against his neck, near his ear. With a groan, he removed his fingers and placed the blunt head of his cock at his entrance. With a shift of his hips, Cloud pushed inside, feeling pleasure suddenly flash through his bloodstream.
"AH...." he shouted, while digging his fingernails deeper into the broad back. Leon dipped his head a bit so that he could place small, wet kisses along the blonde's collar bone. Leaving a trail of kisses, he made his way up to his lover's jaw line. Panting softly he licked his lips. His slick tongue glided along the man's jaw,pausing to nibble on it a few times. He wanted to hear the blonde scream his name. Pulling back he briefly studied Cloud's face. Thoroughly enjoying the expression of pure bliss written on the man's fine features. "So beautiful." he whispered softly
Cloud felt a flush cross his cheeks, even as he began pounding into Leon, wanting to drive the man crazy. Those words were pushing it. He didn't want to have suddenly say those three words again. He wouldn't be able to claim sleep if he said them again. With a shift, he bit into his shoulder, mixing pleasure with a little pain. "Leon... sooo close..." he panted, thrusting into him over and over again
Thrusting himself back to meet every one of Cloud's thrusts, Leon stared heatedly at the man. The bite to his shoulder only amplified his senses, that were already overloaded from the intense passion the blonde was emitting. Unwrapping an arm from his lover's back he slid it between their bodies, firmly grabbing his arousal, he began stroking himself.
Cloud was whimpering, moaning in pleasure. While he was strong enough to hold the brunette up, he couldn't hold him up and stroke him at the same time. Thus he had to allow Leon to jack himself off while he pounded into the welcoming hole. "LEON!!" he scream, pleasure tearing through his body. Even as he tried to hold back, not wanting to cum before his lover.
Chills rolled down his spine as his name rolled off the blonde's tongue..with such ecstasy. Quickening his strokes, he whimpered and moaned throatily. Not being able to keep up with the demanding thrusts, he tightened his anal walls so that they constricted around the hard length pulsing inside of him. Blue-gray eyes fluttered closed as he arched his back he pressed his lips against cloud's softly murmuring "I love you, so much." as he came into his hand.
Cloud froze, even as his orgasm ripped through his body. He gasped, but didn't reply anything. His breathing was ragged, his eyes closed. In a way, he hoped Leon didn't expect a reply. Saying something like that... it was dangerous.
Panting heavily, Leon opened his eyes watching Cloud's face. Silently waiting for any sort of acceptance to what he had just admitted. A simple 'I know' would suffice for the time being. He didn't expect the blonde to say it right back. He just wanted the man to acknowledge how he felt towards him.
Once he could breath, he carefully helped Leon back down, turning from him. "I... What do you expect me to say to that?" he asked after a moment, soaping up and then rinsing off, even though the water was almost cold now.
An unreadable emotion played on his face for a few moments, before he forced his walls back up. "Nothing." Leon retorted as he grabbed ahold of the bottle of shampoo.
Once he was washed he stepped out, grabbing a towel and drying off. "You've known my views on that emotion for a long time. It doesn't exist. What we have, its special, unique. I wouldn't share it with anyone else. But there is no such emotion as love, Leon. You've known how I feel about it. Have since we were young."
The brunette narrowed his eyes, and pursed his lips together. "I didn't expect you to say it back to me Cloud." he snapped "Don't stand there and tell me there's no such emotion as love when I clearly feel it for you!" he sighed and rinsed himself off, suddenly feeling drained and misunderstood. Turning the tap off he stepped out of the shower and grabbed a towel to dry himself off with.
"Fine, then I'll correct myself. I don't believe I am capiable of such an emotion since I do not believe in it. I won't call you a liar. You obviously feel something for me."
Leon flinched inwardly at those words. Acting like he wasn't paying the blonde a bit of mind he dried himself off and wrapped the towel around his waist.
Cloud sighed. He had to just shut up. He was doing nothing more than digging a deeper grave for himself. And he hated that knowledge. He dried off and walked naked into the bedroom. He pulled out his boxers and pulled them on, deciding that remaining quiet, as he usually did, was the safest route.
Leon slumped to the cool tile of the bathroom floor. Bringing his knees up to his chest, he wrapped his arms around them, keeping them in place.With a heavy sigh he bowed his head. "Why must everything be so difficult?" he whispered.
Cloud continued to dress, pulling on black slacks and a black tank top. Once dressed, a black leather jacket finishing the look, along with black biker boots, he began brushing out his hair. He didn't even try to make it spike. For as it dried, it seemed to do it on his own.
Still sulking, Leon lifted his head and pushed himself to his feet. Quietly walking into the room, he glanced at his dorm mate. "...."
Cloud looked away when he saw the pain he had caused. "I'm sorry," he said suddenly. "I... I won't be back tonight." That said, he grabbed up his books and headed for the door. Some part of him want Leon to stop him. To demand to know where he was going that he wouldn't be back. Another part feared that there really was no such thing as love, and that Leon would let him go without a fight.
"Why are you running from me?" he asked quietly
"I... I don't know," Cloud replied honestly, stopping right before the door, looking down at his feet.
Leon kept his gaze steadily upon him. " I'm not going to lie...what you said hurt, but like everything else it'll blow over. You leaving...doesn't help matters much. However this is one thing you need to figure out on your own....i've voiced my feelings. All I wanted was for you to acknowledge them." he walked towards cloud, stopping a couple feet away from the blonde. "What am I to you?" he asked bluntly
He turned then, his blue eyes full of pain themselves. "You are my best friend. You are someone, the only one, who has gotten past my barriers and made yourself special to me. I would die to protect you. I don't want to hurt you. But... I can't change my point of view over night. Can you understand that?"
"You know damn good and well I understand."
Cloud couldn't help but flinch when he replied, feeling as if he had done something wrong.
Leon ran his fingers through his damp chocolate locks. "If you still want to leave...at least tell me where your going. I don't expect you to spend your every woken moment with me...we all need our space." he whispered so softly that he could bearly be heard.
"I... I just don't want to stay... and see the pain that I've caused you written across your face."
"Cloud. I'll get over it." he forced a smile onto his face hoping to settle his friend's uneasiness.
At the forced smile, Cloud felt anger fill his chest. He lifted his head, blue eyes flashing. "Don't lie to me! Not with words and not with that fake smile!"
"Don't raise your voice to me." leon said calmly
"Then don't lie and expect me to accept it as truth."
The brunette stepped forward a little until his face was mere inches from the blonde's. "I didn't lie. I will get over it. As for the fake smile, i was trying to cheer you up not have you get pissy."
"I don't like lies... of any kind... remember? Or do you know so little about me, even as after all this time?" Cloud asked, face-to-face with him.
"How can I when you never let your guard down!"
"Don't I? I do it all the time around you!"
"From time to time, you do. But once the walls come down they go right back up! Not giving me enough time to learn more about you." leon retorted feeling his anger rise.
"They've been down since you found out I had no parents, Leon. You just refused to realize it. I'm cold, calculating, and distant to everyone else. I give you smiles! I talk to you! And you call that distant?!"
"I never said you were distant. Stop putting words in my mouth." he stared into Cloud's baby blue eyes. "I see flickers of unreadable emotions on your face all the time. All i'm saying is i want to know more. Damn it!"
"Maybe they are unreadable because even I don't know what they are!!" Cloud shouted back, feeling Leon's breath caressing his cheek.
Grabbing ahold of his lover Leon pinned him against the door, and roughly placed his lips against Cloud's.
Cloud gasped into his mouth, kissing him back, even though his chest seemed to heave from his recent outburst. Only Leon had ever drawn that kind of reaction from him.
Leon wrapped his tongue around cloud's, and tangled his fingers in the blonde's unruly locks. His other hand slipped up the back of Cloud's shirt, his fingertips barely touching the soft skin.
Cloud couldn't hold back the groan that passed his lips, only to be captured by Leon's. Even as they kissed, their tongues tangled together, Cloud only kept his arms around Leon's waist. They didn't have time for another round of sex. He had class in ten minutes.
Pulling away, Leon quirked an eyebrow..a smug smirk crept onto his lips. "Well, now i know how to end an argument with you."
"Who said this was finished?" Cloud asked.
"I did. I don't want to fight."
Cloud sighed, letting his head tip downward. "Well, I don't either. But I have to say this much. If you can't realize just how much the walls never come up when I'm around you, then that's it. I won't sleep with you again until you realize that much." That said, Cloud turned on his heel, opened the door, and left.
Leon rolled his eyes in annoyance. "Jesus christ." he muttered under his breath. Walking over to his bed, he crawled on it and laid down, staring at the cieling. "He nit picks..every..little..thing."
Author(s): Dark Nuriko and SeiferAlmasy86
Category: Kingdom Hearts
Genre: Romance/Humor
Pairings: Cloud x Leon
Warnings: Yaoi, lemon, language, AU.
Rating: M to NC-17. If you know you shouldn’t be reading this… then don’t. You’ve been warned.
Summary: Cloud and Leon have been friends for years. Yet having to share a dorm room at the local college suddenly changes everything. What are you to do when your best friend sudden becomes more?
Dorm Rule
Chapter Three:
Sitting in his organic chemistry class, Leon yawned. Bored to death by the professer ramble on and on about formula compunds and chemical equations. He looked up at the clock hanging on the wall above the white board. 'Only 5 more minuets of this crap' he thought
Cloud sat in his Creative Writing class, his professor discussing the importance of detail in any story. It would make or break any tale. Thinking back to details that had been told to him when his lover believed him to be asleep, he flushed, looking away.
Scribbling down the neccessary notes, leon closed his text book and slid it into his backpack. By the time he had done that the professor dismissed them. Letting out a sigh of relief he walked out of the classroom. Scanning through the mob of students for his blonde haired lover, not spotting him, he walked back to the dorm to rest for a little while. He didn't have any more classes, but he did have a new job as a waiter at a five star restraunt called Belatoni's. Granted the idea of waiting on someone hand and foot pissed him off, but he'd bite his tongue and knock his indifferance down a few notches for some extra cash in his pocket.
Cloud reluctantly let his book close and stood. All his notes were neatly in order and his folder was pristine in it's orginazition. He moved from the seat and walked toward his dorm. He knew Leon had work, which was something he was happy about, yet he still feared what was going to come next. Leon hadn't said it again, and Cloud was grateful. Yet he was certain it was bound to happen again.
Opening the dorm door, leon propped it open to air the room out. Setting his backpack down by the foot of his bed, he yawned and threw himself onto the mattress. Almost falling asleep instantly
Cloud came in mere moments after Leon had fallen asleep. He smiled at the sight. Leon was cute when he slept. Putting his own bag on his bed, he pulled out his homework and went to the desk, getting to work. After all, with the door opened, he couldn't cuddle with him like he wanted to.
After half an hour of sleeping soundly, Leon's alarm clock started wailing. Sitting up groggily, he turned it off and dragged himself to the bathroom.
Cloud was still bent over his desk, his notes all neatly beside him, organized. His hand flying over his paper as he did his work.
Turning the tap to the shower on, the brunette stepping into it. Sighing softly as the lukewarm water sprayed against his body. After spending half an hour scrubbing himself clean, he rinsed himself and turned the water off. Stepping out of the shower he grabbed a towel off the rack and dried himself off. Wrapping the towel around his waist, he walked back into the bedroom shutting the dorm door before walking over to his closet and pulling out his work attire, he slid into it with ease. Casually stepping behind cloud, he nipped at the blonde's neck. " I'll see you later tonight." he murmured
Cloud moaned. "Mm, I'll be here. I'm just going to work on my creative writing project and then go to sleep."
"Alright, I'll be quiet when I come in, so I won't wake you."
"You will sleep beside me when you come home, right?" he asked, even as he turned to give him a deep kiss in parting.
Breaking the kiss, Leon gave him a little smile. "Yes." he answered before opening the door he walked out of the room closing it behind himself
Cloud sighed, putting his head down on the desk. Leon was understanding. He hadn't pushed the issue. He hadn't said it again, and he hadn't attempted anything. All the while, a part of him was just waiting for it. Yet he shook it out of his head and went back to his work. He worked long into the night, before eventually drifting off on his desk, over his paperwork.
Exhausted leon scuffed his feet as he walked into the dorm. He had only worked one day and he was already tired of hearing 'get us this'..'get us that'...'that's not what i wanted!' Stupid arrogant people. Not to mention, the flock of underage highschool girls who kept pestering him...Sad thing is he wasn't even their waiter. A older gentleman was. Still they managed to attempt the googly eyes, and batting their eyelashes at him, as well as the old hair flip tactic. As he closed the door, he smiled at the sight of cloud huddled over his desk. Snickering he walked over to the blonde and put a hand on his shoulder, shaking him gently. " Wake up."
Cloud moaned, before opening his eyes slowly. "Mm?"
"You fell asleep at your desk....go lay down on your bed." leon said as he stripped out of his clothes
Cloud yawned, before standing up and heading for his bed, stripping as he went and folding the clothes before crawling into bed.
Leaving his clothes in a heap on the floor, the brunette climbed onto the bed. Casually draping an arm over his lover's waist, he snuggled closer.
Cloud sighed, snuggling close to his lover, enjoying the feel of being close to him.
Leon closed his eyes and yawned. " I love you." he murmured quietly, before he drifted to sleep
Cloud's head shot up, his eyes wide. He had said it again. Did Leon even realize he had said it? He sighed, laying his head back down. He just needed to go back to sleep. That's all. He could deal with this when and if Leon ever said it when he was awake.
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The following morning Leon ignored the persistant buzzing of his alarm clock, Mumbling he threw a pillow over his head and cocooned himself into the blankets.
Cloud groaned, opening a single eye and getting up. He turned it off and padded to the bathroom, turning on the water and stepping into the warm water.
Stormy eyes snapped open, growling in aggravation he threw the pillow off his head and untangled himself from the blankets. Unplugging the annoying machine, he walked into the bathroom. Paying no mind that the water was running he stepped into the shower
Cloud turned, slightly surprised. Even though they were together, this was the first time they'd been in the shower together. "Leon!" he gasped in surprise.
Startled, the brunette looked at him clearly caught off guard. Indifferance slowly made it's way onto the younger man's face. "Morning."
Cloud smiled at him. "Morning."
"I don't have any classes today, but i was wondering if you'd like to have lunch with me."
Cloud smiled. "Sure, sounds like fun."
Leon smirked and pressed his body against cloud's. "I can think of something more exciting." he murmured thickly into the blonde's ear
Cloud groaned deeply, pressing back against him. "Mm, I think I'd like that."
Grabbing ahold of cloud, he turned him around, kissing him deeply
Cloud moaned into the kiss, pressing closer to Leon. This was one hell of a way to wake up.
Keeping his grasp on cloud he back up until his back was flush with the shower wall, pulling the blonde against him he slowly rocked his hips,rubbing their erection's together. "take me." he murmured thickly
Cloud groaned at those words, never having expected him to say such words. Breaking the kiss, he took control, pinning Leon to the wall and pressing flush against him, grinding their hips together more. "With pleasure," he purred, before moving to nip at Leon's neck.
Exposing more of his neck to the blonde, leon panted softly, as he looked off to the side. He wanted to feel Cloud deep within him and doubted he could wait any longer. While moaning softly, he wrapped his legs around his lover's waist.
Cloud held him up, even as he took his wet fingers and slipped a couple past the tight ring of muscle, teasing the hidden passage. "Leon, you can never say I'm weak again," he murmured, even as he held the brunette against the wall.
"When..when..did..i..say..that?" he rasped out between throaty moans. "God! Stop teasing!" the brunette cried out as he rocked himself back onto cloud's finger's.
He laughed. "When we first met. You called me a weaking who couldn't even pick you up," he replied, nipping against his throat, even as he pushed three fingers into him now.
Hooking his arms around the elder man, he raked his fingernails down cloud's back, thrusting himself onto the fingers wantonly. "....you...couldn't..." he gasped "nnngg.."
"I could too, you just never let me prove it," he said against his neck, near his ear. With a groan, he removed his fingers and placed the blunt head of his cock at his entrance. With a shift of his hips, Cloud pushed inside, feeling pleasure suddenly flash through his bloodstream.
"AH...." he shouted, while digging his fingernails deeper into the broad back. Leon dipped his head a bit so that he could place small, wet kisses along the blonde's collar bone. Leaving a trail of kisses, he made his way up to his lover's jaw line. Panting softly he licked his lips. His slick tongue glided along the man's jaw,pausing to nibble on it a few times. He wanted to hear the blonde scream his name. Pulling back he briefly studied Cloud's face. Thoroughly enjoying the expression of pure bliss written on the man's fine features. "So beautiful." he whispered softly
Cloud felt a flush cross his cheeks, even as he began pounding into Leon, wanting to drive the man crazy. Those words were pushing it. He didn't want to have suddenly say those three words again. He wouldn't be able to claim sleep if he said them again. With a shift, he bit into his shoulder, mixing pleasure with a little pain. "Leon... sooo close..." he panted, thrusting into him over and over again
Thrusting himself back to meet every one of Cloud's thrusts, Leon stared heatedly at the man. The bite to his shoulder only amplified his senses, that were already overloaded from the intense passion the blonde was emitting. Unwrapping an arm from his lover's back he slid it between their bodies, firmly grabbing his arousal, he began stroking himself.
Cloud was whimpering, moaning in pleasure. While he was strong enough to hold the brunette up, he couldn't hold him up and stroke him at the same time. Thus he had to allow Leon to jack himself off while he pounded into the welcoming hole. "LEON!!" he scream, pleasure tearing through his body. Even as he tried to hold back, not wanting to cum before his lover.
Chills rolled down his spine as his name rolled off the blonde's tongue..with such ecstasy. Quickening his strokes, he whimpered and moaned throatily. Not being able to keep up with the demanding thrusts, he tightened his anal walls so that they constricted around the hard length pulsing inside of him. Blue-gray eyes fluttered closed as he arched his back he pressed his lips against cloud's softly murmuring "I love you, so much." as he came into his hand.
Cloud froze, even as his orgasm ripped through his body. He gasped, but didn't reply anything. His breathing was ragged, his eyes closed. In a way, he hoped Leon didn't expect a reply. Saying something like that... it was dangerous.
Panting heavily, Leon opened his eyes watching Cloud's face. Silently waiting for any sort of acceptance to what he had just admitted. A simple 'I know' would suffice for the time being. He didn't expect the blonde to say it right back. He just wanted the man to acknowledge how he felt towards him.
Once he could breath, he carefully helped Leon back down, turning from him. "I... What do you expect me to say to that?" he asked after a moment, soaping up and then rinsing off, even though the water was almost cold now.
An unreadable emotion played on his face for a few moments, before he forced his walls back up. "Nothing." Leon retorted as he grabbed ahold of the bottle of shampoo.
Once he was washed he stepped out, grabbing a towel and drying off. "You've known my views on that emotion for a long time. It doesn't exist. What we have, its special, unique. I wouldn't share it with anyone else. But there is no such emotion as love, Leon. You've known how I feel about it. Have since we were young."
The brunette narrowed his eyes, and pursed his lips together. "I didn't expect you to say it back to me Cloud." he snapped "Don't stand there and tell me there's no such emotion as love when I clearly feel it for you!" he sighed and rinsed himself off, suddenly feeling drained and misunderstood. Turning the tap off he stepped out of the shower and grabbed a towel to dry himself off with.
"Fine, then I'll correct myself. I don't believe I am capiable of such an emotion since I do not believe in it. I won't call you a liar. You obviously feel something for me."
Leon flinched inwardly at those words. Acting like he wasn't paying the blonde a bit of mind he dried himself off and wrapped the towel around his waist.
Cloud sighed. He had to just shut up. He was doing nothing more than digging a deeper grave for himself. And he hated that knowledge. He dried off and walked naked into the bedroom. He pulled out his boxers and pulled them on, deciding that remaining quiet, as he usually did, was the safest route.
Leon slumped to the cool tile of the bathroom floor. Bringing his knees up to his chest, he wrapped his arms around them, keeping them in place.With a heavy sigh he bowed his head. "Why must everything be so difficult?" he whispered.
Cloud continued to dress, pulling on black slacks and a black tank top. Once dressed, a black leather jacket finishing the look, along with black biker boots, he began brushing out his hair. He didn't even try to make it spike. For as it dried, it seemed to do it on his own.
Still sulking, Leon lifted his head and pushed himself to his feet. Quietly walking into the room, he glanced at his dorm mate. "...."
Cloud looked away when he saw the pain he had caused. "I'm sorry," he said suddenly. "I... I won't be back tonight." That said, he grabbed up his books and headed for the door. Some part of him want Leon to stop him. To demand to know where he was going that he wouldn't be back. Another part feared that there really was no such thing as love, and that Leon would let him go without a fight.
"Why are you running from me?" he asked quietly
"I... I don't know," Cloud replied honestly, stopping right before the door, looking down at his feet.
Leon kept his gaze steadily upon him. " I'm not going to lie...what you said hurt, but like everything else it'll blow over. You leaving...doesn't help matters much. However this is one thing you need to figure out on your own....i've voiced my feelings. All I wanted was for you to acknowledge them." he walked towards cloud, stopping a couple feet away from the blonde. "What am I to you?" he asked bluntly
He turned then, his blue eyes full of pain themselves. "You are my best friend. You are someone, the only one, who has gotten past my barriers and made yourself special to me. I would die to protect you. I don't want to hurt you. But... I can't change my point of view over night. Can you understand that?"
"You know damn good and well I understand."
Cloud couldn't help but flinch when he replied, feeling as if he had done something wrong.
Leon ran his fingers through his damp chocolate locks. "If you still want to leave...at least tell me where your going. I don't expect you to spend your every woken moment with me...we all need our space." he whispered so softly that he could bearly be heard.
"I... I just don't want to stay... and see the pain that I've caused you written across your face."
"Cloud. I'll get over it." he forced a smile onto his face hoping to settle his friend's uneasiness.
At the forced smile, Cloud felt anger fill his chest. He lifted his head, blue eyes flashing. "Don't lie to me! Not with words and not with that fake smile!"
"Don't raise your voice to me." leon said calmly
"Then don't lie and expect me to accept it as truth."
The brunette stepped forward a little until his face was mere inches from the blonde's. "I didn't lie. I will get over it. As for the fake smile, i was trying to cheer you up not have you get pissy."
"I don't like lies... of any kind... remember? Or do you know so little about me, even as after all this time?" Cloud asked, face-to-face with him.
"How can I when you never let your guard down!"
"Don't I? I do it all the time around you!"
"From time to time, you do. But once the walls come down they go right back up! Not giving me enough time to learn more about you." leon retorted feeling his anger rise.
"They've been down since you found out I had no parents, Leon. You just refused to realize it. I'm cold, calculating, and distant to everyone else. I give you smiles! I talk to you! And you call that distant?!"
"I never said you were distant. Stop putting words in my mouth." he stared into Cloud's baby blue eyes. "I see flickers of unreadable emotions on your face all the time. All i'm saying is i want to know more. Damn it!"
"Maybe they are unreadable because even I don't know what they are!!" Cloud shouted back, feeling Leon's breath caressing his cheek.
Grabbing ahold of his lover Leon pinned him against the door, and roughly placed his lips against Cloud's.
Cloud gasped into his mouth, kissing him back, even though his chest seemed to heave from his recent outburst. Only Leon had ever drawn that kind of reaction from him.
Leon wrapped his tongue around cloud's, and tangled his fingers in the blonde's unruly locks. His other hand slipped up the back of Cloud's shirt, his fingertips barely touching the soft skin.
Cloud couldn't hold back the groan that passed his lips, only to be captured by Leon's. Even as they kissed, their tongues tangled together, Cloud only kept his arms around Leon's waist. They didn't have time for another round of sex. He had class in ten minutes.
Pulling away, Leon quirked an eyebrow..a smug smirk crept onto his lips. "Well, now i know how to end an argument with you."
"Who said this was finished?" Cloud asked.
"I did. I don't want to fight."
Cloud sighed, letting his head tip downward. "Well, I don't either. But I have to say this much. If you can't realize just how much the walls never come up when I'm around you, then that's it. I won't sleep with you again until you realize that much." That said, Cloud turned on his heel, opened the door, and left.
Leon rolled his eyes in annoyance. "Jesus christ." he muttered under his breath. Walking over to his bed, he crawled on it and laid down, staring at the cieling. "He nit picks..every..little..thing."