Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ Let Me Love You ❯ Chapter 1

This is a Kingdom Hearts story. Warnings are AU, Yaoi, OCs, OOC (major for Riku), Rape and Abuse, M-preg., Character Bashing, more warnings may come.

 

Summary: Sora Highwind watches from afar as his ex-best friend Riku is growing weaker and weaker, and he knows why; but he can't do anything about it, or so he thinks? Sora and Riku used to be best friends, until Kairi, who is now Sora's girlfriend came into the picture. It's because of Kairi that Sora and Riku are not friends anymore. Sora is angry that he had ever gotten together with Kairi, because he knows that his girlfriend is cheating on him; and he hates himself because he can only watch Riku's relationship with his boyfriend grows more and more abusive, even though Sora never met Riku's boyfriend, from how tired Riku always is and from the clothing Riku always wears, he can tell that it is a bad relationship. One night, Riku shocks Sora when he comes to his home one night, bruised, battered, and in major need of help. Sora helps Riku, then one thing leads to another, and before they know it, they've slept with each other. After that night, Riku won't speak to Sora for another month. Sora confronts Riku after that month, because he feels that there is still hope for the both of them, despite him still being with Kairi; there is possibly something between them, but it leads to huge problems. Riku's been hiding something from Sora, but what?

 

Pairings: Eventual Sora/Riku, non-con (Guess Who)/Riku, one-sided Kairi/Sora, Eventual Cloud/Leon, Eventual Vincent/Sephiroth (Vincent as Seme), Cid/Aerith (Sora's parents, probably my first Het. pair), more pairings may come.

 

You know I don't own Kingdom Hearts, that's owned by Disney and that Square Company!!! I'm simply using the characters for entertainment!

 

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Chapter 1

 

Sora Highwind sat down at his desk with his arms crossed on the table and his head lying down on them. He looked at Kairi who was sitting in the desk in front of him and pretended to listen to what she had to say; he was happy for once that Kairi's friends where sitting next to them, because they were actually listening and answered the questions that Kairi asked while she was speaking, all Sora had to do was nod every once in a while.

 

In truth, Sora was tired of listening to Kairi; he was tired of her in general. He knew that she was cheating on him, he actually saw her kiss other guys before when she thought he wasn't around. Players from the collage's football and basketball teams, computer nerds, even the jerks that were known to probably have a couple of STDs. The jerks that she kissed was the reason that Sora wouldn't make out with or kiss Kairi on her lips anymore, he was worried about catching something. He had found out that Kairi had been cheating on him since the middle of their junior year in high school; they were now freshmen in collage.

 

Sora, as was said before, wasn't focusing on Kairi; he may have been looking at her, but every once in awhile, his eyes would sort of wonder towards the classroom door, looking for a certain someone. His eyes brightened when that person finally walked through.

 

There he was, Riku Hikari, Sora ex-best friend, thanks to Kairi. As Sora watched Riku, he wondered that if he had never met Kairi, would he be together with Riku. Before Kairi ever came to the islands, he had always harbored a huge crush on his best friend, since they were little; his parents and brother knew and were actually waiting for Sora to tell Riku. But, Kairi came to the islands and he got confused; she came while they were in the sixth grade, he had just recently turned twelve. On Valentines Day, during the sixth grade; Kairi cornered him and told him she loved him; Sora was shocked and at his most confused at that moment. Despite the confusion, he told Kairi he loved her too, and they had been together since that day.

 

Riku was the first person that Sora had told of his relationship with Kairi; Riku's eyes flashed strangely, but he congratulated them. Sora saw that flash and at that time didn't understand what it was, then over the years realized that Riku could cover up his emotions really well; he soon realized, that flash in Riku's eyes reflected pain. Maybe at that time, Riku had felt something for Sora as well.

 

Kairi and Sora were barely ever apart, before that, Sora and Riku were barely ever apart. Normally on the weekends, Sora and Riku would hang out; before Sora and Kairi became a couple; Sora, Riku and Kairi hung out together. Then all of a sudden, Kairi wanted to spend as much time with Sora alone as possible, that included weekends; that was when Sora and Riku really drifted apart. She basically clung onto Sora throughout the whole school year during the sixth grade, then through seventh and eight grades; then clear through high school. All the while using her evil ways to drift Sora and Riku apart; Sora didn't realize it until recently, when he realized just when he had unintentionally cut off their friendship for the sake of the little shank (is it skank?) he was ashamed to call his girlfriend. It was during the beginning of the eighth grade he had cut off their friendship completely, and he didn't realize it until senior year when he heard the Riku's parents had disowned him.

 

Riku's parents were a strict couple of bastard and bitch. Throughout Riku's childhood, they had mentally abused him, and as a teenager (unknown to Sora) started to physically abuse him. It was known to many people what Riku's sexual preference was, especially when a few claimed that they had seen Riku make out with his lover in various parts of town, but not many on the islands minded, most people who lived on Destiny Islands were very open minded, if you weren't, you were basically shunned. But, Riku's parents weren't open minded, at all; so it was said when they found out about their son, they disowned him, knocking him away from their will and actually moving off the islands without him, leaving him to fend for himself. And that's where Riku's true weakening began.

 

After awhile, Riku started wearing clothing that he normally wouldn't wear, then started wearing on a normal basis; he wore baggy t-shirts and pants, at all times, soon long sleeved t-shirts. Normally Riku's clothing was formfitting, showing off his muscular, but slim and feminine build; but then, that wardrobe disappeared all together. During that time, Sora really began to take real notice to Riku; he had just found out Kairi was cheating on him and had realized how long ago it had been since he had really thought of Riku; he asked around to people who always found out things about other people, asking them about Riku instead of going up to him himself, Sora was afraid Riku wouldn't speak to him after all those years. People said that Riku found refuge at his boyfriend's apartment and had been living with him since his parents had left him; that's when Sora had put the puzzle together.

 

At a couple of points, Sora did actually try to speak to Riku; but both ended in disaster. Riku just refused to speak to Sora, ignoring him by walking away, or just not speaking at all. Sora knew he deserved the cold shoulder treatment, but still wished for away to get Riku to speak to him. He just wanted so much to help him out with his major problem, and from what Sora saw, the problem was worsening by the passing days.

 

Sora was amazed that he seemed to be the only one to notice Riku's problem, though he didn't know or had ever seen his boyfriend; he just knew that he was the source of the problem. Riku used to be strong, agile, and graceful; nowadays he would be lucky to reach class without tripping up over his own feet. His eyes used to hold such brightness and warmth; nowadays they were nearly empty and cold. Everything was worrying Sora, and it was obviously worrying his parents back at home.

 

Sora didn't live with his parents anymore, he lived in an apartment complex a couple of blocks away and has a part-time job; Sora thought that he might as well practice for the real world while in collage, his parents supported the idea in full. Every other day, Sora would go visit his parents and go see how they were doing; his half brother, Leon, did the same thing; Sora and Leon were neighbors a floor apart from each other, Sora on the third floor, Leon on the fourth.

 

For a few weeks, Sora parents would mention seeing Riku at the store and around other parts of town looking odd. Sora's father, Cid, mentioned that when he saw Riku, he spoke to him; as a little kid, Riku was soft-spoken; but Cid said that Riku spoke so soft when he spoke to him those few days ago, despite being in a quiet area and right beside him, he had to strain to hear him. Sora's mother, Aerith, said she bumped into him at the store; she said that she was shocked at how skinny he was, plus him being so tall made him look literally like a beanpole, his skin was as white as bleached sheets and he just looked like he would pass out at any given second; she said that she was truly scared for his life.

 

Listening to his parents made Sora feel guilty; during all of those years, he should've been watching him, taking care of Riku himself. Now, Riku wouldn't even look at him.

 

Sitting there in class, Sora watched as Riku walked by; Riku looked towards his direction and their eyes locked, just for a fraction of a second before Riku snapped his head the other direction, completely ignoring Sora's gaze.

 

“Mom was right…” A voice suddenly whispered in his ear.

 

Sora nearly jumped out of his skin as he jumped in his seat slightly, turning his head, he saw his brother smiling down at him.

 

“Leon, what are you doing here?” Kairi sneered when she realized he was in the classroom. “You don't have class in here?”

 

Leon glared at the redhead. Kairi and Leon hated each other; Sora's parents distinctly disliked her, two other reasons as to why Sora was going to breakup with her very soon.

 

“I just came because I need to speak with my little brother.” Leon sneered back at her.

 

“Well you can't!” Kairi said as she jumped up out of her seat.

 

Leon's eyes widened.

 

“Why is that?!” He asked incredulously, he would just love to hear her plead her case.

 

“Because…” Kairi seemed to be at a loss for a second, then her eyes saw something. “Because class is going to begin-”

 

“In twenty minutes,” Sora said simply as he stood up, “More than enough time for me and my brother to speak.”

 

Before Kairi could say anything else, Sora was dragging Leon out into the hallway of the collage. He was curious as to why his brother was even in this part of the building, it was for freshmen; Leon himself was a collage junior.

 

“When are you going to break up with that evil twit?” Leon asked.

 

Sora sighed and leaned back on a wall.

 

“I have no idea…” Sora mumbled, then he looked up to Leon, “What are you doing here?”

 

“I was running an errand for one of my professors for extra credit,” Leon answered, “But then I saw Riku walking into this classroom, and from what I could see, mom wasn't kidding about what she said about Riku.”

 

Sora sighed again as he ran his fingers through his hair.

 

“Yeah, I tried speaking to him, but he won't speak to me…,” Sora said.

 

“I don't think I'd want to speak to you either if I was Riku either,” Leon said.

 

The professor walking down the hallway caught Sora's attention; class was going to begin early that day.

 

“See you at dinner?” Sora asked his brother as he pushed himself up from the wall.

 

“Yeah…,” Leon said, “I'm bringing a friend too.”

 

“New boyfriend?” Sora asked.

 

Leon flushed and attempted to glare down at his brother.

 

“No…,” Leon said, then he turned on his heel and walked off, leaving in his wake a laughing Sora.

 

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A few hours later, with Riku after school…

 

Riku was running down the side walk, his backpack was almost stabbing his back; but he didn't care, he needed to get home now! He was already three minutes late.

 

Oh, it didn't seem like a big deal to most, but it was a huge deal to Riku. With every second passing by, Riku knew that his lover was back at home steaming more and more anger. He finally reached the apartment complex he lived in, and just tore up the stairs; a slight glimpse of a specific van told him that the elevator wasn't working today.

 

Four floors later, Riku was huffing and puffing down a hallway, walking briskly over to apartment #405; knowing that behind the door held his fate for the night. As Riku stood in front of the door, he quickly dug into his pocket in search of the key; his heart pounded when he didn't find it in his pocket. Quickly, he took off his backpack and started to ruffle through there; but he stopped when he heard a familiar click.

 

He looked up at the door with wide fearful eyes as the it opened, it opened slowly, but it still took only a few seconds to open; though, it felt like an eternity for poor Riku. The door opened to reveal Riku's tall, strong, dark, and hansom lover. With sliver hair similar to his, even going down to his waist like his. Riku looked up at his lover as he glared down at him, his eyes promising much pain to come.

 

“Riku, why are you so late?” His lover asked softly, but angrily.

 

Riku's body trembled, he almost dropped his backpack, but quickly caught it and hugged it to his chest, some of it's contents falling to the floor, like a few sheets of papers and pencils.

 

“I'm sorry An-” Riku was cut off when he was delivered a sharp slap to the face.

 

“I'm sorry what?” Riku's lover said, his voice showing all its anger.

 

“I'm sorry Master…” Riku said. “I'll try my best to not let it happen again.”

 

Riku's Master scoffed, his glare intensified as he crossed his arms over his chest.

 

“That's what you promised the last time, but yet here you are, late,” Riku's Master snarled, “You know what that means.”

 

Before Riku could react, he was dragged into the apartment by the collar of his shirt.

 

To be continued…

 

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Oh, so who's Riku's lover, hmmm?

 

What will Sora do about Kairi and Riku?

 

Please send me reviews, and maybe I'll tell you!!!