Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Finding Your Inner Magician: For Dummies! ❯ Are You Sure You Know What You're Doing Kid? ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Hmmmm, well turns out I have another idea for a very smut ridden fic, but it's going to be kind of AU.. Instead of Roxas and Sora being the same person since I'm choosing to ignore the game for awhile, they will be brothers. Also turns out this is way longer than I ment it to be so instead of a good old smut it has a lot of freakin' plot, smut in chapter 2 when it comes out soon!

Disclaimer: Well I still don't own kingdom hearts, because if I did I never would have killed off Axel and I would have made sure the blonde and his lover stayed together or at least got a steamy love scene x_O;;; In which case I obviously don't own it, nor do I own any magic kits or any ______: for dummies books, but I wish I did, because it'd be cool....

Dedication: Hmmmm, today I dedicate this story to my dog Kissy Face because he's really bomb, and I'd also like to dedicate it to the really hot guy who gave me snake bites, because I'm very appreciative.. I just won't tell him I dedicated slash too him, because I'm not sure he'd be to happy..

Which reminds me, This is Yaoi, because I don't write anything else. If you don't know what that is; it's male/male relationships if you don't like that click the back button now.... I won't hear your whinning I already warned you a couple times now.. If you're still interested, thanks for reading and well please review, because I'm an attention whore the reviews will only fuel me with more drive to write smut and cute stories!

Character Ages... I know they're wrong, That's why it's AU so don't complain!

Sora: 16, a very naive 16..o-o;
Roxas: 17
Riku:17
Axel: 18
Demyx: 18

Finding Your Inner Magician: For Dummies!

Part 1: "Are you sure you know what you're doin' kid?"

You might get beat up in high school if... of all the things you could get for you're sixteenth birthday[a car, an Ipod, a new bike even] you ask for a magic kit. Which was exactly what Sora had asked for just a magic kit with a cool top hat and a suit. I guess what ever makes you happy right? Besides he looked pretty tight as a magician at least he thought he did.

Luckily for Sora, his big brother Roxas was one of the coolest kids in school and had a pretty hardcore set of friends that no one would bother messing with. Not so lucky for Sora, the four bad asses were constantly at his house makeing fun of him for something or another.

Sora was in his room practicing his "magic" when he heard familiar voices coming through the front door filling the house with swear words. Before thinking about it he jumped of his bed bounding down the stairs to meet the dilienquents since they were basically the closest thing he had to friends.

Roxas walked in, in his favorite light blue band t-shirt and a pair of tight ripped jeans with band patches on them looking bomb as usual.. he was stopped dead in his tracks though, as soon as he saw his brother coming down the stairs in a suit and top hat. What the hell was that kid doing now? Could he have a more embarrassing little brother?? His mouth was slightly a gape and he wasn't really sure what to say, so he was mumbling incoherently.

Axel laughed pulling his hands out of the pocket of his black hoodie sweatshirt putting his arms around Roxas's waist, "Are you really surprised?" he asked smirking trying not to laugh.. "I mean... He does stuff like this all the time." he said shaking his head nuzzling into the back of his 'friends' head. Roxas just continued to pout.

Demyx tried his best not to make fun of Sora, but the kid was practically begging for it coming down the stairs like that. He looked down at his own black band t-shirt and jeans trying to figure out what possesed the kid to wear that. He shook his head managing for Roxas's sake to keep his mouth shut by sucking on his tongue piercing to keep quiet. He'd make fun of him, he just wouldn't be the first to do it.

Riku looked up to see what the hell everyone was freaking out about. That's when he saw it the blonde's adorable little brother looking even more adorable. He loved when the kid decided to do weird stuff. He shook his head looking down at his own baggyish jeans and dark blue t-shirt under a green vest, he sucked on his lip piercing trying to ignore that the other boy was so freakin' cute. "What the fuck are you supposed to be? A magician?" he asked trying to keep a straight face as he took a step forward towards the stairs. He really just wanted to take the kid back up the stairs and have his way with him, but there was that little thing about the guys code, and your friends siblings were off limits. That was the number one rule of the code.

Roxas closed his eyes blushing for his brother, since the younger boy didn't seem to be embarrased at all. "Axelll" he pouted in a low whisper covering his face. Axel laughed giving him a tight squeeze

"Ahh we still you love you Rox, even if your brother is a dweeb..." he said continuing to whisper.

"Yeah Rox," Demyx cooed messing up the blondes already unruley hair. "I mean it's not your fault the kid wants to be a magician. "

Roxas growled under his breath, okay so it was his fault he wanted to be a magician, since when they were younger he had at some point wanted to be a magician too and used to dress his brother up in their moms clothes so he could be the assistant.. It was all his fault the other boy was so weird. Since really he was a dweeb at heart just as much as his brother, he was just better at hidding it under a bad ass rocker alias. He'd have to work on making his brother a little more hardcore... But for now, he needed to save him from Riku. By the way Sora was beaming it looked like he didn't need any help though, Roxas wasn't sure why. If Riku yelled that at him he'd be blushing and probably would have fallen down the stairs.

"Yes, Isn't it cool?! " Sora beamed after getting down the stairs finally. He really thought it was cool. Poor kid... "I got it for my birthday!" he beamed lacing his fingers behind his head. "You guys wanna see a trick?" he didn't wait for an answer.. "First, I need a volunteer!" he beamed letting his hands fall to his sides. all four older boys sweat dropped

Demyx pushed Riku forward to make him volunteer he knew all to well about the white haired kids obsession with the young magician. He scratched the back of his head like he hadn't done anything. "Riku looks like he really wants to volunteer!" he said before putting his elbow on Roxas's shoulder using him as an arm rest looking amused.

Riku growled, it wasn't that he really minded, it was just the devious way Demyx had gone about it, because judging by the look on the adorable little magician's face, he really thought Riku wanted to do this. It almost made him feel bad so decided to fake enthusiasm. "Yeah... Sora pick me!" he said sounding more sarcastic, but Sora was naive and didn't see that.

Sora grabbed him by the arm pulling Riku over to him. "Alright, here it goes." he grabbed out the magicians hand cuffs locking one side around Riku's wrist before slidding up the sleeve of his coat.

Riku looked down at the handcuffs thinking of all the fun he could have with his magician.. A little bit of bondage never hurt anyone... Maybe it did... but handcuffs were safe, and the thought of Sora handcuffed to his headboard had Riku more than a little eager to get this trick over with so he wouldn't be so close to the younger teen, because it was taking a lot of self control not to lean in and kiss that confused look off of his face.

Sora was trying to remember how he was supposed to do this, but he was having a hard time. He knew he was suppossed to be handcuffed to the volunteer and then use magic to make his escape. He locked the handcuff around his wrist right before he actually remembered what he was supposed to do. All the color drained from his face before he looked up at Riku who in turn raised an eyebrow. Sora was still white, why hadn't he remembered he wasn't supposed to lock his hand cuff all the way...

Riku looked at Sora's scared look nervously, what the hell had he just gotten himself into. "What'd you do?!" he snapped not meaning to sound annoyed, but it came out that way. He wanted to slap himself when he saw the younger boy tense up nervously. "Sorry," he whispered shaking his head, "Need help with something?" Sora didn't answer he was still dumb founded that he screwed up, he was no magician. He looked like he might cry.

That's when Axel and Demyx both burst out laughing they knew what happened, judging by the look on the kids face those cuffs weren't coming off anytime soon. Riku snapped them a look that that said 'You better shut your mouth before I have to beat your ass.'

Roxas could tell his brother was pretty distraught. He elbowed Axel rather hard in the stomach for laughing when the kid was obviously about to cry. Axel 'hmphed' grabbing his stomach as the blonde walked over to his little brother. Which only made Demyx laugh harder. In turn Axel returned the favor to Demyx punching him in the arm "Shut the fuck up would ya?" Axel growled he didn't want Roxas mad at him.

"It's alright Sora, what's wrong? Need me to get you the key for those or something?" he asked ruffling the boys hair. Sora remembered the key and felt a lot better, the color returning to his face.

"I can get it" he chirped in his usual happy tone. Sora tugged on Riku's arm mostly just because the were cuffed together dragging him along with him up the stairs to get the key out of that stupid box. He walked into his room and could still hear his brother yelling at Axel and Demyx who had gone back to laughing.

What Sora didn't know was they were no longer laughing about Sora being a bad magician, but some crude comment about Sora regretting letting Riku in his room in the morning. Which really pissed Roxas off, even though he had no idea that Riku even liked Sora, it was just he didn't want to think of his little brother like that. He tried to shelter him.

Riku was muttering something under his breath that if you listened hard enough was actually the pledge of alligence. He was having a really hard time not thinking about how hot the other boy was bending over the giant box looking for the key. He looked up at the ceiling still muttering and trying not to look.

Sora whimpered throwing everything out of the box still not finding the keys. He looked up at Riku pouting. "I'm.. I'm.. I'm so sorry!" he wailed falling to the ground one hand above his head so he wasn't pulling to hard on Riku's arm. He looked through the pile of stuff frantically about to cry.

"Calm down" Riku said with a slight laugh at how frantic the boy seemed as he knelt down beside him ruffling his hair. "I'm sure you'll find the key, don't worry, I'm not mad or anything... Come on kid... It's no big deal really!" he sad cocking his head giving him a rare sincere smile. It obviously made the boy feel a little bit better since he leaned in sniffling resting his head on Riku's shoulder accidently knocking his top hat off to the ground. Riku patted his back still trying to think about something entirely not Sora since he really just wanted to push him down on the floor and have his way with him right there on top of the pile of magician garbage.

Sora whimpered nuzzling into his shoulder sighing, "I'm sorry, I'm a terrible magician!" he whined pulling back smiling or trying to at least. Sora wiped his eye of the stray tear trying to fall. Seeing the boy so sad made him feel compelled to comfort him, which was very un-Riku like, but it was so sad.

"I'm sure you're a great magician! You just need practice right?" he said pulling him in for a one armed hug. "I'll help you out, if you want!" Any excuse to spend time with him without seeming suspicious was good enough for Riku even if he had no intrest in magic.... He could see himself with a magician fetish, as long as the magician was Sora...

"I'll never be a great magician like Roxas," Sora pouted hiding his face in Riku's chest. Sora had no idea he just said something he shouldn't of. He figured his brother would brag about being such a good magician, but if he had seen the surprised look on Riku's face he wouldn't have known that wasn't true. Sora nuzzled into Riku's shoulder hiding his face better.

Riku looked up at the cieling sucking on his lip piercing again, why was the boy having such an effect on him. Normally he wouldn't have been his type at all, but there was something about him.. He never could keep his eyes off of him, and having him so close was proving impossible. "Sora, don't say that.. I'm sure you could be a way better magician than Roxas!" Riku said resting his head on the top of Sora's.

Mean while Roxas was down stairs wondering what in the world was taking them so long, and was starting to worry Demyx and Axel were right about Sora regretting this in the morning. "Come on.." he said grabbing the other two by their arms and leading them up stairs with him in case he was about to walk in on something that made him want to kill Riku he wanted someone there to stop him. Demyx and Axel looked at each other and ahead at Roxas and back to each other.

"Rox, wait." Demyx said as Roxas was about to slam his brother's door open. "We were just kidding, don't freak out, I'm sure they're just trying to find the key."

Roxas glared at him rolling his eyes "Riku better hope so!" he growled pushing the door open his eyes went wide when he found them sitting on the floor in such a compromissing position. "What the fuck are you doing to my brother?" He asked trying to sound calm cocking his head.

Riku looked over at the door the moment he heard it slam open still stroking Sora's back comfortingly. "Trying to keep the poor kid from balling unless you'd rather I yelled at him because he has me handcuffed to him and can't find the keys, because I could yell too, I was just trying to be nice..." he said shrugging letting go of the boy slightly but Sora was clinging to him so it didn't have the effect he was going for. he really wanted to wrap his arms back around him, he could tell he was really crying now. He frowned feeling really bad.

Roxas's eyes went wide feeling bad as he walked over to them stroking Sora's hair lightly cocking his head at Riku who took that as an apology before wrapping his arm back around Sora. he let his hand that was cuffed to him lock fingers with the boys trapped hand giving it a reassuring squeeze.

Sora sat up keeping his hand locked with Riku's it felt so nice to have his hand safely in his. he tilted his back to Roxas who in turn wiped the tears away with the sleave of his coat. "Roxy! I'm never going to be a great magician like you!" he wailed letting his head fall on his brothers shoulder.

Roxas slapped himself in the forehead stupid Sora and his big mouth. He looked over at Axel and Demyx who were once again cracking up holding onto each other so they wouldn't fall over. He sent them a death glare but only Riku saw it since he had his hand that was once around Sora, in his own hair scratching the back of his head trying to pretend he didn't think it was funny. Roxas pouted letting his head fall on his brothers.

Sora of course still thought they were laughing at him because he sucked at magic. Roxas smiled, well since his secret was out he might as well help his brother out. "Hey Sora..... What's that behind you're ear?" he asked raising an eyebrow.

Sora looked up at him hopeful. "the keys to these handcuffs if I'm lucky!" he beamed thinking his brother had them, but he didn't he blew on his ear then started pulling scarfs out of no where.

"So close, but no..." he said laughing handing the end of the scarf to Sora who pulled it laughing until it came all the way out.

"Thanks Roxas..." Sora said feeling a little better even though he was still handcuffed to Riku.

"Of course!" Roxas beamed ruffling Sora's hair as Sora stuck the top hat on Roxas's head smiling bright.

"You wear it, you're the real magician..." Sora beamed as he went back to looking for that key.

"Um... Roxas??" Axel asked almost drooling with Demyx standing next to him looking bewildered.

"Hmm?" he asked standing up with the hat still on.

"What other kinds of... magic... do you know?" Demyx asked finishing Axels question for him.

Roxas smirked walking back over to his friends putting an arm around Axel and placing the hat on Demyx. "Wouldn't you two like to know." he stated with a wink.

"Hey Sora, you keep looking for that key, were gonna take blondie here and learn some magic tricks of our own..." Axel said picking the boy up bridal style. roxas laughed closing his eyes as Sora and Riku looked up at the three of them like they were mad. Demyx winked at Riku when the blonde wasn't looking mouthing a quick 'have fun...'

Riku rolled his eyes at his friends scratching the back of his head trying not to look at Sora, or be jealous of what was obviously about to happen with out him. The three boys left the room and Riku whinned silently to himself well aware he was going to have to spend the afternoon with Sora while his friends had fun without him. That would have been fine and all, he didn't mind staying alone with Sora, it was just being around the boy was pure torture.

Sora had no idea what was going on, weren't they just making fun of him for being a magician, now they wanted to learn magic too.. Roxas was so cool. He sighed out of jealousy as he went back to looking for the key crawling around on his knees.

Riku watched him despite himself, it was so hard, he had to do something. He got up on his knees crawling over to him "Need some help?" he asked sifting through some of the junk. "They sure give you enough stuff with this kit..." he said frowning frustrated with the amount of crap on the floor that obviously belonged in that huge box.

They kept looking for those keys for nearly half an hour before they were distracted by some odd noises coming from the direction of Roxas's room. Sora fell back on his butt blushing and covering his mouth laughing. He heard that for the most part everyday. He wasn't that naive, though he was well aware of why his brother was screaming out his friends names.

Riku's eyes got wide and he could feel his own cheeks growing hotter as he slapped his hand over his mouth staring at Sora in horror. The boy was laughing, and didn't seem at all disturbed except for the bright blush on his face. "Sora?" he asked taking a deep breath.

Sora closed his eyes trying not to laugh.. "Hmmm?" he asked with his hand still over his mouth..

"Do you... hear THAT normally?" Riku asked hoping to god they were just having way more fun in there than usual.

Sora's eyes got wide and he nodded "Almost everyday..." he said looking down at his feet shyly..

"I'm SO sorry I had no idea, and I'm sure Roxas doesn't know, I'll tell them to keep it down from now on, I swear!" he said covering his face in his hands in turn bringing Sora's hand with him since they were attatched. He didn't embarrass easy, but this was horrible! The innocent little boy of his dreams had been hearing THAT almost everyday?

Sora turned his cuffed hand placing it on top of Riku's kind of shyly "Aww.. Riku don't worry about it, I'll live I'm sure" he said shaking his head "I'm 16 for goodness sake, I think I can handle it...."

Riku dropped his hands twisting his own hand so his palm was touching Sora's palm. "I guess you're right, but you're just soo.. sooo" Riku furrowed his brow trying to think of a unoffensive term.

"Naive, innocent, shy?" Sora asked naming off a few of his least favorite traits of himself.

"Naw, sweet.." Riku said stroking his cheek lightly causing the brunette to blush again as his mouth fell slightly open. "That's why I like you.. You're so different from, well from your brother for instance."

Sora laughed nuzzling into the hand that was still on his face. "Me and Roxas are a lot more a like than you think, ya know..." Sora said smiling and shrugging lining up his his and Riku's hands that were still palm to palm sizing them up.

Riku's mind was still in the wrong place, and the loud moans coming from the brother Sora was claiming to be a lot a like was not helping his current situation. "Is that so?" he asked hoping he'd say something about magic to disract him from the nympho part of Roxas he was hoping he shared.

"I don't know, In most all ways really. Roxas and me do all the same things when you guys aren't around, not that I mind you guys or anything.. and I'm sure he wouldn't want me talking to you about this..." Sora said linking his and Riku's fingers together sighing deciding to shut his mouth.

Riku tilted his head stroking Sora's cheek with his thumb.. This was what he wanted. A normal relationship, with a normal guy, well Sora was kind of weird, but at least he wasn't a complete nymphomaniac or so afraid of getting hurt, he refused to committe to one person, which was basically what he had in Demyx, Axel, and Roxas...Sora's hands fit perfectly in his, it was so.. so nice. He smiled forgetting what he was doing and leaned in kissing Sora's cheek.

Sora's jaw quivered feeling Riku's lip's on his cheek. He didn't know what to do, he'd almost been expecting it, but Riku was way to cool to be kissing a dweeb like him right, so what gives? Wait didn't Riku say he liked him earlier. Lightbulbs were flashing on in Sora's mind as his eyes shot open wide with the realization of what had been going on all afternoon. He wasn't one to assume things though, he always wondered what it was like.. you know being with another guy, hearing your nympho brother everyday tends to make a person curious. "Riku... Wh..why are you being so, so nice to me?" he asked shyly as Riku pulled away looking him in the eye

"I told you already, I like you. I mean I've been rather close to you all afternoon if you hadn't noticed, handcuffs or no.. I've been closer than I probably should have been all afternoon." Riku said looking up, what the hell was he doing, he knew Roxas was going to kill him for it, but he couldn't stop himself.

"I hadn't noticed.." Sora said blushing shyly looking down at his lap. If he weren't in his own bedroom and handcuffed to this guy he might have had to get up and walk away. It was to much to take all at once, no one really liked him as a friend so it was hard to believe he could be serious. "Riku if you're just screwing around.. I think you should stop..." Sora said blushing sounding rather hurt. It wasn't that he didn't want Riku,it was just so difficult to trust him. After all he already had Roxas why in the world would he want his dweeby little brother? at least that's what Sora was thinking.

Riku winced hearing the untrusting tone in Sora's voice. "Sora!" he cooed "I'm serious, I like you, why wouldn't I? Who wouldn't want an adorable novice magician? I can't think of anyone.." he said taking his hand off his cheek messing up his hair smirking.

"I can..." Sora said shrugging still not convinced.

"Sora!" Riku spat lifting the boy's chin so he'd look him in the eye.. "Sora.. I like you, I'm not lieing! I could see why you might think I was, since, I always make fun of you, but I'm not really, I'm not!" he said trying his best to be sincere.

"Really?" he asked trying not to smile, because it would only make it more fun to Riku if it was a joke if he fell for it.

"Really!" he said pulling Sora into his lap with a light kiss on the lips. "I'm not that big of jerk, am I? You don't really think I'd try to trick you when it comes to something like this do you?"

Sora was trembling by this point hoping to god that he wasn't being a jerk. "I'd like to hope you wouldn't" he said nuzzling into his shoulder trying not to look him in the eye.

"Will you trust me now?" he asked kissing the top of his head smiling into the unruley locks. Sora reluctantly nodded. That was good enough for Riku. He grabbed Sora's chin tilting his head head up and kissing him for real this time. He traced his tongue along Sora's lower lip begging for entrance.

That's when Riku heard it, or didn't hear it I should say.. The sounds coming from the room down the hall had stopped, completely. he obviously noticed this much to late, because by the time he pulled away he heard a lot of comotion in the hallway.

Sora looked up in a daze a little confused as to why Riku stopped kissing him. Then he heard people fighting in the hallway. He didn't think it was a very big deal, it was just Axel, Demyx, and Roxas, and they were always fighting.

In the hallway...

"I'm hungry!!" Demyx yelled slamming the door to sora's room shut the rest of the way.

"What??" Axel asked raising an eyebrow.

"Will you get out of the way??" Roxas asked pushing him like he was going nuts or something.

"Ya know, I'm kinda hungry too!!" Axel said as Demyx nudged him and he realized what the other was trying to hide.

"Then you guys go eat..." he said still trying to go in the door. "I want to make sure he found those keys, and the the two of them aren't still stuck together while Riku has to deal with another one of his emotional breakdowns... I don't think Riku's exactly somebody I trust with my brothers mental health.." He said a little more sternly telling them they should move without actually saying it.

"I'm sure they're fine! Riku would have brought him to you if he was to much of a pain..." Axel said obviously not convincing Roxas, and actually making him a little more suspicious.

"I like to believe that Riku isn't that fuckin' dumb.." Roxas said blankly "Now get the hell out of my way.. I brought the keys to my handcuffs just incase, well just incase they're still stuck."

"You have handcuffs?!" they both spat at the same time dumbfounded enough for Roxas to push them out of the way and walk into the room.

"Damn..." they both said in unison as Roxas stopped dead in his tracks at the sight he saw as he walked in his little brothers room.

"Sora... What the hell are you doing?!?" Roxas spat as he looked down at his 'innocent' little brother with his free hand up Riku's shirt nibbling on the spot below his ear.

Riku was pouting by this time, oh god he didn't want Sora to stop, but if the kid didn't he knew he was about to get his ass kicked. "Sora, stop.." he whimpered letting his free hand fall off of Sora to try to look less incriminating.

Sora didn't listen, obviously he had no recelection of any guy code so he had no idea why Riku was having such a problem with this. "Why?" he asked nibbling on Riku's earlobe.

Riku whimpered again thrashing his head back trying not to yell at the oblivious boy that was getting him in trouble.

Roxas ran over to them after having a chance to deal with what he was seeing. He pulled them away holding them apart aside from the hands that were still cuffed together and intertwined. He wanted to yell but what the hell was he supposed to say... "FUCK! Riku, what were you thinking?!?"

Riku looked at him wincing, he had been thinking he was going to get in a lot of trouble and he was. So at least he hadn't been mistaken, but he didn't think Roxas would be to happy with that answer so he just looked down and shrugged. "I'm sorry...." he said still looking down..

Demyx and Axel both felt horrible, any other time they would have been cracking up if Roxas was yelling at Riku and he was acting like a whiped puppy. Somehow this was just sad though. Probably because Sora looked as confused as Riku did disappointed.

"Roxas?" Sora asked in a low whisper, but his brother just shushed him before turning to him suddenly remembering he was there and for some reason he didn't like to yell infront of him.

"Go!" he yelled pointing at the door. "I'll talk to you later..." he said looking disappointed.

Sora seeing the disappointed look on Roxas's face forgot that, well, he was handcuffed to Riku and found himself being pulled back even though he unlaced their fingers. "Roxas?" he asked again this time for an entirly different reason, but Roxas snapped at him anyways.

"Didn't I tell you to leave?" He asked annoyed.

"But... We're, we're still handcuffed.." he said meekly shaking his wrist.

"Damn it!" he snapped unlocking the handcuffs with his keys which luckily worked, because he didn't know what he would have done had they not worked. "Now go.." he said a little less sternly than the orders he'd been barking before.

"I'm sorry Riku.." he whispered before getting up and moving to walk out of the room only to be stopped at the door by Demyx and Axel who could tell he was obviously about to cry.

"It's alright Sora, don't cry.. it's not your fault.." Demyx cooed cocking his head at him.

"Yeah, I'm sure Rox'll get over it..." Axel said putting an arm around him loosly.. "You should stay, It'd be better that way, despite the order's blondie's tryin' to bark at you." he said patting him on the shoulder.

Sora looked at him like he just told him to rob a bank. He decided he'd stay anyways though, 'cause he didn't think they were going to let him out...

"Damn it Riku!!!" Roxas growled causing Sora to wince, not that he noticed since he thought he was gone. "What the hell were you thinking, NO obviously you WEREN'T thinking. RIKU! That's my little brother..." he said whinning the last part.

Riku bit his lip he knew what Roxas was saying was true, but he wasn't doing anything wrong really, he wasn't a jerk about it. Sora, obviously wanted it too, but once again he didn't think Roxas would like that answer so he just kept quiet. "I'm sorry..." he tried again, but Roxas wasn't listening.

"HOW COULD YOU!" Roxas was screeching now.. "RIKU ..." He said his name in a scream sort of whine. "Not SORA, I don't care who you screw around with, just stay away from him..."

"ROXAS!" Riku yelled "CALM DOWN WOULD YA?" He yelled taking a deep breath. "If you really don't want me near your brother fine, but I really like him. I wasn't trying to take advantage of him, or even screw around with him. I just... I just want to be around him.... Do you know how long I've liked him?" Riku was sounding pretty desperate by this time, and willing to tell Roxas since it was likely he was going to hate him anyways and well Sora wasn't there to hear it, or that's what he thought. "Too long, and you try being handcuffed to someone you love that much without letting something slip.. You know what Roxas, I don't care, I'm out of here." he said standing up looking over to the door.

Axel, Demyx, and Sora were all standing there their mouths slightly open in shock. Did Riku just say he loved Sora? Well, Axel and Demyx knew he had an obsession with the boy, but love?

Sora was shaking, that couldn't be true. Could it? His mind was telling him to move to walk over to Riku to kiss that scared look off his face, but he couldn't move.

Roxas got the same dumbfounded look on his face Riku and Sora had, He felt really bad, everything Riku said was true. He over reacted, but anyone would have, right? He wasn't to out of line was he? "Riku.." he whispered putting his hand on his shoulder feeling really bad. He was about to apologize when Riku pulled away from him shaking his head.

Riku couldn't take it, he was going home.. he took a few steps and Axel and Demyx moved out of the way allowing him to leave if that's where he was going, but Sora was still standing infront of the door since he couldn't find the will to move.

Riku looked down at the ground he didn't want to see Sora's face when he walked out. He pushed by Sora feeling a lump forming in his throat. He wanted to throw up. He wanted to run out of that house right then and throw up. It hurt.

Sora turned around watching Riku take a few more steps until he was about to walk into the hallway. Sora reached out with out thinking grabbing his arm.. He had to swallow hard before the words would actually come out. "Wait.." it was still a pretty weak wait, but like Riku could go after hearing he was obviously about to cry.

Riku turned around flashing Sora a smile "Sora..." he sighed looking over at Roxas still afraid he might get his head bit off if he made a wrong move. "I should.. I should go!" he said nodding moving to turn again.

Sora whimpered turning to look at his brother who was obviously not being very fair, before turning back to Riku tugging on his arm "No.. No you shouldn't... this is my bedroom! They should go and you should come back in here." he said pulling Riku back towards him.

Riku whipped around and found himself being kissed by the 'innocent' brunette. Sora pulled away and Riku stayed like that a little dumbfounded that the boy had just said that and then kissed him. that was very un-Sora like.

Sora turned around facing his brother feeling rather heated by now pulling Riku's arm around his waist. "God, Roxas, what the hell gives you the right to decide THIS for me? How about you quit being a dick bag.." Axel and Demyx turned to eachother sharing a mental wave 'dick bag?' With that they both start cracking up. If roxas was standing by them he probably would have punched them, but luckily he was on the other side of the room. Sora was just about to yell something else before he was interupted by Riku's hand being placed over his mouth.

Roxas looked at Riku thankfully, he didn't think he could take anymore of his baby brother's hurtful words. It was the first time he ever really fought with him. "Sora...." He said walking over to them sad "Riku...." he looked down at the ground feeling like the gum on the bottom of somebody's shoe. "I'm so sorry, guys..." he looked up giving them an innocent smile.."I worry about you Sora, and I know you Riku.."he said more open to this, but not happy in the least.

Riku laughed his hand over Sora's mouth still. "Can you forgive me?" he asked smirking innocently or as innocent as he could. Roxas nodded rolling his eyes.

"That doesn't mean I have to like it, but I guess you can have my approval..." he said looking them over smiling before looking Riku square in the eye. "I'm warning you now though, You hurt my little brother and I'm going to break your dick..." he said glaring entirely serious before flicking him on the nose. "Right now, though.. I need to go, because I need to go beat the hell out Axel and Demyx..." he said walking over to the older boys who were still snickering lightly.

Both boy's abruptly stopped their laughing knowing the blonde couldn't really hurt them, but not wanting to risk it knowing he was in a pretty foul mood. "Ahhh. Rox.. come on, don't be mean.." Demyx pleaded as the blonde stood glaring at him. Roxas leaned up whispering something to both boys at the sametime. Both boys eyes lit up ushering the boy quickly out of the room. They could all use a little mood lifter..

Sora and Riku both eyed the three of them suspiciously, both knowing exactly what the boy was whispering about. Riku rolled his eyes before hoping Sora really was a lot like Roxas in some aspects... He knew he was going to miss that, his time with his friends I mean, but even if Sora wasn't a nympho it'd be worth it, he was in love, or at least that's what his mind told him when he didn't think about it, so he figured it had to be true.

"I'm gald you stayed..." Sora chimmed nipping at Riku's collar bone as the door snapped closed.

"Me too..." Riku cooed closing his eyes, relaxing into Sora's touches.

"Riku...." Sora smiled into the kiss he was placing on Riku's neck.

"Hmm?" he asked slidding his hands up the sides of Sora's shirt.

"Did you mean it?" he asked pausing what he was doing and taking a deep breath.

"You mean, what I said to Roxas?" Riku asked swallowing hard. Sora nodded slightly and Riku continued. "Every word..."


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Alright well I'm going to continue, whether anyone reads this or not, I really love it and If I wan't so tired I'd write in something dirty, but I guess it's better they wait anyways.. Sora's to innocent to be -that- Chapter two there -will- be a lemon! I swear, and it will be up by Friday no matter what, I'm workin' but I've been staying up late.. I just want to get my idea's out!!

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