Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Forgive me for my Unforgiveable SIns ❯ Unfaithful ( Chapter 1 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: ScreamofaButterFlie 
Non Anime: Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Hentai / Romance / Suspense / | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 07.06.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 4.2K | Visits: 414 | Status: Completed
Non Anime: Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Hentai / Romance / Suspense / | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 07.06.2006 | Pages: 3 | Words: 4.2K | Visits: 414 | Status: Completed
First off, it is 7:31 in the goddamned moring and i haven't had an ounce of sleep so if u don't review i'm a be really pissed...even more than i already am....umm...Sorry for the typo's...my computer don't have microsoft word...
Full Summery
There love just wasn't what she needed. When she met him, the spark that she once had for her brother was lost. It flew out the window. But yet, she still loved him. She couldn't figure out how to tell him that it was over. That was, untill one of her friends suggested the end of the year assembly. So, with the permission to sing at the assembly, she looks into the eyes of the only two people that she loved. RoxasKairi KairiSora One shot! Lemon!
Notes
This is a songfic based on the song Unfaithful by: Rihanna. ( i own nothing) umm, this is my 2cd Kingdom Hearts fiction.and i am just bablin right now so on with the summery.
Italics are thoughts and flashbacks.
Bold words are parts of the song and empahis.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
She couldn't deny it. She couldn't prove that she didn't have them. She couldn't deny the fact that she had the butterflies in her flat and well-toned stumach. She just couldn't.
You would have them too if you were expected to go out in front of the ENTIRE Rosewill College Campus and sing a very personal song.
Unless, that is, if you don't have stage fright. Unlike our poor little star standing behind a black silk curtain.
'Once I go out there, there is no turning back. I promised myself I would break it to him easily. I just hope we can still be friends. I hope than he can forgive me...Probably not.'
This glorious figure heaved a heavy sigh and was rbought out of her nerveracking thoughts by a shrill voice calling out to her.
"KAIRI!!!!!!!!!!!! Here's the mirror that you wanted." A young brunette with green eyes, that was way to hyper for her own good, yelled as she shoved the mirror in Kairi's hands, which she took it without hesitation.
"Thank's Selphie. I don't know what I would do without you." Kairi gave a small fake smile and looked over her wardrobe ( being careful as to look at her face last) once more before handing it back to the chocolate addicted girl.
Kairi, as we shall call her, had her beautiful blood red locks, that reached her mid - back, let lose with some shiny white powder. Her eyes skipped down to her clothes and smirked at what she wore. She specificaly chose this outfit just to make both of her loves jaws drop. She wore a form fitting black halter top that stoped right below her breast. She wore cut-off jean shorts that were only long enough to cover her ass ( cut off shorts means that she made the shorts from cutting her jeans, so they had strings hanging down). Down past her finely shaped shiny legs, she saw the two-inch black shoes that tied all the way to her knees.
Finally bringing her eyes back to her eyes, she heaved another heavy sigh. It's not that she wasn't pretty. Oh she was far from pretty: She was beautiful.
It was her eyes.
The black masscera, heavy black eyeliner, and dark red eyes shadow didn't make her eyes look bad.
It was the emotion that was held within them that made her sigh.
Sighing once more, Kairi handed the mirror back to Selphie. She snactched the mirror back with a sad smile.
"Kairi, you don't need a mirror. i don't understand why you needed anyway. You look absolutely gorgeous!" She turned that sad smile into a real smile and gave her best friend a much needed hug.
"Thanks Selphie." She let her friend go as she heard her name being called to go out on stage.
"Go gettem tiger! Knock'em dead!" Selphie cheered as she watch Kairi make her way to the stage.
'Oh man. I hope she does alright. She's so sad. She told me that she would be alright after she sang this song. But i have this feeling that she's lying. Oh well, better go find Tidus.'
And with that thought, the hyper girl ran off into the crowd to find her boyfriend. She spotted the blonde boy that she was looking for sitting next to two men.
"Hey guys." The three boys said 'hi' back but quickly got distracted as Kairi made her way to a stool that stood waiting for her to sit on.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOBack with KairiXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Kairi searched the crowd for the two boys that she was singing for.
As soon as she found them, one of the boys gave her a thumbs up while the other just sat there with his jaw on the ground.
'That's Roxas for ya. Oh well. Better get this over with.' She took the microphone off of its stand and waited till the cheering died down to give her speech.
"Thnk you. Before I sing my song I just want to say something." She took a deep breath and began her speech. "This is a quote from my favorite song and it goes like this. 'But the hard times will come and we'll keep movin' on. We're movin' up. Keep movin' on. Life. Hope. Truth. Trust. Faith. Pride. Love. Lust. Pain. Hate. Lies. Guilt. Laugh. Cry. Live. Die.' These emotions are part of our very existence. Without these emotions, we would be nothing but a hollow shell. We wouldn't be who we are today. We wouldn't have our lover's by our side. We would be Nothing. A Nobody.
( I know what the real nobodies are in the game but in my fanfiction, this is what a nobody is so bare with me)
Without these emotions, the very essence of our lives, we would be dead." Kairi let out a breath that she didn't know she held and gazed out into the crowd looking for two very distinct boys.
Two more rows down...( As in she started from the top and worked her way down)
Stuck in the middle....
Right infront of her...
Not even a foot away...
Sora and Roxas Hikari sat in the Baby Blue leather seats...
Staring at her...
Staring at her with wide eyes.
She took a big gulp and waved at the two men, in which the song that she was about to sing was made for. She stared into a boy with shocking Blue eyes.
'Sora...I am so sorry for causing you so much pain and heart-ache. I really didn't mean to hurt you. I still love you with all my heart. Your more of a brother to me know and I am very sorry that I have to break you heart. I'm sorry...very sorry.'
As if reading her thoughts, Sora gave Kairi a whole hearted grin. Almost as if saying 'It's okay. I understand.'
'I love you Kairi...'
Kairi's eyes then moved to the boy sitting next to Sora.
'Roxas....Oh my god I love you so much. More than i could ever show or sing. I am so glad that I met you. But I am so sorry that I hurt your brother like I have done. You've shown me so much more than Sora has ever showed me. Oh my god I love you so much! Please don't ever leave me! Just please forgive me for hurting your brother like i'm doing already. I love you!'
Roxas gave her a smile that was only meant for her and no one else. That smile gave her hope. But most of all, it was filled with love.
She smiled back at the love of her life and spoke into the Microphone.
" This song is called Unfaithful. It's about...Well, it's about this girl who has an affair with somebody else and her boyfriend knows about it. I wrote it myself. ( Rihanna owns the song. Not Kairi.) I really hope you like it." She took another look into Roxas's eyes and took another deep breath and waited for the piano to start.(Soft piano music with Cello's and stuff in the background.)
She closed her eyes and began singing.
Story of my lifeSearching for the rightBut it keeps avoiding me
Her voice held a depth of emotion that she didn't even know she had. Everybody was shocked the emotion. They had never heard Kairi sing with such depth.
Ever.
Needless to say, it scared the crap out of them. Even everybody that hated her.
While everybody was schocked about her voice, Kairi had some troubles herself.
Flashbacks started to go back and forth within her mind.
The room had an errie silence that Kairi didn't like. There was just somthing that she didn't like about it. Speaking of Kairi, she was currently sitting in a desk chair, that could spin, looking at a black sheet of paper. She stared at the paper like it was the evilest thing in the world.
'URRHHH!!!! Why can't I think of anything to write!' She didn't realize she said it out loud until she heard a voice answer. She immediately stiffened.
"Probably because your not relaxed enough. Everytime me and Roxas arn't relaxed, we can't think of a song to write. So we go do something that relaxes us."
"Sora! You freaking idiot! You scared me half to death! And I can't go anywhere now- wait...What are you doing here?" Her heart calmed down to a rate at which she could actually breathe and turnned to stare at her boyfriend.
"Well, incase you have forgotton, I DO live here ya know. And I didn't say we had to go anywhere. We can stay here." Sora looked her in the eyes as he made his way over to her, picked her up bridal stalye ( recieving a little yelp from Kairi), set her down infront of him, and proceeded to start rubbing her shoulders.
Small moans were emitted from the back of her mouth as he hit a real good spot.
( I am starting to get writers block right her so sorry if it sucks.)
( And know i'm out of it.)
As Sora started licking her behind her ears, making his way down to her neck, something in the back of her mind snapped.
'Why does this seem so wrong? Why do I feel like i'm betrying Roxas. I just met him three months ago. I mean sure. I have feelings for him. But I don't love him. Or at least I don't think I do. But I do know one thing for sure. And it's scaring the crap out of me. Roxas has replaced Sora on my thinking Chart. '
" Ohmygod, that feels so good!" Kairi somewho moaned out in a whisper.
" Really? Wow. I must be getting better.' She could praticlly feel his smirk against her neck.
'Wait! This isn't Roxas! This is Sora! Oh me fucking shit! I forgot my own boyfriend! Holy Fcking Shit!' Her mind was in a total rampage. It was only a little bit after ( more like 3 secounds later) that she found out just WHERE Sora's hand were. ( Insert Snicker here.)
His hands were on the top part of her chest and were slowly moving downward. As was his mouth.
Kairi decided to open her eyes and see what her boyfriend was doing to her.
Wait...
When did she close her eyes?
She studied her er...position.
Kairi was currently laying flat on her back with Sora on top.
Soon enough, her pants and panties were laying somewhere on the floor and something wet and rough was penatrating her. ( OHMIGOD I AM CRACKING UP HERE!)
The mother of all blushes graced her face as she saw what Sora was doing to her.
'OMIGOD!!!!! He's Fingering ME!!!!!' If she thought that her mind was in a rampage before, well boy was she wrong!
For some reason, when she looked at what Sora was doing, she saw Roxas.
'Wait! Why am I thinking of Roxas?' Instead of getting amn answer, her back arched and she let out a little scream mixed with a moan as a white substance mad it's way out of her.
Sora looked at her eratic beting that he had caused. Soon, his smile was replaced with a really cheesy grin.
He jumped off of her and took of his clothes only to land right back on top of Kairi. He started sucking on her plum breast elictong moans in return.
Kairi put her hands on the back of his neck, pulling him closer to her.
Soon enough, he went down on her then back up to her to look her in the eyes.
" Are you sure you want to do this?"
Not able to speak, for only moans would come out, she nodded her head instead.
"Okay." To silence her scream, Sora gave his lover a brusing kiss as he pummled into her.
Kairi let out a louder scream, arching into Sora, but some of her screamed was drownd out due to his firey passion filled kiss.
He waited for a signal signaling that she was ready to continue.
Fianlly, He legs stretched out a bit more and he happily started rocking back and forth. (Just so you know, I'm a virgin and I am only going by what i have read thus far....)
In.
Moan.
Out.
Moan.
In.
Moan.
Out.
Moan.
This was the parttern that was follwed for the next couple of minutes before Kairi let out a scream as her walls clamped down on Sora.
" Sora!!! OHMIGOD!!!!!" Her scream was followed shortly by Sora.
"OHMIGOD!!!" Both of them flushed, they layed down next to each other, trying to catch their breath.
"Damn woman. God damn....We have GOT to do that more often." Sora smiked as Kairi playfully smaked him on the arm.
" Shut up Ro-That was great!"
'Wow Kairi! Good lie! Not. You justt about said his brother name after having sex with your boyfriend. Please don't ask, PLease don't ask, Please -'
"What were you about to say?"
'I hate you God.' ( Please do not be offended!)
" Umm... I was saying that we should do it rougher next time around."
And being the dumb idiot he was, Sora believed her.
( Now THATS what I call a flash back from hell!)
Sorrow in my soulCause it seems that wrongReally loves my company
She just stared at the hand that was offered to help her up. Gathering what was left of her pride, she gazed up at the person to which the hand belonged to. She instantly regretted it. She was met with a pair of Sky Blue eyes that held the most passion that she had ever seen. Kairi felt that she was drowning in his eyes.
'Ummm HELLO!!! You have a boyfriend! What are you doing just sitting here gawking at a Sora look-a-like?'
Kairi blushed as her hand came into contact with his, pulling her up.
Thier hands remaind in contact with eachothers long after Kairi was standing on her own.
She stared into the eyes that reminded her of Sora.
Pain, Hope, Regret, Sorrow, Love, and Hate stared back at her. It flooded her eyes.
"What's your name?"
His voice penatrated her ear, bringin her out of her thoughts.
"I..Uh...My names Kairi." She somewho stuttered out. Her cheeks took on a tint of pink.
He smiled as he saw her blush.
"Ok. My name is Roxas. Roxas Hikari."
From that moment on, her life took the turn for the worst.
He's more than a manAnd this is more than loveThe reason that the sky is blue
Roxas stood his ground as he sheilded Kairi from the gang of thugs that was threating to beat them to a bloody pulp if they didn't give them Roxas's Wrist band.
( WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?!?!? WHY WOULD SOMEONE WANT TO STEAL HIS WRIST BAND! OMIGOD! * FAINTS FROM THE STUPIDITY*....)
Roxas just stared with a confused look on his face. Soon his mouth turn into a grin and he busted out laughing.
Soon enough, his laughter was stopped by a midget pucnching him in his jaw.
Kairi remembered that day like it just got through happening.
In the end, Roxax had won and took the punch from that obnoxious midget very well. As to where if he were Sora, he would NOT have taken it to well. He'd still be screaming about it.
But Roxas took it like a man.
But clouds are rolling inBecause I'm gone againAnd to him I just can't be true
Kairi was sitting in her room that she shared with Sora getting ready for a date with Roxas. But to Sora, she was just going out to by clothes. When he asked why she was dressed so dressy, she surprisin;y answered steadly.
" The place I'm going to is really, really, really, really, really, really, exspensive and they only allow people in there if they look rich. So I can't go in their if I don't look rich." She pasted a fake smile on her lips as she stared him in the eyes.
"Okay."
With a chaste kiss on the lips, she was out the door, sighing as soon as she was in the car.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithfulAnd it kills him insideTo know that I am happy with some other guyI can see him dying
Kairi stared at Sora in the eyes.
Sora heaved a heavy sigh as he watched her take off in his car. She was going the exact oppisote direction that the store was in.
'Kairi. I love you so much. Why can't you just come out and say what you've really been doing. I promise that I wont get mad. I can't get mad at somebody that makes me go crazy everytime I just see her face.'
Sora made his way to kitchen, grabed a ten liters of ice cream, and proceeded to watch Oprah.
( I WANT A TEN LITER ICE CREAM THINGY!!!!!!!!!)
I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyEverytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideI don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...A murderer
Kairi looked out into the crowd for Roxas. She found him just as the chours begun.
She looked on in his eyes to help her get through this. For some comfort. Also to sing this part to him to let him know how she felt about this whole cheating thing.
Again as if reading her thoughts, Roxas gave her a reasuring smile.
Seeing his smile made the girls heart jump. She took in confindence and waited for the music solo to end so she could get this song done with.I feel it in the airAs I'm doing my hairPreparing for another dateA kiss up on my cheekHe's here reluctantlyAs if I'm gonna be out lateI say I won't be longJust hanging with the girlsA lie I didn't have to tellBecause we both knowWhere I'm about to goAnd we know it very well
Kairi was sitting on the toilet drying her hair as Sora walked in. The tension in the air was so thick, you could cut it with a knife.
"Where are you going again?" He asked with a hint of sadness in his usually chirpy voice.
"La Terrasse Mailloux avec ma mere." She just giggled at his dumbfounded look.
"I'm going to a resturant called Terrasse Mailloux with my mom silly."
"Okay. I love you." Giving her a kiss upon her cheek, he went back to his sad mode again.
"I love you too!" Kairi yelled out as she ran to the car.
Sora just sighed and spoke softly.
"Your the silly girl Kairi. Your mom's out of town incase you forgot." His broken voice went unheard.Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithfulAnd it kills him insideTo know that I am happy with some other guyI can see him dying
Kairi sighed again as she took a sip of her drink.
"Whats wrong Kairi?" A voice asked.
"Huh? Oh...It's nothing." She gave Roxas a reasurring smile. He didn't take that lie.
"No its not. It's something. Tell me what's wrong." Roxas demaned.
" *sigh*...Fine....I think Sora knows about us Roxas. And...And I really don't know what to do about it. Every time I walk out that damned door, I see him die."
Needless to say, there date was a poor one due to her sobs. I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyEverytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideI don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...A murderer
A very wet girl could be seen running through the streets of Tokyo at persicly 3:30 pm. Crying like mad. But the rain was mixing in with her tears, makeing it hard for anybody to tell that she was indeed crying.
Soon enough, she triped and feel as soon as she reached her favorite spot under the Sakura tree in the park.
She crouched down, clutching her head in agony, screaming, ignoring the looks that passerbyers gave her.
"Why does everything in my life half to be bad! Why did i have to meet them! Why--"
He screams were drownd out by the Thunder.
Kairi could feel the burn in the back of her eyes as she held in the tears.
But sadly, she gave in and opened her eyes and the tears just started flowing.
Everybody in the just sat there. Staring at the girl on stage who was crying.
Sora...Well Sora just put his head down. Not being able to look at her in the eyes.
Kairi saw this and looked at Roxas for help.
Another reassuring smile was given.
More hope was flooding her again.Our Love, his trustI might as well take a gun and put it to his headGet it over withI don't wanna do thisAnymore (anymore)
Tear after tear fell unto the black stage.I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyEverytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideI don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...A murderer (a murderer)No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
One month later.
" I know pernounce you Husband and Wife. You may kiss the bride." The preacher said as he watch the two lovers kiss.
They were finally married.
And it was over.
Her heartache about the whole cheating thing was over.
No longer did she have to worry about hurting Sora.
It was over.
It was over between her and Sora.
Because she was now Kairi Hikari.
The beloved wife of Roxas Hikari.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Author's Notes: I know the ending sucked!
La Terrasse Mailloux avec ma mere - La Terrasse Mailloux with my mom.
La Terrasse Mailloux is a resturant in Qubec City so naturally i don't own it.
amazing how they have a french resturant in japan huh?
the song that kairi said was her favorite was valled Movin' On by goodcharlotte. don't ownt them.
IF YOU DON'T FUCKING REVIEW I'MA SCREAM TO THE TOP OF MY LUNGS...
How was the lemon!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? THAT WAS MY FIRST SO U BETTER BE NICE ABOUT IT!
please review.
Full Summery
There love just wasn't what she needed. When she met him, the spark that she once had for her brother was lost. It flew out the window. But yet, she still loved him. She couldn't figure out how to tell him that it was over. That was, untill one of her friends suggested the end of the year assembly. So, with the permission to sing at the assembly, she looks into the eyes of the only two people that she loved. RoxasKairi KairiSora One shot! Lemon!
Notes
This is a songfic based on the song Unfaithful by: Rihanna. ( i own nothing) umm, this is my 2cd Kingdom Hearts fiction.and i am just bablin right now so on with the summery.
Italics are thoughts and flashbacks.
Bold words are parts of the song and empahis.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
She couldn't deny it. She couldn't prove that she didn't have them. She couldn't deny the fact that she had the butterflies in her flat and well-toned stumach. She just couldn't.
You would have them too if you were expected to go out in front of the ENTIRE Rosewill College Campus and sing a very personal song.
Unless, that is, if you don't have stage fright. Unlike our poor little star standing behind a black silk curtain.
'Once I go out there, there is no turning back. I promised myself I would break it to him easily. I just hope we can still be friends. I hope than he can forgive me...Probably not.'
This glorious figure heaved a heavy sigh and was rbought out of her nerveracking thoughts by a shrill voice calling out to her.
"KAIRI!!!!!!!!!!!! Here's the mirror that you wanted." A young brunette with green eyes, that was way to hyper for her own good, yelled as she shoved the mirror in Kairi's hands, which she took it without hesitation.
"Thank's Selphie. I don't know what I would do without you." Kairi gave a small fake smile and looked over her wardrobe ( being careful as to look at her face last) once more before handing it back to the chocolate addicted girl.
Kairi, as we shall call her, had her beautiful blood red locks, that reached her mid - back, let lose with some shiny white powder. Her eyes skipped down to her clothes and smirked at what she wore. She specificaly chose this outfit just to make both of her loves jaws drop. She wore a form fitting black halter top that stoped right below her breast. She wore cut-off jean shorts that were only long enough to cover her ass ( cut off shorts means that she made the shorts from cutting her jeans, so they had strings hanging down). Down past her finely shaped shiny legs, she saw the two-inch black shoes that tied all the way to her knees.
Finally bringing her eyes back to her eyes, she heaved another heavy sigh. It's not that she wasn't pretty. Oh she was far from pretty: She was beautiful.
It was her eyes.
The black masscera, heavy black eyeliner, and dark red eyes shadow didn't make her eyes look bad.
It was the emotion that was held within them that made her sigh.
Sighing once more, Kairi handed the mirror back to Selphie. She snactched the mirror back with a sad smile.
"Kairi, you don't need a mirror. i don't understand why you needed anyway. You look absolutely gorgeous!" She turned that sad smile into a real smile and gave her best friend a much needed hug.
"Thanks Selphie." She let her friend go as she heard her name being called to go out on stage.
"Go gettem tiger! Knock'em dead!" Selphie cheered as she watch Kairi make her way to the stage.
'Oh man. I hope she does alright. She's so sad. She told me that she would be alright after she sang this song. But i have this feeling that she's lying. Oh well, better go find Tidus.'
And with that thought, the hyper girl ran off into the crowd to find her boyfriend. She spotted the blonde boy that she was looking for sitting next to two men.
"Hey guys." The three boys said 'hi' back but quickly got distracted as Kairi made her way to a stool that stood waiting for her to sit on.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOBack with KairiXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Kairi searched the crowd for the two boys that she was singing for.
As soon as she found them, one of the boys gave her a thumbs up while the other just sat there with his jaw on the ground.
'That's Roxas for ya. Oh well. Better get this over with.' She took the microphone off of its stand and waited till the cheering died down to give her speech.
"Thnk you. Before I sing my song I just want to say something." She took a deep breath and began her speech. "This is a quote from my favorite song and it goes like this. 'But the hard times will come and we'll keep movin' on. We're movin' up. Keep movin' on. Life. Hope. Truth. Trust. Faith. Pride. Love. Lust. Pain. Hate. Lies. Guilt. Laugh. Cry. Live. Die.' These emotions are part of our very existence. Without these emotions, we would be nothing but a hollow shell. We wouldn't be who we are today. We wouldn't have our lover's by our side. We would be Nothing. A Nobody.
( I know what the real nobodies are in the game but in my fanfiction, this is what a nobody is so bare with me)
Without these emotions, the very essence of our lives, we would be dead." Kairi let out a breath that she didn't know she held and gazed out into the crowd looking for two very distinct boys.
Two more rows down...( As in she started from the top and worked her way down)
Stuck in the middle....
Right infront of her...
Not even a foot away...
Sora and Roxas Hikari sat in the Baby Blue leather seats...
Staring at her...
Staring at her with wide eyes.
She took a big gulp and waved at the two men, in which the song that she was about to sing was made for. She stared into a boy with shocking Blue eyes.
'Sora...I am so sorry for causing you so much pain and heart-ache. I really didn't mean to hurt you. I still love you with all my heart. Your more of a brother to me know and I am very sorry that I have to break you heart. I'm sorry...very sorry.'
As if reading her thoughts, Sora gave Kairi a whole hearted grin. Almost as if saying 'It's okay. I understand.'
'I love you Kairi...'
Kairi's eyes then moved to the boy sitting next to Sora.
'Roxas....Oh my god I love you so much. More than i could ever show or sing. I am so glad that I met you. But I am so sorry that I hurt your brother like I have done. You've shown me so much more than Sora has ever showed me. Oh my god I love you so much! Please don't ever leave me! Just please forgive me for hurting your brother like i'm doing already. I love you!'
Roxas gave her a smile that was only meant for her and no one else. That smile gave her hope. But most of all, it was filled with love.
She smiled back at the love of her life and spoke into the Microphone.
" This song is called Unfaithful. It's about...Well, it's about this girl who has an affair with somebody else and her boyfriend knows about it. I wrote it myself. ( Rihanna owns the song. Not Kairi.) I really hope you like it." She took another look into Roxas's eyes and took another deep breath and waited for the piano to start.(Soft piano music with Cello's and stuff in the background.)
She closed her eyes and began singing.
Story of my lifeSearching for the rightBut it keeps avoiding me
Her voice held a depth of emotion that she didn't even know she had. Everybody was shocked the emotion. They had never heard Kairi sing with such depth.
Ever.
Needless to say, it scared the crap out of them. Even everybody that hated her.
While everybody was schocked about her voice, Kairi had some troubles herself.
Flashbacks started to go back and forth within her mind.
The room had an errie silence that Kairi didn't like. There was just somthing that she didn't like about it. Speaking of Kairi, she was currently sitting in a desk chair, that could spin, looking at a black sheet of paper. She stared at the paper like it was the evilest thing in the world.
'URRHHH!!!! Why can't I think of anything to write!' She didn't realize she said it out loud until she heard a voice answer. She immediately stiffened.
"Probably because your not relaxed enough. Everytime me and Roxas arn't relaxed, we can't think of a song to write. So we go do something that relaxes us."
"Sora! You freaking idiot! You scared me half to death! And I can't go anywhere now- wait...What are you doing here?" Her heart calmed down to a rate at which she could actually breathe and turnned to stare at her boyfriend.
"Well, incase you have forgotton, I DO live here ya know. And I didn't say we had to go anywhere. We can stay here." Sora looked her in the eyes as he made his way over to her, picked her up bridal stalye ( recieving a little yelp from Kairi), set her down infront of him, and proceeded to start rubbing her shoulders.
Small moans were emitted from the back of her mouth as he hit a real good spot.
( I am starting to get writers block right her so sorry if it sucks.)
( And know i'm out of it.)
As Sora started licking her behind her ears, making his way down to her neck, something in the back of her mind snapped.
'Why does this seem so wrong? Why do I feel like i'm betrying Roxas. I just met him three months ago. I mean sure. I have feelings for him. But I don't love him. Or at least I don't think I do. But I do know one thing for sure. And it's scaring the crap out of me. Roxas has replaced Sora on my thinking Chart. '
" Ohmygod, that feels so good!" Kairi somewho moaned out in a whisper.
" Really? Wow. I must be getting better.' She could praticlly feel his smirk against her neck.
'Wait! This isn't Roxas! This is Sora! Oh me fucking shit! I forgot my own boyfriend! Holy Fcking Shit!' Her mind was in a total rampage. It was only a little bit after ( more like 3 secounds later) that she found out just WHERE Sora's hand were. ( Insert Snicker here.)
His hands were on the top part of her chest and were slowly moving downward. As was his mouth.
Kairi decided to open her eyes and see what her boyfriend was doing to her.
Wait...
When did she close her eyes?
She studied her er...position.
Kairi was currently laying flat on her back with Sora on top.
Soon enough, her pants and panties were laying somewhere on the floor and something wet and rough was penatrating her. ( OHMIGOD I AM CRACKING UP HERE!)
The mother of all blushes graced her face as she saw what Sora was doing to her.
'OMIGOD!!!!! He's Fingering ME!!!!!' If she thought that her mind was in a rampage before, well boy was she wrong!
For some reason, when she looked at what Sora was doing, she saw Roxas.
'Wait! Why am I thinking of Roxas?' Instead of getting amn answer, her back arched and she let out a little scream mixed with a moan as a white substance mad it's way out of her.
Sora looked at her eratic beting that he had caused. Soon, his smile was replaced with a really cheesy grin.
He jumped off of her and took of his clothes only to land right back on top of Kairi. He started sucking on her plum breast elictong moans in return.
Kairi put her hands on the back of his neck, pulling him closer to her.
Soon enough, he went down on her then back up to her to look her in the eyes.
" Are you sure you want to do this?"
Not able to speak, for only moans would come out, she nodded her head instead.
"Okay." To silence her scream, Sora gave his lover a brusing kiss as he pummled into her.
Kairi let out a louder scream, arching into Sora, but some of her screamed was drownd out due to his firey passion filled kiss.
He waited for a signal signaling that she was ready to continue.
Fianlly, He legs stretched out a bit more and he happily started rocking back and forth. (Just so you know, I'm a virgin and I am only going by what i have read thus far....)
In.
Moan.
Out.
Moan.
In.
Moan.
Out.
Moan.
This was the parttern that was follwed for the next couple of minutes before Kairi let out a scream as her walls clamped down on Sora.
" Sora!!! OHMIGOD!!!!!" Her scream was followed shortly by Sora.
"OHMIGOD!!!" Both of them flushed, they layed down next to each other, trying to catch their breath.
"Damn woman. God damn....We have GOT to do that more often." Sora smiked as Kairi playfully smaked him on the arm.
" Shut up Ro-That was great!"
'Wow Kairi! Good lie! Not. You justt about said his brother name after having sex with your boyfriend. Please don't ask, PLease don't ask, Please -'
"What were you about to say?"
'I hate you God.' ( Please do not be offended!)
" Umm... I was saying that we should do it rougher next time around."
And being the dumb idiot he was, Sora believed her.
( Now THATS what I call a flash back from hell!)
Sorrow in my soulCause it seems that wrongReally loves my company
She just stared at the hand that was offered to help her up. Gathering what was left of her pride, she gazed up at the person to which the hand belonged to. She instantly regretted it. She was met with a pair of Sky Blue eyes that held the most passion that she had ever seen. Kairi felt that she was drowning in his eyes.
'Ummm HELLO!!! You have a boyfriend! What are you doing just sitting here gawking at a Sora look-a-like?'
Kairi blushed as her hand came into contact with his, pulling her up.
Thier hands remaind in contact with eachothers long after Kairi was standing on her own.
She stared into the eyes that reminded her of Sora.
Pain, Hope, Regret, Sorrow, Love, and Hate stared back at her. It flooded her eyes.
"What's your name?"
His voice penatrated her ear, bringin her out of her thoughts.
"I..Uh...My names Kairi." She somewho stuttered out. Her cheeks took on a tint of pink.
He smiled as he saw her blush.
"Ok. My name is Roxas. Roxas Hikari."
From that moment on, her life took the turn for the worst.
He's more than a manAnd this is more than loveThe reason that the sky is blue
Roxas stood his ground as he sheilded Kairi from the gang of thugs that was threating to beat them to a bloody pulp if they didn't give them Roxas's Wrist band.
( WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?!?!? WHY WOULD SOMEONE WANT TO STEAL HIS WRIST BAND! OMIGOD! * FAINTS FROM THE STUPIDITY*....)
Roxas just stared with a confused look on his face. Soon his mouth turn into a grin and he busted out laughing.
Soon enough, his laughter was stopped by a midget pucnching him in his jaw.
Kairi remembered that day like it just got through happening.
In the end, Roxax had won and took the punch from that obnoxious midget very well. As to where if he were Sora, he would NOT have taken it to well. He'd still be screaming about it.
But Roxas took it like a man.
But clouds are rolling inBecause I'm gone againAnd to him I just can't be true
Kairi was sitting in her room that she shared with Sora getting ready for a date with Roxas. But to Sora, she was just going out to by clothes. When he asked why she was dressed so dressy, she surprisin;y answered steadly.
" The place I'm going to is really, really, really, really, really, really, exspensive and they only allow people in there if they look rich. So I can't go in their if I don't look rich." She pasted a fake smile on her lips as she stared him in the eyes.
"Okay."
With a chaste kiss on the lips, she was out the door, sighing as soon as she was in the car.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithfulAnd it kills him insideTo know that I am happy with some other guyI can see him dying
Kairi stared at Sora in the eyes.
Sora heaved a heavy sigh as he watched her take off in his car. She was going the exact oppisote direction that the store was in.
'Kairi. I love you so much. Why can't you just come out and say what you've really been doing. I promise that I wont get mad. I can't get mad at somebody that makes me go crazy everytime I just see her face.'
Sora made his way to kitchen, grabed a ten liters of ice cream, and proceeded to watch Oprah.
( I WANT A TEN LITER ICE CREAM THINGY!!!!!!!!!)
I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyEverytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideI don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...A murderer
Kairi looked out into the crowd for Roxas. She found him just as the chours begun.
She looked on in his eyes to help her get through this. For some comfort. Also to sing this part to him to let him know how she felt about this whole cheating thing.
Again as if reading her thoughts, Roxas gave her a reasuring smile.
Seeing his smile made the girls heart jump. She took in confindence and waited for the music solo to end so she could get this song done with.I feel it in the airAs I'm doing my hairPreparing for another dateA kiss up on my cheekHe's here reluctantlyAs if I'm gonna be out lateI say I won't be longJust hanging with the girlsA lie I didn't have to tellBecause we both knowWhere I'm about to goAnd we know it very well
Kairi was sitting on the toilet drying her hair as Sora walked in. The tension in the air was so thick, you could cut it with a knife.
"Where are you going again?" He asked with a hint of sadness in his usually chirpy voice.
"La Terrasse Mailloux avec ma mere." She just giggled at his dumbfounded look.
"I'm going to a resturant called Terrasse Mailloux with my mom silly."
"Okay. I love you." Giving her a kiss upon her cheek, he went back to his sad mode again.
"I love you too!" Kairi yelled out as she ran to the car.
Sora just sighed and spoke softly.
"Your the silly girl Kairi. Your mom's out of town incase you forgot." His broken voice went unheard.Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithfulAnd it kills him insideTo know that I am happy with some other guyI can see him dying
Kairi sighed again as she took a sip of her drink.
"Whats wrong Kairi?" A voice asked.
"Huh? Oh...It's nothing." She gave Roxas a reasurring smile. He didn't take that lie.
"No its not. It's something. Tell me what's wrong." Roxas demaned.
" *sigh*...Fine....I think Sora knows about us Roxas. And...And I really don't know what to do about it. Every time I walk out that damned door, I see him die."
Needless to say, there date was a poor one due to her sobs. I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyEverytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideI don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...A murderer
A very wet girl could be seen running through the streets of Tokyo at persicly 3:30 pm. Crying like mad. But the rain was mixing in with her tears, makeing it hard for anybody to tell that she was indeed crying.
Soon enough, she triped and feel as soon as she reached her favorite spot under the Sakura tree in the park.
She crouched down, clutching her head in agony, screaming, ignoring the looks that passerbyers gave her.
"Why does everything in my life half to be bad! Why did i have to meet them! Why--"
He screams were drownd out by the Thunder.
Kairi could feel the burn in the back of her eyes as she held in the tears.
But sadly, she gave in and opened her eyes and the tears just started flowing.
Everybody in the just sat there. Staring at the girl on stage who was crying.
Sora...Well Sora just put his head down. Not being able to look at her in the eyes.
Kairi saw this and looked at Roxas for help.
Another reassuring smile was given.
More hope was flooding her again.Our Love, his trustI might as well take a gun and put it to his headGet it over withI don't wanna do thisAnymore (anymore)
Tear after tear fell unto the black stage.I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyEverytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideI don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...A murderer (a murderer)No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
One month later.
" I know pernounce you Husband and Wife. You may kiss the bride." The preacher said as he watch the two lovers kiss.
They were finally married.
And it was over.
Her heartache about the whole cheating thing was over.
No longer did she have to worry about hurting Sora.
It was over.
It was over between her and Sora.
Because she was now Kairi Hikari.
The beloved wife of Roxas Hikari.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Author's Notes: I know the ending sucked!
La Terrasse Mailloux avec ma mere - La Terrasse Mailloux with my mom.
La Terrasse Mailloux is a resturant in Qubec City so naturally i don't own it.
amazing how they have a french resturant in japan huh?
the song that kairi said was her favorite was valled Movin' On by goodcharlotte. don't ownt them.
IF YOU DON'T FUCKING REVIEW I'MA SCREAM TO THE TOP OF MY LUNGS...
How was the lemon!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? THAT WAS MY FIRST SO U BETTER BE NICE ABOUT IT!
please review.