Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Eternal ❯ Beautiful Goodbye ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Title: Eternal
Author: x-Hitoshirezu-x
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Akuseru (Axel)/Rokusasu (Roxas)
Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts or any of
the characters in this fic.

Summary: This is alternate universe, as Roxas
isn't Sora's Nobody in this fic. Roxas and Axel
knew each other when they were living, having been
best friends 'til the day they died. It only makes
sense that as Nobodies things would be the same,
right?

Notes: Axel's name before being a nobody: Lea
(lee-Uh)
Roxas' name before being a nobody: Soar (like as
in "soaring through the sky")

[Song Lyrics]

Song Title: Last Night On Earth
Beautiful Goodbye

"Lea! C'mon man, wait up!"

Soar's feet hit the pavement harshly as he ran to
catch up with his best friend. His sapphire eyes
were wide and bright, something that never seemed
to change no matter what time of day it was. Or,
maybe it was just because Twilight Town was always
twilight laden and made his eyes seem all the
brighter. His golden strands of hair seemed to
shine as well, but than again, that could've been
a trick of the light as well. No one really knew.

Pausing in his own steps, Lea turned back to smirk
at Soar, a hand resting on his slim hip, the other
holding the strap to his backpack. Ever the
picture of cool. Lea's hair was somewhat long,
held back from his emerald eyes by a bandana,
swishing around his shoulders as a breeze blew
through. A black gloved hand rose in greeting,
fingers wriggling in the air.

"Soar~ You're late today. What happened? Did you
wet the sheets again?"

"LEA! I told you to never mention that again!"

Even as Soar blushed furiously, he still found the
red-head's humor funny. Of course, to save his
image, he didn't show this in the slightest.
Huffing, Soar walked past Lea, his hands jammed
into his pockets as he pouted. He sometimes
wondered why he let his friend pick on him, but as
always, the thought was shrugged off as
unnecessary.

"Hey, hey! C'mon, Soar! I'm only kidding you.
Geeze, someone's panties are all in a bunch this
morning."

Lea was not known for his tact, and as such, he
soon found he had a growning headache as Soar's
books hit him squarly across the head. Wincing
slightly, he gave a hurt look to the blonde.

"Aw man...I think you just gave me serious brain
damage."

"For that to happen, you'd have to have a brain to
damage in the first place."

The elder of the two snorted and slipped his arm
around the blonde's shoulder, grinning like a
jackel. Glancing around, he assured himself that
there was no one around before finally allowing
his head to rest on the golden mop that Soar
called hair.

"You're such a cruel boy, you know that? Makes me
love you all the more."

Soar rolled his eyes. He was used to his friend
hitting on him. Not that he minded, really.
Sometimes he even flirted back. Of course, he knew
it was just play on Lea's side, but what about his
own?

"Yeah, yeah. Next you're gonna tell me that you
wanna rip down my pants and do me right here on
the street."

"Why, Soar! I never knew you were so bold! But, if
you insist.."

Lea's hand went towards Soar's waist, but was
smacked away by a once again blushing Soar.

"Geeze. I'm not -that- easy of a lay, am I?"

The red-head chuckled and shook his head, brushing
his lips over the top of his friends head.

"Nah. At least I hope not. I wanna be the one to
take you."

"What?"

"Bye, Soar~! Behave today!"

Lea blew the blonde a kiss before trotting up the
stairs to their school, leaving Soar standing
there dumbstruck. Shaking his head to rid himself
of his shock, he too started the dash towards the
entrance.

"Yo, Soar! Wait up!"

"Hey, Hayner!"

The blonde bounced from foot to foot, waiting for
his friend to catch up to him before they both ran
into the school, smirking at each other.

"Race you to period one."

"You're toast!"

The two took off, dodging students left and right
as they ran through the halls, laughing at the
surprised looks of their fellow students. This was
a daily ritual that he had with Hayner, and so far
they'd been even their two years of high school.
Soar however wanted to change that.

"Winner has to buy the loser porn!"

"WHAT?!"

Soar smirked at Hayner's look and used his friends
moment of stun to not only overtake him, but
manage to get quite a few feet in front. By the
time he slid into his first class, he was panting,
Hayner running in a few moments later. The two
glanced at each other before dissolving into
laughter once more, slapping each other five.

"Oh man! That was a dirty trick, y'know?"

"Whatever! I won, so now you have to do it."

"You mean you were serious?!"

Soar flicked his hand, moving towards his seat,
chuckling as Hayner followed him, making a
clicking noise of confusion.

"Well," Soar started as he took his seat. "You're
boyfriend IS a senior. And he IS eighteen years
old. Therefore, as long as you pay him, I'm pretty
sure he'll give in and get you what you want."

"Sure, sure. But isn't Lea a senior too? Shouldn't
he just buy you what you want?"

"That's just the point. Do you really think I want
Lea to know that I look at porn?"

Hayner shrugged as their teacher walked into the
room, tapping his stick against the board.

"Settle down now, class. For today's lesson..."

[It's the last night on earth, before the great
divide.]
[My hands are shaking, time was never on our
side.]
[And there's no such thing as a beautiful
goodbye.]
[On an ordinary day, I prayed for you a thousand
times.]

Lunch was already upon them as Soar walked out of
his fourth period class. English, followed by
Personal Financing, his "speacial education"
class, and then U.S. Experiance. Sometimes that
schedual seemed so tedious, but than again, he
wouldn't change a single thing about it. If it
wasn't for his current schedual, he wouldn't see
Lea until they got out of school, but as it was,
he spent lunch and study hall with his friend.

Speaking of said friend...

"Lea...what have I told you about the chopstick
trick?" (1)

"Not to do it in public because I'm only making an
ass of myself?"

"...and yet you still do it."

Lea smirked and pulled the chopsticks from his
nose, patting the seat beside him, his other hand
(yes, the one with the chopsticks) offered over a
breadstick.

Soar eyed it warily before taking it, sitting
beside the red-head with a snort.

"I'm so glad that you think I can eat booger
covered food. Makes me feel so damn special."

"Think of it as having a part of me inside you."

Soar nearly choked, Lea jumping into action
(litterally), patting Soar's back to expell the
bite he'd taken. Said bread bite flew out of his
mouth and across the cafeteria.

Momentary panic aside, Soar was -laughing-. Lea
was confused.

"If....if you...hah-hah!!....wanted any part of
you....-snort-...inside of me, I doubt it'd be
your snot!"

Soar had disolved into giggles right before the
cafeteria's eyes, holding his sides as he shook
with laughtere. Only Lea could make him react like
this, and somehow, Soar knew that was because Lea
was more special than he knew. He was still
laughing as he looked up to meet Lea's eyes,
finding that the red-head was not laughing. His
own laughter died all too quickly at that point.

"Lea...?"

"...."

The red-head said nothing before he got up from
the table, not even looking back as Soar called
his name. Stupid kid. He didn't even realize what
he'd said. Of course, Lea hadn't expected Soar to
react quite like that, and it stung. Not in the
physical sense, but the kind where his heart hurt
for a brief moment. He was soon so lost in thought
that he didn't hear the running steps that were
following him. It wasn't 'til he felt arms around
his waist that he was shaken from his little trip.

"Lea! Wait....please wait...."

Soar was near tears by the time he had caught up
to Lea. He wasn't sure what he'd done to affend
the boy, but being ignored like that was not
something that Soar was used to. And it hurt more
than he wanted to admit.

"I didn't mean to make you upset! Just tell me
what I did and I'll fix it, I promise!
Just...please, please don't ignore me, Lea....It
hurts too much..."

Lea's body tensed as he listened to his best
friends words, his heart pounding in his chest.
For a moment he was silent, then he grabbed the
blondes hand, tugging him towards the nearest
handicapped bathroom. (2) After throwing the
blonde inside, he followed, locking the door
behind him. For a moment, he just stared into
Soar's watering eyes. Finally, he reached a
decision. Whatever the outcome, he'd live with it.

"...Soar."

The name was soft, yet at the same time so
demanding. The blonde had no choice but to lift
his head, his sapphire eyes locking with the
emerald ones that loomed above him. He felt a hand
on his cheek, and immediately leaned into it, his
eyes never once leaving the elders. It was shock
that first took over his sense's, but then, soon
after he relaxed.

Lea was kissing him.

Soar was kissing him back.

Startled, Lea broke away too quickly, and he
instantly regreted it as Soar let out a pained
noise.

"...I'm sorry, Lea..."

And once more, Lea was floored. Why was Soar that
one apologizing when HE'D been the one to kiss the
blonde? Shaking his head, he tilted the younger's
head up slightly, a smile on his lips.

"There's no need to by sorry, little one..."

"Lea..."

A soft moan was emitted into the air as their lips
met again. For too long the two of them had waited
for this moment. It was almost too shocking to
describe. Small fingers tangling into red-locks,
while long, careing fingers caressed a cheek.
Bodies trembled slightly against the soft touches
each gave the other, but it was Soar who broke the
kiss, his need for oxygen taking over from that
moment on.

Wide sapphire eyes were leaking tears, and Lea
couldn't tell if they were tears of pain, or tears
of happiness. Never-the-less, he ran his thumbs
under the youngers eyes, wiping away the fluid
with a smile, his eyes searching the others.
Before he could speak however, he was shocked into
silence.

"Lea, I love you..."

Lea's eyes closed for a few brief moments as he
let these words sink in. So it was true. He'd been
pussyfooting around for too long now, only to find
out that Soar felt the same. Well, it was time to
stop wasteing time. He took the blondes hands into
his own, his smirk once more in place as he
brushed his lips over the boys knuckles.

"I love you, too, Soar."

[It's never enough, no matter how many times I try
to tell you this is love.]
[If tomorrow never comes, I want you to know right
now that I,]
[I'm gonna love you 'til the day I die.]
[And if tomorrow falls asleep, will you hold me
first?]
[I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on
earth.]

School had been let out for the day, and Soar was
calmly sitting on the stairs, waiting for Lea to
meet him. After their bathroom confession, he'd
felt giddy and warm throughout the day, and even
Hayner noticed the change. Yet, as he watched the
two in study hall, they were just the same,
nothing out of the ordinary. Or at least not that
his eyes could see.

Only Soar and Lea knew the secret. They'd
eventually tell their friends. Maybe.

"Been waiting long?"

Soar stood, smiling brightly, shaking his head.

"No, not at all. We have study hall together,
idiot. It's not like it's gonna take you a
millennium to get from your locker to the front
stairs."

Chuckling, Lea drapped his arms around Soar's
shoulder, leading the blonde away from the
building. The silence that the two shared was
something to be remembered. But, even silence has
to eventually end.

Once Lea was sure they were out of earshot and
eyesight of the school, he tilted his head down,
brushing his lips over Soar's cheek. He grinned
inwardly as the blonde's cheeks turned a bright
shade of pink. He suddenly loved the color pink.

"Hey, wanna sleep over tonight? It's pretty lonely
without mom an' dad around."

Soar snorted, rolling his eyes, his pissy
personality settling in once more.

"Is that just a nice way of saying "Come over so I
can fuck you"?"

"Maaaaybe."

"...Moron. Sure, I'll stay the night."

Like Soar was really going to turn down Lea's
offer. However, he was silent from that point on,
and Lea made sure to keep it that way, as the
blonde was clearly thinking about something. It
wasn't 'til they'd reached Soar's home that the
blonde gave any signs that he knew Lea was still
there.

"I'll be right back. Just gotta leave mom a note
and get some clothes for tomorrow."

"Don't forget your teddy~"

"Fuck you."

"Later."

Soar rolled his eyes and opened the door to his
home, not bothering to take his shoes off as he
would be leaving soon. He spotted a pen and pad on
the table beside the key bowl (because his mother
was a ditz and was always losing her keys). Taking
the pen in hand, he scribbled down where he'd be,
and out of curtosy (more like pity) he left Lea's
phone number in case she needed him.

Then it was the long trek to his room...two inches
around the corner. He smiled lightly at the now
clean room. His mother must've gotten sick of
looking at it before she left. He giggled and
quickly packed his next days clothes, and his
teddy bear. Why dissapoint Lea? Snickering, he
closed his bedroom door and walked back out of the
house, smiling to the red-head who leaned against
his porch.

"Ready, blondie?"

"I told you to stop calling me that!"

"It's a cute pet name. Get used to it."

"Whatever, dumbass."

"Hey!"

"It's a cute pet name. Get used to it."

Snickering lighlty, Soar let Lea take the lead. It
wasn't like it would take them long to get to
Lea's house. They only lived two blocks apart.
However, Soar somehow thought that this walk
seemed to be taking much longer than it normally
did.

"...Hey..."

"Yeah?"

"...Nevermind."

Lea blinked, but then shrugged, giving the
blonde's hand a gentle, if not reassuring squeeze.
He didn't know exactly what the other was
thinking, but he was pretty sure that he could
fathom a guess. His house now in view made him
slow his pace. He was sure of his feelings for the
blonde, but, was the blonde sure of his own
feelings?

"Hey, Soar. If you think you'll regret anything, I
want you to stop right here, and go back home."

Soar listened, and then frowned. He knew Lea
wasn't pushing him away. More like giving him an
escape if he needed it. However, Soar steeled his
resolve and pressed forward, walking quickly
towards Lea's house, smiling to the red-head.

"I'm sure of everything. And besides, I'm pretty
sure if I say "no" you'll listen."

Lea trotted after his friend, smirking once he'd
caught up, ruffling the blonde locks almost
lovingly.

"Sure, sure. That's what you keep thinking,
blondie."

"I do bite, dumbass."

"Oh. Kinky lil' thing aren't you?"

"Shut up! Open the door already!"

Rolling his eyes, Lea did just that. What shocked
him is that instead of being the first one in, he
was the last one in. Blinking, he watched as Soar
took off his shoe's, dropping them to the floor
carelessly as he waited.

"Coming in or what?"

[A penny for your thoughts.]
[A picture so it lasts.]
[Let's knock down the walls of immorality.]
[Your fingers on my skin, only you can hear my
fear.]
[Only you can help me heal.]
[I see forever with you here.]

"And like, when I told Hayner what you'd done with
the chopsticks, he just about fell over and died!"

"Seriously? You think if I actually did it in
front of him, he'd like...pass out or something?"

"Probably. Than again, if you did that, don't you
think Kyo might get just an itty-bitty bit mad?"

"I can take Kyo. I ain't afraid of emo-boys
boyfriend!"

"Dude, Lea, Hayner is totally not emo."

"No, you're right. I forgot that that was you."

A pillow was sent flying, hitting Lea in the face
as he cackled, Soar's cheeks taking on that ever
famous pink tint.

"Dumbass."

"Love you too, blondie."

"Ugh!"

Soar rolled off of the couch and wandered towards
the kitchen. It was already eight and his stomach
was demanding to be fed. Of course, who was he to
tell it no? A whine was soon given, and he heard
Lea saunter into the room to respond to the call.

"Leeeeeeeeeeeea! There's no food, you ass! What
the hell did you have for breakfast anyway? The
entire kitchen?"

"Nah. Only about half."

"Bastard! I demand that you not only order out,
but pay too. My poor stomach is making death
threats!"

"As if your tummy could really talk, Soar."

"...You'll never know."

Lea raised an eyebrow, but shrugged, taking the
phone into his hand. Hitting one he waited.
Chinese food was always ready to order on
speed-dial one, with pizza not far behind on two.

"Yeah, I need two orders of pork fried rice,
terriyaki beef sticks, and a large order of
terriyaki pork. Uh-huh. No, just forge----hold
on."

Lea placed his hand over the mouth piece, eyeing
Soar who was waving like mad.

"What?"

"Eggrolls! I want an eggroll!"

"Soar, those things are like five bucks each!"

"EGGROLL!"

"...yeah, and I'd like to add an eggroll to that
order as well."

After giving his address and phone number in case
they needed to call back, Lea just stared at Soar.

"You know...that eggroll is going to have its
reprocussions."

"How 'bout I just suck cock 'til said eggroll gets
here?"

"Soar!"

Soar mearly snickered, walking past the red-head,
making his way back to the couch that he had
claimed for his own. At least until later that
night. He flopped onto his pack, resuming his
channel surfing as Lea walked back into the room,
offering over a glass of something clear. Soar
raised an eyebrow.

"Alcohol. Take a sip."

"...what is it?"

"Smirnoff. It's watermelon flavored."

Blinking, Soar lifted the glass to his lips,
tasting the fluid as it hit his tongue. For a
moment he expected to be disgusted, but found that
he really liked the taste. Grinning, he took
another sip before placing the glass down.

"Are you trying to get me drunk so that you can
fuck me sooner, or is this just to get back at me
for the cock sucking comment?"

"Why, Soar. I'm shocked. I just thought you'd like
to try it. It's only .5 percent anyway. Not nearly
enough to get you drunk, so no worries."

"Sure."

Soar yawned, and the two remained in silence until
the doorbell rang, signaling that their food had
arrived.

Lea was the one to get the door, and pay, and
bring the food back. Not even a second after he'd
gotten it onto the table was Soar attacking the
bag, the mantra of "Eggroll, eggroll!" slipping
through his lips.

They didn't speak as they ate, mearly watched the
tv, occasionally shooting glances to each other.
Soar was done first, not even denting the food
he'd been given (however, the eggroll was
completely gone. Crumbs and all).

When Lea finished, the two looked at each. Without
a word they picked up their food, Soar turning the
tv off as they walked towards the kitchen, storing
the leftovers in the fridge. Smiling slightly, Lea
took hold of Soar's hand, leading him towards the
staircase that would take them to the red-head's
room, lights being shut off behind them. When Soar
stopped, Lea squeezed his hand.

"This is it..."

[It's never enough, no matter how many miles stand
between us this is love.]
[If tomorrow never comes, I want you to know right
now that I,]
[I'm gonna love you until the day I die.]
[And if tomorrow falls asleep, can you hold me
first?]
[I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on
earth.]

Slow caresses were given to calm the blonde down,
fear shining in those bright sapphire eyes that
had captivated Lea long ago. He felt the others
trembling breathe, knowing that this was the
blondes first time, and not surprised that he'd be
afraid. But, as Lea stood there, leaning over the
blonde, ready to kiss those full lips, he knew
that this was how it was meant to be. How it would
always be.

"Lea...y---your hand..."

"Shhh...it's alright...I promise."

A soft moan was emitted as Soar arched towards the
gentle touch of Lea's hand on his chest. His eyes
were wide, curious and somehow fearful, but he
allowed the elder to do as he wished, liking the
feelings he was getting. A warm pair of lips was
soon pressed to his, and he gave in to them,
purring softly as their owner's hand slipped
inside his shirt, caressing his abdomen gently
before slidding higher. He melted against the
elder as skilled fingers skimmed across his left
nipple, making it hard in a moment.

"L---Lea...."

The kiss broken, Lea's mouth was free to roam. He
smiled, a real, genuine smile, before he carefully
helped the blonde sit up, divesting him of his
shirt. Once he could see the pale skin of his
friend...no, lover...he knew that it'd be hard to
stop. Even so, he began to trail gentle kisses
from the corner of Soar's lips, across his jaw,
paying special attention to the spot between jaw
and earlobe, before moving down further, flicking
his tongue over the blonde's throat. The sound
that reached his ears made him tremble all the
more.

"Mmm....make that noise again, beautiful..."

Soar's eyes closed as he mewled, running hand
timidly through the red-head's locks, caressing
the scalp as it's owners mouth moved further down,
and then he made a keening noise in the back of
his throat as lips wrapped around the bud on his
chest, his back arching up into the suckling
mouth, his breathe hitching in his throat. His
mind was spinning. He'd never felt something like
this before. Trembling, he pulled the red-head up,
moving their lips together once more as he kissed
the elder, conveying all he was feeling into that
lock of lips.

It was Lea's turn to moan as his tongue slipped
past the blonde's barriers, caressing the inside
of that warm cavern lovingly, one hand cupping the
youngers head as the other crept down slowly,
running over the boys bare chest until it came to
rest on the boys jeans. He looked into the
blonde's eyes, not breaking the kiss, but still
asking permission.

The moan that Soar gave Lea was enough for Lea to
continue his actions, popping the button open with
his thumb, slowly slidding the zipper down. His
hand slowly crept inside of the youngers pants,
caressing the growing arousal through the boys
boxers. He was almost startled by the reaction
that Soar gave him, very nearly pulling his hand
away, but Soar's voice stopped him.

"F--feel's...good...."

Nodding in understanding, Lea pulled the boys
pants and boxers off, leaving the blonde naked
beneith him. He looked over the pale form and
soon, his clothes joined the pile of the youngers.
He pressed their bodies together, making them both
gasp at the contact. Gently, he moved his hips
against the youngers, length rubbing against
length in a soft dance.

While he had Soar occupied, his hands reached into
the drawer beside the bed, fishing out the lotion
he kept there. Making sure he coated his fingers
well, he shifted position, pressing his lips to
Soar's as a gentle, lotion slicked finger slid
inside of the boy. When the cry the blonde gave
him reached his ears, he pulled the finger away,
pressing soothing kisses to the youngers face,
licking at his cheek's gently.

"It'll be okay...but if I don't do this, it'll
hurt so much more..."

"...I....I understand..."

"Just relax..."

Resuming his kiss with the blonde, his finger
gently slid back inside of the youngers body,
staying still 'til Soar licked his cheek, knowing
that it was okay to move it. Slowly, in and out,
in and out, rolling his finger inside of the boy,
streatching him.

Soar once used to the feeling began to purr, only
to hitch his breathe once more as a second digit
entered into his body. He whimpered, but like
before, once he was used to the sensation, it
began to feel good, and he pressed against the
fingers, giving a startled cry as something was
rubbed inside of him.

Lea smirked, knowing that he'd found the boys
prostate. He slipped the third finger in, making
sure that he spread the boy wide so that it
wouldn't hurt so much when he actually got his own
length into the boy. Each thrust of his fingers
was aimed at that spot that made the blonde arch
and whimper. Soon, the blonde was even thrusting
back towards his fingers, and Lea knew that it was
time to claim the boy.

"Soar..."

Sapphire eyes looked at him, and Lea smiled,
removing his fingers from the boy's body, almost
grinning at the sad mewl that was given from their
loss.

"Don't worry...It'll get even better from now
on..."

Coating his member in the lotion, he sighed.
Shifting once more, he lifted the blondes legs,
resting his thighs against his shoulders so that
he could lean up and kiss the boy under him.

"Soar, I love you."

The head of his member was pressed against the
blondes entrance, and when Soar opened his mouth
to respond, Lea took it in a fierce kiss,
thrusting quickly into the body below him, knowing
that the quicker it was done, the faster the
blonde would get over the pain.

"I lo---aaaAAHH---mmmmphh!!!"

Tears were soon trickling down Soar's eyes as he
trembled beneith Lea.

[The afterglow.]
[The horizon line.]
[The shadows fall.]
[Will you still be mine?]
[Will you still be mine?]
[Will you still be mine, I ask.]

"More...Lea...!"

Soar's sweet voice reached Lea's ears and he
smiled, giving the young blonde what he wanted,
his thrust picking up a bit as he moved a bit
faster inside the boy. Once Soar's body had gotten
used to him, Lea had found that the boy was very
responcive to the movements made inside of him. He
especially liked the soft cries of pleasure that
the blonde emitted when he was stroked just right.

"Mmm...Soar, make that sound again..."

Soar arched his back, taking the next thrust, his
mouth opening to emit a soft keening noise, the
one sound he knew drove Lea wild. He gave a sharp
gasp as Lea thrust hard into him, making his body
tremble with the force. Before he knew it, he'd
tugged the red-head down, pressing his lips once
more to the elders, mimicking with his tongue the
action that the elders member was doing inside of
him.

Lea swore that he'd seen heaven, and it wasn't
anywhere but in the arms of the blonde boy he was
inside. It was so tight, so warm, so comfortable.
Almost like he was home inside of the boy. He
bucked his hips a bit harder, enjoying the
shuddery cry that was given in responce.

"T--tease..."

"Tease? Then how about this?"

Lea's hand's moved to Soar's thighs, giving him
extra hold as he thrust forward, his balls
smacking Soar's bottom. He heard the sharp noise
that was given and smirked, doing it once more,
only to recieve a cry of "Faster...oh please..."
as the responce. Grinning from ear to ear, Lea did
just that, his hips moving
faster, snapping into the body below him.

Soar's hands clung tightly to the elders forearms,
his back arching with each thrust inside of his
body, heart pounding near frantically in his chest
as he whimpered. Sometimes the pain flared back
up, but then the pleasure was right behind it,
covering the pain, squishing it so that all that
escaped his lips were noises of pure delight.

"Please....kiss me again....Lea....!"

And Soar's pleas were not ignored as lips pressed
to his, eating his moans as they came. He
trembled, one hand lightly caressing the red-locks
again, his tongue running gently over the elders,
caressing it as he panted, his sapphire eyes
closing tightly as he moved against the elder. And
then suddenly he let out a startled cry.

Lea's hand had wrapped around his own need,
stroking it in time to his thrusts, giving the
already intense feeling even more of a meaning.
Now that keening noise slipped from Soar's mouth
on a near constant basis, his head thrashing from
side to side as he whimpered, babbling now, not
even full sentances slipping through his lips.

But the ultimate pleasure came from when Lea aimed
his hips just a little to the left, hitting that
spot inside of him that not only made him scream,
but blurr his vision to nothing but a white
euphoria.

"Soar...I'm so close...come with me...Together."

"Lea....oh, God....L---LEA!!"

The name was screamed as his prostate was hit once
more, his back arching far off the bed as he
cried, tears of pleasure streaming from his eyes
as he released onto Lea's hand and his own chest.

For Lea it was like a switch. The second Soar
screamed his name, tightened his body around him,
Lea knew it was all over. With one last thrust
inside of the blonde, he came, whispering the boys
name lovingly into his ear, even as his hips
spazmed with the ejaculation of his seed.

For what seemed like an eternity, the two laid
with their bodies entwined, sharing soft kisses
between each other, Lea's loving words filling
Soar's head as he felt himself drifting away into
sleep. However, he was brought almost back by the
sharp sting as Lea pulled himself out of his body,
though the sting was nothing compaired to the
empty feeling he had. The moment that Lea had
settled beside him, Soar was at his side, curlng
against him with a soft mewl of content.

Smiling, Lea wrapped his arms around the boy,
tugging the blankets over them as he kissed the
boys head, rocking him gently.

"Rest now, little love. We do still have school
tomorrow."

"...Ugh...I'm gonna be walking funny..."

Lea chuckled, resting his head ontop of the boys.

"Don't worry. If anyone asks, just say that you
fell on the broom the wrong way. They'll believe
you."

"How do you know?"

"Because you're a klutz, babe."

"...."

Chuckling, Lea pulled the boy closer, settling for
sleep this time. He ran a soothing hand across the
boys back, massaging him into sleep.

"Forget it...Let's just go to bed, okay?"

"Mmmm....mmm.....?"

Rolling his eyes, Lea then shut them, a soft sigh
of content escaping through his lips.

"Soar, I love you...."

The sound of Soar's snoring reached Lea's ears and
he groaned, though softly as to not wake the boy.

"Good night, my angel."

[And if tomorrow never comes, I want you to know
right now that I]
[I'm gonna love you 'til the day I die.]
[And if tomorrow falls asleep, can you hold me
first?]
[I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on
earth.]

Sirens.

Bright flashing lights.

And there, on the street was the broken body of
his lover.

Tears spilled from sapphire eyes as he watched the
medical people shake their heads.

There was nothing they could do.

Soar trembled as he cried, his heart having beedn
torn out of his chest the moment he saw the car
hit his lover. If only he'd been quicker to call
out. Or if he'd pushed the elder out of the way.

But, deep down, Soar knew that no matter what, it
wouldn't have mattered. Nothing could have saved
Lea from his fate.

"Young man?"

Soar's head snapped up as he looked at the medical
head, his eyes widening as he saw the grief in the
males face.

"What's your relation to that young man?"

For a moment Soar didn't respond, and then softly
he replied, "My lover...He's my lover."

The look that crossed the medics face was one of
shock, and then regret.

"Well, you shouldn't be too sad. He died on
impact, there was no pain. It was quick. He was
even smiling when it happened."

And Soar knew why. Because the moment he'd
screamed for Lea to move, the elder had already
known it was too late. He smiled at Soar. He was
apologizing. Soar began to cry harder.

"Son, shh...Look, I'm going to call your parents
and tell them to come get you, alright?"

But, Soar shook his head, taking off down the
street. He heard the man call him back, but he
ignored it. Tears were blinding his vision, but he
didn't care.

He'd lost Lea.

Lea was dead.

....Gone.

Falling to his knees, Soar openly sobbed on the
ground, his breathes heaving gasps as he tried to
calm himself down to no avail. Soon, splotches
were in his vision, his panic attack taking over
his body. Forcing himself to stand, he tried to
make his way back, knowing that they could help.
But then, he stopped.

If he died, than he could be with Lea again.

Lea had said forever, right?

As if that was it, Soar collapsed to the lawn he
stood beside. He could hear someone calling to him
from the house, but found no will to reply.
Instead, he lay there with a smile on his lips as
the screams began.

He'd be with Lea soon, and then they'd never be
apart because, after all, once you're dead, you
can never die again. Or at least that what's he
understood.

Someone was holding him then, but that smile never
left his lips, even as he spoke to the person
holding him.

"It'll be alright...I'm going to be with Lea
now...So, everything will be okay."

A choking noise errupted from him, his heart
pounding frantically in his chest. It would be
soon, he knew. The panic attack could only be
staved off for a short amount of time, and it
seemed like that was coming to an end.

"Tell mama that I love her, okay? And that I'll
look after her from heaven."

He couldn't make out the voice that answered him,
couldn't even open his eyes to see them.

But through it all, his smile stayed.

The smile that he would give his lover when they
reunited once again.

It was the same smile that Lea had given him
before he died.

Tears slipped down his eyes once more, a relieved
sound coming from the one holding him, but then
there was another sharp gasp. He wasn't crying
because he wanted to be saved. He was crying
because he would be leaving to be with the one he
loved.

As his body grew colder, the voices began to fade.
He could still hear them, but couldn't tell who
was who, or what was what.

But somehow, he knew it when his mother took ahold
of him. He knew his mothers arms.

The smile almost faultered, but then came back
with full force.

The heaving in his chest was no longer able to be
held off. His body began to shake, his breathes
leaving him in forced gasps as he cried out,
unable to stop even as the pain filled him.

But through it all, he knew that he'd be with Lea
soon.

Almost there...

I'm almost there...

So wait for me...

Lea....

The medic rested the blanket over the blonde then,
saying that it was too late. Soar had died. Just
like his lover. The two had died together.

And perhaps, the most unique thing about their
deaths, also probably the most peculuar as well...

It wasn't that they died on the same day, or even
around the same time. They had died smiling.

[I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on
earth.]


1-If you've seen Mulan 2, you know that Ling does
his chopstick thing with his nose.
2-In my experience, only the handicapped bathrooms
have locks.

A/n: So, what'dya think? Reviews are appreciated!