Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ My Friend ❯ A Lonesome Friend ( Chapter 3 )

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If I could,

I�d cry�

But you wouldn�t hear me,

Would you?

You don�t remember me,

Do you?

I don�t matter anymore,

Do I?

You�re too busy chasing her,

Aren�t you�?

I found you first�

I met you first�

I trusted you first�

And now you�re gone�

You really make me believe�

That I�m living a lie�

A lie that you told me�

So long ago�

You said I was your friend�

Where are you now�?

You�re nowhere to be found�

You said you�d come back�

When exactly was that�?

Even after your memories came back�

I�m nothing to you now�

I�m a thing of the past�

After seeing you�

Carry on about her�

I really feel like�

I am a Nobody,

Aren�t I?

Nobodies can�t have friends,

Can they?

Not when�

They don�t have hearts�

Hearts can be so easily broken�

You know that,

don�t you,

Roxas...

It must be so tempting�

I know�

I�d snap hers in two�

But you don�t care,

Do you?

I don�t count anymore,

Do I?

All because I�m a Nobody�

And Nobodies can�t have friends�

If we could,

We would be happy.

But I can�t be happy,

Can I?

All because you left�

I was left with longing�

And then I found you�

You didn�t remember�

You refused to�

And I found myself saying

The one thing

I never wanted to say again�

Not to you�

"The name�s Axel,

Got it memorized?"

She got there first�

That�s what you memorized�

Her name was Namine.

She was trying to help you.

My heart broke again,

When you ran away�

You ran from me�

To her�

I saw you again,

Your face etched with

No regret�

You remembered�

But it didn�t matter�

I don�t count anymore�

That�s right isn�t it?

You left me�

For her�

I never saw you again�

I saw him lots of times�

But never you�

I�d cry�

I really would�

I still miss you�

You might have not been

My friend

But I was your friend�

And that�ll never change�

Not even in the end�

You were the only one

I ever liked�

I liked to think,

I was happy at one time�

Even if�

You ended up leaving me�

I still like you�

I still miss you�

That will never change�

This won�t either�

I hated her�

All because you liked her�

She took you�

And kept you away forever�

Why�?

Why couldn�t I

get away with that?

Why couldn�t it be�

Just like old times�?

Where you were always...

By my side...